Stepbrother Tormentor
A Steamy Romance
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© 2015 Stephanie Brother
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Cassandra
I wish I’d never been born. That's my sentiment for the day. It has been like that ever since he sauntered into my life with his tattoos and messy hair, confident and cool. That and a square jaw and stubble that makes me drool, not even mentioning the hard muscles and the eternal grin. Him. The guy I hate, I tell myself, only too aware that it is a lie. Whoever said love was fun? Oh yes, the movies. The movies where things are scripted and everyone knows their part. The movies that make it look easy and fun. The movies that always have a happy ending at the end, leaving you feeling all fuzzy and warm on the inside. Until the lights turn on and you are reminded of the harsh reality that is your life.
If something embarrassing happens in the movies, it is funny. Ha ha ha. But my embarrassing moments never are, at least not to me. But who cares? Certainly not him. Not my stepbrother. The one I knew I had but who was never there. If only things could go back to before he decided to make his entrance.
After his father divorced, he stayed with his mother. And when my mother met my stepfather, all I heard was that I now had a stepbrother living on the other side of the country. Good for me. I was already happy that my stepfather was an easy going guy, not interested really in expanding the family or imposing himself as my new dad. I had enough on my mind as things were. What eighteen year old doesn't? Being a teen is hard work, you know. Make no mistake about it. You'd say adults have forgotten about that or maybe things were easier back then? Back in the Stone Age.
Things aren't so easy now. That’s all I know. You have to be cool and attractive, and you have to care. God knows you have to care. You have to care about your social presence and the clothes you wear, and the words you use, just so you stand a chance of appearing cool. No one likes a dork, after all. And you have to worry about your extracurricular activities, just so you might, you know, score a scholarship. And who knows, after plenty of networking and graduating, hopefully at the top of your class, you may actually end up with a real job.
You know, like the kind of job you actually studied for, and not end up serving at Starbucks with your BC collecting dust. Yeah, believe it or not, but we teens are actually aware of how screwed up things are with the economy. And the environment, of course. And us teens in general. Oh, and our parents. Although, in all fairness, I got lucky with my Mom and my stepdad. As lucky as my stepbrother turned out to be one huge piece of misfortune. My stepbrother from hell. If only he'd stayed on the other side of the country.
So, all things considered, I simply didn't have the time or inclination to waste time thinking about my unknown stepbrother. But that all changed overnight when one evening, after dinner, I answered the door to face a total stranger with intensely cool blue eyes and black hair that was a total mess. Tall and broad shouldered, and with the air of someone who is used to women staring wild-eyed at him with unconcealed lust (which took me by surprise), he just stood there.
My jaw dropped and heat spread in all the right places; he reminded me of a movie star. The kind of guy who is too good looking for his own good—and he knows it.
Realizing I was blushing, I closed my jaw and pretended the acute and overwhelming craving to just have him wasn't there, and that the smirk on his handsome face didn't really mean that he was keenly aware of what I was going through.
"Eh…hi," I said weakly, and instantly wanted to kick myself for it. Eh…hi? Seriously? Stacy, my best friend, would have known exactly how to handle a guy with looks like that. Then again, she probably would have dragged him straight off to her room. Feeling like a kid, and painfully self-conscious, I wouldn't have minded if the earth had opened up beneath me to swallow me whole right there and then. And that is exactly the way my handsome stepbrother has made me feel ever since.
"Is my father home, kid?" he said, looking down at me with that lopsided grin never leaving his face. Even the timbre of his voice made him stand apart. Pure sexy. Deep and strong. Confident. Triggering a shiver that ran straight down my spine, unwelcome heat exploding in my belly that fast found its way downward.
Angry and frustrated, I just stood there, wanting to tell him to shove his "kid" right up his ass. The one that I imagined to be just as damn perfect as the rest of him, unlike me. You know how some people just make you feel imperfect, just by being there? Their very presence enough to make you want to leave the room, just so you aren't reminded of your own flaws. He is one of those people.
Of course, I didn't tell him to shove his "kid" straight up his perfect ass. No. I only say stuff like that in my mind. To the world, I am that well-behaved girl who never crosses the line. I know. How boring. But that's me. One look at him, in his worn black leather jacket that hangs wide open, offering a good view of the worn shirt and the muscles that tensed beneath it when he sighed exaggeratedly at my answer was all I needed to know that he is my polar opposite in that regard. Probably in every other regard, too.
Taking in the tattoo of some magical creature that peeked above the collar of his shirt, I caught myself trailing the curve of my neck with fingertips that had a slight tremble to them. Yeah, let's hear it for primal urges. Inwardly cursing, I dropped my hand; it felt like all my blood tried to collect itself in my head and neck.
"And who should I say is there?" I finally asked, in my most pissed off voice, not something that took any effort. My jaw muscles working, I instantly realized my screw up. That too is the norm when it is me and him. For some reason, all I am any good at when he is around is saying really dumb things. The kind that makes a sane person cringe and question their mental abilities. The kind that makes me just want to take a vow of silence. But it isn't just the verbal screw ups. Oh no. I also become clumsy, prone to bumping into shit and stumbling, when he is nearby. I have the bruises to prove it, too.
