by David Poyer
He didn’t move. But after a long time their hands crept across the gray steel. And then they were crying, head to head. She felt his body heave. A moment later he broke free and went to the deckedge.
She leaned back while he finished being sick. She felt empty, as distant and emotionless as the tiny lights in the sky.
When he came back he slumped there for a long time. Beside her; but he did not move to touch her again. At last he said angrily, “Are you sorry?”
“For hurting you. That’s all.”
“I see.”
“What are you going to do, Dan—about the Navy?”
He passed a hand over his eyes. “Oh yeah.”
“You were going to decide, Dan. Whether you were staying in or not. That matters as to—as to whether or not we’re staying together.”
“Yeah,” he said again. Then, after a long time, “Yeah. I thought about it. Let’s see. It’s like this.
“The Navy has its faults. What can I do? I can leave, or I can stay in. But even if I leave, it’s still going to be important to me.
“See, Sundstrom’s always talking about ‘professionalism.’ I think what he means by it is careerism—what gets you promoted. But I think it’s something else. A military man is responsible for the lives of others. That’s why he takes an oath, like a doctor. And that’s why it’s important for him to know his job, and insist that the right things are done and the wrong things uncovered and stopped, not hushed up.
“Sundstrom, and the guys like him, don’t see it that way. They’re in business for themselves. But if we leave the Service to them, we can’t bitch about its failure or waste or unreadiness. And then when we need it, it’ll fail, and we’ll lose everything we have.
“I don’t care anymore about my career, Susan. I know I won’t make it very far now. But I’m going to stay as long as I can.”
“What about us?”
“You’re important to me,” said Lenson. “But I think this is more important. And that’s what you’re going to have to decide—whether you love me enough to stay with me, on those terms.”
And after a pause she said, too, “I see.”
“So that’s it, Susan.”
“I guess so.”
“What do we do now?”
Susan thought about it. She felt empty and sad. “Take care of Nan, I guess. She’s going to need both of us. For what comes after, between us—we just go through it, Dan. Just go through it. And see what’s on the other side.”
“Okay,” he said.
“Shake?”
“Shake.”
They shook hands, awkwardly. She got up. “We’ll talk more later. I’m going back to Nan now.”
“I’ll be down in a minute.”
She left him standing alone.
Whatever happens, he was thinking, it will be all right. If they made it or not. It would be hard either way. But there were some things that could not change, could not become murky or gray. And one of these was the fact that he loved them both, so much.
He followed her into the ship. And behind them, out of the sudden darkness of the Mediterranean evening, the helicopters settled, dark petals slowly falling from a windy sky.
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THE MED
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—St. Louis Post-Dispatch
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—Publishers Weekly
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—William P. Mack, Vice Admiral, U.S. Navy (Ret.), Co-author of South to Java
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—Herb Gilliland, associate professor, U.S. Naval Academy
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—Wilmington News-Journal (DE)
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—Anniston Star
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—Proceedings, Naval Institute
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“Fascinating … fraught with tension and romance … explosive.”
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—Hank Searls, author of Jaws II and Kataki
THE PASSAGE
“Readers of this stirring tale will be sorry to see it end.”
—Publishers Weekly (starred review)
“A crackling good adventure.”
—The Windsor Star, Windsor, Ontario
THE CIRCLE
“Impressive … Original … Convincing … Compelling … Moving … Echoes The Caine Mutiny.”
—Publishers Weekly
“A first-rate naval adventure unequalled for authenticity.”
—Kirkus Reviews
THE GULF
“The best naval story since The Hunt for Red October.”
—Clive Cussler
“Breathtaking, from the first page to the last … One of the very few military thrillers written by a man who not only knows his subject thoroughly, but who is also a genuinely talented writer.”
—Ralph Peters, author of Red Army
“Poyer’s grasp of the machinery of modern naval warfare is unparalleled, and his prose makes it live … A thoroughly enjoyable read!”
—J. William Middendorf II, former Secretary of the Navy
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Copyright © 1998 by David Poyer.
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ISBN: 0-312-92722-3
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St. Martin’s Press hardcover edition published 1988
St. Martin’s Paperbacks edition / September 1989
eISBN 9781466848238
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