by Peter Temple
They could find them here. There was no point in thinking otherwise. In the morning, he would ring the Wishart woman, tell her Jess knew nothing about the film, had never seen it, was only involved by accident. He would catch a bus, a train, go somewhere where he could work out how to get another passport.
The Irishman would help him. That was a possibility.
He drowsed, drifted away, not peaceful, exhausted.
54
…HAMBURG…
‘I’m regretting this,’ said Alex. ‘I was regretting it before I got into the car. It’s stupid of me. An imposition.’
She was holding two bottles of red wine and she offered them to Anselm.
‘To drink,’ she said. ‘Tonight.’
Even in the dim light, he could see that she was flushed. She had been crying and he thought she looked beautiful and desirable.
‘Welcome to the house of remorse,’ said Anselm. ‘Here we regret almost everything we do.’
He took the bottles, showed her into the study and went to the kitchen. It was a choice between a 1987 Lafite and a 1989 Chateau Palmer. He drew the corks of both bottles and went to the pantry for good glasses. He’d broken many Anselm wine glasses, glasses his great-great grandfather might have drunk out of. But there were enough left to see him out.
In the study, Anselm said, ‘This is kind of you but this wine’s too good for me.’
‘From my ex-husband’s collection,’ said Alex.
‘It’s nice of him to donate it.’
‘He killed himself in Boston yesterday.’
Anselm poured the Lafite. They sat in silence, each in a cone of lamplight, the wine dark as tar in their glasses.
‘I don’t know why I’m upset,’ said Alex. ‘For a long time I hated him. And then I came to terms with my feelings.’
‘How did you find out?’
‘A colleague of his rang an hour ago. I felt so…fuck, I can’t express it.’
‘Why would he do it?’
‘Apparently the woman he lived with left him about a month ago. His colleague says he was depressed, he’d been drinking a lot, not going to the university, missing classes.’
More silence. She finished her wine and he refilled her glass. She leant her head back, half her face in shadow. ‘He rang me about two weeks ago,’ she said. ‘I didn’t let him speak. I told him I had nothing to say to him.’
Anselm wanted to say that it wouldn’t have made any difference but he could not bring himself to. ‘Would you have taken him back?’ he said.
‘No. Never.’
‘I wouldn’t dwell on it then. How long were you married?’
‘Six years. He left me for the American woman.’
Anselm rolled wine around his mouth, swallowed. ‘You can keep coming around with this stuff,’ he said.
‘Kai wouldn’t open a bottle except to impress. One day he brought his head of department home for a drink, a fat man, a medievalist, so self-important you wanted to kill him. But you would not be able to get your hands around that pig neck. And Kai opened a fifteen-year-old burgundy. The man couldn’t believe it. Life’s too short to drink inferior wine, Kai said. This is from a man who bought house wine from that little place next to the canal in Isestrasse, do you know it? You take your own bottles, he fills them with terrible Bulgarian liquids full of brake fluid. Whatever that is.’
She looked at him, she licked her lips, drank a lot of wine.
‘I took the marriage seriously. That was the end of serious relationships for me.’
She drank. ‘It had been going on for a long time before I found out. More than a year. He had all these trips, London, Copenhagen, seminars, that kind of rubbish. I believed him.’
All betrayals were the same, thought Anselm. The only tragedy was that, in the instant in which they became known, the life drained from everything that had gone before-like colour photographs turning into black-and-white.
Alex held out her glass. He half-filled it, added some wine to his.
Her quick drinking made him nervous. He was the quick drinker, that was his escape.
She studied the wine against the light, took a big mouthful. ‘He’d done it before,’ she said, not looking at him, looking around the room.
‘Done what?’
‘Left one woman for another without any warning.’
He knew what she was going to tell him.
‘He left his first wife for me,’ she said. ‘He sent her a telegram.’
Anselm went to the desk and found a cigarette. He could remember his grandfather sitting behind the desk smoking a cigar. The big brass cigar ashtray was still in position, to the right of the blotter in its embossed-leather frame.
He leant against the desk. ‘Well,’ he said, ‘he probably intended to tell her in person, never got around to it.’
‘He was twelve years older,’ she said. She swilled the last of her wine, looking at the scarlet whirlpool, drained it. ‘More, please.’
Anselm poured the Lafite, left an inch in the bottle, there was sediment.
Alex drank. ‘It tastes better and better,’ she said.
‘Twelve years,’ said Anselm. ‘An older man.’
‘When he left me, I worked out that I was the same age his first wife was when he left her. He told me she was frigid, didn’t like being touched, he thought she was a repressed lesbian, she was always kissing and hugging her women friends.’
‘That could be a sign, yes.’
‘No. I saw her with a man at an exhibition. He looked like a biker. She couldn’t stop touching him, she rubbed herself against him like a cat.’
‘What did that tell you? Clinically speaking? With hindsight?’
Alex finished her glass. She held it out and shifted in her chair, crossed her legs, a hint of languor in the movements.
It felt as if the atmospheric pressure had fallen. Anselm poured the Palmer into clean glasses.
