"Oh, I want you!" He says and flips me over. "I've never wanted anyone as badly as I want you." He thrusts his tongue inside my mouth and possesses me and I suck it down deep into my throat and massage it. He moans but pulls away.
"But…." I add hearing it unspoken.
"But you're a virgin."
"I'm not like other women." I tell him echoing his own words. I reach up and pull his head back down to my lips. I kiss him, sticking my tongue into his mouth. He grabs it and sucks it. When he draws back, we are both breathless again. "All that says about me is that I'm a disciplined person. My virginity is special to me. I haven't fucked any Tom, Dick, or Harry who wanted it. I love myself. I respect myself. I haven't betrayed myself. But I'm not innocent to sex. I love sex! Sex is a part of who I am. Sex is what I do! If you've seen me dance, you know that, but there is more you don't know. I have secrets too." I reach up to peck his lips. "Aurei, I'm not afraid of your secrets."
He rolls to the side and lays his body full length against mine, resting his head on his elbow he studies my face, pushes my hair behind my ear as he absorbs what I have said. Then he kisses me again, not on my mouth, but all over my face. Sweet butterfly kisses. "Sweet Wild Thang. What a surprise you are." After a few moments, he stops. "But…." Then he starts kissing me everywhere, stopping my anger before it starts.
"But … your secrets are complicated?" I say, breathless.
"Umm hmm." He continues to kiss.
"It's ok. I'm complicated too." I sigh.
"I'll say!" He chuckles softly.
"You have NO idea!" I say giggling, rolling my eyes.
"But I not only have dark complicated secrets, my whole situation is complicated. There is more to me than meets the eye. You should know."
"There is more to me than meets the eye too." I roll onto my side too, facing him. I take his cock in my hand and stroke it casually. "Look, you can't deny our chemistry either."
"No I can't. I've tried. I've never felt this way about anyone, Siri. You've changed everything for me. And now, this complicates it."
"No secret is too complicated for two hearts that choose to be together, Aurei. It's the choice that makes it work."
He looks away, then smiles and hangs his head.
"There is nothing complicated about our chemistry. There is nothing complicated about you right here." I tap his heart.
"No." He agrees. "… I'm really a simple man."
"Hmm." Lynard Skynard's lyrics of "Simple Man" sung by Shinedown starts to play in the back ground of my mind. I stroke, slowly, while I hum the song to him. He looks down on my face and the intensity of his expression makes my heart melt. "I'm trouble, I know." I stroke him to the song watching his face. "You've found your woman, I promise you." He closes his eyes. I kiss his chest all over, nipping it. "You can do this … just try." I tap his chest. "What does your heart say?" He opens his eyes, and I know. I can read it in them. "Come. Be satisfied, Simple Man. Find yourself in me. I am not afraid of you, or your fucking dark secrets."
His emerald green gaze controls me as he rolls on top, bracing his upper body with his arms and straddling me. He kisses every part of me completely again and again, taking total possession. At my breasts, he drops onto his elbows, and cups them with his hands, pushing them up to his lips as he kisses them, caressing, loving them. He drives me crazy wild again. I arch my back and moan. He slides his mouth down to my tummy, nipping and biting. My hips arch to meet him. He slides his hands under my butt and squeezes them to the rhythm of his kisses as he continues to slide slowly down to my blue Lovers Heart. When he reaches it, he hovers over it, staring, thinking about everything I've said. He pulls one hand out from under my butt, and runs his fingers around the outside, tracing the heart again and again, caressing it. His voice is husky with passion. "This is mine."
"Yes. You asked why blue. I chose blue because it means pure, honest love."
He pushes off me in a push-up, then puts his knees between my legs and pushes them up, parting them as he moves back over my body, putting his eyes even with mine. His stare bores into my soul. He says very softly. "Siri, you are right. There is no secret too complicated for hearts that choose to be one. And there's nothing complicated about what to do with a woman like you for a simple man like me."
"Satisfy me." I whisper as I look into the face of this man I hardly know, but I know I can't live without. Secrets or no secrets. I want Moore!
