The bailiff unlocked Brinkley’s waist chains and handcuffs, and the defendant sat down beside his lawyer.
The door to the right of the jury box opened, and the twelve jurors and two alternates walked into the courtroom, dressed up, hair sprayed and styled, a sprinkling of jewelry on the women’s hands and around their necks. They didn’t look at Yuki and they didn’t look at the defendant. In fact, they looked tense, as though they may have been fighting over the verdict until an hour ago.
The door behind the bench opened, and Judge Moore entered his courtroom. He cleaned his glasses as court was called into session, then said, “Mr. Foreman, I understand that the jury has a verdict?”
“We do, Your Honor.”
“Would you please hand your verdict to the bailiff.”
The foreman was a carpenter, with shoulder-length blond hair and nicotine-stained fingers. He looked keyed up as he gave a folded form to the bailiff, who brought it to the bench.
Judge Moore unfolded the form and looked at it. He asked the people in the gallery to please respect the protocol of the court and to not react outwardly when the verdict was read.
Yuki clasped her hands on the table before her. She could hear David Hale’s breathing beside her, and for a fraction of a moment, she loved him.
Judge Moore began to read. “In the charge of murder in the first degree of Andrea Canello, the jury finds the defendant, Alfred Brinkley, ‘not guilty’ by reason of mental disease or defect.”
A wave of nausea hit Yuki.
She sat back hard in her chair, barely hearing the judge’s voice as each name was read, each charge a finding of “not guilty” by reason of insanity.
Yuki stood up as Claire and Lindsay came forward to be with her. They were standing around her as Brinkley was shackled, and they all saw how he looked at Yuki.
It was an odd look, part stare, part secret smile. Yuki didn’t know what Brinkley intended by it, but she felt a prickling of hairs rising at the nape of her neck.
And then Brinkley spoke to her. “Good try, Ms. Castellano. Very good try. But don’t you know? Someone’s got to pay.”
One of the guards gave Brinkley a shove, and after a last look at Yuki, he shuffled up the aisle between his keepers.
Sick or sane, Alfred Brinkley was going to be off the streets for a long time. Yuki knew that.
And still — she felt afraid.
Chapter 125
A MONTH LATER, Conklin and I were back in Alta Plaza Park, where it all began.
This time, we watched Henry Tyler come down the path toward us, his coat whipping around him in the wind. He reached out a hand to Conklin, gripping it hard, and then stretched his hand out to me.
“You’ve given us back our lives. I can’t find words to thank you enough.”
Tyler called out to his wife and to the little girl playing on a hexagonal construction, some new kind of jungle gym. Face brightening in surprise, Madison dropped down from the bars and ran toward us.
Henry Tyler swung his daughter up into his arms. Madison leaned over her father’s shoulder and put an arm around my neck and Rich’s, gathering us into a three-way hug.
“You’re my favorite people,” she said.
I was still smiling when Henry Tyler put Madison down and said to us, his face radiant, “We’re all so grateful. Me, Liz, Maddy — we’re your friends for life.”
My eyes watered up a bit.
It was an excellent day to be a cop.
As Richie and I took the path back toward the car, we talked about the hell we have to go through to solve a case — the drudgery, the up close contact with killers and druggies, the false leads.
“And then,” I said, “a case turns out like this and it’s such a high.”
Rich stopped walking, put his hand on my arm. “Let’s stop here for a minute,” he said.
I sat on one of the broad steps that had been warmed by the sun, and Rich got down beside me. I could see that there was something on his mind.
“Lindsay, I know you think I have a crush on you,” he said, “but it’s more than that. Believe me.”
For the first time it hurt to look into Rich Conklin’s handsome face. Thoughts of our grappling in a hotel in LA still made me squirm with embarrassment.
“Will you give us a chance?” he said. “Let me take you out to dinner. I’m not going to put any moves on you, Lindsay. I just want us to . . . ah . . .”
Rich read the feelings on my face and stopped talking. He shook his head, finally saying, “I’m going to shut up now.”
