by Kiki Goodman
“Relax?! Shit Jake… I’m a woman… I like sex… I am not some submissive little floozy that is all meek and mild and willing to let the world go by. I don’t have time for that. What’s the big deal that I’m finally expressing who I am? Deep down, inside!?” Kelly blurted that out, which had Jacob concerned but also feeling bad for questioning her about everything.
All he wanted to do was make sure she was okay, but instead he had upset her in the process. He wasn’t trying to say that she couldn’t be who she was, but it did seem out of character. Perhaps the car accident had made her realise that being who you are is more important that who others want you to be – he couldn’t begrudge her that.
“I’m sorry Kel, I–” Jacob said but Kelly didn’t want to listen.
“I need some time to think things through,” Kelly said finally calming down.
She straightened herself up before grabbing her overnight bag and heading downstairs.
“What? You’re leaving? Breaking up with me? What?” Jacob asked as he went after her, not wanting to let her go but not wanting to cause more issues.
“I’ll let you know,” Kelly said a tear running down her cheek as she looked back at him on her way out of the house.
Jacob was beside himself. He felt like such a failure – again he had ruined a relationship. He wondered how he was going to fix this one, if he could fix it. He felt his legs buckle underneath him, his body not responding to his desires to grab hold of Kelly and not let go. He was crumpling onto the stairs, his hand reaching for Kelly to no avail. She slammed the door as she left, leaving him sitting by himself in the sound of silence. He simply had one thought running through his head.
What was he going to do?
Chapter 37
Jacob had been texting Kelly on and off throughout the day to try and build the momentum back up and take away from his boredom of her being away so much, but at the same time knew she could get in trouble. He didn’t receive much in the way of replies from Kelly and not wanting to cause any more grief between them, Jacob figured he would leave her alone and went back to his towels, a boredom of his own. Perhaps thinking about Kelly would help him through that as well. A knock at the door came at the most opportune time, allowing Jacob some reprieve from his mundane task. Upon opening the door Jacob wondered if it was so opportune.
“I have nothing to say to you,” Jacob said the fire in his belly igniting quickly as Nikki stood there in a sexy summer dress that showed off her figure. Jacob knew she was wearing that to get his attention and distract him from what was really on his mind, the only thing being that it wasn’t working.
“I want to talk. I have something to say, please hear me out,” Nikki said trying to plead her case to Jacob.
“No…” Jacob said before Nikki started to walk inside, causing Jacob to push her outside with his body. There was no way he was having her in his home anymore, and there was no way she could think she was welcome.
“Jacob please,” Nikki said awkwardly stumbling backwards on her high heel shoes.
She tried her best to look desperate, but Jacob wasn’t buying it.
“Nikki, leave… I told you we were through. Even Kelly told you not to come back–” Jacob said but Nikki cut him off.
“Well where is she? She’s not here now is she?” Nikki said abruptly. “It’s not the same without you. I want what we had back.”
“That’s not happening. There were too many lies, too much hurt. You betrayed me and I’ve moved on,” Jacob said ready to go back in the house.
“I only lied by not telling you I was sleeping with Tyler. That’s it!” Nikki said pleading.
“Oh sure… the whole ‘you put my hips out’ thing wasn’t a coded message you were seeing Tyler? Shit Nikki, you’re full of it,” Jacob said as Nikki grabbed his arms.
“You did put my hips out and I did see someone about it… then it just happened to be Tyler after the first time. See… I want us back!” Nikki said gripping Jacob’s arms tightly, her nails sinking into his flesh.
“Get the fuck off me!” Jacob said the anger starting to build. He didn’t want Nikki touching him, and most of all, he wanted her away from his home.
“I’m not leaving!” Nikki said raising her voice.
“You come at me saying you are pregnant, that the kid is mine… yet you’ve been fucking Tyler for months! Then you contact Kelly in what I can only assume is so that you can ruin our relationship… what the fuck is wrong with you!?” Jacob said wanting to explode but keeping it all in at the same time.
