Fusion

by Diana Kane

  Alex deposits me onto the bed but doesn’t release her hold on me. Instead she secures her balance on her knees, picks me up and positions me in the center of the bed. With my legs still locked around her waist Alex leans over me and kisses me, her tongue greedily invades my mouth as she slowly starts to roll her hips against me. I try to press myself against her, longing for the orgasm I have staved off three times now. By the time I realize Alex is reaching for something it is too late. I feel the silkiness of the blindfold over my eyes before I even know what has happened. Only then does Alex break off the kiss, as she grabs each of my arms by the wrists. She pins them to the bed over my head and holds them there until I stop fighting. “Are you ok?”

  “Yes,” I pant.

  “Good.” Alex’s nipple brushes over my lips as she reaches for something else. In less than a second I feel the first restraint being place around my wrist, and my arm snugly secured. She repeats this on the other side and I can feel my arms secured at either side of my head, with my palms facing upwards. I have a little mobility, but not much. “Too tight? Comfortable?” I nod that I’m ok. “Good. Do you remember our word?”

  “Pineapple.”

  “Yes. Do you trust me?”

  “Yes.” I do. I know Alex will stop if I ask her to and that she won’t hurt me. I feel Alex’s weight shift off of me and off of the bed. The cool air moves over my body as Alex moves around the bed. She grabs each of my ankles and spreads my legs. “Now I could secure your legs much like I have your hands, but that might interfere with what I want to do later. Will you behave or do I have to tie you down like you’re about to be drawn and quartered?”

  “I’ll behave.”

  “Good answer.” I feel the bed shift as Alex climbs back onto it from the foot. She licks her way up my inner thigh as her fingers rake their way up the outsides of each. Currents flow up my legs and into my pulsating clit. I long to be in Alex’s mouth. I arch my hips towards the source of heat I feel over my body. Alex puts her mouth against me and runs her tongue over the black lace that separates us. I feel her teeth graze over me before she sucks and then nibbles. I rock my hips against her begging for release. She continues the assault until my breathing is heavy, then stops. “You enjoyed your little game today didn’t you? Tormenting me. Making me stew all day.”

  “Yes.” I can feel Alex’s weight shift as she moves up my body and straddles me at my waist.

  “Are you enjoying this game?”

  “Yes. Please fuck me Alex. Please make me come.” She slowly moves her hands up my sides and over my breasts. She teases my nipples until I’m forced to suck in my next breath from between my gritted teeth.

  “Hmm. I could, it would be so easy. I can play your body like Hendrix played his guitar. I can make you moan, sing, scream and groan at will can’t I?”

  “Yes baby.” I’m starting to get a sense of what Alex has felt like all day.

  “I can, but I won’t. Not yet at least.” Alex’s weight shifts again as she moves further up the bed. I can smell the sweetness of her sex hovering over my face and feel the bed dip where her knees support her weight on either side of my head. “I think it only fair that I be freed from this lust filled prison that you locked me in, don’t you?” I strain my neck towards the smell of her. I want her in my mouth. I’m so focused on finding her that I can’t answer. She must see my struggle and realizes that I agree. She lowers herself onto my mouth and I moan with pleasure. She is wetter than she has ever been. She wasn’t lying, she really did languish all day without relieving herself. I greedily lick and suck at the pool of nectar over my mouth, relishing in the flavor. I moan again as Alex starts to slowly rock her hips. She moans and increases her rhythm slightly, encouraging the pattern my tongue weaves around her clit.

  “When I fuck you later it isn’t going to be fast. It is going to be slow, so slow. You are going to beg me to let you come. If you get close before I want you to I’m going to stop and then start all over again.” I groan in protest, the vibrations feeding into Alex’s stimulation. I lick and swirl and suck at her hoping she’ll have mercy on me. Her rhythm becomes frantic and she comes hard and loud. She keeps bucking herself against me so I continue my pace. She comes again and I think she will stop but she doesn’t. She presses on and I jerk my hands against the restraints, longing to touch her, to help her to her third orgasm. The third one takes a little longer than the second, but Alex rides my face like her life depends on it. The convulsions rock her body hard this time. I continue lapping up her juices until she removes herself from my mouth and off of the bed. “That was exquisite my love, I wish you could have seen me come.” She strokes my face as she taunts me. She takes her hand away and the room falls silent. I lay there, tied up, listening for her but hear nothing.

  “Alex?”

  “Yes my love?” Her voice strengthens as she approaches me. She has clearly left the room and returned.

  “Did you leave just now?”

