“It sounds like you’re the only witness.”
“But I didn’t see who shoved me,” she insisted.
“He—or she—wouldn’t know that. Chances are that he didn’t even know whom he’d shoved out of his way until...”
Tara’s bottom lip trembled. “Until I opened my mouth.”
Offering an empathetic smile, Zach nudged her toward a desk chair. “You weren’t exactly keeping your voice down.”
Her teeth dug into her lip, stilling the tremble, and the vulnerability in her eyes—those enormous eyes he couldn’t tear his gaze from—completely undid him.
She sank into the chair. “What am I going to do?”
“I’d suggest stop talking about what you saw.”
“I can’t. You don’t understand.... There have been other suspicious deaths.”
The anguish in her voice had him debating whether he’d be better off letting her in on his undercover operation. If she kept up these tirades, she’d not only give the supposed murderer a reason to silence her, she’d make Zach’s job a whole lot tougher. “Suspicious how?” he asked, pulling a chair next to hers. He scrolled through a couple of computer screens so they’d appear to be looking over the new software.
“Sudden, inexplicable fevers. Besides Mr. and Mrs. Parker’s death last week, we had an incident a couple of months ago, and another, Ellen Clark, the night before last. But the police still won’t believe me. If only I’d done more to convince them...” Her voice hitched. “I might have saved her.”
Rick had told Zach about Miss Clark. The woman had been presented in the E.R. with the same symptoms as Debra Parker.
“The doctors and nurse who tried to resuscitate Mrs. Parker say I’m crazy.” Tara’s fingers did a frenetic dance along the edge of the table, and Zach had to resist the urge to still them. “They say the high fever triggered the seizure that killed Debra. But they can’t explain the fever.”
“How do your colleagues account for the husband’s death?”
“Dr. Whittaker figures that witnessing his wife’s seizure triggered a heart attack and made Mr. Parker spout the—” Tara made air quotes “—nonsense about stopping a killer. But someone else was in that hospital room.” She held up her bandaged wrist. “That’s how I got this. And he’s already struck again. Don’t you see? That’s why I can’t stay quiet.”
That’s what Zach was afraid of. Maybe the smartest thing would be to tell her he was a cop.
“Do you realize you’re the first person who’s taken my concerns seriously?”
Zach lowered his voice. “I’m sorry you’ve been made to feel that way. And I am concerned, especially if this person has figured out you’re a witness.” He recognized the moment his implication sank in.
Tara’s determined expression wilted, but then she suddenly bolted to her feet. “My daughter.”
Zach’s heart skidded to a halt at the thought of a killer going after her child. “Where is she?”
“The hospital daycare. You don’t think—?” Tara raced to the elevator without finishing the thought he could guess all too well.
He rushed after her.
The elevator doors closed before Tara reached them. She slapped the button, and when they didn’t reopen, she took off down the stairwell.
“Tara, wait,” Zach called after her. He’d wanted to scare some sense into her, not scare her senseless. He had to tell her who he really was.
At the bottom of the stairs, he caught her arm and hauled her to a stop. “You need to calm down.” He gripped her shoulders. “You don’t want your little girl to sense your fear, do you?”
The air swooshed from her lungs. “No, but—”
“Shh.” He touched his fingertips to her lips, and a jab of awareness pinged through him. What was he doing?
Her eyes grew even larger, if that were possible.
Instantly, he dropped his hands to his sides. He wanted to tell her she wasn’t in any danger, but after hearing her account firsthand, he wasn’t so sure anymore. “I need to tell you something.”
A door above them banged open.
Instinctively, Zach stepped between Tara and the stairs. A couple of housekeepers hurried down a flight and exited on the next floor. “Let’s talk outside,” Zach suggested.
“Not until I get Suzie.” Tara’s voice edged higher.
Zach cringed. This wasn’t a conversation he wanted to have in front of her daughter. “She’ll be safe in the daycare.”
