“Why is that?”
She hesitated, then said, “My mom was an alcoholic. She started drinking the day my dad died, and didn’t stop until she drank herself to death.”
“That must have been rough.”
“She was weak and pathetic.”
And obviously Paige resented the hell out of her for it, and he was guessing she would do anything to not be like her. To be successful and self-sufficient. Not the type of woman who used a man for his money. Not that he was in the market for a relationship.
Maybe it was time he lightened the mood a little. He gestured to Billie for another round, and since there happened to be a slow song playing, he slid out of the booth and held out his hand. “Dance with me.”
Her eyes went wide and she shook her head. “No. I don’t dance.”
“Everybody dances.”
“I’m serious, Brandon. I can’t dance. At all.”
“It’s not difficult.”
“For me it is. I’m the most uncoordinated person on the planet.”
“When was the last time you tried?”
“Senior prom. I stepped on Devon Cornwall’s feet so many times I ruined his rental shoes and he had to pay extra.”
He raised a brow. “No, he didn’t.”
“Seriously, he did. I’m that awful.”
“Well, you can step on my boots all you want. It won’t bother me.” He grabbed her hand and coaxed her out of the booth. But when he tried to pull her onto the floor, she resisted. “But no one else is dancing.”
“We’ll be trendsetters. In a couple of hours it’ll be packed.”
She darted a glance around as he led her out on to the deserted dance floor. “Everyone is watching. I’m going to make a complete fool of myself.”
“Relax,” he said, pulling her into his arms. She stood there stiffly, like she wasn’t sure what to do. He took her hands, placing one on his right hip and the other on his left shoulder, then he put both hands on her waist and tugged her closer. She sucked in a quiet breath as their bodies collided, and damn, she felt nice.
He started slow, just swaying gently to the music. In her heels her eyes were level with his chin, but she was petite. She had a narrow waist and delicate, finely boned hands. But there was a sturdiness about her, and enough weight behind her to make him wince when she stepped down on the toes of his left foot.
“Sorry!” she said, her cheeks flushing. “I warned you.”
The problem was, she was trying to lead. “Just relax and follow my steps.”
For the first three quarters of the song he looked at the top of her head while she watched their feet, and she was doing pretty well, but the second she looked up she stepped on him again.
“Sorry!”
“It’s okay. You’re getting the hang of it. I’ll have you line dancing in no time.”
“Line dancing?” Her eyes went wide and she stumbled over his boot. He hissed out a breath as her heel ground into his big toe. “Sorry!”
“Watch my feet,” he said and she lowered her eyes again. “And yes, line dancing.”
“I definitely can’t line dance.”
“Anyone can line dance. It just takes practice.”
“I’m seriously not that coordinated.”
“You don’t have to be. It’s just simple repetitive movements.”
She glanced up again and caught him in the opposite foot with her other heel. At this rate, she really would destroy his boots.
“Sorry!”
“I have an idea,” he said. “Give me your foot.”
She frowned. “What are you going to do with it?”
“I’ll give it back.”
She bent her leg up. He reached down and grabbed her shoe, slipped it off, and tossed it under their table.
“But—”
“Other side,” he said, waiting patiently for her to lift her foot, and maybe she sensed that he wouldn’t take no for an answer because she complied. He slid it off and tossed it with its mate.
“Why did you do that?” she asked.
He pulled her back into his arms. “They were getting in the way.”
“I feel like so short without them.”
She was significantly smaller with them off. The top of her head barely reached his chin. “How tall are you, anyway?”
“Five-three if I stand really straight. I’ve always wanted to be taller.”
“Why? What’s wrong with being short?”
She rolled her eyes. “Only a tall person would ask that.”
“I’m only six-one.”
“Only. You’re ten inches taller than me!”
He grinned. “But have you noticed that since you took them off you’ve been dancing and you haven’t stumbled once?”
She blinked. “I haven’t?”
“I told you, you could do it.”
She looked so thrilled, it made him smile, and she must have been happy, too, because her eyes were bright violet. But then a faster song started, and he wasn’t sure she was up to the challenge just yet. One step at a time.
He led her back to the booth. Billie had left them fresh drinks and a set of menus.
“Think Billie is trying to tell us something?” he asked.
“I guess I am a little hungry,” she said, taking a swallow of her wine, then another. She was going to have to pace herself or he would be carrying her out to the truck.
She ordered a salad and he got his usual burger. As they waited for their food the dance floor began to fill up. He thought she might be nervous dancing around so many people, but when another slow song began she actually got up and dragged him out of the booth and onto the dance floor, in her stocking feet this time. When he pulled her close, she didn’t put up the least bit of resistance. This time she leaned in closer, and it didn’t escape him how perfectly her body seemed to fit tucked against his.
“I think I actually kind of like this,” she said, smiling up at him. She was getting better. She only stepped on his foot once through the entire song.
When their food arrived, they returned to their seats and before she sat she shrugged out of her suit jacket, folding it neatly and laying it on the seat beside her. Underneath she wore a pale pink, silk shell tank that was as soft and delicate-looking as her skin. Her bust was on the small side, but perfectly proportionate to her size. Unlike Ashleigh, whose surgically enhanced chest had always been a source of mixed feelings for him. He preferred things natural. And while Ashleigh’s implants looked good, there was nothing “natural” about them. They felt exactly like what they were, sacks of fluid stuffed in her chest. But it was one of those things, a minor glitch in the relationship that he’d been willing to overlook.
He couldn’t help wondering how Paige’s would feel. What was it they used to joke about in high school? More than a mouthful was a waste? Well, it looked to him as if Paige was just right.
