by Cleeves, Ann
‘But she didn’t kill herself that night?’
‘No. It was the following night. The Saturday.’
‘You say that you feel responsible in part for her death. Why was that?’
‘On the Saturday afternoon I was leading a session. Voice Dialogue. It’s a form of therapy I’ve trained in. Faye Cooper was there, taking part. The others were all in pairs so I worked with her myself.’
‘She told you what had happened?’
‘Using one of her voices. Her victim voice. Yes.’
‘You were acting as facilitator. What did you say?’
‘Nothing during the session, I just asked Faye’s victim voice questions so that she could more easily understand that part of herself. Afterwards though, I don’t know why, I think it was my own sense of frustration for her, I suggested that she had a responsibility to take charge of her life. Blaming others for her situation would do her no good.’
‘You blamed her for what had happened?’
‘No!’ she said. ‘Of course not. I wanted to give her the strength to prevent it from happening again. But I can see that she might have taken it that way.’ She paused. ‘Yes, if you look in the diary you will see that she blames herself. She writes: “Magda thinks it was all my fault.”’
‘How did she seem after the session?’
‘Quiet. Listless. That’s not unusual. It can be draining.’
‘She had a meal with you?’
‘Yes. I never saw her again. She wasn’t at the talk after supper. She went upstairs. I presumed that she’d gone to help Win with the children, though later Win said that she hadn’t seen her. She must have been in her room, writing her diary. Then, when the house was quiet, she went to the pool and drowned herself.’
She sat upright, very still.
‘Did Daniel know you’d taken the diary from Faye’s room?’
‘Yes. But he never read it. He did not know what it contained.’
‘Why did you keep it all this time?’
‘It would be wrong, I thought, to destroy it.’ She pushed the diary towards him and across the table in a gesture of relinquishing all rights to it.
‘You see, Inspector, it’s not so very exciting after all. Not so very important. There is no motive for murder here. Only the story of a sad young girl whose ideals had been shattered and who could not face going on without them. Perhaps now you can leave Faye in peace. Her death has no relevance to your enquiries.’
She stood up to leave. At the door she stopped and turned back.
‘Will you be talking to Daniel about these matters, Inspector?’
‘Oh yes,’ Ramsay said. ‘We’ll have to do that.’
‘Good,’ she said. ‘Good. I hope you scare him.’
She gave a quick smile at his surprised face and left.
When she had gone he remained in the interview room to read Faye’s diary. There’d be no peace in the incident room. Sally Wedderburn and Hunter would be back vying for his attention.
It was all as Magda had said. There was no doubt that. Faye had committed suicide. There had been no trick with forgeries, no elaborate lie. The same handwriting had been used throughout, the same confused and unhappy voice described her disillusionment with Daniel Abbot as noted her rejection by Peter Richardson.
And yet, Ramsay thought, in one way Magda was wrong. Faye’s death was relevant to his enquiries. He was beginning to understand the connections. He saw the case as the symmetrical patterns of a kaleidoscope, a series of mirror images like the warm-up exercises Magda Pocock got her students to perform. He was groping towards a solution.
Chapter Thirty
They left a skeleton team in the incident room to man the phones. The rest decamped to the pub, where they persuaded the landlord to move a television into the private bar. There they gathered around to watch Ramsay appear live on the local news. The press conference was taking place in the entrance hall of the old police station. It was packed with journalists from all the local papers and some of the nationals, besides TV and radio. Usually Ramsay avoided that sort of publicity, but today he had volunteered.
Sniggering, the team in the pub watched him begin his spiel. He said he needed specific information. The McDougals lived in Ferndale Avenue in Otterbridge. Did anyone see an unfamiliar car parked in that street between 8.30 and 10 p.m. on Monday, May the 10th? He was interested, too, in Ferndale Avenue on a more recent date, the previous afternoon. Perhaps the same vehicle had been seen? Did anyone notice the driver of these cars, or see anyone behaving at all unusually in the vicinity of number 32?