“Tyler can’t have kids… he’s sterile! And besides, I don’t want a kid with him!” Nikki said shouting loudly. “That bitch isn’t right for you!”
Before Jacob could say anything another voice spoke up loudly.
“Hey! What’s going on!?”
Jacob turned and saw Donna standing there with fire in her eyes. Nikki quickly turned before looking back at Jacob.
“Don’t listen to her, I’m here… let’s go inside,” Nikki said pushing Jacob back but he stopped fast in his tracks.
“We’re not going anywhere,” Jacob said as Donna climbed the steps.
“I’d suggest you let him go before you have to deal with me,” Donna said angrily.
Even Jacob was starting to feel scared; It seemed like Donna could summon up the devil with that look, a side he had never seen of her before. Nikki looked at Jacob before looking at Donna and then let go of him, angry but full of enough fear that she didn’t want to take on Donna as well.
“You’re making a mistake,” Nikki said pushing past Donna and down the steps.
“Not from where I’m standing,” Jacob said as Nikki got into her car and drove away. He turned to Donna and saw her mood completely change.
“So… what are you doing here?”
“Come to borrow a cup of sugar,” Donna said with a laugh. “No, actually I need help with moving my bed… wanted to see if you were available…”
“Oh okay, no worries…” Jacob said with a smile. “Thanks for showing up. I guess moving your bed will be considered as payment for services rendered?”
“Nah… I was hoping you’d be nice and just help. But if you want to repay me, how about a massage?”
“Seriously?” Jacob asked taken back by the request.
In all this time Donna had never asked for one, or seemed that interested. But then he realised she was just joking to trying lighten the mood.
“Why not. I hear you’re okay with your hands so…” Donna replied cheekily.
“Okay… let’s move this bed,” Jacob said seeing the light side of the whole thing.
Donna came just at the right time, as though someone was watching over him. It turned what was becoming a nasty situation into something easy to deal with.
“How are you going with Kel?”
“Fine. She hasn’t thrown a tantrum again. She hasn’t said anything. You?” Donna asked as they walked down to her house.
“Not great. I confronted Kelly about everything. She left,” Jacob replied, feeling the knot in his throat as he admitted to himself that Kelly had indeed left.
“Oh Jake, I’m sorry,” Donna said sincerely. “Hang in there okay. She isn’t herself at the moment. If I can give you some advice?”
Donna opened the door and let Jacob in as he nodded, hoping for something to help with Kelly.
“Go after her Jake. Go and get her. Take charge,” Donna said with a warm smile. “If you don’t, you’ll never know.”
“I’ll think about it. Thanks Donna,” Jacob said unsure of how he was to go after her. He had to think carefully as he didn’t want to push Kelly away any further. Perhaps they needed some space, but then again that could work against him and their relationship. Jacob decided to sleep on it overnight, but first he needed to move Donna’s bed. A moment away from his thoughts was a welcome distraction.
Chapter 38
Kelly slowly pulled her t-shirt over her head, throwing it on the massage tab
le before looking directly at Jacob smiling. She wanted to tease him a bit but her mind was running wild. She had wanted to try this position since getting the idea the other night. It had to happen now. She had been preparing herself since last night, repeating the same routine this morning to make sure she was ready for Jacob – she had made sure she was all fresh and clean before coming over, so that everything would be perfect, and so she could show Jacob she was ready to try something new. Her body almost pushed her forward in wanton desire before her mind had even realised. Kelly had to control the situation, play Jacob and turn him on, make him hot for her, more than he ever was.
“Off with your shirt,” Kelly said holding her hands behind her and looking down briefly at her bra before looking back at Jacob. She wiggled from side to side slowly as she waited. Jacob looked at her and complied, removing his shirt and putting it on hers on the massage table. “Now you can only look until I say so…”
“Okay,” Jacob said feeling the excitement build.
