I needed him so bad right now, it was like torture. Carter lifted me back up and, in the same motion, slammed into me. "God, Carter, yes!"
This was incredible. There was so much urgency and need. "Damn, baby, this is hot. You feel like fucking heaven, Maddy."
Carter was pumping into me so fast, and it felt fantastic. We were sweaty and panting. He started kissing my neck and nipping his way down to my breasts. I was so close, and I couldn't believe the sounds that were coming out of my mouth.
Carter used the wall to hold me up and moved his hands to my breasts. He flicked my nipples, and my orgasm ripped through me.
"Fuck, Maddy!" Carter pumped me full of him, and began to lower me to the floor. He lay on his back and pulled me close to him. "That was so good, babe. What got into you?"
I smiled and looked up at him. "I just wanted it so bad, I couldn't wait. You've been so great with me Carter, but you need to know that I won't break. I want you to be free to have me the way you want me."
He tightened his arms around me. "If you want more of that, I definitely won't object."
Carter told me that we were going out to dinner tonight and to get dressed. I grabbed what I'd bought for him so I could slip it on under my dress.
I couldn't wait to see what he was going do when he saw this.
Carter
When Maddy walked out of the bedroom, she had on a short pink dress that showed off all of her curves. I wanted to pick her up and throw her onto the bed. She looked gorgeous. Her long hair was down, and she had on one of the sexiest pairs of black heels that I'd ever seen.
I still wasn't over what happened with us earlier. I'd been going easy on Maddy lately because I thought she needed it. However, I was definitely up for what she wanted.
"You look incredible, babe." I went over and kissed her although, at this point, I wanted to take her in the bedroom and do so much more.
We went to dinner at this Italian restaurant that I'd always wanted to try. When the waiter came to take our order, his eyes lingered a little too long on Maddy. If he wanted a tip, he better knock it off.
I'd requested a semi-circle booth so we could sit together. I held my arm out to her. "Come here." She scooted over to me and I held her to my side.
The way Maddy had been with me earlier was still in my mind, and I was getting turned on just thinking about it. She was never aggressive like that, but I was hoping that she did it more often.
After we ordered our food, I decided that now was as good of a time as any to give her the last present I'd gotten for her. I hoped she liked it because this one actually meant something. I took the box out of my pocket. "So, I have one more thing to give you."
Her eyes got wide with surprise. "Carter, you already got me so much today!"
"I could never do enough for you. I want to give you everything." She didn't understand how true that was. Maddy was it for me. I knew I'd eventually marry her and start a family.
I slipped the box out of my pocket and handed it to her. She looked up at me and gave me one of those amazing smiles. When she opened the box, her mouth dropped open and she looked up at me.
She kept looking back and forth between me and the box, and I had to laugh. I'd gotten her a charm bracelet and put a couple charms on it already. "The red heel is for our first time," I said, as I ran my fingers over it. "The martini glass is for the first drinks you ever had with me. The music note is for the first time we ever danced together. The number one is for all of the firsts I've given you and that I can't wait to give you. Last, but not least, the heart is because I want you to always remember that you have my heart and I love you with every inch of it."
Shit, Jason was right. I was so whipped, but I couldn't be happier about it.
She had a single tear rolling down her cheek. "Carter, I love it. This is…God, I don't even know. This is amazing. It's the best thing anyone had ever given me. I love you so much."
She leaned over and kissed me. "Will you put it on me?"
"Sure, baby, come here." I put the bracelet on her wrist and, I have to say, I loved the way it looked there.
"You know, I have a present for you too." I looked up at her and she was smiling. "I'm actually wearing it now." I started to inspect her to see if I could find anything and she laughed. She leaned in close to my ear. "It's under my dress."
This was going to be the longest dinner ever. The entire dinner, I was touching Maddy any chance that I got. I was trying to see if I could feel what she was wearing. I had absolutely no luck, and the suspense was killing me.
Once we got home, I grabbed Maddy and started to kiss her, but she wiggled out of my grasp. "Uh-uh, come here. I've been dying ever since you said that at dinner."
She laughed and ran toward the bedroom. I followed her and when I got in, she was just standing there looking at me. "Sit down on the bed, Carter."
I did like she asked me to, as she leaned down and placed a sweet, sexy kiss on my lips. She backed away from me, reached around, and started to unzip the dress. Once she finished, she slipped the straps off her shoulders and it fell around her feet.
My eyes bulged and if I were a cartoon character, my mouth would have hit the floor. She had on a back corset that laced up the front with a bright pink ribbon. Her breasts looked like they were straining to break free, and I couldn't wait to release them. She also had on pink lace boy shorts that hugged her ass just right. She stepped away from the dress and spun in a slow circle.
I started to get up and move toward her but she shook her head at me. I groaned. She just might kill me. I was still standing when she walked over to me and pressed her mouth to mine. I could feel her desire and passion in that kiss. Our tongues teased and intertwined with each other, causing her to make one of those little whimpers I loved.
Maddy lifted my shirt over my head, then pulled my jeans and boxers off simultaneously.
"Lie down on the bed, Carter."
Fuck, yes!
