by Stacy Green
“We need to talk.”
“Sorry, I’m working.”
“You don’t have to take all this on by yourself.”
Jaymee dropped the spray bottle she was using to clean and whirled to face him. “People I rely on have a strange way of getting killed, Nick. Might want to do yourself a favor and go back to Jackson. Forget about all this and move on with your life.”
“I can’t do that.”
Jaymee turned to scrub a table that already looked clean. Her jaw jutted out in an effort to hold back her tears.
“We can solve this,” Nick said. “Get justice for everyone. Bring Sarah home.”
Jaymee’s chin dropped to her chest as an older woman pushed through the swinging doors, her salt and pepper hair pulled back in a tidy knot. “I thought I heard the bell.”
“He’s a friend of Cage’s.” Jaymee started cleaning again. “He just stopped by to say hello, Sallie.”
“Maybe he’ll walk you home. I hate your running around by yourself at night, especially with what’s happened. When I think of Rebecca and what you saw…” Sallie gave a little jerk of her head.
“I’ll be fine.”
“Stubborn mule.” The older woman glanced at Nick. “Would you mind seeing her home for me, dear? I’m too old to be worrying like this.”
“Sallie, there’s no need for that.” Jaymee looked mortified.
“No problem.” Nick grinned at Sallie’s smug expression. She nodded and then bustled back into the kitchen. Nick faced Jaymee’s glare. “Come on. Am I supposed to let you walk home alone?”
“I do it every other night.” Jaymee grabbed a napkin holder and scrubbed furiously.
She hunched over the table, the muscles in her back rope-like with tension. She shoved the napkin holder back in place and reached for the saltshaker, nearly dropping it. “Why are you doing this?”
“I know you can take care of yourself,” Nick said. “But your friend’s dead, and her killer is still out there. Your father might be involved. I can’t just let you walk home in the dark. And I’ve got questions that need to be answered.”
He let the words hang in the air. Pushing Jaymee on the details of her affair with Wilcher might make Nick a cad, but he didn’t have a choice. He needed to know everything if they were going to knock Holden Wilcher off his pious mountain.
Jaymee chewed on her lip before the hard set of her mouth went slack. “I’m off in ten minutes.”
“I’ll get my car.”
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Exhaustion rendered Jaymee defenseless. She slouched in Nick’s comfortable leather seats, eyes half closed. A jackhammer beat at her temples, pounding the same names into her brain over and over. Wilcher. Paul. Even Penn Gereau. Hypocrites of the cloth.
“They haven’t brought my father in for questioning, have they?”
“Cage said he’s supposed to come in tomorrow.”
Jaymee snorted. Unladylike as hell, but she wasn’t about to cry. Not over Paul. “I’m not surprised. He and his cronies are above the law.”
“I’m sorry about yesterday,” Nick said. “I didn’t mean to corner you into telling me about Wilcher.”
A ten-pound bag of tension crawled up Jaymee’s back and wedged itself between her shoulders. Her tongue raked her teeth, her toes tapping an uneven rhythm. “Don’t worry about it.”
“You’re punishing yourself for something that wasn’t your fault.”
Jaymee licked her dry lips. “I made the decision to get involved with him. I chose to trust his advice.”
“You were seventeen. Wilcher preyed on you. He knew your father treated you like shit. Hell, Wilcher was probably more of a parent to you and your brother than Paul. Am I right?”
“Close enough.”
“Then you grow up, turn into a beautiful woman,” Nick said. “Yet you’re still a kid with raging hormones and just looking for someone to make you feel loved. He pounced.”
A warm sensation shot through her at Nick’s offhanded compliment. “Good guess.”
Nick drove with his left hand, his right drumming against the center cap of the steering wheel. His fingernails tapped against the gleaming chrome.
“Go ahead.” Jaymee might as well answer all his questions now. No point in hiding anything.
“What about your parents?” The vein in the side of Nick’s forehead bulged. “Didn’t they give a damn about what Wilcher did to you?”
