by Sara Bennett
Perhaps it was important. The missing piece of information she needed to find her sister. Suddenly she wanted to tell Rufus about it and she wondered when she might see him again.
CHAPTER TWELVE
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“How is your siege on Castle Averil, dear boy? Brought in the big guns yet? Breached her walls, eh?” James was attempting to be jovial but his face had a worried look.
Rufus narrowed his eyes. “There is no siege, uncle. I am helping Averil with her missing sister.”
James bit back a sigh. “What is it about this woman, nephew? I don’t understand why you’re not going in there, all guns blazing. I remember you when you first went on the town, Rufus. You were always able to twist the ladies around your little finger. What about that rather pretty little dancer you kept tucked away for a month or two? You were the envy of London. Why are you suddenly tiptoeing about?”
Rufus raised an eyebrow. “I’m not tiptoeing about, and Averil is not a dancer. She is a proper young lady.”
“All the better! You need a proper young lady for a wife, Rufus. Preferably a rich, proper, and beautiful young lady. Averil is the perfect choice. She can return you to the social hierarchy the earls of Southbrook were born to inhabit.”
“I’m quite happy with my life as it is, James,” Rufus lied.
“That may be so, Rufus, although I don’t believe it for a moment,” James replied drolly, “but Eustace will need to be introduced into society as he grows older.”
Averil had said something like that to him, Rufus remembered, but he’d preferred not to hear it. Anyway, at the time, she’d been trying to “save” him and he’d taken exception.
James had been watching him, probably looking for some hopeful sign. “Rufus,” he sighed, “if you don’t snap up this amazing girl then someone else will.”
“Leave it, Uncle James,” Rufus growled.
But James didn’t seem to know when to stop. “I want to see you happy, my boy.”
Rufus shot him a look. “You mean you want to see me happy so you won’t feel so guilty about being happy yourself. I’ve seen the way you look at the dragon companion.”
“I might have thought she was a dragon before I met her, but Beth is the sweetest woman.” James appeared quite flustered. “I think I’m in love, Rufus.”
Rufus shook his head in disgust and walked out of the room.
Upstairs Gregson was laying out his evening clothes. The valet opened his mouth, caught sight of Rufus’s face, and closed it again.
Good, thought Rufus. He didn’t want to talk to anyone. He knew he was being childish, and James was right, marrying Averil was the perfect solution to their problems, but there was a solid lump of obstinacy inside him that he was finding it difficult to get over. Rufus knew he was no saint, far from it, and he’d done things he wasn’t particularly proud of, but with Averil he wanted to be better. Those beautiful grey eyes looking into his, sometimes with a lurking smile and at others with a flash of temper, but always with honesty. The thought of their expression changing to disgust and revulsion . . . well, it was not something he wanted to imagine.
If he’d met her somewhere else, a place where he wasn’t the wicked earl and she wasn’t a wealthy heiress, somewhere where things were less complicated, then he’d have pursued her relentlessly. Because he wanted her. Wanted her in a way he had not felt before, ever.
“My lord?”
Gregson had worked up the courage to speak to him. He gave the man an impatient stare.
“I-I wondered if you’d spoken to Lady Averil about her mother and Percival Arnutt?”
Rufus stripped off his jacket and tossed it aside. Gregson clicked his tongue at the mistreatment of the article, and hurried to pick it up.
“Yes, I did speak to her.”
“I’ve remembered something else that my brother told me.” Gregson gave him a doubtful glance. “But perhaps you don’t want to hear it right now, my lord.”
Rufus had removed his shirt now. The scar on his chest, the matching fellow to the one on his face, stood out against his warm skin. It ran down from his shoulder and across his ribs, ending just below his hip. A bit more force and the slash might have continued down to his groin.
Perhaps that would have served him right.
“What else did your brother tell you?” Rufus said gruffly, pushing away the unpleasant memory.
“He said that the Arnutts did look for the child. Percival’s child. Not long after Percival died. They had a change of heart. They sought out Lady Anastasia.”
Rufus allowed his valet to help him on with the clean shirt. “Did they? And?”
Gregson laid out some waistcoats and Rufus pointed impatiently at one. He was not in the mood for fine dressing. He planned to go to one of the salons in the seedier part of London, ask a few questions, and see where they led him. He might be out all night.
“She refused, my lord. She said she would never let them have Percival’s child, that it was all she had left of him. And then, later, when she was dead too, they went back again. The child seemed to have vanished into thin air.”
Rufus allowed his valet to tie his cravat. “That’s interesting, Gregson. Thank you. So the little girl went missing early in the piece. Did someone want to be rid of her, or did someone want to keep her hidden? And if she wasn’t taken to St. Thomas’s orphanage then where was she taken?”
Gregson made a sound that could have meant anything.
“Is Eustace in bed? And James?”
“Yes, my lord. Both of them safe and sound.”
“Good. See if you can keep it that way.”
It had been raining and there was a rather large puddle on the floor of the marble entrance hall. Rufus sighed as he went by. The roof needed mending, as well as numerous other parts of the town house, but it was no use worrying about them now.
He had work to do.
“Averil?”