He drops his head to my chest. His lips to my skin. He opens his mouth and lays his tongue on me, feeling my heart beat with my lust for him. Moving his lips on my skin, he says, "I want this to be mine too." He cups his lips and sucks hard, marking my heart as his. I gasp at the pain, but it hurts so good. I put my hands in his hair and pull him to my lips. "Forever…Moore."
Chris Brown's "Forever" replaces the song in my head as I kiss him and he enters the zone. He slides his penis up and down in a fucking motion, caressing my clit until I almost cum from pressure pleasure. I moan and moan, sucking his tongue, making love to his mouth.
He pulls away, leaning his weight on one arm, and with the other he prepares us. Again, he saturates himself with my juices. "Siri, I want you."
"Aurei, take me! I am yours."
"Umm." His throat moans as he thrusts himself firmly past my virginity into my vagina. "Io sono tua."
The resistance is minimal, and I moan with the thrust. Oh my fucking Golden God! You feel so good inside me!
He slowly withdraws and stops, unsure, hesitating, listening, as I gasp a breath of blissful air. "Ah, don't stop, baby." I moan. I grab his ass with both hands and push him into me. "Go, baby, go!"
He starts to move and his rhythm takes me up to heaven. He lays on me, covering my body completely with his. His skin sets me on fire. I bury my face in his neck. My hands feel him fucking me. He fucks slowly, deeply, with full thrusts that penetrate me perfectly to my core. His muscles constrict and flex and my body responds matching him, making me moan and cry out.
He pauses then pulls away.
Panting, I look at his face. His gorgeous face smiles then he places kisses on my face forming a heart. He starts on the left side of the bridge of my nose and ends sucking my bottom lip pulling it out. He repeats the pattern of kisses on the right side. When he sucks my bottom lip again, he whispers. "Your hearts belong to me?"
"Both!" I reassure him.
"But…" He breathes in my ear. "I want more."
I can barely breathe much less answer him, but I manage to ask. "More?"
"Umm hmm." He kisses my neck, then starts down my chest to a nipple. "I want all of you." He licks and flicks.
My body is so on fire, and the blood is pounding so loud in my ears, I can hardly hear him. "All … of … me?" I manage to push out.
"Umm hmm." He nibbles my nipple sending me out of my mind. "I want your body too."
I grasp his back and try to pull him into me. "Me too." I moan the words.
He moves to the other nipple. "Your body belongs to me?"
I squirm and claw at his back. "Yes!" I almost scream the word. My passion has made me crazy.
"And your mind?" He starts his way back up my chest to my face covering me with kisses. "Will your mind stay true to me?" He kisses my lips, caressing my face with his thumbs, then putting our noses together, he turns my eyes to his and I stare into his deep, emerald green pools. "I want all of you … forever." He whispers, holding my eyes as I breathe his breath. The depth of his gaze draws me in and I become aware more of him than of my own desire.
Taking my hands from his back, I push them between us to his face. I place my thumbs on the bridge of his nose and trace a heart over his face to his lips. "Aurelius, my heart, my body, my mind, all of me is yours. They belonged to you the first time I laid eyes on you. It's irrational I know, but it was straight line, not curved." He smiles at that statement. "And as far as forever goes, I don't know if that's honestly possible."
He closes his eyes, furrowing his brow, and taking
a deep breath.
"But I will guarantee I'll be yours as long as I need to breathe because you stole my breath and I cannot breathe without you."
He opens his eyes and smiles. "Your honesty is refreshing."
"So hear me when I say, I will not leave you no matter your dark secrets. Together we will work whatever it is out. I know that old saying, the devil is in the details, but there is no devil. There are only details. There is only you and me." I reach up and suck his bottom lip. "Don't torture yourself. Consciously commit to what we have found with each other. There is only the present and it is a gift to be cherished with every breath. If you want, we will call it: Forever."
He smiles. "You are an interesting find, Sweet Thang."
"Tell me, Aurelius, can all of you belong to me?"
He only utters one word as slides himself back inside me. "Truly."
