by Natavia
When I got home, Kauzie was in the kitchen fixing himself a sandwich. Kauzie eats like five of them a day.
“This is what I’m talking about! You couldn’t wait until dinner?” I asked him.
“You took too long! Please, don’t tell me you cursed the cashier out!” Kauzie said to me. Two weeks ago I almost got arrested for trying to fight the cashier. I had two hundred dollars worth of groceries in my cart. The cashier told me they weren’t accepting food stamp cards because the machine was broke. It was a cash only line. I turned that store inside out that day! She automatically assumed I had food stamps because of my persona. I can’t change who I am and honestly I don’t want to! It’s just who I am and my man loves it.
“No, nigga! But I did run into the Real Housewives of Annapolis! Mya picking out Monistat cream and Aries want me to be cordial with her! Who the fuck does she think she is?” I asked Kauzie. He smirked then leaned over the island to kiss my lips.
“She got my shorty fucked up, don’t she?” he asked laughing.
“You damn right she does!” I said. Kauzie went out to the car to get the grocery bags. I went to use the bathroom and when I lifted up the toilet lid I pissed myself! There was a big-ass snake wrapped up inside the toilet.
I screamed and I could hear Kauzie dropping the bags then running down the hall.
“What is it?” he asked. I was so frightened all I could do was point to the toilet.
“WHAT THE FUCK!” Kauzie said, putting the toilet lid down. I started hyperventilating. Kauzie rubbed my back. “Breathe, Tokyo, breathe!” he said. After a few minutes of trying to catch my breath I walked to our bedroom. My pants were drenched in piss and I was humiliated! Tassana knows where we live and I’m starting to think she is the cause of some of the things. I know Tasira put the panties on Kauzie’s truck window and sent the fruit to his job. But the shit under the car door handle and the snake could be Tassana. “How would Tasira know where we live?” I keep asking myself.
I took my clothes off then hopped in the shower. My heart was still beating fast. I was really shaken up by that. When I got out I lotioned my body then put on my silk robe. I picked up my clothes then took them to the washer.
“I threw the snake out. It was a water moccasin. There is a lake behind the trees that’s behind our house. It could’ve come in through the pipes. I heard that has happened before,” Kauzie said.
“I don’t know, Kauzie,” I said, not believing that.
“We have an alarm system and nosey-ass neighbors. There has not been a sign of someone breaking in. I checked everything while you were in the shower,” he said to me.
“I guess you’re right,” I said. I was no longer hungry. I was going to cook dinner but I lost my appetite. I just wanted to get in bed.
Kauzie came upstairs with a plate twenty minutes later. “I hope that’s not a sandwich, Kauzie,” I said sitting up.
“Just shit on your nigga! Naw, shorty! I ordered Chinese food while you was in the shower,” he said.
“I’m not hungry,” I said to him.
“You better feed my baby! Bad enough you want to name her Nybree and now you starving her too? CPS is one phone call away!” He laughed. I giggled then took the plate. It was beef and broccoli with fried rice. I ate a little bit then gave him the plate back.
“That better?” I asked. My robe flew open, exposing my breasts and Kauzie licked his lips.
“Damn! Your breasts getting juicy! Let me suck one, real quick. We haven’t had sex in a while,” he said.
“It’s only been two days, Kauzie,” I said to him.
“A while, like I said!” He took my plate downstairs then came back in the room with his dick swinging. He was ass naked. I fell over laughing because he must have gotten undressed downstairs.
“Let me dig in that hole, Tokyo! Look at my solider! He trying to go to war up in that pussy!” he said.
“Nigga, get your fine ass over here!” I said, pulling the covers off me then opening up my robe. Kauzie leaped on me so fast he almost took my head off!
He lay on top of me kissing on my neck and groping my full breasts. When he sucked on my hardened nipples, my floodgates opened.
“OOOHHHHHHH!” I moaned as I separated my legs wider. He started rubbing on my clit and I instantly came. He inserted a finger, going further into me. I gripped his dreads as his finger moved in and out of me. His wet tongue flickered across my nipples so fast I was ready to pull his hair off his head. It felt too good! I dug my nails into his scalp and he groaned as his dick hardened against my leg.
“Put it in, please!” I said, reaching for it. He smacked my hands away as he sucked harder on my breast.
“We changing our daughter’s name to Kylee?” he asked me. No wonder he was making me feel so good.
“Okay, Kauzie! Now please, put that shit in!” I said. He rubbed his meaty head between my slit then pushed through my tight walls. I was dripping wet but the width of Kauzie still hurt when he first entered me. It felt like he was about to split me down to my ass. I dug my nails into his shoulder.
“Hurry the hell up and just put it all in! You going too damn slow and I can feel pain with every inch you slide in!” I said. I shouldn’t have said that because when he put all of himself into me my stomach cramped up. When I get into my third trimester Kauzie ain’t sexing me! I guess our mouths will just have to be tired!
“GOT DAMN!” he groaned as he moved in and out of me. He caressed me up and down my leg as he stroked me. He wrapped my leg around his waist, going deeper. He gently bit my neck then started sucking on it.
