“No. I want you ... here.” His lip twitches, as if he’s fighting a smile. “To play for me.”
I fold my arms across my chest. “I don’t think you can afford me.”
“Oh, I can afford you.”
“You’ll forgive me if I don’t take you at face value.”
He cocks his head to the side. Always so arrogant. “Why the hell wouldn’t you?”
I laugh, but quickly realise he’s dead serious when a muscle ticks in his jaw. I shake my head. “I don’t even know where to begin.”
“Try me.”
“You reek of wine, and ...” I wrinkle my nose and glance him over. “And body odour. This house likely isn’t even yours, and you’re a self-proclaimed rock star.”
“I’m not self-proclaimed anything. I am a fucking rock star. A multibillion-dollar recording artist.”
“That’s cute.”
His perfect dark brows arch. “Cute?”
“It’s cute that you’re defensive over your silly heavy metal music.”
“Okay, for a start, it’s not heavy metal, and it sure as fuck isn’t silly. We have millions of fans; thousands of women would kill to be standing where you are right now.”
“Thousands?” I ask sarcastically. He nods. “Then why don’t you call one of them to come play for you? I do not have time for this.”
“I’ll double it.”
“What?”
“I’ll wire half to you right now, and the rest when the week is done.”
“You’re not even wearing pants; how exactly do you plan on wiring me fifty thousand euro?”
“No, I said I’d wire half now and half when the week is up. Insurance that you won’t throw a bitch fit and leave me high and dry, and fifty thousand euro poorer.” He folds his arms across his chest and leans in the doorway with a grin that I want to slap clean off his face. The bastard still has not done up his robe, and it’s distracting. His cock is practically swaying in the breeze like the heavy pendulum of a grandfather clock. “You understand?”
“Again, you’re not wearing pants, you’ll forgive me if I can’t take anything you say seriously right now.”
“You seem awfully interested in my lack of pants, Angry French Girl, this isn’t going to be a thing for you, is it?” He brings his pipe to his lips and puffs again, this time blowing smoke rings in my face as if he were a cartoon character. “But you know what, if you’re going to be this big of a pain in my arse, maybe we should just call it quits right now?”
My heart sinks. I need that money. I’m not walking away. No matter how ... infuriating he may be. Fifty thousand euro is enough to set my family up for a long time. I could record, I could afford to take care of mon père and hire help for Maman, and best of all, I could afford to steal Bastien’s best players from his orchestra and pay them to play for me.
“No,” I snap. “Twenty-five now, and twenty-five at the end of the week.”
He nods. “And you play whenever and wherever I want?”
“Within reason, you would know yourself, I can’t do it for many hours on end.”
“Nope, never had that problem.” He grins salaciously.
I roll my eyes and my lips form a tight line. “And you’ll put on pants?”
“Well, I think you’d prefer if I didn’t, but sure. I’ll wear pants,” he says. “Do we have a deal?”
“Oui, marché conclut.”
He offers me his hand and I shake it firmly. Then I try not to think about what kind of venereal diseases I just became exposed to by placing my hand in his.
“Je ne parle pas français.” He butchers my language, but the grin that follows has the fine hairs on my neck standing on end. Levi Quinn is every bit as dark and dangerous as I’d first predicted. Uncouth, rude, obnoxious, and yes, while still very attractive, he is an arse. I wouldn’t touch him if he were the last man on earth. And he can wipe that salacious grin off his face too, because this is as close as I am ever going to get to his penis. “Damn, woman, you keep looking at my junk like that and we may have to change the terms of our agreement.”
I straighten, hold my head high and say, “Not in a million years, rock star.”
“A man can dream.”
I pick up my case. He doesn’t offer to take it for me. I am not surprised by this. “A man shouldn’t if he wishes this woman to stay and play.”
“Christ, you know how suggestive that sounds, don’t you?”
I roll my eyes and exhale slowly. “Is it going to be like this the entire week?”