I reached out and covered his hand with mine.
“I’m sorry,” I said.
“Don’t be. . . . Forget it, Lindsay. Forget I said anything, okay?” He tried to smile, almost pulled it off. “I’ll deal with this in therapy for a few years.”
“You’re in therapy?”
“Would that help? No.” He laughed. “I’m just, look, you know how I feel about you. That’s almost enough.”
It was a tough ride back to the Hall. Conversation was strained until we got a call to respond to a report of a dead body in the Tenderloin. We worked the case together past quitting time and into the next shift. And it was good, as if we’d been partners for years.
At just after nine p.m., I told Rich I’d see him in the morning. I’d just unlocked my car door when my cell phone rang.
“What now?” I muttered.
There was a crackle of static, then a deep, resonant voice came out of that phone, turning night back into day.
“I know not to surprise an armed police officer on her doorstep, Blondie. So . . . fair warning. I’m going to be in town this weekend. I have news. And I really want to see you.”
Chapter 126
MY DOORBELL RANG AT HOME.
I stabbed the intercom button, said, “I’m coming,” and jogged down my stairs. Martha’s dog sitter, Karen Triebel, was outside the front door. I gave her a hug and bent to enfold Sweet Martha in my arms.
“She really missed you, Lindsay,” Karen said.
“Ya think?” I said, laughing as Martha whimpered and barked and knocked me completely off my feet. I just sat there on the threshold as Martha pinned down my shoulders and soaked my face with kisses.
“I’ll be going now. I see that you two need to be alone,” Karen called out, walking down the steps toward her old Volvo.
“Wait, Karen, come upstairs. I have a check for you.”
“It’s okay! I’ll catch you next time,” she said, disappearing into her car, tying the door closed with a piece of clothesline, cranking up the engine.
“Thank you!” I called out as she drove past me and waved. I returned my attention to my best girl.
“Do you know how much I love you?” I said into one of Martha’s silky ears.
Apparently, she did.
I ran upstairs with her, put on my hat and coat, and changed into running shoes. We took to the streets we love so much, running down Nineteenth toward the Rec Center Park, where I flopped onto a bench and watched Martha doing her border-collie thing. She ran great joyous circles, herding other dogs and having a heck of a good time.
After a while, she came back to the bench and sat beside me, rested her head on my thigh, and looked up at me with her big brown eyes.
“Glad to be home, Boo? All vacationed out?”
We jogged at a slower pace back to my apartment, climbed the stairs. I fed Martha a big bowl of chow with gravy and got into the shower. By the time I’d toweled off and dried my hair, Martha was asleep on my bed.
She was completely out — eyelids flickering, jowls fluttering, paws moving in some great doggy dream.
She didn’t even cock an eyelid open as I got all dressed up for my date with Joe.
Chapter 127
THE BIG 4 RESTAURANT is at the top of Nob Hill, across from Grace Cathedral. It was named for the four Central Pacific Railroad barons, is elegantly paneled in dark wood, staged with sumptuous lighting and flowers. And according to a do
zen of the glossiest upmarket magazines, the Big 4 has one of the best chefs in town.
Our starters had been served — Joe was having apple-glazed foie gras, and I’d been seduced by the French butter pears with prosciutto. But I wasn’t so taken with the setting and the view that I didn’t see the shyness in Joe’s eyes and also that he couldn’t stop looking at me.
“I had a bunch of corny ideas,” he said. “And don’t ask me what they were, okay, Linds?”
“No, of course not.” I grinned. “Not me.” I pushed a morsel of hazelnut-encrusted goat cheese onto a forkful of pear, let it melt in my mouth.
“And after a lot of deep thought — no, really, Blondie, really deep thought — I figured something out, and I’m going to tell you about it.”
I put my fork down and let the waiter take my plate away. “I want to hear.”
“Okay,” said Joe. “You know about my six sibs and all of us growing up in a row house in Queens. And how my dad was always away.”
“Traveling salesman.”