The detectives in the pub waited for him to ask for information about vehicles seen near Laverock Farm, but Ernie Bowles was not mentioned at all.
Ramsay continued: ‘ We’re planning a reconstruction of James’s walk from the high school to his home, and then on to the cemetery tomorrow. Officers will be in position all along the route to jog memories and ask questions. I’m sure you’ll be co-operative. In the meantime, will any member of the public who feels they can help call the Mittingford incident room.’
There was a shouted question from a crumpled, middle-aged man at the back of the room.
‘I can take it, Inspector, that you’re looking for one culprit for all three murders?’
‘I’m not prepared to rule anything out at this stage.’
A young reporter from Radio Newcastle, with hair cropped so short that she looked like a baby seal, raised her hand, thrust a microphone towards him.
‘Yes?’ Ramsay said.
‘I understand that you’ve been investigating another death connected with Mittingford Alternative Therapy Centre,’ she said in a clear voice. ‘Can you confirm that?’
Ramsay was obviously thrown for a moment.
‘We have been following many lines of enquiry,’ he said, noncommittally. ‘So far none of the leads have been particularly encouraging.’
‘Is it true that the person in question was a young girl called Faye Cooper, who drowned last year at a hotel in Cumbria? The inquest verdict was accidental death but you believe there may have been foul play.’
The room was hushed, waiting for his reply.
‘I’m sorry,’ he said, ‘I’m not prepared to answer that question.’
‘Why didn’t he just deny it?’ Hunter shouted to the assembled gathering in the pub. ‘ I said all along someone was trying to piss us about. We know now that the poor kid killed herself.’ He fancied himself on the television. His mam would love it. She’d get all the neighbours in to watch.
In the police station the cameras were switched off and the reporters began to gather up their equipment. Ramsay approached the young woman from Radio Newcastle who was checking her tape.
‘Where did you get that information about Faye Cooper?’ he asked ‘From her mother?’
‘No,’ the reporter said. ‘At least I don’t think so.’ She looked up sharply, smelling a story. ‘ Why? Is it important?’
‘It could be.’
‘There was a phone call to the news room this morning.
Anonymous. No proof, of course, but I thought I’d just give it a whirl, see what response I got.’
‘Was the caller male or female?’
‘I don’t know,’ she said. ‘I didn’t take it myself. I can probably find out for you if you like. Give you a ring here later this evening.’
‘Please,’ he said. Then: ‘There’s no truth in the story, you know. It’s not worth following up.’
‘Why didn’t you say that on air?’
Ramsay did not reply. He was not quite sure himself.
When the team trooped back to the incident room the phones were already starting to ring. Ramsay stood by his desk, accepting the cheers and the backhanded compliments.
‘You didn’t do bad, sir, even if you’re not the prettiest thing that’s been on the telly this week.’
‘At least you didn’t fall off the platform like that DCI at the press call in Newcastle.’
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bsp; ‘Well, Gordon?’ he asked as Hunter came in. ‘What did you think?’
‘I was wondering why you didn’t scotch the story that Faye Cooper was murdered.’ It was Hunter in his most truculent mood, graceless and offensive.
‘I think,’ Ramsay said, ‘I wanted to keep the murderer guessing.’
Hunter was not going to give his boss the satisfaction of asking what that meant. He mooched on towards his desk. The inspector called him back.
‘Can I have a word? I’ve got a job for you.’ Something you’ll enjoy, he thought. Something that’s right down your street.
‘What is it?’ Hunter asked.
‘Let’s get out of here, shall we? I could do with some fresh air. I’ve been stuck in this place all day.’
‘If you say so,’ Hunter said rudely. ‘You’re the boss.’
Ramsay led him down the path to the children’s playground by the river. They sat on the bench. There were two teenagers, a boy and a girl standing on the swings, talking shyly, but when they saw the policemen they disappeared.
‘Perhaps they recognized you from the telly, sir,’ Hunter said snidely. ‘You must be famous.’