Kelly reached up and unhooked her bra letting her breasts free causing Jacob to grin wickedly. She knew he would enjoy this next part. Kelly reached for some grape seed oil and began sensually pouring it over her breasts before putting it down and rubbing the oil all over her chest in sexy swirls and movements. Jacob’s eyes widened as he watched Kelly massage her breasts, rubbing towards the centre and then around before gently pulling at her nipples. He could feel himself starting to get aroused. Kelly kept the show up for a few minutes, working the oil into her breasts and letting a few small moans slip from between her lips. She knew it was having a positive effect on Jacob and as such called him forward with a finger.
Jacob moved towards her and stopped when she put her hand out and then kneeled before him. She grabbed his shorts and briefs, pulling them down and off in one quick movement, his manhood springing to attention. Kelly looked up at him cheekily and began kissing the base of his member, working her way out to the tip. Jacob began to get lost in her as she took him in her mouth and worked her magic. Kelly tried to take more of him in her mouth with each passing stroke, pulling him all the way out and taking a breath when she could, her saliva coating his member very well already.
“Damn Kel,” Jacob said feeling like he was being pulled into her.
Kelly smiled and ran her teeth over him before pulling away and grabbing the grape seed oil.
“I’d hoped you like that. Did I ever tell you I love your uncut cock?” Kelly said kneeling again and pouring the oil over his rigid member. She took her hands to him, working the oil all over him while looking up with her wide open eyes. “I’ll do that every day if you want…”
“Is that a promise?” Jacob asked enjoying the sensation of her sliding hands.
“Yes and I’ll also make another promise,” Kelly said working him gently. “I promise to deep throat you. I want you fucking my throat.”
Jacob lurched forward at the way Kelly said it with her dirty tone. He’d never heard her speak that way before but loved every second of it, even though it was an odd change from the way he had known Kelly before. Perhaps this was a new part he was discovering about Kelly, a side she kept hidden from most people.
“I thought you might like that.” Kelly smiled wickedly.
“Are you serious?” Jacob asked feeling his body working towards that happy place.
“Absolutely. I’m really a bad girl Jake,” Kelly said standing up and kissing Jacob while working his member. “I’m all yours…”
Kelly turned away and moved to the massage table where she slowly undid her jeans and pushed her underwear down with them exposing her backside before looking over her shoulder. Gingerly she grabbed the oil and started applying it to her smooth skin, working her hands all over her cheeks before turning around. Jacob immediately went down and kissed her on her smooth folds pushing her jeans down so that she could step out of them. Kelly let out a moan before stepping away slightly.
“Wait… oh god wait… you’ll love what comes next.”
Her breathing was laboured after he kissed her most intimate area, taking a few moments to compose herself. She turned around on all fours, lowering her head towards the floor and spreading her backside, pushing it towards Jacob. Kelly applied more oil to her backside, running her fingers down to her puckered opening and working her fingers around her rim.
“Come closer…” Kelly said seductively.
Jacob moved closer on his knees allowing Kelly to reach back and coat his member with more oil before aligning it with her back door. She trembled slightly, trying hard to contain her excitement before gently pushing back while holding him in place. Slowly the tip of his member pushed forward, popping inside past the tight constriction before Kelly held him in place.
“Are you okay?” Jacob asked placing one hand on her hip.
She nodded while holding her breath and then slowly pushed back further so that she took more of him in, holding him there while she got used to Jacob.
“Oh god that is good!” Kelly said breathlessly.
She moved forward and then back again slowly, taking more of him in with each movement, taking a moment here or there to adjust to the feeling of being full.
“This is my first time… go easy Jake.”
“Me too,” Jacob said easing himself further inside.
Kelly smiled and moaned as they picked up a slow steady rhythm. After a few minutes Kelly started to loosen up and pushed herself all the way back so that Jacob was buried all the way inside, stopping to enjoy the moment.
“Finally! This feels so good…” Kelly said breathing heavily.