  “I did. All that riding and screaming made me work up a sweat and a thirst.” I can feel the grin on her face. “Are you thirsty?”

  “Yes baby, for you.” Alex laughs.

  “I know you’re thirsty for me. I can see your panties are soaked from here. Are you thirsty though?” I am so I nod. I feel Alex’s weight return to the bed and the heat of her body as she straddles my waist. I feel the press of her fingers to each of my forearms a few times. I realize she is checking my capillary bounce back. “Still ok?” she whispers against my ear.

  “My arms are.” Alex is right, I will be begging for it soon. I feel her reach towards the table for something and then the sound of something being sat back down. She leans in to kiss me and before our tongues touch I feel the cold. Alex holds in her mouth an ice cube. The tips of our noses rub against each other as she rubs it over my lips with her mouth. I let the cool drops roll over my tongue. She pulls away momentarily and when her lips crash back against mine the ice is gone. She kisses me hungrily, sucking on my bottom lip, invading my mouth and biting my lip as she pulls away. She repeats this three more times.

  “Are you burning for me yet?”

  “Yes! Please!” Alex is taking a leisure stroll when I long to run a sprint.

  “Hmm. Where do you burn?” I feel the ice as Alex trails it down the underside of my chin and over my neck. She slowly makes her way down my chest. I hadn’t realized it but it isn’t one cube forming the trail, Alex has two. She splits them just before she reaches my breasts and rubs each cube over and around my nipples. “Do you burn here?” The cold combined with my arousal have my nipples so hard I’m certain they will tear through the lace restraints at any moment. “You do.” Alex brings the cubes back together and starts trailing down my stomach. I know where she is going before she gets there. “What about here?” The frozen cubes meet with my juices, which I am convinced have to be boiling at this point. The mixing of the two cools my temperature but not my arousal. I gasp as the two meet, emptying my lungs. “So thats where you burn.”

  “I’m begging you Alex. Please. Please make me come.” I hear the soft clink as Alex deposits the remains of the cubes back into the glass. The cool air chills my body as Alex moves back to the foot of the bed. She lifts my hips and slowly pulls off the lace panties. I can feel her kneeling between my legs as she trails her fingers up and down my length, aways avoiding my most sensitive spots. Finally she moves each of my legs up to her shoulders and lifts my hips up off of the bed. She supports my angle by laying my back on her thighs. I tighten my leg lock around her neck pulling her head towards me. My hips strain for her. Finally she relents and I feel her mouth connect with me. White light flashes under the mask as my body finds a small bit of relief in the stimulation. She slowly licks and savors my juices, moaning as she parts my lips. The small vibration from her hits my over stimulated clit full force and I buck against her. Alex tightens her grip around my hips and speeds her pace. Each lick, swirl and sucking sensation giving me more and more relief.

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nbsp; “Thank you baby. More please.” I’m surprised when Alex obliges. She speeds her tongue and shockwaves hit me like a typhoon. “Mmm, please don’t stop.” She doesn’t. I scream out as she plunges her tongue into me. She swirls it and moves it in and out with incredible speed. “Damn baby!” My hips have a mind of their own, one that seems to be in collusion with Alex. I feel her shift her hand and her thumb starts massaging my clit as she continues to tongue fuck me. I buck wildly against her, convinced she is going to stop at any second. “Oh god. Please let me come Alex! I’m so close.” I ride her face as hard as I can from this angle and somehow she finds another gear. Her tongue and thumb work me in a rhythm my hips can’t match. I scream out as Alex finally gives me the relief I’ve been burning for. I buck hard and try to pull away but Alex holds me tightly to her mouth and I’m soon screaming in ecstasy again. This time Alex lets me down and kisses her way up my body as I pant heavily, trying to regain my breath. I feel her release the restraints and the blindfold slip away. She looks into my eyes and kisses me.

  “I thought you were going to make me wait all night.”

  “I was going to. You made me wait all day. I changed my mind though.”

  “Why? What happened?”

  “Nothing. I changed the plan. I’m not done with you yet. I want to come with you and I want to see your eyes when we do. You ok?”

  “Mmm…amazing. You always amaze me.”

  “And you me. You ready for something new?” My curiosity is piqued. Is there really much we haven’t tried at this point? Alex extracts herself from my arms and ambles over to the chest. I lay and watch her, still trying to catch my breath. When she makes her way back to the bed with the double headed dildo I feel my insides jump and I smile.

  “Finally! I’ve been anxious to try that.”

  “All you had to do was ask.”

  *****

  After we lay on the bed, our bodies spent, our breathing still heavy. “That was amazing! Can we use that again sometime?” Alex pulls me to her and stares into my eyes, a lazy, sated smile on her lips. She kisses me lightly and then looks at me.