“I didn’t tell them who Sarah’s father was. Paul wouldn’t have believed me, and my mother…” Whatever energy she had left evaporated. Her muscles turned to heavy lumps. “My mother’s always been Paul’s scapegoat. I didn’t want to add to it.”
“Don’t you think she would have tried to help?”
“There was nothing she could have done.” Jaymee rubbed her eyes. “Paul always blamed her for any mistakes I made. Getting pregnant caused her enough pain. If I’d accused Wilcher–”
“Why didn’t she leave him?”
Jaymee had asked her mother that question once. Sonia had told her never to say those words again. “I think she’s afraid.”
“And Wilcher helped convince you to keep quiet, of course,” Nick said.
Bitter tasting, hateful regret fueled Jaymee’s words. “The people of Jackson needed him, he said. After five years, his show was finally taking off, contributions rushing in. Mississippi conservatives loved him, and even the liberals praised his efforts at taking the focus off right to life and bringing adoption into the forefront of the abortion debate.”
“Why didn’t you reach out to Lana when you found out you were pregnant?”
“She was in school, busy with her own life. And I was ashamed.”
Humiliated. Broken. Miserable. If Wilcher had stood by Jaymee, if her father hadn’t berated her, if her own mother had offered a drop of support, then maybe she could have summoned the courage to tell Lana and Cage. Finding out she was pregnant had been bad enough, but seeing Wilcher’s disappointment drained Jaymee of any self-esteem she had left. Of course he’d used her need for affection to seduce her and then manipulated her misery into doing his bidding. She understood that now.
“A black-market adoption was the perfect way for Wilcher to hide his paternity. Kept it all under his control at Hannah’s House.”
“That’s what Lana said.”
“So you get pregnant. Wilcher’s a coward, but he’s got connections. Finds an attorney willing to make some extra cash on the side. Which means he’s got at least one accomplice.”
“Two,” Jaymee said. “Don’t forget about Debra Davies.”
“Right.” Nick rubbed the back of his neck. “So we need to find her.”
“And we’re back to the same place I’ve been in for seven years.”
“What about Reverend Gereau? You think he knew about the fraudulent adoption?”
“I’m sure of it.”
Nick made a sharp sound in his throat. Heavy silence lingered between them, sucking up all the air until the car boiled. The ringing of his phone shattered the spell.
“It’s my contact at the Jackson P.D.” He tapped the phone with his thumb. “Hello?”
His eyes widened at whatever the caller was saying. “Hang on, I’m driving. Let me put you on speaker.” Nick held a finger to his lips. Jaymee nodded.
“Okay, Sergeant,” Nick said.
“I dug through our evidence notes. We’ve still got Lana’s planner,” Sergeant Kees said. “Six months before she was killed, Lana worked a case involving Royce Newton. Typical custody deal. She was the kids’ social worker. She had a few meetings with Newton scheduled.”
Jaymee looked at Nick. Was this supposed to help them? He shook his head. “Anything more?”
“Day she was killed, she had lunch with a friend at the Parlor Market,” Kees said. “Written down in her datebook. Scrawled just beneath the appointment, in a different color of ink, is Royce Newton’s name with an exclamation point. I called the friend Lana had lunch with that day, and s
he remembers what happened. Her last lunch with Lana.”
“Why wasn’t that done four years ago?” Nick asked.
“We spoke to Newton then, and he confirmed his dealings with Lana. No one thought to question the friend about Royce–just Lana’s everyday habits, relationships, hangouts. You know the drill.”
Nick made a growling sound deep within his throat. “What did the friend say when you talked to her this time?”
“Lana was stressed out about a ten year old being jostled around the foster system. All of a sudden, she stopped ranting mid-sentence. Friend said Lana’s faced turned white, then red. She started muttering about manipulative liars. When the friend saw who Lana was staring at, she didn’t know what to think.”
“Who was it?” Nick asked.
“Royce Newton, Reverend Holden Wilcher, and another man.”
“What did the other man look like?” Nick asked.
“Average height, blue button-up dress shirt, pot belly. Dark hair, trimmed mustache. Sour-faced, that’s what the friend said. She remembered the guy sitting next to Wilcher. Lana called him Paul.”