“Right. Fabrics and notions. He traveled up and down the East Coast and was away six days out of seven. Sometimes more. We all missed him a lot. But my mother missed him the most.
“He was her real happiness, and then one time he went missing,” Joe told me. “He always called at night before we went to bed, but this time he didn’t. So my mother called the state troopers, who located him the next day sleeping in his car up on a rack in an auto-repair shop outside of some small town in Tennessee.”
“His car had broken down?”
“Yeah, and they didn’t have cell phones back then, of course, and Christ, until we heard from him, you can’t imagine what we went through. Thinking that his car was in a ditch underwater. Thinking he’d been shot in a gas-station holdup. Thinking that maybe he had another life.”
I nodded. “Ah, Joe. I understand.”
Joe paused, fiddled with his silverware, then started again. “My dad saw how much my mom was suffering, all of us, and he said he was going to quit his job. But he couldn’t do that and still provide for us the way he wanted to. And then one day, when I was a sophomore in high school, he did quit. He was home for good.”
Joe refilled our wineglasses, and we each took a sip while the waiter placed our entrées in front of us, but from the catch in Joe’s throat and a feeling that was growing in me, I’d lost all desire to eat.
“What happened, Joe?”
“He stayed home. We left, one by one. My parents got by on less, and they were happier for it. They’re still happy now. And I saw that and I promised myself I would never do to my family what my dad had done to us by being away.
“And then I looked at your face when I showed up last time and told you that I had a plane to catch. And everything you’ve been saying finally got to me.
“I saw that without meaning to, I’d done just what my dad had done. And so, Lindsay, this is the news I wanted to tell you. I’m home for good.”
Chapter 128
I HELD JOE’S HAND as he told me that he’d relocated to San Francisco. I was listening, and I was watching Joe’s face — full of love for me. But the wheels in my mind were spinning.
Joe and I had talked about what it would be like to be in the same place at the same time, and I’d broken up with him because it seemed we’d fallen into a way of talking more than forming a plan to make that talk come true.
Now, sitting so close to this man, I wondered if the problem had really been Joe’s job or if we had conspired together to keep a safe distance from a relationship that had all the potential to be lasting and real.
Joe picked up his coffee spoon and put it in his handkerchief pocket — I’m pretty sure he thought that the spoon was his pair of reading glasses.
Then he fumbled in his jacket pocket and took out a jeweler’s box, black velvet, about two inches on all sides.
“Something I want you to have, Lindsay.”
He put aside the vase of sweetheart roses that was between us on the table and handed the box to me.
“Open it. Please.”
“I don’t think I can,” I said.
“Just lift up the lid. There’s a hinge at the back.”
I laughed at his joke, but I’m pretty sure I stopped breathing as I did what he said. Inside, nestled on velvet, was a platinum ring with three large diamonds and a small one on each side sparkling up at me.
I finally sucked in my breath. I had to. The ring was a “gasper.” And then I looked across the table into Joe’s eyes. It was almost like gazing into my own, that’s how well I knew him.
“I love you, Lindsay. Will you marry me? Will you be my wife?”
The waiter came by and, without saying a word, sailed off. I closed the box. It made a dull little click, and I could swear that the light in the room dimmed.
I swallowed hard, because I didn’t know what to say. The wheels inside my head were still spinning, and I was feeling the room spin, too.
Joe and I had both been married.
And we’d both been divorced.
Was I ready to take a chance again?
“Linds?”
I finally choked out, “I love you, too, Joe, and I’m . . . I’m overwhelmed.” My voice cracked as I struggled to speak.
“I need some time to do some deep thinking of my own. I need to be absolutely sure. Will you hold on to this, please?” I said, pushing the small box back across the table.
“Let’s see how we do for a while. Just doing normal things,” I said to Joe. “The laundry. The movies. Weekends that don’t end with you getting into a car and heading to the airport.”
Disappointment was written all over Joe’s face, and it hurt me terribly to see it. He seemed lost for a moment, then turned my hand over, put the box in my palm, and closed my fingers around it.