‘It told me, clinically speaking, that he’d lied to me from the start,’ she said. She sat back. ‘Talking about it makes me feel better. Have you betrayed many partners?’
‘A few, I suppose.’
‘You don’t remember?’
‘Some I remember. I remember the reverse too.’
‘And how did you respond to that?’
There was something edging on the flirtatious in her voice, the way she was sitting, in the carriage of her head. It wasn’t the manner of a bereaved person.
‘I didn’t bear grudges.’
‘Would you say you were a forgiving person?’
‘No. I think I just didn’t care enough.’
Anselm looked away. He hadn’t intended to say that, he hadn’t wanted to admit his emotional callousness to anyone. He hadn’t admitted it to himself. Much of his adult life had been spent in pursuit of things, including women, but in the moment of possession, they had lost some of their value. And, later, he had not felt any lasting pain at losing them.
‘Are we talking about before or after Beirut?’ she said. ‘Or both?’
‘Before. Things have been quiet in the partner business since.’
She tilted her head and her hair fell onto a shoulder. In the lamplight, her lipstick was almost black. ‘Not enough big-breasted women around? For a tit man like you?’
‘I was lying,’ said Anselm. ‘I’m really a leg man. Legs.’
Alex recrossed her legs, ran a hand over a thigh. ‘I’m not quite sure what that expression means,’ she said. ‘Does it mean legs like dancers’ legs?’
‘Well, for some. We legmen are not all alike.’
‘And you? Personally?’
‘I like runners’ legs.’
She smiled. ‘I’m a runner.’
‘Yes.’
‘It’s warm,’ said Alex. She unbuttoned her waistcoat, leant forward and took it off, threw it onto an empty chair. She turned her head to Anselm. ‘Would you like me to keep going?’
Anselm’s mouth was dry. He sipped wine. ‘Yes,’ he said.<
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She unbuttoned her shirt. She was wearing a white bra.
55
…HAMBURG…
‘Lafarge rang,’ said Inskip. ‘They’ve added a name.’
Anselm took the file. He was feeling light-headed.
Jessica Thomas, born 1975, an address in Battersea, London. Inskip had filled in her electronic record.
‘It’s the woman on the motorbike,’ said Inskip. ‘The one who picked up Niemand. We could have been running her long ago.’
‘Orders,’ said Anselm. ‘We await orders.’
‘I thought initiative was what you liked?’
‘After the orders, that’s when I like it.’
‘Tilders left this for you five minutes ago.’
A sealed pouch. A tape.
‘May I know what Tilders does?’
‘Outdoor work. Heavy lifting.’
‘Thank you. Another veil lifted. Whatever he does, it gives him an air of sadness.’
‘He comes across a lot of saddening things. Also he’s tired. That can give you a sad air.’
Anselm went to Carla’s workstation. She swivelled her chair and rested her hands on her thighs. ‘We have had some luck,’ she said.
Behind her two monitors had lines of green code on their black screens.
‘Serrano’s bank. Very careless for people who deal in secrets.
Everything’s outdated. I find on their log that four years ago they transmitted a large amount of data to a bank in Andorra. Gonzalez Gardemann.’
‘Why would they do that?’
‘Back-up, I suppose. I can’t find any links but Gonzalez may be the same operation under another name.’
‘Even so, you’d normally send information like that by hand from one stand-alone system to another.’
Carla shrugged. ‘As I said, careless. Perhaps a salesperson convinced them the encryption was safe. Or someone inside the company wanted to compromise their data. There are other possibilities.’ There would be. Someone from the BND would know that. Deceit without end. Seamless deceit.
‘The point is,’ said Carla, ‘Gonzalez are equally stupid. Instead of moving the data to a stand-alone, they have left it where we can reach it. Their firewall is a joke, their encryption is hopeless. First generation. My Canadian cracked it like a walnut.’
She raised her arms above her head, entwined her fingers, stretched.
Anselm waited for her knuckles to crack. She was looking at him, she had a look about her lips. She knew he was waiting for the sound.
She smiled. Her fingers slid apart, her arms came down.
‘The numbers on the documents you gave me,’ she said.
The pages from the Hauptbahnhof, from Serrano’s case.
‘Yes?’
‘One set worked. It must be the bank’s code for Serrano.’
‘And?’
‘It’s one big file, hundreds of transactions. Some small, some big. I need to put the figures we have through them.’
‘How long?’
‘An hour perhaps. This has taken time. You may wish to tell the client.’
‘Yes. Your work is greatly valued. As always.’
She looked down, the glossy hair fell across her forehead like a dark comb sliding. ‘Thank you. And may I say thank you for the bonus?’
‘No, not me. It’s the client’s reward for your work.’
She turned her head to the monitors and she said, ‘Nun, wir sollten uns eine Flasche Champagner teilen.’
Anselm didn’t register for a moment that she’d spoken to him in German. She had never spoken to him in German since the introductions on her first day.
She hadn’t turned her body away from him, only her head.
She was asking him out. The words, the language of her body.
‘So bald wie moglich,’ he said.
Carla turned her head and looked into his eyes and nodded. No smile.