Tara glanced at her watch. “My shift finished ten minutes ago—she’ll be expecting me.” Tara yanked open the stairwell door and strode to the daycare center.
Zach waited in the hallway, debating whether he should call Rick before disclosing his true occupation. But one glimpse of the rosy-cheeked tot Tara swept into her arms had him deciding he’d rather remind Rick, after the fact, that he’d given Zach that option. When Tara emerged carrying the girl on one hip, Zach gave the child a goofy grin. “Hey, Suzie, my name’s Zach. How old are you?”
The tot smushed her baby finger and thumb against her palm and proudly displayed three fingers.
“Three, wow! You’re a big girl.”
Her golden ringlets bobbed as she stretched herself taller, straining the seams of her yellow jumper.
“Careful, honey,” Tara singsonged in that sweet, high-pitched tone women seemed to use with anyone under two and a half feet. “Mommy’s wrist is sore. Remember?”
Suzie thrust her arms into the air and flung herself toward Zach.
Swallowing his surprise, he scooped her into his arms. “I got you, you little munchkin. We’re giving Mommy’s boo-boo a rest, are we?”
“I’m sorry.” Tara reached for the child.
“That’s okay. I don’t mind carrying her for you.”
A strange expression flitted across Tara’s face, followed by a manufactured smile. Her arms dropped to her sides. “Thank you.”
Considering her contradictory response, he didn’t know whether to apologize or say “you’re welcome.” So he led the way to the back exit. A mirror hung by the door. Zach tapped Suzie’s reflection. “Who’s that?”
She splayed her palm on her chest and gave herself a huge smile. “Me!”
“You,” Zach agreed with a chuckle, mesmerized by the chocolate gaze so like her mother’s.
Suzie lunged for the glass, almost toppling out of his arms. He caught her just as her chubby fingers smacked against his startled reflection. “Dak!”
His heart suddenly felt too big for his chest. “That’s right. My name’s Zach.” He glanced at Tara’s reflection, but she seemed intent on avoiding his gaze. He half expected her to make an excuse, take back her daughter and leave.
But she opened the door and led the way to a picnic table at the edge of the daycare’s playground. Clearly, she was desperate for a compatriot to her cause. She dug a notepad and crayons from her oversized handbag and then patted the seat beside her. “Come and draw, honey, while the grown-ups talk.”
Suzie bounced in Zach’s arms, apparently a three-year-old’s signal for put me down.
He swooped her onto the seat, airplane-style, and earned himself another giant smile.
“You’re very good with children.” Tara’s timid smile came slower than her daughter’s. “Suzie usually doesn’t take to men.”
Zach shrugged off the compliment and snagged the seat opposite them.
Now that Tara had her daughter at her side, the panic in her eyes had waned. Of course, if it waned too much, she might shoot off her mouth again, and he couldn’t afford to take that risk. A killer wasn’t likely to let her live if he figured she could identify him. “What I’m about to tell you is for your ears alone. Understand?”
A flicker of confusion crossed her face, but she nodded.
> “You can’t discuss it with your colleagues, your friends, not even your husband.” Oh, man, what was he thinking?
“My ex-husband walked out on us a long time ago.” She ducked her head, as if embarrassed at admitting something so personal to a practical stranger. Oddly, she didn’t feel like a stranger to him.
“I’m sorry.” Zach looked at Suzie, his heart cracking at the thought of the fun daddy things she was missing out on in her young life. He stopped himself before considering what Tara was missing, too.
She was a witness. A contact. Nothing more.
Exhaling sharply, he glanced around to make sure no one was listening in. “My name is Zach Davis.”
Her gaze dropped to the name on his hospital badge—Zach Reynolds—and she scooted closer to her daughter.
“I’m a cop, working undercover to investigate the deaths you reported.”
Her face lit up. “You are? Why didn’t Detective Gray tell me?”
“The fewer people who know, the less likely my cover will be compromised.” He leaned across the table and lowered his voice. “You are the only one at the hospital who knows why I’m really here, and we need to keep it that way.”
