“Uncle?”
Turning, he saw Aaden. The boy had stopped some distance away, near a torch that lit him in rippling orange waves. Shadows-his maids, guards-hung behind him. “Is it all destroyed?” His voice edged away from its usual calm. He captured the pitch of it, but it was tremulous, ready to turn.
“No, Aaden,” Aliver began, but he could not find the words to continue.
The boy moved forward, slowly. “I had a dream once. I told Mother. I said, ‘I had a dream that the world ended.’ She said that was silly. That it could never happen. But I knew it could. Do you know why? Because in the dream she died. She died, and the moment she did, the world did as well. I was left, but the world had ended. That’s what I meant, but she didn’t ask me. She never asked me about it. Maybe she never will now. Is that the truth?”
Aliver closed the space between them. He gripped Aaden to his chest, thankful that the boy had not witnessed most of what happened in the Carmelia, and relieved that he would never be able to read the words of Dagon’s note. Those were things to be grateful for. Corinn had whispered a spell that spirited him away at the first sign of trouble. One moment he was there; the next he was gone. “She loves you,” he said. “She loves you. She took care of you first. That’s the truth.”
Aaden shifted against him, trying to break the embrace. Aliver kept his arms knotted, wanting to hold him like that forever, to keep him a child forever, to protect him from a world that constantly made a mockery of those who struggled to live in it. If somebody had just held him forever when he was a child. Just held him and never let life twist on…
“Where’s Mother?” the boy asked, his words muffled. “What happened to her? Nobody will tell me. It’s something bad. I know that already. I know what happened with the Santoth. I know they killed people and want The Song of Elenet. I heard that already, but nobody will tell me anything about my mother.”
“You’ll see her soon.”
“I want to see her now!” Aaden writhed. He shoved his uncle back, slapping his arms and chest in sudden fury. Aliver took the blows without flinching, trying to soothe him by being there to be scratched and hit. He spoke nonsense, just sounds, just meaningless words. He tried to bring Aaden back into his embrace.
Tearing away, Aaden glared at his uncle. He had never looked more savage. His features twisted with anger, wrung through with the fatigue of fear. “She’s dead!” he shouted, spittle flying from his mouth. “She’s dead and you won’t tell me!”
“No. No, she’s not. I swear it.”
“Why won’t you let me see her, then?”
“You will, Aaden. Give her time. I’m not stopping you. She just needs a little time to herself.” Ah, but that sounded daft! Insulting. Simple. It sounded just as stupid as the things adults had said to him after his father had been stabbed by Thasren Mein. Just as vapid and untrue. “Something happened,” he said quickly. “I don’t know what, Aaden. She fought with the Santoth and something happened. She is here, though, in the palace. She walked here on her own two feet. She went to her quarters. That’s all I know, Aaden. Please, let’s wait together. Let’s find out more together.”
The boy kept the glare on his features, turning it down just slightly. “Stop squeezing me like I’m a baby. Treat me like an adult. Like a prince.”
Aliver let his arms drop. Like a prince…
“Will you stop?”
“Yes.”
Aaden studied him a moment, skeptical, and then said, his tone growing surer, “If she’s not dead, stop acting like she is. Whatever has happened, she’ll fix it.”
He did not say it, but Aliver thought certainty such as that marked the boy as yet a child. He had never found certainty to be a hallmark of wisdom. Let him have certainty, though. For as long as he can carry it. “If anyone can,” he said, “your mother can.”
Rhrenna emerged out of the shadows. Though she wore the same garment as at the coronation, the sparkle that had danced around her was gone. She looked tense, frail, as if her sharp features might shatter if there was too loud a noise. Aliver remembered the infatuation he felt for her before the ceremony. Where had that gone?
“I’m sorry,” she said. “I’m sorry to disturb you.”
“Does Corinn want us?”
“No, she still hasn’t spoken to anyone. She won’t answer my knocking. I don’t know what she’s doing in there.” She glanced at Aaden. Hesitated. “I’m sure, though, that she’s fine. She was strong enough to push out her guards.”
“Don’t comfort me like a child,” Aaden said. “I am a prince!”
Rhrenna wilted a little but kept her chin high and spoke. “I know that, Your Highness.”
“I know that bad things happen,” Aaden said. He looked sulky for a moment, and then added, “I know that much is expected of me. Mother told me so. I know it already. Stop, both of you, acting like I’m weak. Make me strong, instead.”
“I will,” Aliver said, “if you help me. Rhrenna, what have you come for, then?”
“The priestess of Vada sent a messenger. They consider the ceremony to be complete. You are the king.”
“I don’t feel like one,” was Aliver’s flat response. “Anything else?”
“The council wants you back. More senators have joined them. They say there is still more to discuss.”
“I’ve talked with them enough. They’re just going in circles. Let them talk to themselves if they want to keep at it. I’ll wait for Corinn. We go no further without her. Tell them that.”
Rhrenna nodded. “They’re asking after her. What would you have me tell them?”
“To wait. Tell them I’m working with her. Tell them to look toward tomorrow and plan what they can. We still have the Auldek to consider. Remind them not to forget that.”