Ramsay said nothing, though of course all the town knew who they were by now. They didn’t need the television for that.
‘What do you want me to do, like?’
‘Talk to Daniel Abbot,’ Ramsay said. ‘It seems clear now that the girl committed suicide and the diary’s too vague for us to charge him with sexual assault. But let him know that we’re on to him. Make it clear that if anything of that sort happens again we’ll be down on him like a ton of bricks.’
Hunter was staring across the river and did not answer immediately. Ramsay was surprised by the lack of enthusiasm. Usually Hunter jumped at the chance to intimidate.
‘Scare him away from Rebecca Booth, you mean,’ the sergeant said at last.
‘Aye,’ Ramsay said. ‘If you can.’
‘Oh, I can manage that all right.’ But there was no real pleasure in the thought.
They sat in silence.
‘Are you all right?’ Ramsay asked tentatively.
‘What d’ya mean?’ Hunter demanded aggressively.
Ramsay shrugged. ‘You don’t seem yourself I wondered if something was bothering you.’
Hunter frowned, did not answer directly.
‘Do you mind if I ask you something, sir?’
‘Go on.’
‘Do you think there’s anything in this alternative medicine crap?’
Ramsay was amused but knew better than to show it.
‘I’m not sure. I suppose I try to keep an open mind.’
‘I was wondering, y’kna, if I was missing out on something. Personal growth. Isn’t that what they call it? Finding out about yourself.’ He looked at Ramsay earnestly.
‘You seem to have survived without it,’ Ramsay said.
‘But I just can’t see it working!’ Hunter went on. ‘Needles in the hand to cure headaches. Energy forces in the body. And that rebirthing – lying on your back for an hour, just breathing. That’s all bullshit, isn’t it?’
‘It’s not illegal,’ Ramsay said, ‘which is all that concerns us at present.’
But he could see that more than that concerned Hunter. Oh my God, Ramsay thought. He’s fallen for the girl.
Lily Jackman was thinking about Hunter too. When she and Sean had first moved into the Laverock farmhouse they had stayed in the kitchen. They put their sleeping bags on the floor each night to sleep and they washed in the sink. After all, they had come into the kitchen when Ernie was alive. They were more comfortable there. The rest of the house had seemed out of bounds.
Later, however, they took the place over. They even slept upstairs, in the room that had once been Cissie Bowles’s. It still smelled faintly of the moxa herb used in acupuncture and there were pots of homoeopathic remedies on the huge Victorian dressing table. And in the evenings they went into Cissie Bowles’s lounge, with the grandfather clock and scratched leather chairs, and watched the television. They were sitting there, eating beans on toast from a tray, when the police press conference came on.
‘Isn’t that the policeman?’ Sean said. ‘Not the one that’s been sniffing round you all week. His boss.’
He switched the sound up, motioned to her to be quiet until it had finished. When it was over he seemed pleased with himself.
‘Sean,’ she said, ‘I’ve been thinking …’
Something in her voice made him turn round sharply. ‘What?’ he demanded.
‘I wanted to ask you …’ she said, then her voice trailed away. ‘Oh, it’s nothing. Probably it’s nothing.’
At Long Edge Farm the Richardsons were watching the local television news while they were finishing their evening meal, Mrs Richardson had made a venison stew, braised in brown ale. She still had plans to open a restaurant at the farm for visitors and she’d been practising. She thought the food should have a local flavour.
‘What do you think?’ she said to Stan.
‘It’s all right,’ he said grudgingly. ‘At least there’s meat in it.’
Because she had taken to cooking vegetarian meals, in preparation for when the Abbots took over Laverock Farm. They might pick up quite a few customers from there, she thought. She felt very optimistic about it.
‘Look,’ she said, ‘there’s Inspector Ramsay on the television.’ She giggled. ‘ Doesn’t he look dishy!’ She still used words like that. ‘Dishy’ and ‘smashing’ and ‘jolly good show’. It was as if she were stuck as a schoolgirl in the early sixties. Nothing could shake her enthusiasm, not even her husband’s indifference. She turned to her son who had been eating, steadily and silently. ‘You never did tell me what he wanted the other day, Peter.’