“Paul Ballard,” Nick said. “He’s a suspect in the murder of Royce Newton’s wife. What else did Lana’s friend say? And who was this friend?”
“Kara Butler.”
“I remember her,” Nick said. “Works at the courthouse, in records. Met her a few times.”
“She said Lana called Holden Wilcher a pig in a silk hat and wondered how much Royce and Paul got for being his lackeys. When Kara pressed the issue, Lana clammed up and wouldn’t talk any more about it. Just said the truth was going to come out soon enough.”
Sickness rolled through Jaymee’s stomach and into her throat. Her knee jerked, smacking the dash. She’d forgotten until now. “She left me a message at the diner the day she was killed.”
“What?” Kees said. “Who the hell is that?”
Nick slammed the brakes, and Jaymee shot forward, the seat belt digging into her collarbone. She braced herself for impact, but thankfully the road was empty. Nick hit the gas again and pulled off onto the shoulder.
“Friend of Lana’s. She’s helping me out down here.”
“Goddammit. You put me on speaker to share information with a civilian?”
“I’m a civilian,” Nick said.
“You’re an asshole.” Kees’s sharp voice pierced Jaymee’s ears. “We’ll discuss this later. What’s this about a message on the day of Lana’s murder?”
Nick jerked his chin in Jaymee’s direction, and she found her voice.
“Lana said she’d found the snake in the grass. She was going to do something about it. That was all.”
“Did you tell the police?” Nick said.
Jaymee’s eyes burned. “I didn’t think anything about it. Cops said she was the victim of a stranger murder.”
God, she’d been so stupid. She hadn’t known Lana had seen all three men together, but she should have realized the message Lana had left pointed to her murder. But Jaymee had been too wrapped up in herself, in her own loss.
“The snake had to be Royce,” Jaymee said. “It all makes sense.”
“What makes sense?” Kees demanded.
Jaymee pressed the palms of her hands against her forehead and rocked in the seat. She didn’t want to answer the sergeant’s question, but she no longer had any other option.
“Lana was trying to help prove the adoption of my daughter seven years ago was fake. She believed an attorney was working the system to scam adoptive parents out of money, and that whoever was doing it used young, naïve mothers who were easy to manipulate.”
“You got to be kidding me.”
As he pulled back onto the highway, Nick filled Sergeant Kees in on Lana’s search for Sarah’s adoption records, Debra Davies’s disappearing act, and the discovery of her card in Rebecca Newton’s bedroom.
“So you’re thinking Newton and this Davies woman were in on the adoption scam together, Lana finds out, gets killed. Then Rebecca Newton?”
“That’s one theory.” Nick’s fingers ached from his tight grip on the steering wheel.
“What about this Paul Ballard?” Kees asked.
“He’s my father.” Jaymee spoke over her ringing ears. “He made sure I gave the baby up.”
“That doesn’t mean he’s a killer,” Kees said.
“He’s not exactly number one dad material.” Nick quickly ran through the list of Paul’s cruelty while the ringing in Jaymee’s head grew to a bursting point. Royce and Paul weren’t the ringleaders, and they never had been. The adoption was about protecting one person.
“I’ll keep digging on Newton,” Kees said. “See if I can find any more connections to him and Lana.”
“I’ll call you back.” Nick stopped the car in front of Jaymee’s trailer and ended the call.
Jaymee dropped her head into her right hand. The tempest was building, its vortex whirling faster by the second. Her hands tingled, her breath quickened. An overwhelming need to react poured over her, and yet guilt kept her paralyzed. All this time, the answers were right under her nose, and Jaymee had been too shortsighted to see them.
“I didn’t say anything about Wilcher yet because we don’t have proof,” Nick said. “But I’m going to Jackson to find it, and you’re coming with me.”
Jaymee’s heart kicked unexpectedly. “What? How are you going to figure it out in Jackson?”
“If I know Lana, she had notes on all of this. Any chance of finding out about Davies and whatever else Lana might have known will be in those notes. And all of that stuff is still in Jackson, stored away.”