“I won’t tell anyone.... I promise. In fact, I can help you.”
“I’d appreciate that.” Zach breathed his first full breath since considering whether to tell her. Tara’s inside knowledge could prove invaluable to closing this case quickly.
“Cop,” Suzie parroted. With the purple crayon clutched in her chubby fist, she drew a circle on her paper, jabbed dots in the middle and scratched two lines from the bottom. “Dak, cop,” she repeated gleefully.
Zach’s heart sank. He sent a prayer heavenward. This assignment had just gotten a whole lot more complicated.
* * *
No, this couldn’t be happening. If they were going to stop the killer from striking again, she had to make her daughter understand. Tara cupped Suzie’s face between her hands. “Look at me, sweetie. Zach’s a computer consultant. Not a cop. Okay?”
“Not a cop.”
“That’s right. So you mustn’t say he is.”
“Not a cop,” Suzie repeated.
Zach looked even paler than he had after Suzie drew his picture.
Tara turned over the paper. “Don’t worry,” she said, with more confidence than she felt. “Suzie won’t blow your cover.”
Zach didn’t look so sure. “Maybe you could take some time off until I’ve finished the investigation. After your outburst in the lounge, we’d probably be safer all around.”
She thought of how panicked she’d felt only a few minutes ago. Now that she knew the police were on the case, she didn’t feel nearly so worried. She hadn’t said anything in that room that her colleagues hadn’t already heard. And sure, she might’ve momentarily suspected McCrae and Whittaker the night of the murder when they’d run into the room wearing the same kind of lab coats as the guy who’d shoved her, but if one of them was worried about her identifying them, he would’ve done something by now. “It’s okay. I’ll keep my mouth shut and my eyes open. I’m a single mom with bills to pay. I can’t afford to take time off.”
“I understand. But you must have vacation time available. Or, given your wrist injury, we could probably arrange a paid medical leave.”
“Absolutely not. My promotion to head nurse last month earned me flack from more than one nurse with seniority over me. I will not give them the ammunition to take me out.”
A muscle in Zach’s jaw twitched. “It’s okay,” he said in a comforting tone that sounded as though he meant it. He tousled Suzie’s hair. “Once this little munchkin sees me around the hospital, she’ll probably start calling me Doc.”
Suzie patted his arm. “Dak.”
Zach winked at Tara. “What did I tell you?”
Her stomach did a tiny flip. Zach didn’t act the way she’d expect a detective to act at all. With his bronzed skin and sandy-blond hair, he looked as though he spent more time on a surfboard than at a computer. She didn’t want to try to decipher the twinge of admiration she’d felt when Suzie had taken so readily to him. Her little girl wouldn’t even go to Grandma as willingly as she’d belly flopped into Zach’s strong arms.
Tara shook her head. How would she know if his arms were strong?
It’s not that Suzie weighed very much. Any guy’s muscles would bulge when he flexed his arms to lift a child. Oh, brother, get off what his arms look like already. She cleared her throat. “Um, do you really think the...” Glancing at her daughter, she mouthed the word killer. “...would come after me?”
“What can you tell me about the patients who died?”
Tara blinked. Assuming his answer might hinge on hers, she said, “They were all Dr. Whittaker’s patients. Different ages. Different types of cancer. Unlike Ellen, the first two patients were already on the ward when their fevers struck.”
“Wealthy?”
“Not that I know of. Why?”
“We need a motive,” he explained. “Why do you think someone would murder these people?”
“I don’t know. I never thought about it, except in Mr. Parker’s case. I assumed he surprised the killer.”
“You told Detective Gray this person wore a lab coat.”
“Yes.”
“Did you notice a scent? Any sound? The squeak of shoes, maybe? The color of his pants?”
Tara closed her eyes and tried to remember. “Yes!” Her eyes popped open. “His pants were dark blue. But...” She inhaled, focused her mind on the memories of that night. But all she could smell was Zach’s woodsy scent. Her heart fluttered. She shook her head. “I’m sorry, I can’t recall anything else.”