  “What else aren’t you telling me? What else do you want to try?” I laugh.

  “A girl can keep a secret or two up her sleeve can’t she?”

  “Sure as long as it isn’t out of fear or embarrassment,” she says before kissing the tip of my nose. “You are incredible, do you know that? That tease you did for me earlier was so sexy. The video from work…wow. I don’t know what I did to deserve you but I’m glad I did it.”

  “I’m incredible? No you’re incredible. How do you know just how far you can push me each time? It is so thrilling. My body just follows you.”

  “I don’t know how far. You never stop me so there is that. Your body doesn’t follow me, I follow your body. I read how it responds to what I try. That first time we made love I started my roadmap of your body. I add to it each time. You will stop me though won’t you?”

  “I promise I will stop you if I think something is too much.”

  “Good. Baby, I’m starving.” I laugh, I can’t help it because I am too. The clock reads that it is just after 6:30.

  “Come one, let’s see what we can find for dinner.”

  *****

  The partners meeting goes about as well as I had expected it would. They initially insist that I end it with Alex, immediately. After much wasted time I am able to convince them that it isn’t just a fling, that we genuinely care about one another. We are finally able to reach a tentative agreement, though I am concerned how Alex is going to feel about it. Alex texts me to see how it went. I don’t want to tell her via text message and the meeting running late pushed us all behind for the day. I send her a quick reply telling her not to worry that we will talk when I get home. She asks me to call her over lunch but I skip lunch in an effort to regain some of my lost time. By the time I pull into the garage I feel exhausted, my head is pounding and my anxiety about telling Alex is through the roof. Alex is in the kitchen working on dinner when I walk in. I must look as crappy as I feel because the smile fades from her face when she sees me. She sits down the knife and wipes her hands on the towel before coming to me.

  “Hey are you ok?” I melt into her arms as she opens them to me.

  “Yeah just a headache.”

  “Here, sit.” Alex leads me to one of the nearby barstools and pulls it out for me. I sit down and she gets me a glass of ice water. “Did you eat today?” Alex massages my shoulders and neck attempting to help. It feels amazing, her strong hands forcing the tension in them to slowly ease away.

  “A little. The meeting this morning ran way over. I skipped lunch to make up for some of the lost time.” I take a few big gulps of the ice water, the cold liquid helping my headache some.

  “That bad huh?” I turn away from the bar and hold out my arms, drawing Alex to me. She stays at arms length assessing me. “What is it?”

  “It isn’t necessarily that bad. I just don’t know if you are going to like it.”

  “Well not telling me isn’t helping.” I can hear the anxiety and agitation building in her voice.

  “Alright. I know you are strong willed and don’t like to be told how to live your life. Just keep an open mind for a few minutes. Initially the partners wanted me to end things immediately. Understandable, I guess, given what happened with the previous partner and his indiscretions. I refused though and eventually convinced them that this isn’t some meaningless, sordid affair. They finally admitted that the relationship isn’t an issue, just the possible ramifications.”

  “Ramifications?”

  “They’d like to have their lawyers draft a waiver, similar to a non-disclosure agreement. It won’t contain anything life shattering, just a guarantee that you won’t sue them for sexual harassment if things between us don’t work out. Please just think about it.”

  “What about our jobs? If things don’t work out do we both have job protection or would it be in there that one of us would have to leave?”

  “Nope, no stipulations about that. They really just want a document signed waiving your right to sue them for harassment.”

  “Would it specify you alone or anyone from the practice?”

  “Just me. Why is someone harassing you?” I can feel anger start to surge in me.

  “Calm down. I just want to understand this clearly. I just want to be able to openly be with you and not have to worry about our careers. Even if something did go wrong I still wouldn’t be likely to sue you. I’ll meet with their lawyer and look over whatever they draw up.” I feel relief course through me. I had been dreading this all day, dreading that Alex would resist simply because she doesn’t like to be told what to do. “So when do they want to meet with me?”

  “Next Tuesday. They want this sorted before I clear you to return to work.”

  “Fine, no problem.”

  *****

  Surgery is rolling along smoothly today. I get lucky and have Erin as one of my techs again. She pushes turnovers along quickly and I find myself getting ready to finish up dictating and speaking with the family of my last patient at 4:30. I should be out of the hospital by 5 at the latest. I wait impatiently for my patient to head to recovery. As I wait, I dictate the case, leaving one less thing to take care of. Once the nurse and anesthesia head to recovery I find myself alone with Erin.