"Given that he is my father, you mean? I guess that makes me his son," he said it in a way that you reserve for special needs kids. Fucker.
"Right," I said, through clenched teeth, turning around for what should have been a gracious retreat with whatever dignity I had left. Only it wasn't. It instantly turned into the next disaster,when my first step had me collide with the foyer table. With a loud cry, I doubled over. At least he didn't laugh. I guess that should count for something.
Quickly recovering and faking a cool that was light-years removed from how I actually felt, I straightened my back and forged on. I instantly wished I hadn't when I felt my feet stick behind the carpet and start my fall, releasing a scream that would not have been out of place in your average slasher movie.
The silence that followed was deafening—at least to me. Fearful of another screw up, I didn't move as I tried to calm down enough to get up with whatever dignity I had left. Which wasn't much. Not on all fours, with my ass up high, right in front of Mr. Cool, aware that I was offering him a clear view of my damn panties, which my upturned dress wasn't covering.
And as stupid as it sounds, what embarrassed me the most was that I was the kind
of panties I was wearing. The kind girls wear, not women who are overflowing with the confidence that allows them to wear sexy lingerie. I don't have sexy lingerie. I'm too self-conscious to buy it. I'm also a virgin, and my very ordinary panties seemed to advertise my innocence in that particular area that we teens are so obsessed with. Yeah, I know, the things that can bother you the most when you are in a compromising position like that. Crazy.
"So," my arrogant as fuck stepbrother said, sounding more like one big drawn out drawl, "any chance of letting my father know I'm here beforetomorrow?"
"Yes, master," I said in my best Sméagol voice. I loved those movies and I actually thought Sméagol was fun. Soon after, I'd say "Yes, master," whenever I wanted to express my "rebellious" nature. Unfortunately, I don't really have a rebellious nature. Reading and hiking are my passions. Sitting on the bank of the river, taking in the scenery while daydreaming of spending some quality time with an imaginary hunk who poses no real threat to my status as a virgin.
Back on my feet, resisting the urge to flatten my dress to ensure my ass was fully covered, I resumed what I now think of as the walk of horror to the living room. Barely two steps in, leave it to my stepbrother from hell to rub salt in my wounded pride.
"Nice panties, by the way." Each word stuffed with his amusement. I was so angry, my face burning up, that I came to a total stop. If it had been Stacy, I'd have done something. But I'm not. So I just stood there, boiling in my own anger.
Just breathe deeply, I told myself, only to have his presence sabotage my efforts at functioning at least semi-normally. Boldly invading my personal space, I felt him right behind me. Like a predator stalking its prey and ready to tear my panties apart, my over-active and hormone fuelled imagination told me. Fuck. Sweating bullets at the thought of my excitement being obvious, his musky scent hit my nostrils and again my hand went up to my neck as I cocked my head.
Slowly running my fingers over my jugular, I just stood there, shivering from longings that I've been trying to shake since that day, a slow deep breath filling my lungs and my chest rising. Nipples tightening. Only to have him bring me back to planet Earth. The one where he is the hot cool guy and I'm the silly girl with a total crush and raging hormone issues that seriously jeopardize my functioning in daily life. Well, only when I think of him or when he is near.
"You a friend of the family?" A simple question that made me realize something that, in all my excitement, hadn't registered with me yet. Not fully. He is my stepbrother. Snapping out of it, I closed my eyes, as if that could just make the whole situation go away. As if.
"I'm your stepsister, kid," I said, feeling like I'd gained a small victory, but it wasn't one that I could feel good about. At least it shut him up, and I guess that making it to the living room with him in tow without another incident should count for another victory.
"Dan," I started, but one look at my stepfather told me enough. No such luck that this was all just a misunderstanding.
That is how my stepbrother made his entry into my life, a day that should be declared a national day of mourning, because the only thing he has given me so far is grief. In spades. That and a dark secret that I can never share with anyone. Not even Stacy. My dark secret and my forbidden desires.
Today is another bad day in a long string of bad days, the norm since he moved in.
The sound of laughter hits my ears before I hit the water. At least Mom and Dan are kind enough not to join in. But it is taking them some serious effort. And even though they don't add to the peals of laughter, they don't look any less amused when I come up, a water lily positioned right on top of my head.
I appreciate their struggle to keep a semi-straight face, but everyone else is laughing. Everyone except for him, of course. Telling myself they are laughing with me, not at me, I force a half smile in place while keeping the tears that want to spill at bay. This really isn't my day.
Standing in the shadow, leaning against a tree, he looks like he can barely stand, giving me the smirk that seems a permanent feature of his face. This was supposed to be fun but it feels like punishment. Dante's ninth ring of Hell.
"It'll bring you kids together, sweetheart," Mom said, too busy checking her appointment book to notice the panicked look that spread across my face when she told me about the family day together. Scribbling in her agenda in her illegible penmanship, she rattled off all the fun things that she was set to impose on us. But I had already stopped listening. Just thinking of spending hours with him was enough to put my stomach into knots, my core temperature rising.
