by Mirajane
I nodded. “I do. But I don’t have all the answers. There is still so much about this I don’t know after years of dealing with it. That is something I’ve had to get used to. And if you are going to be with me, this part of me is something you will have to be ok with. I’ll understand if it is too much for you to deal with.”
She smiled. “No. It’s not too much. I’m not going anywhere.”
That felt good to hear her say that. It was such a wave of relief. I was so scared that she would tell me no, that she’d say this was too much and that I should have a nice life. And then I’d never see her again. We’d go back to being strangers as we’d become before this week. I wasn’t sure how I would have handled that.
I leaned against the fireplace and took a few much needed deep breaths.
It was all going to be ok. Angie was one hell of a woman.
“I do have one question,” Angie said. “And I need you to be totally honest with me.”
“Sure.”
“Were you going to kill Oren?”
I looked her square in the eye. I spoke truthfully. “No. I wanted to. I felt like it and it would have been easy to do so, but I wouldn’t have been able to live with myself. I’m not a killer. I’ve never hurt anyone. I won’t. But I will do whatever I need to do to protect people I love. I love you, Angie.”
I had been waiting to say those words to her for a long time. I wasn’t sure why I had been so scared about it before. It just seemed like such a game changer, and it was, but I was fine with it now. After what had happened and all we’d been through, it just felt right.
I looked at her and watched her reaction.
Chapter Nineteen
Angie
He had said it. He had actually said those words. Wow… I wasn’t sure which was more flabbergasting to me: the fact that he was a shifter, or that he had actually admitted that he loved me. I was in over my head. I felt like I was falling apart now. How was this real?
“I love you, too,” I said. As I said those words, I knew them to be totally, completely true. I did love him. I wasn’t sure I’d be able to say it, but there it was. Our real feelings were out in the open. I wiped a tear from my eye.
Tyler sauntered over to me from the fireplace where he’d been standing and sat down on the couch beside me. He looked into my eyes, and brushed a few strands of hair out of my face. He kissed me softly then, his lips brushing against mine. His touch felt so sweet, so loving. I felt my whole body melting right then. I fell into his touch, allowed him to enter me with his soul, and soon his body. Any part of him, I wanted to belong to me and I wanted to belong to him.
His mouth was soft, but strong. I felt the energy within him, the greatness, and I wanted to be at least a small part of it. His arms wrapped around me and pulled me closer to him. He was wearing only a robe and I could already feel his hard cock poking through it. He was always ready for me. It was intoxicating knowing how much I turned him on. To be wanted on that level made me feel like the most desired woman on the planet. I was wet as could be within seconds.
Tyler opened up his robe just then and pulled it off his muscular shoulders. His body was primed and ready for me. His hard cock stood up long, and stiff right in front of me. His abs looked tight and flexed. He was so toned and ripped. Every single part of his body was rock hard and solid. It was beautiful, every inch. I wanted him more than my next breath. I had to have him inside of me. No rational thought existed within me then. All I could think was how good I was about to feel.
Tyler placed my hand on his cock and he continued to kiss me hard, invoking his sweet tongue into my mouth and massaging my own tongue with it. Our breaths and our tongues mingling together, it was enough to set our souls on fire. He was so hard, so thick in my hand. I was jacking him off slowly, moving my hand down his long shaft deliberately and then bringing it back up to the top where I squeezed the head a bit. He moaned every single time I squeezed him.
Then I had the urge that I could not control. Feeling his cock in my hand, seeing it out of the corner of my eye right then, and knowing the power I had over his pleasure right then, I found myself giving in to the urge.
I moved my mouth to the top of his cock and let the tip slip inside. He tasted so damn good. He moaned loudly and his breathing became labored a bit as he leaned back on the couch and spread his legs a bit. His cock was fully extended, and I opened my mouth wider to take him inside a bit more. My lips were being stretched to capacity around his sweet girth, but it felt so damn amazing having him in my mouth that I was willing to put up with anything. He tasted so clean, so smooth that it had my mind totally dizzy right then.
I leaned over him a bit more as I sucked him off. I wasn’t sure how much of him I could fit inside of my mouth, but I did my best and I actually went down most of the way until he was in the back of my throat, and then a little bit farther. Oh, it tasted so good. And the knowledge that I had his cock inside of my mouth was enough to get me going towards my own crazy climax. I could feel it brewing inside of me. I was so wet now.
As if sensing how wet I was, I suddenly felt Tyler’s fingers knocking at my pussy. I had my ass up in the air as I leaned over him on the couch sucking him deeply, and he was rubbing my ass with his big, burly hand. Then taking his long, thick fingers and pushing into my wet, tight opening. And then he was inside of me. His fingers were all the way inside of me then, pushing deeply, scraping sweetly along the edges of my pussy and tingling my whole body with the sensation.
I couldn’t help moaning with delight as I continued to draw his cock deeper into my mouth. He tasted so beautiful inside of me. His cock was pulsating with pleasure, moving around inside of my lips as I drew them around his cock tighter and began to add a little bit of teeth to create that perfect level of suction. His eyes were rolling back in his head as he rocked gently and groaned.