Averil looked up from the desk. Secreting herself in the office at the Home had offered her some peace and quiet this morning, but now Gareth had found her. She sighed and then forced a welcoming smile as he stomped into the room and closed the door. She noticed he had dark circles under his eyes and he looked as if he’d hardly slept.
“Gareth?”
He slumped down into a chair.
Averil’s troubles were forgotten and she was just about to ask if another girl had gone missing, when Gareth spoke.
“The baroness told me last night that she wouldn’t marry me if I crawled all the way from Land’s End to John O’Groats on my knees.”
“Oh. So the wedding is off then? Was she very angry?”
“Furious. I am to move out of her Bloomsbury House today. I wondered”—and he glanced up at her with an expression that reminded her of Hercules when he wanted a walk—“could I stay at your house, just until I find somewhere else? I’d move into one of the rooms here, at the Home, but somehow that doesn’t seem proper. There’d be sure to be gossip. More gossip,” he groaned.
Averil nodded. “I think that is very wise, Gareth. And yes, you can stay with me. Just until you find somewhere else.”
He looked relieved. “I’ve been a fool,” he said quietly. “I thought the end justified the means, but it doesn’t, does it? One must be so careful in one’s dealings with other people, Averil. I’m beginning to think I’m not very good at it.”
Averil opened her mouth to tell him what she thought of Jackson, and his trustworthiness, but Gareth looked so downhearted, it didn’t seem fair to burden him with any more problems right now.
“The baroness said something . . . Well, to be fair, she was very angry. But she said something about you and Lord Southbrook.” His cheeks colored. Averil could imagine what that conversation had been about.
“I’m sure she did,” she said wryly, and waited for the lecture she was sure must now be forthcoming.
But Gareth surprised her. “You’re nothing like your mother,” he said. “I only met her once, but sh
e was the sort of woman who couldn’t keep still. She had a nervous energy. Always moving, always talking, while you’re so restful, Averil. So calm.”
Surprised and touched, Averil smiled. “Am I? I have a temper, as you know, but that’s a very nice thing for you to say. Gareth, did you ever hear anything about the child? My sister?”
He shook his head. “The family closed ranks around your father once Anastasia was gone. If they knew I never heard. I’m sorry, Averil, I know how much this means to you. You should keep on with your search.”
“I will. Thank you. And Gareth, I’m sure the gossip will blow over. Eventually. For what it’s worth, I believe you did the right thing. To marry someone you don’t love or respect . . . I can’t imagine it.”
Gareth left her alone again and Averil sat, staring into space. Things were a mess but Gareth was right, she should keep looking. And with Rufus’s help, she would.
She couldn’t help smiling as she remembered him leaning forward in the coach to kiss her lips, and the exquisite feelings he’d drawn from her. Would he kiss her again? She was tingling all over just thinking about it. Oh yes, she really hoped the wicked earl would kiss her again.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
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Rufus rang the bell at the Home for Distressed Women. Dr. Simmons’s locks seemed to have grown over the past few weeks, evidently in direct proportion to the number of women leaving his establishment. Uncle James, who was in constant contact with Beth Harmon, said that seven women had now gone, and although six were accounted for, there was one still missing.
Who would have thought his dapper Uncle James should be smitten with Beth, that such a man of the world would fall for a mousy middle-aged woman with good sense and kind brown eyes? But then again if Beth could bring herself to marry such a reprobate then good luck to them. James needed someone to keep him in line and Rufus thought Beth would do that admirably.
Unless James did something foolish and sent her running.
Rufus tapped his foot impatiently. He’d been up most of the night and he was tired. He should be in bed. But for some reason it had seemed imperative he see Averil and give her the latest news. Was that because he was so intent upon putting himself in a good light so that she would agree to marry him? Or was there more to it than that?
The door opened.
“Oh.”
It was Averil herself. She smiled when she saw him, her gray eyes lighting up in a way that made his heart lift, and he suddenly knew exactly why he was here. To see that smile, and to bask in her glorious presence.
“Are you the doorkeeper now, as well as everything else?” he managed lightly, as if he weren’t dizzy with lack of sleep and the sight of her, and stepped inside as she drew back. He heard numerous bolts being shot home behind him, and then she came to stand beside him, a little flushed, pushing a loose strand of hair out of her eyes.
“Gareth doesn’t want to lose anyone else,” she said. “It really is quite disturbing, the number of women who are leaving, and we still don’t know why. None of them will speak about it to us.”
“But what do you think?”
“I think it might have something to do with Jackson.” She shook off her mood and smiled up at him again. “Are you here for anything in particular?”
“I did find out a little more about your sister from Gregson,” and he proceeded to tell her.
After he’d finished she pondered a moment. “I don’t think Rose ever went to the orphanage. Where on earth could she be?”
“Wherever she is I’ll do my best to find her.”
She glanced at him. “I know you’ll do your best, Rufus, but . . . We can’t even seem to find one missing woman, so I can understand how difficult it would be to find a child who disappeared so long ago.”
For a moment her mouth turned down and then she seemed to shake off her sadness. “Eustace and James came for luncheon, did you know?”
“I did,” he said dryly. “Eustace told me how much he enjoyed himself.”