"You think that's a good idea, Mom?" I asked hesitantly. So far, I'd done a solid job of avoiding him and anything to do with him. That included talking about him, afraid the slight tremble in my voice or my expression would betray what was going on on the inside; the dark secret I'm trying so hard to bury beneath a thick layer of self-denial. Hoping against hope that I can starve it to death and maybe, one day, he'll be just another guy. Not the one my whole being longs for, with an intensity that seems to increase the harder I try to put it on hold.
"Why," Mom said, throwing me a surprised look, "of course." Mom's one hell of a lady; it’s a shame I didn't inherit her confidence and social intelligence. Her success in building her business as an interior decorator was, in large, the result of knowing exactly what people wanted. Put her in a room with nothing but strangers and before the evening is over, she has made friends out of each and every one of them. I've always felt socially awkward compared to her. Happier when I'm on my own than with people, I figure I take after Dad.
Physically too, I guess. Mom is a woman with feminine curves in all the right places. Sensuous. Built like a centerfold and aging graciously. Me? I wish I had her looks. I feel skinny compared to her. At this point, I guess a B cup is the best that life has to offer me. If I puff out my chest, that is.
Apparently Dad is a good for nothing bum, who Mom wasn't shy to put by the side by the road when I was barely a year old. It was just me and her until she met Dan, building her business and income. Afraid he'd be archetypical horrible stepfather, mean and demanding, I really felt relieved when he turned out to be the kindest guy ever. Funny too, when he wants to be. And just as impossibly handsome as him. It’s a shame his only son had to inherit the looks but not the kind nature.
"Sweetheart," Mom said, her hands on my shoulders and warmth in her eyes that made me feel guilty. If only she knew the true reason why I've been avoiding him and am trying to get away from a full day in his presence. "I know things haven't been easy around here lately. With your stepbrother suddenly appearing, and all."
And him being a complete ass, I thought but didn't say. Neither did she, but we both knew she was thinking it too. If only she knew how bad things really were. Two months in and I was already dreading going home after class. What was once a sanctuary had become my own personal trial grounds. The Hunger Games would be a walk in the park; at least they die and have it over with.
"But you barely know each other," Mom said, smiling in a way I know is meant to be encouraging. It does nothing to make me feel any better, though. "You have to give each other a chance to become friends," she added, almost imploringly.
"As if I want to." Avoiding eye contact, hoping that the coloring of my face would be interpreted as a sign of frustration, not an indicator of the raw lust that always peaks when he's on my mind—more times than I care to admit. Ready to act out the part of obstinate teen, one look at Mom's unhappy face was enough to convince me not to. "I'll try," I said, my heart sinking fast at what I already knew was going to be one miserable day.
"You have no idea how happy that makes me, sweetie."
"A weekend with my dear stepbrother from hell. Great," I said, rolling my eyes and sighing theatrically.Mom broke out laughing and I couldn't help but join in. But it was a short lived laugh when she pulled me close for one of her killer-hugs, dread already building at the prospect of a weekend with him.
"I'm certain that once you two
get to know each other better, you'll be happy to have each other around," Mom said when she released me. "He is family too, Cassandra."
Yeah, as if I needed reminding. I'd be a lot happier if he was just that unattainable guy at school. The one you can safely admire from afar. The one who you know is bad news and who you just know will break your heart if you let him near, but instead I have to face him on a daily basis and feign indifference, day after cursed day. Not that he is around much.
Popular since day one, he had no trouble hooking up with the cool kids. The ones who have parties in the forest and the fake IDs they need to buy booze—one of the hallmarks of their coolness. Not that he needs it to intimidate and be cool. But that's been his life since he arrived. Arriving home in the middle of the night, not shy to wake me from a restless sleep that, to my shame, is plagued by him. Naked. Hot. Hard muscles pressed against my aching body. The sheets wet from more than just sweat.
No doubt the only thing Mom sees these days is an unhappy teenage daughter who just can't get along with her asshole stepbrother, not the lovestruck mess that I've become. Let's hope I can keep it that way. If she were to ever find out the real cause for my sadness, she’d think her daughter is a freak.
Three days later and I'm looking up and into his face, after wading to the riverbank like a wet puppy, his eternal smirk firmly in place. Ignoring his outstretched hand, I crawl out of the water on all fours while telling myself no one will remember this moment in a year or so. Of course, I just have to lose my balance when I stand up straight, only to fall right back in with a huge splash and a scream.
Judging from the laughter, I'm a great entertainer these days. Even Mom and Dan look away, trying to hide their amused grins behind hands that fast go up to their faces. And my cousins are doubled over. I almost hope all that laughter hurts.
When Dan comes over, offering his hand, I know better than to challenge fate. One more involuntary dive and drowning would probably be a relief. So I take it and smile, like you do when you have a toothache, when he offers me words of consolation. "Slippery here, eh?" he says. "Almost happened to me too," he lies. It didn't. He landed just fine. So did all the others, except Anthony, who protested loudly when he was told he was too young, the promise of an extra large ice-cream bribing him into acceptance. Even Mom did great. Screaming as she soared over the water. But hey, I'll take the excuse with both hands.
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