Not far from where Obi-Wan stood, several large racks were hung with an array of high-backed saddles in various styles and degrees of ornamentation, very much indeed like those the Alwari of Ansion had strapped to their suubatars. Now he really missed Anakin...
Anakin disliked living mounts almost as much as Obi-Wan hated to fly. Obi-Wan had long suspected that it was Anakin’s gift with machines that worked against him with suubatar or dew-back or bantha; he could never get entirely comfortable riding anything with a mind of its own. He could vividly imagine Anakin’s complaints as he climbed into one of these saddles.
It seemed an awfully long time since Obi-Wan had had an opportunity to tease Anakin a bit.
With a sigh, he brought himself back to business. Moving out of the shadows, he walked down one of the corrugated ramps and made a slight, almost imperceptible hand gesture in the direction of the nearest of the Utai dragonmount wranglers. “I need transportation.”
The Short’s bulging eyes went distant and a bit glassy, and he responded with a string of burbling glottal hoots that had a decidedly affirmative tone.
Obi-Wan made another gesture. “Get me a saddle.” With another string of affirmative burbles, the Short waddled off.
While he waited for his saddle, Obi-Wan examined the dragonmounts. He passed up the largest, and the one most heavily muscled; he skipped over the leanest built-for-speed beast, and didn’t even approach the one with the fiercest gleam in its eye. He didn’t actually pay attention to outward signs of strength or health or personality; he was using his hands and eyes and ears purely as focusing channels for the Force. He didn’t know what he was looking for, but he trusted that he would recognize it
when he found it.
Qui-Gon, he reflected with an inward smile, would approve.
Finally he came to a dragonmount with a clear, steady gleam in its round yellow eyes, and small, close-set scales that felt warm and dry. It neither shied back from his hand nor bent submissively to his touch, but only returned his searching gaze with calm, thoughtful intelligence. Through the Force, he felt in the beast an unshakable commitment to obedience and care for its rider: an almost Jedi-like devotion to service as the ultimate duty.
This was why Obi-Wan would always prefer a living mount. A speeder is incapable of caring if it crashes.
“This one,” he said. “I’ll take this one.”
The Short had returned with a plain, sturdily functional saddle; as he and the other wranglers undertook the complicated task of tacking up the dragonmount, he nodded at the beast and said, “Boga.”
“Ah,” Obi-Wan said. “Thank you.”
He took a sheaf of greens from a nearby bin and offered them to the dragonmount. The great beast bent its head, its wickedly hooked beak delicately withdrew the greens from Obi-Wan’s hand, and it chewed them with fastidious thoroughness.
“Good girl, Boga. Erm—” Obi-Wan frowned at the Short. “—she is a she, isn’t she?”
The wrangler frowned back. “Warool noggaggllo?” he said, shrugging, which Obi-Wan took to mean I have no idea what you’re saying to me.
“Very well, then,” Obi-Wan said with an answering shrug. “She youwill have to be, then, Boga. Unless you care to tell me otherwise.”
Boga made no objection.
He swung himself up into the saddle and the dragonmount rose, arching her powerful back in a feline stretch that lifted Obi-Wan more than four meters off the floor. Obi-Wan looked down at the Utai wranglers. “I cannot pay you. As compensation, I can only offer the freedom of your planet; I hope that will suffice.”
Without waiting for a reply that he would not have understood anyway, Obi-Wan touched Boga on the neck. Boga reared straight up and raked the air with her hooked foreclaws as though she were shredding an imaginary hailfire droid, then gathered herself and leapt to the ring-balcony in a single bound. Obi-Wan didn’t need to use the long, hook-tipped goad strapped in a holster alongside the saddle; nor did he do more than lightly hold the reins in one hand. Boga seemed to understand exactly where he wanted to go.
The dragonmount slipped sinuously through one of the wide oval apertures into the open air of the sinkhole, then turned and seized the sandstone with those hooked claws to carry Obi-Wan straight up the sheer wall.
Level after level they climbed. The city looked and felt deserted. Nothing moved save the shadows of clouds crossing the sinkhole’s mouth far, far above; even the wind-power turbines had been locked down.
The first sign of life he saw came on the tenth level itself; a handful of other dragonmounts lay basking in the midday sun, not far from the durasteel barnacle of the droid-control center. Obi-Wan rode Boga right up to the control center’s open archway, then jumped down from the saddle.
The archway led into a towering vaulted hall, its durasteel decking bare of furnishing. Deep within the shadows that gathered in the hall stood a cluster of five figures. Their faces were the color of bleached bone. Or ivory armorplast.
They looked like they might, just possibly, be waiting for him.
Obi-Wan nodded to himself.
“You’d best find your way home, girl,” he said, patting Boga’s scaled neck. “One way or another, I doubt I’ll have further need of your assistance.”
Boga gave a soft, almost regretful honk of acknowledgment, then bent a sharper curve into her long flexible neck to place her beak gently against Obi-Wan’s chest.
“It’s all right, Boga. I thank you for your help, but to stay here will be dangerous. This area is about to become a free-fire zone. Please. Go home.”