“Why do I have to come?” Butterflies cut loose in her stomach. The idea of spending so much time alone with Nick excited her much more than it should. She opened the door and stepped out into the humid night. Mutt barked a greeting from his spot on her cracked front step. “I have to work in the afternoon.”
“I’ll cover your lost wages.”
“I don’t–”
“Please.” His deep, smooth voice came out gruff and stunted. He leaned across the seat and grabbed her hand. His palms were calloused and clammy, but his touch sent her adrenaline into overdrive. Her breath hitched, and without thinking about it, she squeezed his hand.
Nick’s gaze dropped to their entwined fingers. When he looked back up at Jaymee, his eyes burned. “I need your help.”
Her skin warmed even as gooseflesh burst over her arms. She shivered and then willed herself to answer. “All right. I’ll need to get a message to Sallie.”
“I’ll pick you up at seven tomorrow morning.” Nick waved his phone. “You can call her then.”
He disappeared into the night, headlights illuminating the dusty path as he drove out of Ravenna Court. What had she just agreed to?
14
Time off from work hadn’t been a problem. Sallie practically insisted Jaymee help Nick out with his errand to Jackson. Jaymee hoped Cage would object, try to talk some sense into her, but his phone had gone straight to voicemail. Now she was stuck with Nick, and probably overnight.
“Tombigbee Lofts.” Jaymee’s voice was scratchy from spending the last two hours in near silence. Nick sat brooding at the wheel, driving too fast and whipping between cars. He must have the money to pay for a speeding ticket.
He looked at her as though he’d just realized she was in the car. “I moved here after. Couldn’t stand to be in the apartment Lana picked out.”
“I don’t blame you.”
Another awkward pause as he parked. “Just a one bedroom, but I’ve got a loft, too. That’s where Lana’s stuff is stored.”
The smell of the big city surrounded Jaymee when she got out of the Taurus: factories, bakeries, traffic fumes, and a nearby barbeque restaurant. She breathed deeply, enjoying the scents of bustling lives. She shaded her eyes to get a better view of Nick’s building. Painted a relaxing yellow with black shutters, its location at the intersection of Tombigbee and State Streets meant high
traffic.
Jaymee loved it.
She followed Nick inside, her nerves easing. The lobby was pristine and new, with hardwood floors and beige walls. He led her to the end of the hall on the first floor, shoulders squared and the muscles beneath his blue T-shirt tense. He clenched his keys in his right hand.
“I wasn’t expecting company,” he said as he unlocked the door.
“I’m sure it’s fine.”
Bachelor pad was the cliché that jumped to Jaymee’s mind. The apartment was clean but generic. Hardwood floors ran throughout the open space, and the only seating was a brown leather recliner and a tan couch. A desk was set up near the window and next to it, a large bookcase stuffed with books. The kitchen was small but efficient, with bar stools that matched the countertop and stainless steel appliances. Nothing fancy, and the place still looked like a palace to Jaymee, albeit a cold palace.
Nick dumped his keys onto the kitchen counter. Jaymee closed the door and stood awkwardly in the entryway, unsure of where to go. Should she sit? Was the recliner Nick’s special spot? She scanned the room in search of the answer, and her gaze landed on the small built-in shelves near the door.
Other than the work area, the shelves were the only part of the apartment he’d personalized, and they were filled with pictures of him and Lana. Engagement pictures, wedding pictures, shots taken at a park and somewhere snowy. Colorado. She remembered they’d gone to Colorado on their honeymoon.
“These are dusty.” Jaymee ran her finger along the crystal frame containing a wedding photo. She refused to let her eyes water.
“Yeah. I try not to look at them.”
“Why?”
“Hurts.”
She kept her retort to herself. Didn’t he realize his entire life was about the past, just like hers? What else were they doing here?
Nick turned down the central air conditioning and checked his watch. “We should get started, especially if we have any hope of making it back tonight.”
An open staircase led to the loft. Instead of a bed, the area was covered with plastic storage bins and an oak chest she recognized as Lana’s. “She bought that on sale,” Jaymee remembered. “She was so proud of it.”