“Fuck…” Tyler breathed. His breath was coming in short, gasping waves as my head began to bob up and down on his cock at a medium, but forceful pace. I was talking him in as far as I could with every single motion, and I loved it. Sucking his sweet cock filled me with so much pleasure and power that I almost never wanted to stop once I started it. I was so wet and he was pushing all the right buttons with his fingers then. It was amazing, but I wanted his prick inside my wet pussy soon. I wanted to come on him. I wanted to feel him filling me up with his salty, thick seed.
I pulled my mouth off his cock and then got off the couch to strip out of my clothes. I was in a hurry. I was so wet and tight that I could not stand another second without getting brutally fucked by this amazing machine of a man. I stepped out of my jeans and panties, and then climbed on top of him where I lowered my body onto his stiff cock. He split me open beautifully and I slid down his long, fleshy pole until I was at the base.
It was so big. It filled me up all the way and I could hardly breathe for a moment as I sat there, just feeling him squirming inside of me trying to push inside even farther. I grabbed his shoulders and leaned forward to kiss him hard on the lips. Then I started to bob my hips up and down on his stiff prick.
It was tingling every single sweet spot inside of my pussy all at once. I was inching closer and closer to that epic orgasm. I wasn’t sure I would be able to hold it back much longer, but that was okay. I was going to keep going.
“I’m coming!” I announced. “Oh, shit… it is just so good.”
“Do it! Fucking come on me, dammit…oh, shit… that puss is so damn tight… give me that sweet…ugh…” Tyler moaned as I rode him mercilessly.
The orgasm hit me and my entire world shattered with beautiful bliss. I tried to keep riding, but my body would no longer cooperate. It was doing too many things at once, dealing with too much pleasure as my sweet orgasm took over every facet of my being. I closed my eyes and tried to scream to relieve some of the pressure, but my chest was tight and my body just wouldn’t allow any sound to come forth. I felt so filled with heavenly light right there that I could have sworn I was hav
ing an outer body experience of some sort.
Tyler picked me up then and stood up from the couch. I was still mid orgasm, but he was not letting me off the hook to deal with that amount of intense pleasure. He carried me while still fucking me hard across the room and held me against the wall. I wrapped my legs around his waist to hold on tightly while he pounded my pussy harder and harder with is stiff cock.
The orgasm was beginning to fade, but another one was building right behind it. I could feel it coming soon. It was almost close enough to count as multiples. His stiff prick was probing me out, working my body tight as he could. I was bouncing up and down on that cock, letting it fill me up tightly and then relieving the pressure as he pulled it out of me.
He kissed me hard on the mouth. His kiss was full of passion, lust, and love. Yes, there was so much love there. I could feel it all coming out of him and pouring into me along with his beautiful cock. I could still taste that magnificent appendage on my tongue. I could taste a bit of his salty, yet sweet pre-cum on my breath. I wanted more of him. I wanted to consume him in any way that I absolutely could.
I felt his cock growing stiffer then. How was that even possible? I wasn’t sure, but I knew what was about to happen. I could feel the tension in his body, the look of anguish and release on his face. And then a moment later his body roared with a loud grunt as he came hard inside of me.
His stiffening prick exploded with is wonderful cum deeply inside my tight, wet pussy. He was filling me up with his magical seed, planting it deeply inside of me. I wasn’t sure if this would result in a baby or not, but at that moment I needed it so badly I didn’t care about any consequences. I just wanted him to give me all of him. I would gladly have had his baby if it meant I could experience the pleasure I was feeling.
And then my own orgasm was once again triggered. My body rocked, my hips began to shake and vibrate uncontrollably. I was so close to passing out from the pleasure overload that it was insane. My whole body was quivering now. I was going to pass out. I knew it. And I was perfectly fine with that.
But somehow I stayed lucid through the insane pleasure being wrought all over my being.
Tyler relaxed a bit and my legs dropped to the floor. I was standing, but still leaning against him. My knees were very weak and wobbly. I was sure I would fall to the ground if he moved. Sensing this, he pulled me close to him and held me. He kissed me softly and we reveled in the beauty of the experience we’d just shared.
I was in love with this man. I knew it to be true and he had admitted his love to me. I had a feeling that my life would never be the same again. This changed everything.
I was in love with a bear shifter. How in the hell did this become a thing in my reality?
I had to marvel at how astounding it was. And I was ready to accept it at all cost.
Chapter Twenty
Tyler
“You guys are an inspiration,” Cam said as he slung his arm around my neck.
I looked back at him and smiled. He was such a cornball, especially when he was drunk. The guy was about three sheets to the wind, but he’d been drinking for the better part of two hours. Hell, he told me he’d even started before the rest of us got there. I guess he had nothing else going on today.
Cameron, Drake, Heather, Jacki, and Lori, were all hanging at the bar with me and Angie. It was a fun night of just getting together and enjoying letting off some steam. Christmas was in three days, and all of us were getting a little worn with spending so much time with our parents and with shopping ourselves ragged, because of course we all procrastinated on gifts until the last minute.