She pulled off Jacob and turned around reaching out and taking him in her mouth again, hungrily slurping at it. Jacob froze in shock initially but then went with it, enjoying the amazing sensation. Kelly released him and pushed him back onto the floor.
“Time for some fun…”
She oiled her hands before mounting Jacob and impaling herself with his member in her backdoor, pushing all the way down quickly. She began riding him hard, really pushing him into her as she ground down to his body.
“Damn Kel… you’re hot,” Jacob said watching as her body bounced with her movement. He loved the determination in her face, seeing that she wanted it badly, it was such a turn on for him. Kelly reached down and began working her womanhood with her free hand while cupping her breast with her other.
“Watch me cum… I want you to watch me, my pussy…” Kelly said closing her eyes and throwing her head back in obvious ecstasy.
Jacob could feel his own orgasm building as her body constricted tightly around him, milking him for all he was worth. Kelly’s hand started working her womanhood faster and within seconds she ground down hard on Jacob, burying him as far in as possible as she began to buck. He could tell she was going to explode any moment now. Kelly went rigid, the veins in her neck popping out as she exploded with her powerful orgasm. She bucked and swayed as it racked her body, filling her with intense pleasure. She recovered slightly and fell forward, her hands digging into Jacob’s chest while she began to breathe in heavily. Jacob watched as her breasts heaved and wanted so badly to release himself. Kelly sat back, the pool of milky fluid on Jacob, evident that it came from Kelly’s body. She looked down and smiled in happiness at her achievement, swirling it around with her finger before pushing it into Jacob’s mouth.
“How do I taste?”
Jacob sucked her fingers hard in response.
“Perfect,” Jacob said making Kelly feel incredible.
She slowly dismounted Jacob and then moved down taking his cock in her mouth again and hungrily having at him. Kelly worked her hand over his member pumping him up and down as she picked up the pace, obviously recovering from her stint. Suddenly she looked up at him with those luscious eyes and that did it, sending Jacob over the edge. He bucked forward and unleashed the first of his blasts from deep down, Kelly taking the first part in her mouth before pulling him out so that he could see it squirt in her mouth.
She tried to catch as much as possible, with some landing on her face and hand as Jacob came down from his peak. Kelly swallowed him happily and smiled knowing Jacob liked what he saw before putting him in her mouth once more and cleaning him up.
“Holy shit Kel… that was mind blowing…”
She popped him out of her mouth and sat up with her legs folded under her.
“I haven’t finished yet,” Kelly said licking up the left over cum on her hand and fingers from her face.
“Really?” Jacob said putting a hand under his head to better see Kelly.
She smiled and then leant over kissing his chest before straddling him and rubbing her womanhood over his member.
“Really. Do you think you’ve got it in you to fill my –”
Jacob suddenly woke up in a sweat, the dream having him worked into a lather.
The dream came rushing back. He was missing her like crazy and wasn’t content to have it work out this way. Jacob missed her presence, her smile, her smell, her warmth and he couldn’t help but miss her laughter. He needed to win her back, he needed to make things right between them. There was no way he wanted to live his life without her.
Chapter 39
The plane ride hadn’t been too bad. Jacob hardly noticed it go by, just like his ride now in the taxi on the way to his hotel. All he could think about was what he was going to say or do to try and win Kelly back. A deep anxiety which he had never experienced before had settled in his stomach. What if Kelly wasn’t happy to see him? What if she wanted to simply be friends? Could they be friends after all that had happened to them? While he was in disarray he knew he had to give it a shot and bring his desires to her, not wait at home for a possible chance. He had to make this happen.
The taxi pulled up snapping Jacob out of his funk. He paid the driver and grabbed his bag from the seat beside him, hoping to check in and then see Kelly as soon as possible. Without paying too much attention, Jacob checked into the Hotel de Marriot which was only a block from where Kelly was apparently working. The guy behind the desk was more than accommodating to hold onto his bag while he went off to find Kelly.