Aaden cleared his throat. “You can’t put everything off until tomorrow. Whatever is wrong with Mother, we must do what we have to.”
“Aaden, I won’t sleep for a moment until I know just what’s happened and just what we’re to do about it. I’m not putting anything off. Talking in circles with the likes of Sigh Saden will not help anything.”
“What will? Let’s figure that out and let’s do it.”
Aliver wanted to hug the boy again. “All right, Aaden. I think we should find out more about who the Santoth really are. If we’re going to fight them, we must know them. I thought I did, but I was wrong.”
“And we should have friends with us,” Aaden said. “Ones we trust. Ones we can listen to, and who will listen to us. Don’t you think that’s important?”
“Yes.”
“Mother didn’t. She didn’t trust people.” He paused, challenging him to disagree. “She didn’t even trust you. Do you know that? She brought you back to life, but… not all the way. I could tell from the first day I saw you. It’s because I know her magic. She’s always shown me things. She brought you partly but not all the way. Do you know what I mean?”
The thought that had been shapeless inside Aliver took a step closer. “I’m beginning to,” he said. Just having the boy name the thing he had always suspected helped him. Yes, his mind had been his own but constrained, molded in ways he had not recognized. It still was, he knew. “Let’s go to the library. I want books around me. It will be our sanctuary.”
“Do you promise me that you will be truthful to me? About everything?”
Looking at the boy’s determined face, he heard the words come out of his mouth. “Of course. I’ll tell you everything.” He realized that they escaped him so easily because the spells that bound his thoughts did not recognize them as truth. Such lies are so easy because they are so completely the fabric of life. Yet now, though he said the same words that a liar would, he meant them. He said, “Everything I think I will do, Aaden. Everything that is true I will say, because nothing matters now but the truth.” And if my lips hesitate, I will trick them. I will say such truths as can only be mistaken for lies. “How about that?”
“That’s how it sh
ould always have been,” Aaden said.
CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
The day of his departure arrived so quickly that Dariel felt he had barely rested at all. He had not gotten to visit any but the nearest other village, though over the week he was in residence-on display, really-at the elder’s village, a steady stream of pilgrims from the lose network of settlements stopped by to gawk at him. He had not learned a fraction of the things he had hoped to, but he did not imagine that another week or two or a month or more would be enough. The People’s history was too tied with Auldek history, with the Lothan Aklun, and with aspects of his own kind that he was yet coming to grips with.
“I don’t like leaving you unprotected here,” Dariel said to Yoen as they strolled toward the edge of the village and the path that the others had already taken down to the river, a tributary of the Sheeven Lek and the fastest method for returning to the coast. “I know the Auldek are gone, but I wouldn’t put it past the league to cause you grief.”
“I don’t think so. The league is going to cause you grief. That I believe.” Yoen touched him on the shoulder. With a gentle pressure, he turned him toward the path to the river. “We will be fine, Dariel. Nobody will attack us here. We have nothing to fear but the cathounds and freketes and… dou worms.” He clicked his tongue. “Truly, Dariel, do not think us weak. Just do what you have to for the People. That’s what matters. Go now. You have many miles to travel, and you must be quick if you’re going to be there for the gathering the clans have called. It is your only chance to address them all at once. Don’t be late!”
“Are you coming down to see us off?”
“Of course. Now go.” He caught sight of something that drew his gaze. “Anira is there, waiting for you. Go to her.”
She was. She appeared from around a wall, her sack slung over her shoulder. Dariel acknowledged her with a wave and started toward her. A few steps on, he turned to say something to Yoen, a non-parting that promised a proper one down by the water.
The old man had turned away already. He did not hurry. His back was not unkind. Yet Dariel felt emotion pour into him, a sadness like he had not felt since he was a boy.
The crafts they were to travel in were oval boats about twenty feet long, deep in the hull, with good storage space within. A frame of the white-bark trees crosshatched their centers, strapped in place by cords that wrapped down around the hull. The lines of the hulls had an ornate elegance. The keel was a gentle ridge from which smooth, organic contours flowed upward. Something about them reminded him of something, though Dariel had never seen a craft even remotely like them. It was only when he saw one overturned on the rocky beach that it occurred to him what they reminded him of.
“They look like turtle shells.”
“Very observant,” Anira quipped. She hefted a bundle and moved to load it into one of the boats.
Dariel did the same, double-time to keep up with her. “You don’t mean… that they are turtle shells, do you?”
Anira tossed the bundle in and turned to face him, showing him the full measure of her amusement. “What did Birke tell you about the Sheeven Lek?”
“Not to swim in it.”
“Why did he do that?”
“Because other things swim in it. Bigger things.”
“Exactly. Things like turtles.”
“There are turtles this size in the river?”
“No.” She tossed a leg over the gunwale and began to shove and wiggle the new bundle into place. “They’re no more. Died out a long time ago.” Before Dariel could expel the relieved breath he had at the ready, she added, “The scale leeches killed them off.”
Scale leeches? Dariel thought it sounded like something she had made up on the spot. He said so, much to her amusement.