Chapter Ten
Madison
My nerves were getting to me, but I could tell just how much Carter loved this. He lay down and rested his head on the pillow. I crawled over to him and ran my nails from his foot to his chest.
"I want to open myself up to you tonight, Carter. I've been afraid to be aggressive in here because of things that happened in the past. I want to be able to be free with you and not be ashamed."
I reached down and grabbed his hard length in my hand and encircled the tip of it with my thumb. I heard him exhale sharply and I continued pumping him as he throbbed against my hand.
Carter ran his hand down my back and gripped my ass, hard. I lowered my head and licked the tip of his cock, and then I took him all the way into my mouth. I heard a ripping sound and, the next thing I knew, my panties were shredded and on the floor.
I moaned while he was still in my mouth, causing Carter to groan. "Fuck, Maddy, baby, I need to touch you."
"You want me to stop?"
"Yes, baby, because if you don't, once we get going I'll be a two pump chump."
I laughed and Carter tackled me to the bed. He started to unlace my top and every time he uncovered new skin, he kissed it. Once he had it off, it joined my ruined panties on the floor.
Carter started by kissing my neck while his hand moved down me. I wanted him to touch me so bad that I felt like I'd explode as soon as he did.
He slipped one finger and then another inside of me. "Carter!" With his other hand, he was massaging my aching breasts. The two sensations at the same time were almost too much.
He started moving down me until his head was close to where I wanted him. He kissed a line along my hipbone, and I got goose bumps all over from imagining what he'd do next.
"I want you to let me fuck you with not only these…" he said while running his fingers over my clit. "…but with this too." He kissed my inner thigh. "Tell me what you want, baby."
I moaned. I really loved it when he talked like this during sex. "I want you to kiss me
down there, Carter."
He ran a finger from one end of me to the other. "Right here?"
"God, Carter, please!"
He lowered his head and began to lick me slowly up and down, while his fingers continued their torture. I felt myself tighten as he savored me, and I lifted my hips to meet him while I dug my fingers into his hair.
"Fuck, baby, you taste amazing."
His words were the last straw. I exploded around his fingers and into his mouth.
Carter looked up at me and smiled, then started to make his way back up my body. "You are so damn sexy, baby. I'm gonna make you come again but, this time, I want to be inside you. That way, I can feel your beautiful pussy squeezing my dick."
Oh my God, hearing Carter say that almost made me come again right then. He lifted my legs up and wrapped them around his waist. He pulled back, looked up at me, smirked, and then sunk down deep inside me. "Carter!"
He felt so good. I'd heard stories about sex that were scary. It had never been like that with him, though. Everything had been like a fantasy. I lifted my hips to him, taking him in deeper.
"Whose pussy is this, baby?"
Did he just ask me that? Was I supposed to answer, or was it rhetorical? Carter lifted himself up to look at me and stopped moving.
"Well?"
He really did want me to answer. "It's, um…yours."
"You don't sound too sure of that. Maybe I should just…" He started to pull out of me, but I tightened my legs around him.
"It's yours, Carter. It's all yours!" I practically yelled it, overcome with my need for him.
He smiled. "You know why it's mine?" How the hell was I supposed to answer that? I felt like I needed to watch porn just to brush up on my dirty talk. "Let me show you why, baby." Okay, good, that one was rhetorical.
He pulled out of me a little before, slamming back into me. Carter was pumping in and out of me so hard and fast that I couldn't think straight. I didn't even recognize half of the sounds that were coming out of my mouth.
"I know you're close, baby. I can feel you squeezing my dick. Come for me again, Maddy. I wanna feel you."
That was all I needed and I was spiraling from the most intense orgasm I'd ever had. "Carter!"
I felt him filling me with his hot liquid. Tonight was exactly what I'd hoped it would be, and more.
* * *
I was having lunch with Nicole today, and I couldn't wait. Things had been so hectic with class and everything that I felt like there was so much we needed to talk about.
There was still the issue of her and Jason but every time I brought it up, she changed the subject. I was going to get the whole story today, though. From what I understood, Jason drove her home after everything on New Year's Eve, but she was still shaken up so he came in to hang out with her a little till she calmed down.
This was a bad idea from the start, because Nicole had a thing for Jason from day one. Apparently, they had a couple or, in reality, about six drinks and ended up in bed. That was all I had to go on, though, and J wouldn't talk to me about it. Carter was going to talk to him later today and try to figure out what was going on with him.
Nicole walked into the diner looking gorgeous as always. I swear, it was like she didn't even need to try. If she wasn't my best friend, I'd hate her for it.
"Hey, Mads!" She threw her arms around me and hugged me. I missed living with her sometimes. Carter was great, but I'd never realized how much fun we could have been having because I was too caught up in the Chris mess.
"Hey, Nic! I'm so glad you could come today. I feel like we never see each other anymore!"
"That's because Carter has introduced you to the wonderful world of sex and orgasms. You know, you should really put hoes before bros sometimes. Even if that bro looks like Carter."
She laughed and I was so thankful that she got it. I was just learning how to balance friends and a relationship because I'd never really had either of them. "Speaking of the wonderful world of sex, I want the Jason story, girl."