He went back to his office and opened Tilders’ pouch. An audiotape and a sticker with the logbook code DT/HH /361/02 and the words: Bruynzeel amp; Speelman Chemicals. It was Serrano at his hotel. A direct line.
Yes?
Serrano.
Yes?
This is worse than I thought. Our friend, have you got any anxiety there?
Me? Anxiety? What about?
Records he might have kept.
From me, nothing. Otherwise, how would I know?
Speaking in German, neither of them native speakers.
Would he keep his own records?
Well, he wasn’t mad then.
He wouldn’t?
I don’t know. He might have. He was semi-government. Governments like records.
I must ask you again. This film, does it mean anything?
A silence.
I could guess but I don’t want to.
What are we talking about?
Nothing.
You know what it could be?
What are you? The tax department? Forget it.
The Jews are putting pressure on us. They want our dealings with you too.
Silence. Then Serrano said:
Are you there?
They want what?
Records. Anything. Everything.
You have records?
No.
Well, just shut up. It’s all bluff. These things pass. Just keep your mouth shut.Trilling’s connections, there’s no problem.
You can talk to him?
I’ll see. Things in the past, no one wants to talk about the past.
This is in the present. Talk to him. About the Jews, I thought you were close to them?
Silence again, then the other man said:
Werner Kael gets close to his customers, does he? Who’s spoken to you?
He’s using the name Spence.
Yes, I know him. Kael would know him.
Kael says they want to rub us out and they want the assets.
Probably correct. If the Jews think something can damage them, they scorch the earth. But first they take the wheat. They must think you are hiding the wheat.
Nonsense. Talk to Trilling. I’ll ring later.
Ring tonight. Don’t worry so much. People are in deep here, it has to go away.
Serrano sighed.
We don’t want to be put away.
The other man laughed.
You personally can relax. They never put the accountants away. They should but they don’t.
Anselm rang O’Malley on the new number. In his view, he could see that the sun was out, the lake was strewn with glitter. A glass tourist boat caught the light.
56
…LONDON…
Three men kidnapped in Beirut in 1993. Paul Kaskis and John Anselm, American journalists, David Riccardi, Irish photographer.
Caroline read the clippings again. The Times described Kaskis as ‘foreign correspondent and former military affairs correspondent for the Washington newsletter Informed Sources’. Anselm was a ‘freelance veteran of news flashpoints from Somalia to Sri Lanka’. Riccardi was called an ‘award-winning battle zone photographer’. The kidnappers were thought to be ‘anti-American Hezbollah extremists’.
John Anselm said Kaskis was murdered. Caroline skimmed. There was no mention of the death of Kaskis. The last clipping, dated 17 July 1994, said Anselm and Riccardi had appeared at the US Embassy in the early morning of the previous day.
So Anselm and Riccardi were never interviewed, never told their stories, didn’t write about them.
Caroline closed her eyes. The time to stop this was now. She had fobbed off Halligan for the last time. Now she should tell him it had looked promising and then it had evaporated.
It would be humiliating. More humiliation, after being treated like a hooker-fucked over and given money.
She caught herself rubbing her hands, something she did without thinking when she was feeling stressed. Her cook’s hands. Her father once said her brother had pianist’s hands. Richard had no musical ability, couldn’t whistle Happy Bir
thday. After Sothebys sacked her, her mother suggested cooking school. Her father was reading the paper, From behind it, he said, ‘Good idea. The Digby women all have cook’s hands.’ The Digbys were her mother’s family. After that, she took every chance to study the hands of the Digby women but she saw no sign of domestic-staff uniformity.
No more humiliations. She’d had her share. Think.
A man in drag had tried to kill Mackie. Only Colley knew about the meeting. She had set up the meeting and a man in drag had tried to kill Mackie.
And money appeared in her account. Colley could mock her because he had a doctored tape of their meeting. No one would believe her story.
The time to stop this thing? Colley arranged the money, arranged for the money in the briefcase the slight, dark woman gave her.
But Colley didn’t arrange for Mackie to die at the head of the escalator. Colley was a slimy old hack who picked through celebrities’ garbage and followed up-market call girls to see who their customers were, but he wasn’t an arranger of killings.
No. For personal gain, he had told someone about the film and that someone had arranged to get it and kill Mackie and compromise her.
Who had Colley told?
There were no answers that way. The film, she’d seen the film, the whole thing was about the film. People would kill to get the film.
A village in Angola. Americans. That was still the way to go.
Anselm said Kaskis intended to interview Joseph Diab, an ex-soldier, Lebanese-American, in Beirut. In the Lebanon anyway, which was mostly Beirut as she understood it.
Did the paper have a correspondent in Beirut? She never read the foreign news pages.
It took five minutes to find out. They had a stringer called Tony Kourie who worked for a Beirut paper, a moonlighter. He answered the phone. A faint East End accent.
He said he knew her name, he’d seen the Brechan story. They compared weathers. Then she asked him and he whistled.
‘No shortage of Joe Diabs here. Had a go from the American end, have you? US Army?’
‘No. I will if I have to.’
‘I’ll have a try. Anything else might help?’
It came to her from nowhere.
‘Okay,’ he said. ‘Get back to you.’
The phone. Halligan.