‘You’ve never been here to ask,’ he said.
‘I have been busy,’ she said complacently, knowing that it was only her effort which was keeping the farm together.
Stan Richardson pushed his plate away from him. His attention was still on the television. He watched the young reporter ask her questions about Faye Cooper, saw Ramsay’s awkwardness, the non-committal reply.
‘Didn’t you know a lass called Faye a while back?’ he asked his son.
‘So what?’ Peter said defiantly.
‘Nothing. I just wondered if it was the same girl, that’s all.’
‘Why should I care? I moved on from that ages ago.’
He slammed his plate on the draining board.
‘Can I borrow your car tonight?’ he asked his mother.
‘Of course, pet,’ she said, absentmindedly finishing the last of her meal.
‘It’s about time you got a car of your own!’ Stan shouted after him as he left the room. ‘I pay you enough. It’s about time you stood on your own two feet!’
Magda Pocock did not possess a television so she did not see Ramsay’s appeal for information. The inspector saw her, silhouetted against the lighted, sloping window of her flat when he went back to the pub to phone Prue. He would be working for most of the night and he needed a break. From Hunter, as much as anything, who was still self-absorbed and short-tempered. Even a successful interview with Daniel Abbot had failed to cheer him up, though he described it with a gloomy satisfaction.
‘I had him snivelling like a bairn,’ Hunter said. ‘ He blamed it all on the lass, of course. Said she over-reacted to a simple gesture of friendship. But we’ll have no trouble from him again.’
Magda moved her head, her hands, her feet in slow, fluid movements. Ramsay stood in the street and watched her. She could not see him because it was almost dark. Besides, her concentration was complete. Tai Chi, he thought. Weren’t Chinese parks full of elderly men at dawn, performing the same sort of actions? What could they hope to get out of it?
There must be something positive. Even the cynical Hunter was wondering if he was missing out.
Ramsay walked on up the street and when he turned back to look at the Old Chapel Magda was sitting perf
ectly still, in some form of meditation. Perhaps he should give it a go, he thought. Because he had the feeling that he now had all the information he needed to draw the enquiry to a conclusion, and if he was sufficiently focused and concentrated he could come to an answer.
Prue answered the phone immediately so he thought she’d probably had an early night. Often she worked in bed. He could imagine her there, surrounded by books and scripts, a bottle of wine on the bedside table, a packet of chocolate biscuits.
‘Saw you on the telly tonight,’ she said. ‘Very impressive.’
‘Did you think so?’ He was rather flattered.
‘Very. You got over what you wanted from the public and gave them no information at all.’
‘Oh.’
‘When am I going to get you back then?’ she said. ‘I don’t much like being a single woman again.’
‘Soon,’ he said. ‘Very soon. I think it’ll all be over tomorrow.’
When he went back to the incident room Magda was still sitting by the uncurtained window, her legs crossed, her eyes shut.
Chapter Thirty-One
As expected there were plenty of calls from cranks and exhibitionists. People with a grudge wanting revenge. People with an axe to grind. The link made by the press of the murders to the Old Chapel gave the venom a particular flavour. Supporters of the Natural Therapy Centre claimed the police investigation had been an establishment plot to discredit complementary medicine. Religious bigots made accusations about New Age ideology: satanic ritual and paganism.
But there were genuine callers, hesitant and embarrassed, who stumbled over their explanations: ‘ I don’t suppose it’s important but…’
When Ramsay returned to the incident room the phones were still ringing. There had been a quiet period after eight o’clock but the appeal for information had been broadcast again at nine-thirty and there was renewed activity.
Rob Newell was sitting at the desk nearest the door. He looked quite incongruous, dressed in a Young Conservative’s idea of casual clothes – twill trousers, a shirt in Boy Scout khaki and a tweedy tie.