With every thrust, I arch myself to meet him. He quickens the rhythm, thrusting and thrusting, faster and faster, as together we climb the mountain of passion. At the peak, I stop moving my hips, arch my back, throwing my arms to the bed. Grabbing the covers, I strain as I call out his name through clinched teeth. "Aurei!"
He pushes the weight of his body off mine, bracing his torso with his arms extended. He withdraws his full length, then drives himself deep, pounding me over and over again until I scream with exquisite release. "A..U..R..E..L..l..U..S..!" As the first wave of a mind shattering orgasm washes over me, my screaming his name sends him shooting for the stars and his semen nails my G-spot causing me to scream out again. "OH..! MY..! FUCKING..! GOD..!" As he nails me, hammering it over and over until we are both fully satisfied and finish together.
He falls on me, spent and exhausted. I gasp for air, unable to move, truly amazed at what just happened. Breathing deep and hard together, I know he has given all of himself to me, in the presence of our Forever. I stroke his hair, caressing his temples with my thumbs while he recovers. His head buried in my neck. After a minute or two, I feel him stir. He lifts his head and says in my ear. "You look so good, you smell so good, you taste so good, and you fuck so good."
I chuckle. "Ditto. The D was good to me too!"
Laughing, he rolls onto his back, and pulls a pillow to his head, then he pulls me to cuddle with him. I roll on my side and trace my finger down his golden torso, laying my head on his arm. It's the warmest, softest, firmest, best smelling pillow I've ever had! I give it a quick kiss, then we lay there recuperating. Each lost in our own thoughts.
He chuckles. "Siri, I am not God."
I giggle. "Oh, I wouldn't be so sure about that. You are the God of my world."
I curl up, smiling. As I drape an arm over his chest, hugging him, I close my eyes to drift off to sleep. I hear him say. "Ok. I am your Fucking God!"
I smile and whisper. "Truly, Madly, Deeply." Then fall asleep satisfied, as One Direction sings to me in my dreams. Sometime later, I rouse from a deep sleep to feel Aurei pull me to spoon with him and I hear him whisper in my ear. "Forever, my Every Thang."
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
I wake the next morning to the sound of water running in the shower and the smell of fresh brewed coffee. I stretch, feeling only a slight soreness between my legs, and smile. Not bad. Not bad at all. I pull the covers over my head and giggle. "He is truly my Fucking Golden God!"
Pushing the covers down, I realize how bright the sun is. I wonder what time it is. I grab my iPhone off the night stand. Wow! It's 9 o'clock! I slept like a baby. Aurei's baby! Oh my GAWD! I can't believe it! Last night was incredible! I throw the covers back over my head, smiling so big my cheeks hurt. I'm gonna change his contact name right now! Sliding the bar to unlock it, it opens on the messages menu. There is an unsent message typed. *Naked is perfect.* Oh yes it was! I have Aurei's phone. I mischievously giggle under the covers and I go to his contact information to change my entry. He has me listed correctly as Siri Wright. I change it. First name: THE girl. Last name: of My Dreams. Company: Both wet and dry. I giggle. He'll like that. I hit done. Throwing off the covers, I roll over, grab my phone and change his contact information. First name: My FUCKING. Last name: Golden GOD. Company: Any place. Any time. I hit done and put them both back.
I jump out of the bed and go to the kitchen for coffee. The tea kettle is still sitting where I left it. My mind flashes to the image of his golden torso standing outside my door in only a towel. And that golden torso is now in my shower! The thought of seeing him naked all covered in soap makes me horny again. Coffee in hand, I head to the bathroom.
Pushing the door open very slowly, I peek in and see he is under the water so I sneak in quietly, pushing the door closed. Sipping my coffee, I watch him bathe and enjoy the view. His body is incredible. Perfection! He is washing his hair and face so I start at the top and work my way down. His head sits on a muscular, athletic neck and his shoulders are broad and heavy with bulging mounds of muscles which drops in a perfect triangle to an arched, long, narrow waist that sits over an ass that is tight, full and defined. The perfect fucking muscle. His legs are straight with thighs that bulge and show themselves to be hard, and strong. His calves are not overly developed but adequate. A runners calves. I take a deep sigh of satisfaction, enjoying the view and the memory of last night's perfect pounding from that ass as he thrust that perfect penis into my pussy. Moving back to the top, I watch him wash his ears and then stick his head under the water to rinse. He blows air out of his mouth as the water runs down his face, and he takes a mouth full, swishes it then spits it out. He leans through the stream so the water runs down his back, enjoying the hot massage it offers.