“You keep this, Lindsay. I’m not changing my mind. I’m committed to you no matter how much laundry we have to do. No matter how many times we wash the car and take out the garbage and even fight about whose turn it is to do whatever. I’m really looking forward to all of that.” He grinned.
Unbelievable how the room brightened again.
Joe was smiling, holding both my hands in his. He said, “When you’re ready, let me know so I can put this ring on your finger. And tell my folks that we’re going to have a big Italian wedding.”
Chapter 129
IT WAS JUNE 6 when Jacobi called me and Rich into his office. He looked really pissed off, as bad as I’d ever seen him.
“I got some bad news. Alfred Brinkley escaped,” he said.
My jaw dropped.
Nobody got out of Atascadero. It was a mental institution for the criminally insane, and that meant it was a maximum-security prison more than a hospital.
“How’d it happen?” Conklin asked.
“Bashed his head against the wall of his cell . . .”
“Wasn’t he medicated? And under a suicide watch?”
Jacobi shrugged. “Dunno. Anyway, the doc usually comes to the cell block, but this doc named Carter insists that the prisoner be brought to his office. Under guard. In the minimum-security wing.”
“Oh, no,” I said, seeing it happen without being told. “The guard had a gun.”
Jacobi explained to Conklin, “The guards wear their guns only when moving prisoners from one wing to another. So the doc says Brinkley has to be unshackled so he can give him the neuro test.”
Jacobi went on to say that Brinkley had grabbed a scalpel, disarmed the guard, snatched the gun. That he’d put on the doctor’s clothes, used the guard’s keys to get out, and took the doctor’s car.
“It happened two hours ago,” said Jacobi. “There’s an APB out on Dr. Carter’s blue Subaru Outback. L.L.Bean edition.”
“Probably dumped the car by now,” Conklin said.
“Yeah,” said Jacobi. “I don’t know what this is worth,” he added, “but according to the warden, Brinkley was all cranked up about this serial killer he read about, Edm
und Kemper.”
Conklin nodded. “Killed about six young women, lived with his mother.”
“That’s the guy,” said Jacobi. “One night he comes home from a date, and his mother says something like, ‘Now I suppose you’re going to bore me with what you’ve been doing all night.’ ”
“His mother knew about the killings?” I asked.
“No, Boxer, she did not,” Jacobi said. “She was just a ballbreaker. Look, I was on the way to the can when the call came in, so may I finish the story, please?”
I grinned at him. “Carry on, boss.”
“So anyway, Mother Kemper says, ‘You’re going to bore me, right?’ So Edmund Kemper waits until she goes to bed and then cuts off her head and puts it on the fireplace mantel. And then he tells his mother’s head all about his night out. The long version, I’m sure.”
“That psycho turned himself in, I seem to remember,” Conklin said. He cracked his knuckles, which is what Rich does when he’s agitated.
I was rattled, too, at the idea of Brinkley at large, armed and seriously psychotic. I remembered the look on Brinkley’s face when he’d stared Yuki down after his trial. He’d leered at her and said, “Someone’s got to pay.”
“Yeah, Kemper turned himself in. Thing is, when he confessed to the cops, he said that he’d actually killed those girls instead of his mother. Get it?” Jacobi was talking to me now. “He’d finally killed the right person.”
“And the warden said that Kemper meant something to Alfred Brinkley?”
“Right,” Jacobi said, standing, hoisting up his pants by the belt, making his way around Conklin’s long legs toward the door. “Brinkley was obsessed with Edmund Kemper.”
Chapter 130
FRED BRINKLEY WALKED ALONG Scott Street, looking straight ahead under the brim of Dr. Carter’s baseball cap. He was watching the small peaks of sails in the marina at the end of the street, smelling the air coming off the bay.
His head still hurt, but the meds had quieted the voices so that he could think. He felt strong and ka-pow-pow powerful. The way he’d felt when he and Bucky had wasted those pitiful assholes on the ferry.
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