“If you do, let me know. In the meantime, I’ll look for evidence of fudged medical reports, manipulated drug trials or threatened lawsuits—anything that points to a possible motive. I need you to alert me to any unusual behavior on the part of staff or patients. Okay?”
“Absolutely. But...” She dug her fingers into her palms. “Um... You didn’t answer my question. Do you think he’ll come after me?”
“Do you have a cell phone?”
“Yes.” She looked at him quizzically, then pulled it from her purse.
He took it and punched in numbers. “I’ve programmed in my number. If you notice anything unusual or suspicious, if anything frightens you, don’t hesitate to call me. Day or night. Understand?”
Her pulse raced. “Yes, but you didn’t answer my question.”
“Do you live alone?”
“Yes.” Fear welled in her throat. He did think she’d be a target. He must.
“Is there somewhere else you can stay for a while? A friend’s perhaps?”
“Are you trying to scare me?” she said through gritted teeth, not wanting to believe what his avoidance was saying loud and clear. “Is this another tactic to get me to take time off work?”
“No.”
“Then answer my question.”
Zach’s gaze shifted to Suzie and his voice dropped to a whisper. “Yes, Tara, I believe you could be in danger.”
TWO
The next day, with half a night of prayer behind him, Zach managed to walk the halls of the cancer ward without feeling that he might faint. Good thing, too, since the realization that Tara’s theories might not be so far-fetched had nixed all hope of avoiding this area of the hospital.
Barbara’s finely plucked eyebrows had disappeared into her bangs when he’d offered to test the computer setups in the new wing. But once he’d convinced his colleague that he would rather confront his ghosts than run from them, she had handed over the pass cards to all the computers on the floor.
Ahead of him, Tara stepped from a patient’s room. Her hair was done up in a funky bun. Strands of hair poked out
in various directions, and several wayward tendrils curled down the back of her slender neck. Oh, boy, if his mouth went this dry watching her from behind, he dreaded to think how he’d react to seeing those beautiful brown eyes again.
She turned, and her smile swept the breath from his lungs.
He recovered quickly and asked for directions to Whittaker’s office. He knew the way, but asking Tara to show him would give him an opportunity to find out how she was faring without piquing anyone’s curiosity.
Tara glanced at the pass cards he held. “Dr. Whittaker doesn’t like to be disturbed too soon after rounds. Perhaps you could start with our resident’s computer. Dr. McCrae.”
Recognizing the name as one of the doctors on duty the night the Parkers died, Zach agreed.
“How are you doing?” he asked as they strolled to McCrae’s office.
“I didn’t sleep so well. I thought I’d sleep better, knowing you’re...you know. But I woke at every noise, worried he’d come after me.”
“I’m sorry I scared you. But I’d rather you be on your guard than unaware of potential danger. Suzie okay?”
Tara chuckled. “Oh, yeah. You made quite an impression on her. All evening it was Dak this, and Dak that.”
Zach smiled past a pang of grief. “She’s a sweet girl.”
Tara knocked on an unmarked door. When there was no response, she pushed it open. “Before this new wing was added, our interns and residents got nothing more than a locker and had to share computers with the nurses. But Dr. Whittaker insisted that, since residents work such long shifts, they should be given an office.” She chuckled and jutted her chin toward the far corner. “The mattress was McCrae’s idea.”
Zach surveyed the small room, doing his best not to inhale Tara’s vanilla scent as she moved toward the window. With the bare white walls, chrome-and-glass desk and slatted window blinds, the office looked as sterile as an examination room. He supposed residents weren’t around long enough to add those personal touches that would offer some hint of their life outside the hospital.
Zach settled into a plush leather desk chair, pausing to appreciate the improvement over the cheap box-store chair he’d had on his last case. “Any news on Miss Clark’s cause of death?” he asked, now that they wouldn’t be overheard.
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