Her eyes got wide and I could tell she was looking for a way out. Just then, the waitress came by the table to get our order. By the look of relief on her face, she seemed to think she was off the hook, but there was no way in hell that was happening. Once we gave our orders and she left, I turned back to Nicole.
"So, what did the romantic do for Valentine's Day?" she asked.
She was good. I couldn't wait to tell her all about what happened. However, I was going to get her story first. "I don't think so, woman. I want the details."
She glared at me like she wanted to kill me. "Okay, bitch face, but after that, you need to drop it."
She looked at me and I nodded my head in response.
"Jason drove me home from the hospital that night after we'd found out you were gonna be okay. I asked him if he wanted to come in because I was so wired, I knew I'd be up for a while. After we'd finished our fifth or sixth drink, I knew it was time to put the bottle away. There was no way that Jason could drive home, so I offered to let him stay. I went down the hall to get changed and when I got back to the room, he was already in bed."
She paused like it was something that was hard to even think about. "I really didn't intend for anything to happen between us, but one thing led to another and we kissed. Mads, it was the best fucking kiss I've ever had and I wanted more. He did, too, because he told me that all I had to do was say the word and he'd give it to me."
The waitress dropped off our food and I thanked her for both of us, since Nicole seemed like the next word might send her over the top. "Did I ever tell you that I used to ride horses all the time when I was younger and throughout high school?"
Where the hell did that come from? Weren't we just talking about Jason? God, I hoped she wasn't going to make some reference to him being a sex stallion or something like that.
"They say that a lot of times girls can break their…their hymen when they're really active with sports and stuff. My gynecologist was actually the one that pointed it out to me during one of my visits. She told me I was lucky because whenever I did decide to have sex it wouldn't be as bad as it is for other girls."
I think I knew where this was going, but I wasn't sure if I believed that Jason would take her virginity in a dorm room while they were drunk. He was a player and could be an ass sometimes, but he wasn't like that. "Nic, what are you telling me?"
"Jason was my first, Mads, but I don't think he even realized it."
"You didn't tell him?!"
"No! Truthfully, I trusted him and it just felt right. I thought he'd just know. I mean, isn't it their job to know? Although, it probably didn't help that we were both really drunk. When I woke up in the morning, he was gone...no note, no goodbye, nothing."
I could see how hurt she was. Nicole had wanted Jason for a while and when she finally got him, he acted like nothing happened. I knew there was no way J had any idea about Nicole. I doubted he even understood how into him she was. "God, Nic, I'm sorry. I really don't think that Jason had any idea, though. You should really talk to him and tell him how you feel."
"That's just it, Mads. I did. I talked to him a couple weeks ago and told him that I wanted to maybe see where this thing would go."
I could see her eyes starting to well up. "What did he say?"
"He said that he had a lot of fun that night, but he wasn't interested in anything more. He wanted to make sure that we'd still be cool, because we're all friends. I told him that we were fine, but I've been avoiding him ever since and I feel like he's doing the same thing."
I was going to smack that boy right upside his head when I saw him. J and I had talked about his commitment issues before. I'd seen the way he looked at Nicole when she was around, and I could tell he had feelings for her. If he wasn't careful, he was going to push her far away enough that she wasn't going to come back.
"If it's worth anything, Nic, I've talked to Jason before and he has serious commitment issues. I see the way he looks at you and I don
't think it's that he doesn't want anything with you. I can't tell you all the details because, really, it's not my story to tell, but he avoids getting close to people so he doesn't need to deal with them leaving. Maybe if you show him you're not going anywhere, he'll come around."
I could see her trying to process all this information. Nicole was stubborn, though, and she wasn't going to chase after Jason for long. "Okay, I can't talk about this anymore. How are you?"
"I'm great! Carter and I had a great Valentine's Day yesterday. Classes are rough, but it's really not anything I can't handle." She was giving me the look she gave when she knew someone was bullshitting her. "What?"
"Listen, I understand that what happened on New Year's was traumatic, to say the least. You need to talk to someone about it. Carter told me that every time he tries to talk to you about it, you change the subject. This isn't healthy, Mads. You need to get it out. You can't keep everything inside. I know for a long time you didn't have anyone to talk to or anyone who cared, but you do now."
I hated that she was right. Every time Carter tried to talk to me about it, I couldn't bring myself to do it. "What do you want me to say, Nic?"
"I don't want you to say anything, ho. I just want you to talk to me, yell, get mad if you need to. I want you to stop pretending like it wasn't a big deal, because it was."
Most people didn't get Nicole's sense of humor and probably would’ve gotten offended by the ‘ho’ remark but, to her, that was like calling someone a friend. "All right, you win. It scares the shit out of me. Half of the time I have dreams where Jason didn't find me, and I imagine all of the things that could have happened. I'm scared to go out again because I have no idea how whoever it was put something in my drink."
"See, now was that so hard?" I laughed because she always had a way to help me cheer up. "I know it's hard, babe. I truthfully don't know how they did it, either. It doesn't help that they haven't caught the asshole. What you need to understand, though, is that keeping it inside won't help you. Carter talked to me the other day and he's worried about you. You need to talk to him and let him know what's going on."
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