The dragonmount honked again and moved back, and Obi-Wan stepped from the sun into the shadow.
A wave-front of cool passed over him with the shade’s embrace. He walked without haste, without urgency. The Force layered connections upon connections, and brought them all to life within him: the chill deck plates beneath his boots, and the stone beneath those, and far below that the smooth lightless currents of the world-ocean. He became the turbulent swirl of wind whistling through the towering vaulted hall; he became the sunlight outside and the shadow within. His human heart in its cage of bone echoed the beat of an alien one in a casket of armorplast, and his mind whirred with the electronic signal cascades that passed for thought in Jedi-killer droids.
And when the Force layered into his consciousness the awareness of the structure of the great hall itself, he became aware, without surprise and without distress, that the entire expanse of vaulted ceiling above his head was actually a storage hive.
Filled with combat droids.
Which made him also aware, again without surprise and without distress, that he would very likely die here.
Contemplation of death brought only one slight sting of regret, and more than a bit of puzzlement. Until this very moment, he had never realized he’d always expected, for no discernible reason—
That when he died, Anakin would be with him.
How curious, he thought, and then he turned his mind to business.
Anakin had a feeling Master Windu was going to be disappointed.
Palpatine had hardly reacted at all.
The Supreme Chancellor of the Republic sat at the small desk in his private office, staring distractedly at an abstract twist of neuranium that Anakin had always assumed was supposed to be some kind of sculpture, and merely sighed, as though he had matters of much greater importance on his mind.
“I’m sorry, sir,” Anakin said, shifting his weight in front of Palpatine’s desk. “Perhaps you didn’t hear me. Obi-Wan has made contact with General Grievous. His attack is already under way—they’re fighting right now, sir!”
“Yes, yes, of course, Anakin. Yes, quite.” Palpatine still looked as if he was barely paying attention. “I entirely understand your concern for your friend. Let us hope he is up to the task.”
“It’s not just concern for Obi-Wan, sir; taking General Grievous will be the final victory for the Republic—!”
Anakin didn’t move. “What do you mean?” “Grievous is no longer the real enemy. Even the Clone Wars themselves are now only ... a distraction.”
“What?”
“The Council is about to make its move,” Palpatine said, grim and certain. “If we don’t stop them, by this time tomorrow the Jedi may very well have taken over the Republic.”
Anakin burst into astonished laughter. “But sir—please, you can’t possibly believe that—”
“Anakin, I know. I will be the first to be arrested—the first to be executed—but I will be far from the last.”
Anakin could only shake his head in disbelief. “Sir, I know that the Council and you have... disagreements, but—”
“This is far beyond any personal dispute between me and the members of the Council. This is a plot generations in the
making—a plot to take over the Republic itself. Anakin, think you know they don’t trust you. They never have. You know they have been keeping things from you. You know they have made plans behind your back—you know that even your great friend Obi-Wan has not told you what their true intentions are... It’s because you’re not like them, Anakin—you’re a man, not just a Jedi.”
Anakin’s head drew down toward his shoulders as though he found himself under enemy fire. “I don’t—they wouldn’t—”
“Ask yourself: why did they send you to me with this news? Why? Why not simply notify me through normal channels?”
And take careful note of his reaction. We will need a full account.
“Sir, I—ah—”
“No need to fumble for an explanation,” he said gently. “You’ve already as much as admitted they’ve ordered you to spy upon me. Don’t you understand that anything you tell them tonight—whatever it may be—will be used as an excuse to order my execution?”
“That’s impossible—” Anakin sought desperately for an argument. “The Senate—the Senate would never allow it—”
“The Senate will be powerless to stop it. I told you this is bigger than any personal dislike between the Council and myself. I am only one man, Anakin. My authority is granted by the Senate; it is the Senate that is the true government of the Republic. Killing me is nothing; to control the Republic, the Jedi will have to take over the Senate first.”
“But the Jedi—the Jedi serve the Senate—!” “Do they?” Palpatine asked mildly. “Or do they serve certain Senators?”
“This is all—I’m sorry, Chancellor, please, you have to understand how this sounds...”
“Here—” The Chancellor rummaged around within his desk
for a moment, then brought forth a document reader. “Do you know what this is?”
Anakin recognized the seal Padme had placed on it. “Yes, sir—that’s the Petition of the Two Thousand—”
“No, Anakin! No!” Palpatine slammed the document reader on his desktop hard enough to make Anakin jump. “It is a roll of
traitors.”
Anakin went absolutely still. “What?”
“There are, now, only two kinds of Senators in our government, Anakin. Those whose names are on this so-called petition,” Palpatine said, “and those whom the Jedi are about to arrest.”
Anakin could only stare.
He couldn’t argue. He couldn’t even make himself disbelieve.
He had only one thought.
Padme... ?
How much trouble was she in?
“Didn’t I warn you, Anakin? Didn’t I tell you what Obi-Wan was up to? Why do you think he was meeting with the leaders of this... delegation... behind your back?”
“But—but, sir, please, surely, all they asked for is an end to the war. It’s what the Jedi want, too. I mean, it’s what we all want, isn’t it? Isn’t it?”