“Yessss, baby! Right there! Right fuckkkiinggggg there!” I screamed as he hit my spot. I wrapped my other leg around him and he gripped me under my ass, giving it all to me. He was literally balls deep. I was hoping he didn’t reach the baby because of how far he was up inside of me.
“Dig your nails in my scalp, shorty!” he groaned. I dug my nails into his scalp as he stroked and stretched me out. I was ready to burst from the long, deep, slow strokes he was giving me. I screamed and carried on, especially when he lifted his body, fucking me harder. I loved when he switched gears like that! It sent me into overdrive. My hips bucked forward, fucking him back. He gripped my braids, pulling them back, causing my chin to point straight up. He sucked on my chin then licked my lips as he banged into my pussy.
“I’m about to come!” I moaned.
“Come, then!” he groaned, going back to my nipples. I gripped his dreads harder. Kauzie’s sex is real nasty but I wasn’t complaining. Making love is okay but when he starts fucking me like I’m the baddest porn star there is, it sends me into another world. I tightened my muscles around him and he started making those sexy fuck faces. He bit his bottom lip, the crease in his forehead visible. The muscles in his chest tightened up. His body trembled as he exploded inside of me. He collapsed on top of me.
“Not again! Kauzie! Wake your ass up! Get off of me!” I said trying to push him off.
“Let me sleep in this pussy so I can have wet dreams!” he mumbled. A few seconds later, he was snoring loudly.
“Get your heavy ass up!” I said, trying to push him off. Kauzie was out like a baby still inside of me with his head resting on my breasts.
When I woke up Kauzie was getting dressed and ready for work. He winked his eye at me but I rolled my eyes at him.
“What’s your problem? I thought I gave it to you last night! I was up in that hole, wasn’t I?” he asked laughing.
“Your dumb ass fell asleep in it too! You make me fucking sick sometimes! You keep doing that stupid shit! My body is stiff! Get your ass over here and help me up out of the bed! Nigga, you ain’t cute!” I said, trying to hold my giggle in. Kauzie helped me out of bed. He kissed me goodbye then headed out the door. I took a shower then got dressed for the day. I was off for three days and I loved it!
I went to the mall then headed straight to the Children’s Place. I know its bad luck to buy baby clothes early but I couldn�
�t resist! I was having a girl and everyone knows how cute their clothes are. As I was looking through the racks, someone bumped into me. It was that bitch, Tasira! She was looking drop-dead gorgeous. Even the people in the store stopped to look at her. She flicked her long weave then smiled at me. She rolled her eyes at the few men that were in the store who eyed her lustfully.
She pulled her shades down eyeing me from head to toe. “You actually look cute today. I’m feeling your little get up for being chubby,” she said to me.
“I know that fake-ass bitch didn’t just insult that girl like that. She looks better than her ass,” one of the workers said to the other as they watched us.
I smiled at her. “And you that bitch, huh?” I asked her. She spun around showing off her body. “Of course!” she spat.
“But yet you can’t even get a nigga that fucks with a chubby hoodrat to even cock an eye to say hi to your ass! Bitch, please! You know what’s funny? You are obsessed over a nigga that doesn’t even think about you! I know it’s you but that shit don’t scare me! It only makes me fuck him harder knowing another woman envies what I got!” I said. The cashiers were laughing at Tasira as she looked embarrassed.
“That’s Tokyo! I told you that wasn’t Tassana! Tokyo is gutta with it! These hoes don’t want it with her!” the younger cashier said.
“That’s right, tell that bitch!” Shimmy said coming from around the back with a nametag on her shirt. I didn’t know she worked here!
“Hood roaches do travel in packs!” Tasira said.
“Yup and we fuck shit up! She can’t fight you but I can. Fuck this job! Now, what you want to do?” Shimmy asked Tasira.
“This bitch getting fired!” one of the cashiers said.
Shimmy laughed. “Shut the hell up, Shannon! I run this store! The manager don’t want me to go off!” Shimmy said, eyeing Tasira.
“I will see you later! Trust me, bitch, it ain’t over!” Tasira said, leaving the store. I’m positive she followed me inside but I kept my cool although I wanted to hit her really badly.
“I’m ready to clock out, Tokyo. I’m hanging with you today since I don’t have a car. I’m ready to contact the city to get some money taken out of No Hands’s checks,” she said. I don’t know if I want to be stuck with Shimmy for the day.
“You chose to crash your car into his fence! That’s not his fault!” I said to her. She rolled her eyes then went to clock out.
After Shimmy got off from work we hit up a couple of stores inside the mall. I was cutting my eyes at Shimmy every five seconds to make sure she didn’t put anything in her purse, another reason why I didn’t feel like dealing with her today. I love Shimmy to death but she will get you locked up. After we did a little shopping we walked out into the parking lot. I popped my trunk to put my bags inside. Shimmy started pulling out items from everywhere! Clothes, jewelry, under garments, and make-up!
“I didn’t even see you take that shit!” I said to her.
“When you steal nobody is supposed to see shit! Not even the people that’s with you!” she said laughing.
“What are you doing with this stuff?” I asked her.
“Sell it! You already know how I get down!” she said.