“Hot, intense, explosive?” He raises a brow with each word, and the look he gives me is 100 per cent pure lust. “Why don’t you give in and we can find out?”
I lean in, so I can whisper in his ear, “Never. Going. To. Happen.”
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
FIT FOR A MOTHERFUCKING PRINCESS
LEVI
Inside, Margaux hurries to take Brie’s suitcase, giving me a look that says I’m a dumbarse for not doing it sooner, which is probably right. But I’m drunk and would likely just topple over with it, and I don’t need to emasculate myself in front of this woman. Not when she’s so obviously obsessed with my junk.
Margaux also chastises me for not wearing pants, and Brie snickers as she follows me up the stairs. I can see these two women are going to get along famously.
“Where would you like me to put her things, monsieur?” Margaux asks from the entryway.
I turn and look over my new house guest. “The Blue Room will be fine.”
Fit for a motherfucking princess.
Dog jumps around our feet, barking and weaving in and out of our legs as he races up the stairs, and then hurries back down again. When we reach the Blue Room, I push open the door. I make a sweeping gesture for Angry French Girl to enter.
It’s been cleaned within an inch of its life, seems as though Margaux already knew where our guest would be staying. I try not to be insulted that she chose the one room in the house that was farthest from mine.
“Your room, m’lady.”
She purses her lips and glares at me as she walks past. Margaux has left a welcome present for AFG on the nightstand, a white cardboard box with gold ribbon—which likely contains more of the handmade chocolate truffles from the village—and a bottle of wine. Red. My favourite. I walk around the obstinate French girl and scoop up the wine, screwing off the cap and taking a hearty swig. Rich, velvety Merlot slides over my tongue and down my throat. Margaux tsks. Her eyes are wide with horror, and her cheeks flame pink with embarrassment, so I leave AFG the chocolates and head for the door.
“Get settled in,” I tell her as I brush past.
“Where do you sleep?”
“Why, you wanna have a sleepover?” I slur, turning to face her. She frowns. Even pouting, standing there in her bright blue dress, she looks like a Disney princess—only I never saw a princess with quite so much anger. Except for maybe Belle. That bitch is hot. Does that make me the beast? “Relax, Belle, I’m in another wing entirely.”
I see the way her fine features relax, and I hate it. In this moment I hate her, because she reminds me that I’m an arsehole. That I’m undeserving. That even though I have money, I have none of her class. I’m not in her league, and I never will be. “When should I play for you?”
“Not tonight. I’m tired, and I have a new friend to play with.” I raise the bottle, stroke the neck suggestively. I walk away down the hall to the crumbling west wing, where I know she won’t follow.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
ME AND AFG
LEVI
Sometime around noon, I finally get up, throw on a pair of jeans—no shirt, no shoes—and leave my room. I have plans for painkillers and more booze, but I hear Angry French Girl muttering to herself in the ballroom and I push open the door and watch her as she studies the cello in its stand.
“You know the first sign of madness is—”
“Talking to yourself, I know.”
“Actually, I was going to
say it’s flying halfway across the country to stay in a complete stranger’s chateau, but talking to yourself works too.”
That earns me another glare. She could make an Olympic sport out of that shit. She’d win gold every time.
“You shouldn’t leave a cello out in the open like this. The lack of humidity can crack the wood, especially when it’s cold.”
“I didn’t know that.”
“Of course you didn’t,” she snaps, and then schools her features into something like neutrality. “Shall we get started?”
“You don’t waste any time do you, AFG?” She shoots me a look, like she doesn’t understand my new nickname for her. Good. Women love dark and mysterious. “I thought we’d at least have a drink first.”
“It’s noon.”
“And I woke up thirsty.” I don’t say for what.
“You’re paying me to play, so where do you want me?”
Bent over my piano.
“That’s a joke, right?”
“No. If it were a joke, I would have started it with why does the chicken cross the road?”