“Perhaps. Though how that end comes about may be the single most important thing about the war. More important, even,
than who wins.”
Oh, Padme, Anakin moaned inside his head. Padme, what have you gotten yourself into?
“Their... sincerity... may be much to be admired,” Palpatine said. “Or it would be, were it not that there was much more to that meeting than met the eye.”
Anakin frowned. “What do you mean?”
“Their... petition... was nothing of the sort. It was, in fact a not-so-veiled threat.” Palpatine sighed regretfully. “It was a show of force, Anakin. A demonstration of the political power the Jedi will be able to muster in support of their rebellion.”
Anakin blinked. “But—but surely—” he stammered, rounding Palpatine’s desk, “surely Senator Amidala, at least, can be trusted ...”
“I understand how badly you need to believe that,” the Chancellor said. “But Senator Amidala is hiding something. Surely you sensed it.”
“If she is—” Anakin swayed; the floor seemed to be tilting under his feet like the deck of Invisible Hand. “Even if she is,” he said, his voice flat, overcontrolled, “it doesn’t mean that what she is hiding is treason.”
Palpatine’s brows drew together. “I’m surprised your Jedi insights are not more sensitive to such things.”
“I simply don’t sense betrayal in Senator Amidala,” Anakin insisted.
Palpatine leaned back in his chair, steepling his fingers, studying Anakin skeptically. “Yes, you do,” he said after a moment. “Though you don’t want to admit it. Perhaps it is because neither you nor she yet understands that by betraying me, she is also betraying you.’’
“She couldn’t—” Anakin pressed a hand to his forehead; his dizziness was getting worse. When had he last eaten? He couldn’t remember. It might have been before the last time he’d slept. “She could never...”
“Of course she could,” Palpatine said. “That is the nature of politics, my boy. Don’t take it too personally. It doesn’t mean the two of you can’t be happy together.”
“What—?” The room seemed to darken around him. “What do you mean?”
“Please, Anakin. Are we not past the point of playing childish games with one another? I know, do you understand? I have
always known. I have pretended ignorance only to spare you discomfort.”
Anakin had to lean on the desk. “What—what do you know?”
“Anakin, Padme was my Queen; I was her ambassador to the Senate. Naboo is my home. You of all people know how I value loyalty and friendship; do you think I have no friends among the civil clergy in Theed? Your secret ceremony has never been secret. Not from me, at any rate. I have always been very happy for you both.”
“You—” Words whirled through Anakin’s mind, and none of them made sense. “But if she’s going to betray us—”
“That, my boy,” Palpatine said, “is entirely up to you.” The fog inside Anakin’s head seemed to solidify into a long, dark tunnel. The point of light at the end was Palpatine’s face. “I don’t—I don’t understand ...”
“Oh yes, that’s very clear.” The Chancellor’s voice seemed to be coming from very far away. “Please sit, my boy. You’re looking rather unwell. May I offer you something to drink?”
“I—no. No, I’m all right.” Anakin sank gratefully into a dangerously comfortable chair. “I’m just—a little tired, that’s all.” “Not sleeping well?” “No.” Anakin offered an exhausted chuckle. “I haven’t been sleeping well for a few years, now.”
“I quite understand, my boy. Quite.” Palpatine rose and rounded his desk, sitting casually on its front edge. “Anakin, we must stop pretending. The final crisis is approaching, and our only hope to survive it is to be completely, absolutely, ruthlessly honest with each other. And with ourselves. You must understand that what is at stake here is nothing less than the fate of the galaxy.”
“I don’t know—”
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“Don’t be afraid, Anakin. What is said between us here need never pass beyond these walls. Anakin, think: think how
hard it has been to hold all your secrets inside. Have you ever needed to keep a secret from me?”
He ticked his fingers one by one. “I have kept the secret of your marriage all these years. The slaughter at the Tusken camp, you shared with me. I was there when you executed Count Dooku. And I know where you got the power to defeat him. You see? You have never needed to pretend with me, the way you must with your Jedi comrades. Do you understand that you need never hide anything from me? That I accept you exactly as you are?”
He spread his hands as though offering a hug. “Share with me the truth. Your absolute truth. Let yourself out, Anakin.”
“I—” Anakin shook his head. How many times had he dreamed of not having to pretend to be the perfect Jedi? But what else could he be? “I wouldn’t even know how to begin.”
“It’s quite simple, in the end: tell me what you want.”
Anakin squinted up at him. “I don’t understand.”
“Of course you don’t.” The last of the sunset haloed his ice-white hair and threw his face into shadow. “You’ve been trained to never think about that. The Jedi never ask what you want. They simply tell you what you’re supposed to want. They never give you a choice at all. That’s why they take their students— their victims—at an age so young that choice is meaningless. By the time a Padawan is old enough to choose, he has been so indoctrinated—so brainwashed—that he is incapable of even considering the question. But you’re different, Anakin. You had a real life, outside the Jedi Temple. You can break through the fog of lies the Jedi have pumped into your brain. I ask you again: what do you want?”
“I still don’t understand.”
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