“You need your ass whipped!” I said to her then she waved me off.
Our next stop was to TGI Fridays. I had a taste for some barbeque ribs. After we ordered our appetizers I tried holding a conversation with Shimmy. She wasn’t listening to me as I was talking. I looked in the direction she was looking in and said a silent prayer. Dez was sitting in a booth with some girl.
“Okay, now, Shimmy! Please don’t do shit till after I eat! I’m hungry and I haven’t ate shit since this morning!” I pleaded with her. Her eyes watered up and I knew that wasn’t good! Shimmy is cold-hearted! She cares about minimum people, so for her to be ready to cry only meant one thing! She was in love with Dez!
“You are in love! Awww shit!” I said to her.
“I’m over that nigga! We had a falling out and I guess he is on to the next one! I feel so violated, though!” she said finally sounding like a nineteen-year-old.
“Y’all had sex?” I asked her.
“No! But I let him finger me, eat my pussy, and I sucked his damn dick!” she spat.
“Bitttcchhhhhh! You better not tell Kyree! She still brags about how innocent you are!” I said.
“When you act like you don’t care that’s when they be all up in your ass. Mess with his head how he is messing with yours. Don’t even acknowledge the fact that you see him. Don’t ask him about her. Girl, that little nigga will be knocking on your door later!” I told her and she was taking it all in.
“That works?” she asked me.
“YES! Take it from me! I been through some shit with Darrion. Thank God because I wouldn’t have gotten to where I’m at!” I told her. Dez got up. He must was walking to the bathroom. He had to pass our table to get there. Shimmy started laughing and smiling like I said something funny. I started laughing with her because Dez looked stunned.
“What’s up?” he asked us. Shimmy kept her smile on then spoke back to him. Dez looked at her waiting for a reaction but he wasn’t getting it. Dez is young, so of course he was waiting to see if Shimmy was going to cause a scene.
“Nothing, just cooling! What’s up with you?” she asked him.
“Just on a little date, you know, kicking it,” he said.
“I can dig it,” Shimmy said taking her cell-phone out of her purse. She started texting away then all of a sudden she started blushing. Dez was trying to peek and see who was texting. I sipped my soda to keep from laughing.
“What are you smiling for?” he asked her.
“At this text someone sent me. What, I’m not supposed to smile, Dez?” she asked him then he started mugging her.
“Whatever! I holla at you!” he said walking off. Shimmy and I could no longer hold it in. We cracked up laughing! When Dez came out of the bathroom he asked the waiter for to-go boxes. His little date didn’t even get a chance to eat her food. Ten minutes after Dez left Shimmy’s phone started beeping back to back.
“That’s Dez, isn’t it? See, right now he thinks you don’t care. He thinks another guy has your attention because of how calm you were. Keep this up for a week or two. He will lose his damn mind,” I said.
“So, what do I do now?” she asked me.
“Not a damn thing! Don’t even respond,” I said. My cell-phone rang and it was my mother.
“Hey, Ma!” I said but all I heard were sniffles. Someone finally caught up to Tassana and did her dirty probably. That’s what her hoe ass gets.
“What’s the matter, Ma?” I asked her.
“Your father had a stroke!” she said bursting into sobs.
“Is he okay?” I asked getting choked up. I just started coming back around again. There was no way he was leaving me so soon.
“He’s dead!” she said.
Chapter 11- Tassana
My mother called me crying, saying that my father was dead. Memories of all of my doings flashed before my eyes. I drove him to drinking because of my lies and it had finally caught up to me. Deep down I loved my father, I just didn’t like how he raised us and I don’t like how he did our mother. All these years I blamed him for turning me this way. Parents think when they are strict it helps in the long run but that’s a damn lie! It fucked my head up to the point I had so much anger and hate built up inside of me. I felt like the person I wanted to be wasn’t good enough. I felt like I had to hide behind some kind of façade. Tokyo didn’t have to do all of that because she just didn’t care. She lived how she wanted and even left home at an early age to do so. I stayed back and pretended that I was this perfect bitch just so I could please my father.
I drove to the hospital as fast as I could. When I got to his room Tokyo was sobbing over him, crying for her daddy. He still had tubes down his throat but you could tell he was lifeless. Our mother wanted us to see him before they took him out of the r
oom. Tokyo looked at me with hate in her eyes.
“You bitter bitch! You killed him with your lies!” Tokyo said, tears running down her face.
“He found out the truth before he died so don’t blame that shit on me! He killed himself with all of that damn alcohol!” I said. I didn’t see it coming when my mother slapped me down to the floor.
“You little evil bitch! I just about had it with you! It was because of his daughters cutting up and hating each other that killed him faster! I have two daughters that don’t even come and see me much! All of these years I have been fine with that! He was there with me, so it didn’t bother me much. Now, he is fucking gone! I have no one! My husband is dead!” our mother screamed.
“Well, you should’ve been there as our mother and talked to us when we needed you! You should’ve had a fucking backbone! You let him control you and us! When were you going to stick up for your daughters? You didn’t do shit but try to be the perfect wife! All he did was cheat on you! I know all about it!” I spat.