“Hercules loves him, really, and it is no trouble. And James seems to be there more often than Eustace. But I suppose you know that?” She gave him a questioning look.
A couple of giggling women passed them, eyeing Rufus up and down as if he were a piece of meat. It was disconcerting. He took Averil’s arm in a firm grip and led her toward the office and, after peering inside to make sure it was empty, drew her in and closed the door.
“If you want me to warn James off, just say so,” he said, standing so close to her he could smell her scent. Jasmine or something very like it.
“No. I don’t want you to do that. Beth seems very happy, and she is old enough to know her own mind.” Another strand of hair fell down from her pins, and she tucked it behind her ear with the other one.
“Of course she is.”
It occurred to him that James might let slip that Rufus was supposed to be inveigling the Heiress into marriage. Strangely Rufus had forgotten his nefarious plot the moment he saw her. He was far too busy enjoying just being in her company.
Averil took the two steps to the narrow window and peered out. “We’re waiting for Jackson now. Gareth sent him out again. I really don’t think it does much good but Gareth still believes in him.”
“There was something else I came to tell you. My land agent is unable to make the journey down to London just now. It seems he’s injured his leg.” Douglas, his land agent, had still been prepared to travel, but Rufus had suddenly seen the possibilities in having Averil do the traveling, to his home, and had persuaded him not to.
“Oh.” She sounded disappointed. “I mean, I’m sorry to hear he’s unwell, but I was hoping to speak to him as soon as possible. I don’t want Gareth to change his mind again.”
He turned and found she was standing at his side.
“Of course if you are interested in the dower house then the best thing would be for you to visit Southbrook. Then you could see straightaway if the place was suitable.” He let the silence grow, watching her.
Averil thought a moment, reaching up and taking a pin out of her hair and sliding it back in again. Another lock fell down. “I-I don’t know. It’s just, at the moment, with all that’s going on here, I don’t think Gareth will be able to leave.”
Rufus had expected that and he was ready. “What about you? You could come. With Beth, of course. Eustace will have to go home at some point, and James will be staying with him at Southbrook Castle. Doctor Simmons could stay here and look after the Home and we can all go to Southbrook together.”
Her eyes went to his. “I don’t think that would be proper.”
Rufus smiled. He was ready for this, too. “My great-aunt Mildred will be in residence, Averil,” he said silkily. “She’s very proper. She married a lord who was very proper, too. Far more proper than the rest of my family.”
“Yes.” Averil took a breath. “I suppose that would be considered acceptable.”
“Good.” His voice dropped.
Another lock of hair began to slip from her pins and he watched it fall. He couldn’t help himself; he reached out and tucked it behind her ear.
She stilled, her gray eyes on his, and instead of removing his hand immediately, Rufus let it linger, smoothing the backs of his fingers over her cheek, then turning his hand over and cupping her soft, milky skin. He lowered his head and he was sure it wasn’t his imagination but she rose up on tiptoes, and his lips touched hers.
He felt as if his body came alive, everything alive and alert, every sense ready. He wasn’t sure who moved first, whether he slipped his arms around her waist and pulled her to him, or she slid hers around his neck and clung on, but at some point the gentle kiss turned into something much more passionate and dangerous.
She made a little sound in her throat, and thinking she wanted him to stop, Rufus loosened his hold on her. But instead of stepping away, she pressed against him harder, and he found himself half-seated on the desk, with her between his thighs, only her skir
ts to protect her modesty as she leaned into him.
Her mouth was warm and soft, and her hair was in his hands, loose and silky between his fingers. He knew he had to stop. He knew things were getting out of control. But it was so long since he’d felt anything as wonderful as this that he was reluctant to put an end to it.
“Rufus,” she whispered.
Her cheek was resting against his, and then, still with her arms about his neck, she leaned back so that she could see his face. She was pink, her mouth swollen and her eyes alight. Her hair was in a mess, and instinctively he tried to tidy it, only making it worse.
Averil laughed and stepped away at last. She began to take out her pins and with a few deft twists returned herself to a reasonable state of tidiness. He wondered if she realized how dangerous their situation was. She was an innocent but she wasn’t a fool. He’d made the mistake of thinking her a naïve girl just out of school before, and she’d soon put him straight. No woman who spent time in the Home for Distressed Women could be entirely ignorant of the ways of the world.
“Averil,” he began.
She put a finger to her lips, and then he heard the footsteps approaching outside. Averil hurried to the cabinet in the corner, as if she was searching for some particular letter in the pigeonholes there, but the footsteps continued on without stopping.
“Will you come to Southbrook Castle?” he asked, watching her.
“Yes,” she said, turning to give him a glance from under her long dark lashes. “I think I would like that. Of course”—and she smiled a wicked smile he’d never seen before—“you know that Eustace will insist on bringing Hercules?”
Rufus groaned. “He’ll have to ride on the roof then.”
She giggled, and then suddenly sobered. “I have a request. Can we visit my old nanny? She lives in a small village just north of London. She’s written to me again and says she has something that belonged to my mother. She wants to give it to me, and . . . well, if I talk to her face-to-face, she might know something more. It could help us to find Rose.”