There's an idea. A massage. I smile at the thought of running my hands over his skin and the feel of its smoothness on my palms. I imagine his moans as I push my fingers in a circular motion into his muscles, pushing the stress away, while my eyes feast on his naked body. A massage is a must.
Finishing my cup of coffee, I run my toothbrush dry over my teeth not wanting to make any noise but not wanting morning coffee breath either. He is still in the same position when I open the shower door and ease in quickly, trying to minimize the cold air rush for him.
The thought that he may suffer from Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder from his tours of duty never occurs to me. But it should have, because when he feels the cold air, he stiffens, pushes off the wall, spinning around with the reflexes of a cornered cat. His hand shoots to my neck, pinning me. Unable to move, I see his fist draw back to strike, and I look into the face of a warrior who has fought to survive. A death face. I instinctually squeal, claw at his grip on my neck and try to flee. He stops, startled. The horrified look on his face when he realizes it's me, makes me stop struggling, and then I see the gentle look of compassion on a courageous soldier, who faced terror and survived. He pulls me into his wet embrace. "I'm sorry, Sweet Thang. I'm so sorry." He squeezes me tight to him.
I shake uncontrollably while he holds me. "Fuck, Aurei! I thought I was dead. The look on your face!"
"It's not a good idea to startle me, Baby Thang." He strokes my hair.
"A dark secret?"
"Yes. I'm truly sorry." He leans away.
"I know you are. But oh my Gawd!" I moan to him. "I'm mortified to tell you this." I bury my face back in his chest. "But I pissed myself." I chuckle gently in his embrace. "You literally scared the pee out of me."
He chuckles softly as he holds me and stokes my hair, kissing my head. "The least I can do is wash it off you." He turns the water off and takes the soap in his hand. He starts on my back and washes down to my ass, cupping and massaging my cheeks. His hands are gentle and firm like his lips when they kiss me. Then he turns me around, leans my body against him and starts at my throat. He bathes each arm down to my fingers, cinching his with mine. I love how that makes me feel! Connected! He massages my arms as he works his way back up. Wow! That feels so good on my handstand push-up muscles. I moan and he whispers. "I love how strong you are." At my armpits, he washes and then tickles me, chuckling w
hen I squirm. "So, you are ticklish. That's valuable intel." I chuckle too, then moan as he runs his hands down the sides of my waist around to the front of my tummy. He massages my abs too with a deep, slow stroke. Fuck! That's wonderful! I slide my fingers over his threading them and hunch with the rhythm of his strokes. Our bodies slide against each other, slippery and sexy. I lean my head on him and arch my back, pushing my butt around his erection. It slides easily between my cheeks and I squeeze them together. Rolling my hips, I stroke him. "Umm." I hear in my ear.
He squeezes his fingers together, ensuring mine stay entwined, then he moves them up to my breasts and we squeeze and massage them. The feeling of sharing his seduction of me is indescribable. It's like he and I are one. When we slide over my nipples, he puts the tip between his and mine, and he pinches it. It pops out with the soap and sends a shooting sensation like a lightning bolt through my torso and out my clit. I quiver and moan loudly. I roll, grind, and slide my body against his cock while we tease my nipples with one hand and he takes us down to wash away the remnants of my virginity. Our fingers slide between my lips, stroking, building up a thick lather, then we touch my clit. I convulse with the sensation. My knees buckle, dropping my head forward. He releases my fingers to catch me. I immediately put my hands behind my ass and grab his cock. I stroke him with a firm deep stroke, pushing my thumb down the front of his shaft, making him moan.
He pushes me away, holding me firmly then he spins me around to face him. He looks surprised. "Your eyes … damn. They are wild!"
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