I chuckle. “Oh, AFG, I want you everywhere, and anywhere. On the bed, the floor, in the pool, up against that wall.” I point to the flaking wallpaper behind her. “Bent over my piano with that pert little arse stuck up in the air, but since we’re on the subject, why does the chicken cross the road?”
“To peck the cocky rock star half to death.”
“Only half?”
“Oui.” Her mouth tips up in the shadow of a smile. “She realises halfway through that he isn’t worth her time.”
“Ouch, that’s cold.” I clutch my hand to my chest and feign heartbreak. “Hey, while we’re on the subject of frigid bitches, tell me about you, Angry French Girl. Why aren’t you playing sell-out tours?”
“Because even in France assholes with teeny tiny little pin dicks feel threatened by strong women.”
My responding smile is huge. “You fucked the wrong guy, didn’t you?”
She lets out an exasperated breath. “I am not discussing my private life with you.”
“And here I thought we were discussing business? I knew it was because of cock. I was right. I usually always am when it comes to fucking.”
“Fine, yes, I slept with the wrong man, and screwed my career in the process. Are you happy?”
“No. Talent like yours should be shared with the world.”
“Yes, well, sleeping with the wrong man in the industry has only led to me sharing my talent at weddings and playing on the street for coins.”
“What if we could change that?”
“Let me guess, if I fuck you, you will take me under your wing, introduce me to all the right people, and put me on the map. Did I miss any other clichés?”
I nod. “Yeah, the one where the tough female protagonist thinks every man is out to get her.”
“Well, unlike your fangirls, I do not care what you think of me. I’m just here to play and get paid.” She pulls the piano stool closer to the cello and picks up a case from the ground that I hadn’t noticed before. Angry French Girl pulls out a bow, not unlike the one she beat me with at Ryan’s wedding. It’s sleek, refined, burnt umber, with a head that curves into a wicked sharp point.
“And if you can shove my balls in a vice and get paid for it, then you’re winning, right?”
“Why is it that men are so threatened by strong women?” Brie removes a tiny tin from her case and opens it, pulling out a cloth with a rich red cake of what looks like soap and begins sliding it along the hairs of the bow. She gives it a small flick and rests the bow on her lap as she pulls the cello from the stand.
“I’m not threatened. I love strong women. I think they’re hot.”
She opens her legs. I cock my head to the side, but the long dress she wears means I can’t see a damn thing anyway. Brie shakes her head and sighs. “Tu est ridicule.”
“Merci beaucoup.”
“I thought you did not speak French?”
“I don’t.” I cross the room and pick up the whisky I left on top of the piano several nights ago. My head thrums like the strings on her cello as she tunes the instrument. I park my arse on the floor in front of her, twist the lid off the bottle, and gulp back several long pulls as my gut churns and my chest aches—with the afterburn of alcohol or something else, I don’t know. “I know maybe five words.”
One perfectly made-up brow arches. “And yet you now own a piece of France?”
“Yeah ...” I glance at the crumbling ceiling. “I guess I do.”
“Then perhaps you should learn to speak our language.”
“Perhaps you should teach me.”
“J'ai déja mon lot de connerie à gérer, tu ne penses pas?”
“I’m gonna go out on a limb and say that wasn’t you telling me you’d be happy to. Am I right?”
“Tout à fait.” Her smile is cunning, and so fucking hot.
“Ouch.” I rub at my chest, pretending to feel, but at the moment, I’m completely numb. “So mean. I should warn you, I like that in a woman.”
“Why am I not surprised by this?” She shakes her head, but there’s the barest hint of a smile on her lips. “You’re like a naughty toddler.”
“You’re right, and I could use a spanking.” I grin, but the smile disappears.
“I should get back to playing music, non?”
“And here I thought we were,” I whisper. She remains unimpressed and I drink my whisky as her fingers glide along the fingerboard and her bow saws across the strings, creating some of the most sorrowful sounds I’ve ever heard. I listen, and I drink, and all the while the anger, the sadness, the hollowness and bitter desperation I feel is slowly pulled from me by her hands. As if she were a siren, and the cello was her voice, and I was just another man at sea whose soul she longed to consume.
