“I’m still going to keep an eye on you,” Matt said. “You’re trouble.”
“Tell me something I don’t know.”
“From now on, consider me your guardian angel.”
Bridget snorted. More like the other way around.
Matt pulled his head back. “What’s so funny?”
Bridget ignored him. “So what duties go along with being a guardian angel?” she asked.
“Well, for starters,” he said, wrapping his arm around her waist, “I’m never leaving your side.”
“That’ll make gym class a little awkward.” Bridget smirked.
But Matt’s face was serious. There wasn’t even a hint of levity in his eyes as he held her body firmly against his. “Bridget, I mean it. I want to be there for you. I want to be with you.”
“You are.”
“I mean forever.” He paused and Bridget’s stomach got all fluttery. “I love you, Bridget Liu.”
He loved her. She’d known it somehow, known it since before her confrontation with Amaymon, before he helped her unravel the mystery of her dad’s death, before they shared that first kiss. But the warmth spreading throughout her body told her something even more important.
“I love you too,” she said. She didn’t care if she was going soft. She loved Matt Quinn.
He leaned down and kissed her. Bridget closed her eyes and reveled in the feeling of his soft lips against her own. It was a sensation she wanted to feel every day.
Matt was the first to break the kiss. He brought his hand to her cheek and caressed it. “Now what do you say we get the hell out of here? This place gives me the creeps.”
“Agreed.” Bridget smiled and opened the passenger door. “Besides, we’ve got to get home. Sunday night. Shepherd’s pie.”
“I wouldn’t miss it.”
Bridget took one last look at the Sonoma State Hospital as Matt circled out of the parking lot. She had no idea what the future would bring them, and even though she felt a slight pang of guilt for bringing Matt into her world of angels and demons, of Watchers and Emim, she couldn’t for one moment picture going forward without him.
Good or evil, they’d face it. Together.
Acknowledgments
To Ginger Clark, my fearless, amazing, ballsy agent. She’s been a friend and ally, and she’s never given up on me. I count myself lucky to be one of her clients.
To Kristin Daly Rens, my wonderful editor, who understood this novel from the get-go, whose notes and vision totally resonated with me, and who loves Bridget as much as I do. Again, I’m a lucky girl.
To the entire Balzer + Bray and HarperCollins team who have been so supportive throughout this process: Alessandra Balzer and Donna Bray, Sara Sargent, designers Sarah Hoy and Amy Ryan, copyeditors Kathryn Silsand and Laaren Brown, Emilie Polster and Megan Sugrue in marketing, and Allison Verost in publicity.
To the fabulous Holly Frederick and Dave Barbor at Curtis Brown, Ltd., who have worked tirelessly on behalf of this novel.
To my expansive support network of Inkies, Hopefuls, Purgies, Apocalypsies, and Bookanistas, especially Cindy Pon, Sarah Eve Kelly, Chandler Craig, Lisa and Laura Roecker, Deborah Gray, Wendy Cebula, Emily Kokie, Amy Dachtler, Yadira Taylor, Jake Gilchrist, Rachanee Srisavasdi, Tara Campomenosi, and Jessica Morgan. And of course, my comrades-in-arms, YARebels Jen Hayley, Leah Clifford, Scott Tracey, Victoria Schwab, Hannah Moskowitz, and Karsten Knight.
To a group of readers whose collected awesomeness surpassed all expectations—Jen Hayley (again), Courtney Allison Moulton, Amy Bai, Debra Driza, Mónica Bustamante Wagner, Jennifer Donahue, Sue Laybourn, ChristaCarol Jones, Nadine Nettmann, Juliette Dominguez, Rebecca Burrell, L. K. Herndon, Tracey Martin, Bryn Greenwood, Lisa Brackmann, Laurel Hoctor Jones, Shveta Thakrar, Karen Latham, P. J. Hoover, Kiki Hamilton, Keely Parrack, Holly West, Jill Myles, Rachel Hunter, Kitty Chiu, and Mark Uhlemann, who also gets some credit for the title.
To the amazing Pixie Spindel of Pixie Vision Productions, who made magic happen with that author photo.
To my “other” family at Cirque Berzerk, who have been endlessly enthusiastic about my “other” artistic endeavor. Rock on.
To Carrie Policella, boss and friend, who always turned a blind eye when I was writing on the clock.
To Roy Firestone, my brother from another mother, without whom I would surely be completely insane. He’s my rock, my sounding board, my dog sitter, my happy hour partner, my reality check, my cheerleader, and clearly the best friend a girl ever had.
To Peggy McNeil, my mom, who raised me to believe that I could do and be anything I wanted. I’m not sure she was thinking “opera singer–
circus performer–writer” at the time, but it all worked out.
Much love.
About the Author
Gretchen McNeil is a former coloratura soprano, is the voice of Mary on G4’s Code Monkeys, and currently sings with the L.A.-based circus troupe Cirque Berzerk. She is a founding member of vlog group the YARebels—where she can be seen as “Monday”—and is an active member of the Enchanted Inkpot, a group blog of YA and middle-grade fantasy writers. POSSESS is her first novel. You can visit Gretchen online at www.gretchenmcneil.com.
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Credits
Front cover: Portrait: © 2011 by Selina Kolokytha;
Trees: © 2011 by natures-desktop
Jacket design by Sarah Hoy
Copyright
Copyright © 2011 by Gretchen McNeil
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
McNeil, Gretchen.
Possess / Gretchen McNeil. — 1st ed.
p. cm.
Summary: Enlisted to help in dangerous cases of demonic possession, a teenaged exorcist discovers a race of part-demons intent on raising their forefathers to the earth in human form.
ISBN 978-0-06-206071-6 (trade bdg.)
[1. Demoniac possession—Fiction. 2. Demonology—Fiction. 3. Exorcism—Fiction. 4. Racially mixed people—Fiction. 5. San Francisco (Calif.)—Fiction. 6. Horror stories.] I. Title.
PZ7.M4787952Po 2011
2010050507
[Fic]—dc22
CIP
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First Edition
EPub Edition © 2011 ISBN: 9780062060730
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