T hey floated free of the riverbank by midmorning. Yoen did not come down to see them off, but it seemed as if the rest of the village did. They crowded on the beach, down onto rock outcroppings. Some of the children tossed flowers to them from a tree house high on a branch overhanging the water. He barely knew these people, but watching and waving to them, touching the rune on his forehead, he felt a weight of responsibility to them. He had agreed to help them, to try to secure this land for them to prosper peacefully in. He had agreed to try to become the hero they all hoped for. It felt right that he did so, but as he floated toward it, he feared he faced an enormous task that he still did not understand the shape of.
The seven shells were to carry the party of five back toward the coast from which they had so recently come and to take with them the young and hardy from the nearby villages, any who could help in the fight they all knew awaited them. Each boat went captained by a rower skilled at handling it. Perched on the thwart, the rowers moved the crafts with a quiet efficiency of effort. In the quiet pools of still water-of which there were many the first day-they drove the vessels forward by leaning their backs into timed pulls on the oars. When the current picked up, when pressed through rocks or down steeper sections, they turned the boats with a touch of an oar on the green water or spun them like tops with a cross-cross pull. There was an elegance to it that Dariel admired from where he lay among the bundles of supplies.
In the afternoon he took a turn at the oars. He had rowed skiffs on enough occasions to be confident, and he figured the study he had made of it from a few hours’ watching had taught him what he needed to know. Wrong. He spent all his efforts on just moving the absurdly long oars. Just landing the blades in the water the right way proved difficult, and the right way never stayed right for long because the vessel was always in motion. When he lifted one oar to reposition it, he invariably pulled against the other, swinging the boat one direction or another. When he tried to correct on the other side, he found the water as immovable as setting concrete. If he managed to press down on an oar-thereby lifting its other end out of the water-the freed end flailed in the air with a life of its own.
“Anticipate, Dariel,” Birke called. “Anticipate. Feel the momentum starting to-”
“Would you shut up?” Dariel shouted, jerking his oars in frustration.
Listening to the jibes the others tossed around him, Dariel wondered if he needed to harden his demeanor. He imagined returning the taunts with fierce expressions of disapproval. Or sharp reprimands. Invocations of his name. No, not his name. Of his status as the Rhuin Fa! That’s what mattered here. Just look at his forehead! Of course, he got that status because of who he was in the Known World, not in this one. He had not done much worthy of a title yet. He still had no idea just how he would lead the People.
Other than that he could speak languages he had never learned, he could not say he felt any different having part of Na Gamen’s true soul in him. He knew that he was heading toward a clan gathering in which he would be presented to all the people of Avina, but nobody asked him what he would say or told him what he should say. Perhaps because of that, he had dreams each night in which he held long conversations with different people. In them, he listened to them, learned about their fears and worries. In them, he argued against the league’s vision for Ushen Brae. He encouraged the People to unite, to find strength together, and to reject the league’s enticements. Maybe, if he dreamed about it long enough, he would find the right words.
By the time he gave up on rowing, his face was wet with sweat and his shirt plastered to his chest. The other shells were far ahead, a few out of sight around a distant river bend. He nearly voiced a suspicion that the basic dynamics covering rowing were somehow reversed in Ushen Brae, but he knew a lame excuse when he heard one. He kept it to himself. He handed the oars back to Harlen, the captain of his shell, who had watched the entire show while chewing on a twig of sweet branch. He took the oars without comment and made up the time Dariel had lost in a few minutes, humming as he rowed.
When this brought new bursts of taunts from the distant shells, Dariel flipped his frustration over and gave in to it himself. Why not? He could not change who he was to them, even if he was mostly a walki
ng invitation for mirth. He did not even want to, when it came down to it. If he was to be the hero these people needed, it could not be shaped by pretense. It had to flow from who he was, who they were, and what they could do together. As odd as it was to feel himself a constant source of humor, there was something he actually liked about it. A playfulness. A camaraderie that felt close to what he had experienced as an Outer Isle brigand.
“That can’t be a bad thing,” he said. He decided to build on it, to let it grow.
The rowing. The dou worms and tales of frekete nightmares, gagging on plee-berry juice, tripping in the whirling chaos that was Bashar and Cashen at play on the riverbank each evening: these were not the only things that kept the group laughing at the Rhuin Fa’s expense during the trip downstream.
O n the first day they confronted whitewater, he fell out of the boat at the very top of a long rapid. He had stood to take in the view, and a sudden rocking of the vessel threw him off balance. The minute he hit the water, he knew he was going to swim the entire long tumult of the rapid. He did. Had there not been a calm pool at the end of it, he might have drowned. Instead, he was able to crawl up on a rock in the slack current, panting, exhausted, fearful to the last moment that some creature was going to clamp its jaws down on his ankle and pull him back in.
He was the butt of jokes for the rest of that day. Did he really dislike the shells that much? Would he swim all the rapids, or was it only the largest ones that tempted him? Just what was it that he had dropped that made him so keen to go river diving? By the time he reached camp that evening, he was sure he had heard every variation of the earnest, perplexed questions his companions could possibly think of. He hadn’t. They were still at it the next morning. Was it true that the little people with gills lived in tiny houses along the river bottom…?
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