Maybe I’m still drunk, maybe I’m just fucked up, but when she’s finished playing, she stares at me. It’s as if she doesn’t know what to make of the utterly decimated man at her feet. A man she just ruined with her skilled hands, without ever laying a finger on him. A half smile tips up the corner of her mouth and she gets up and leaves the room, cold and lonelier, and yet somehow fuller than when she arrived.
***
I don’t see Brie for the rest of the day. She doesn’t eat with Margaux, Dog, and me that night. Instead, she takes her dinner to her room, as if she were being held captive, as if she were my prisoner. A million different fantasies run through my head, but as much as I’d love her on her knees submitting her body to me, a woman like this does not submit. And I am too broken to make her.
I head back to the music room and tinker with the keys of the piano. It has to be close to midnight before I see her again. She stands in the doorway, watching me in the dark.
I feel her there, though I don’t acknowledge her presence. When I bring the song to a close, she moves into the room and stops just a few feet shy of me.
“That is beautiful. What is it?”
“I don’t know yet. I’m thinking of calling it ‘Why Won’t You Fuck Me and Put Me Out of My Misery’. Has a nice ring to it, don’t you think?”
“Well, I suppose it depends on who it was written for.”
“For you, actually.”
She laughs softly. “Liar.”
“You got me.”
“So, a woman broke your heart—”
“How do you know it wasn’t a man? That seems a little gender bigoted.”
“A man then?” she asks with a question in her eyes.
“Maybe it was both,” I say, matter of fact, as I play a minor chord that hits me right where it hurts. “Maybe a man broke my heart by asking a woman to marry him. And a woman broke my heart by saying yes.”
“I’m confused.”
“Welcome to the club, princess,” I say and then grin. “How do you not know this? The whole world knows.”
“Perhaps not everything revolves around you. Perhaps you just think it does
.”
I squint at her shadowy form in the dark. “Where did you come from?”
“Paris.” She rolls her tongue around the word and ends it with an ree sound, rather than an s. Lust curls around the base of my spine and thickens my cock. I’ve fucked French women before, but none as enigmatic as Brielle Kagawa. Her arrogance is actually a turn on. I like that she’s probably the one woman in the world who won’t spread her legs for me. I’m sure I’ll come to hate it, given time, but then I’m also confident that I’ll wear her down. I have a way of growing on people.
Like mould.
I can still see that stubborn set of Ali’s jaw as she glared at me across the club, and then the way her lips parted in a grin as I fucked her at a Vegas party. My hands falter over the keys and I sit quietly, staring down at the ivory. I see her body splayed beneath Coop and me, between us. Always between us. I remember the way her hair smelled on her wedding day when I danced with her in their suite. Now Cooper is the only one who gets that. Who gets to feel her beneath him, who gets to smell her shampoo, and hold her, and I get nothing. Nothing but a pickled liver and an angry French girl.
“Levi,” Angry French girl says. I like the way my name sounds on her tongue. “You should go to bed.”
“Is that an invitation?”
“Non. It’s an order.”
I grin. I’m drunk, heartsore, and all kinds of fucked up. If I had any sense left, I might be embarrassed. Good thing I drank all my sense away.
“Come get some rest.” She holds her hand out to me, and I reach for it, but I miss. Brielle frowns, and helps me to my feet by placing her shoulder under my arm. She begins walking slowly down the hall and I walk with her. I’m just about to ask why she’s being so nice when she says, “In the morning she will still be married.”
I turn my head to glare at her, but it swims. “Is that supposed to make me feel better?”
“Non. Nothing will make you feel better, but sleep,” she says. “Some detoxification wouldn’t hurt either.”
“Sleep won’t fix shit,” I mumble. “As for drying out? Forget it. But fucking might.” I raise a finger as if making a point and stab the air between us.
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