Now it was time to get our drink on. It had been two nights since the ordeal with Oren and when I had to reveal my real self to Angie. We’d also said that we loved each other. And since then things had definitely been different, much more intense. It was all out in the open. We were committed to each other now, fully committed to being together. That was the most important thing to me. It was the thing I’d been wishing for since we were in high school. And now it had finally come to fruition.
I had this giddy feeling coursing through my body and mind now ever since then. I was just happy all the time and all I wanted to do was spend time with the love of my life. I could barely stand to be away from her. Angie had basically decided to spend a lot more time with me this week, but she was still trying to smooth all that out with her parents. I was going to have to spend some time with them. Now that was frightening. It was the thing I’d been trying to avoid. I’d met them before, and they seemed nice enough, but now was different. I was dating their daughter. I was fairly sure her father was going to be introducing me to his gun collection pretty soon.
“Thanks, man,” I said.
“No, I mean it. You two have this bond, this love that is so special. I said it years ago. Those two have to be together. They are hotter together than Zack and Kelly from Saved by the Bell. That was the best show ever. Who agrees?”
“I was more into California Dreams,” Heather said.
Cameron pointed at her. “Also a dope show, but it was no Saved by the Bell. That show was iconic.”
“I’ll take your word for it,” she said.
I couldn’t help but laugh at this situation. Cameron was trying to have actual conversations with us while being totally intoxicated. It was entertaining to say the least.
“Well, I wouldn’t mind being compared to Zack and Kelly any day of the week,” Angie said. “Thanks, Cameron.”
He smiled a big goofy grin. “Now which one of you ladies wants to be my Jesse Spano?”
All the girls started laughing. Nia spoke up. “I hate to burst your bubble, but A.C. Slater, you are not.”
Cameron pretended to be hurt, but he came back with what probably sounded like a good retort in his head. “I’m better than that clown. I’m buff. You just can’t tell under all the fat.”
This felt nice. My amazing lady, and all of our friends getting along and having fun together in the bar. I’d craved all of this so much in high school. I had no idea that years later this might actually be happening.
I looked at Angie beside me. I leaned over and kissed her sweetly and then snuggled against her in the booth. I draped my arm around her and she cozied against me. Her soft body always felt so good against me. It was the thing that would always fill me with warmth, and happiness. No matter how angry I ever got about anything, or how much I felt I might fail, I knew that having her with me was the perfect antidote. I didn’t see how I would ever change into the bear with her by my side. If she was touching me, talking to me, or really just engaging me in any way, then I would be fine.
I wasn’t sure what I was actually going to do to Oren the other night. I was fairly sure that I wasn’t going to kill him, but I might have hurt him much worse if she hadn’t stopped me. Her voice had brought me back to reality, her cries and pleas for me to stop what I was doing. Then she had ordered that piece of shit to run away. It was for the best. I knew that now. Hell, I knew it then, but I was too wrapped up in the rage that came from the fact that he had just tried to kill the woman I loved. He had to pay. One way or another, his time was done. I was going to make sure of it.
“So, do you have any other friends, like from the city that you might be able to hook us up with?” Lori asked. “I’m needing something new in my life.”
I laughed. “I’m not sure. I don’t really associate with that many people in my line of work. Most of them are middle aged and married with kids. The other guys who do a lot of the newer stuff are our age, but they are actually terrified of women.”
“What?” That is so lame.”
“I know, but beautiful women are intimidating. You should break the cycle and start dating nerdy guys. We are actually great guys. You just have to get past the awkwardness, which mostly stems from how much we want to please you. What woman doesn’t want a guy who is ready to please her in any way at a moment’s notice?”
She nodded. “Well, actually that s
ounds better in theory than actual practice. But I’m willing to give it a shot.”
Drake smiled. “Well, I’m offering up my services,” he said.
She shook her head. “Nah, I know you too well. It would ruin the friendship.”
He looked at her confused. “We are friends? Since when?”
We all shared a good chuckle and then ordered another round of beers from the waitress as she came by a minute later. The bar was fairly well packed this evening, mostly with college kids, but we fit in since we were still technically in that age bracket. But everyone knew we were out of towners, even though we weren’t really. The dynamics of this bar scene in this town were hard to get down.
Suddenly, the door burst open. I turned my head and wished to hell I hadn’t. There he was. Oren. He was standing there in the door looking drunk and wild eyed which had become his normal.
He spotted us immediately and started smiling, almost drooling like some psycho as he stumbled into the bar. Several of the other patrons noticed him, some gave him high fives and welcomed him as the regular he was. Someone put a beer in his hand and he took a big drink of it.
He stumbled over to the bar and turned and looked at our table. I felt the anger retching up inside of me. It was growing by leaps and bounds. I wanted to rip his damn head off. How dare that prick show himself around us, or even in public after what he did. He should have been on his way to the border by now. But no, he was that damn stupid.
“I need to have everyone’s attention!” Oren said as he pushed himself off the bar and struggled to stay steady on his feet.
Everyone looked around a bit confused. What was going on?
Oren was standing there now, looking at us all with that stupid look on his face. He loved commanding attention. He was so used to people stopping everything and just accepting him as the boss that he was angered when everyone didn’t automatically comply with his demands. The guy was a joke.