She ordered a fourth glass of wine with her dinner and he could tell it was going to her head. But when he tried to get her to line dance she said she was too afraid of embarrassing herself. He pointed out that she would never learn if she didn’t at least try, but that argument got him nowhere. Besides, she seemed to like slow dancing, and he liked holding her close. After glass five, she chucked the last of her inhibitions and glued her body to his, rubbing against him in a way that was honest-to-goodness torture, and she was giving off enough heat to melt the polar caps.
Since breaking his engagement, Brandon had barely looked at another woman, and he sure as hell hadn’t been ready to sleep with one. Until now. He wanted Paige. But as far as she was concerned, he was an uneducated rancher with practically nothing to his name. The question was, did she want him enough to see past that?
This would be a test, to see the kind of woman Paige Adams really was.
Though Paige knew it was wrong, and there were a couple dozen really good reasons not to get involved with a man like Brandon, she wanted him. Maybe it was the wine, or the fact that she hadn’t be
en with a man in a very long time, but she couldn’t seem to get close enough. She typically went for the studious type, who tended not to be so blessed physically, but Brandon’s body felt so solid and strong. And he smelled so good. She even liked the feel of his beard against her forehead when she laid her head on his chest. She’d expected it to be wiry and sharp, but in reality it was soft.
“I guess you’ve got the hang of it now,” he said. His voice had a husky quality that hadn’t been there before, and when she smiled up at him, the look in his eyes said he wanted her, too.
“I’m glad you forced me to try.”
“Me, too.” He reached up and tucked a stray hair back from her face. It had begun to work itself loose from the chignon, which under normal circumstances would have had her running to the ladies room to fix it. Tonight she didn’t care.
“Do you always wear your hair up?” he asked.
“For work I do.”
“I’ll bet it looks sexy down.” He ran the fingers of both hands through her hair, pulling the pins loose so it spilled around her shoulders.
“I was right,” he said with a sizzling smile that sent her internal temperature skyrocketing. “You probably hear this all the time, but you’re a beautiful woman.”
No, she hadn’t heard it in a long time. If he kept saying things like that, kept looking at her that way, she was going to forget all the reasons this was wrong. Why they could only be friends. Which she suspected was exactly what he was hoping.
Their eyes locked, and though she knew she should look away, her gaze felt glued to his.
Was he going to kiss her? God knows she wanted him to.
He dipped his head slightly, and she lifted her chin to meet him halfway, but he only pressed his forehead to hers. Her disappointment, the desire to feel his lips on hers, to taste him, was almost too much to take.
The song ended and he took her hand, leading her back to the table. “It’s getting late. I should get you home.”
She looked up at the clock over the bar and was surprised to see it was almost midnight. Hours later than she typically stayed out. But she was having so much fun she hated to leave. Then again, if he took her home, maybe he would kiss her good-night. She knew she shouldn’t let him, that it would be leading him on. There was no future for them. But the idea of his lips on hers was making her weak in the knees.
She put on her shoes and jacket and they walked out to the parking lot. She felt so unsteady on the gravel, he had to slip an arm around her.
“My car is still at work,” she said.
“Yeah, but you’re in no condition to drive.”
“But how will I get to the office tomorrow?”
“I’ll come by in the morning and drive you over there so you can pick it up.”
Sounded like the perfect solution, because then she would have to see him again. Maybe that was the whole point. Maybe he wanted to see her again, too.
He helped her into the truck, then walked around and got inside. “Where to?”
She gave him the directions to her apartment complex. It struck her as very odd, as he drove her home, how comfortable she had come to feel with him. Considering they had known each other a grand total of nine hours. It usually took her time to warm to people, to let down her guard. To trust. She was a private person by nature, but she’d told Brandon things tonight that she’d only told her closest friends. People she had known for years. Even her secretary, who had been with her since she started her company, knew very little about Paige’s childhood. Maybe because she and Brandon had similar dysfunctional pasts she felt comfortable confiding in him.
“You’re awfully quiet,” Brandon said, glancing over at her. “Everything okay?”
“Fine. I feel good. In fact, I haven’t felt this good in a really long time. I had so much fun tonight.”
“So did I.”
When they got to her complex, he parked out front and walked around to open her door. As she got down, she wobbled on her heels and nearly lost her balance.
“Whoa!” He caught her under the arm, saving her from taking a header onto the concrete walk. “You all right?”
“I guess I’m a little tipsier than I thought,” she said, clinging to his arm, feeling his hard muscle underneath warm skin. She couldn’t stop herself from wondering how the rest of him felt. And what he would do if she tried to find out. After all the bumping and grinding they had done on the dance floor, at the very least she’d earned a kiss good-night.
They reached her door and he took her keys to unlock it, then he turned to her. “I had a real nice time tonight.”
“Me, too.” Now kiss me and put me out of my misery.
“Thanks for keeping me company.”
“You’re welcome.” Come on already. Just do it, she urged silently, and something in his eyes said he read her loud and clear. He stepped closer, and the world seemed to slip into slow motion.
His head dipped down and her chin lifted. Her eyes slipped closed, and she held her breath, waiting to feel his lips on hers. Would it be slow and sweet, or reckless and wild? Would his lips be as soft as they looked? And how would he taste?
She felt his breath across her mouth, caught the clean scent of his aftershave, then felt the brush of his lips…on her cheek?
Huh?
He lingered there for a few seconds, his breath warm, his lips soft. Then he started to back away, but having spent the last several hours in a perpetual state of sexual excitement, a simple kiss on the cheek was not going to cut it at this point.
Shoving aside her last shred of good sense, Paige slid her arms around his neck, pulled his head down and pressed her lips to his.
Four
Paige sighed softly as Brandon’s lips brushed against hers, slow and sweet. Tender. His beard and mustache tickled her. She’d never kissed a man with facial hair, but she liked it. In fact, it was the best first kiss she’d ever had. By leaps and bounds. And it had barely started.
He cupped her face in one of his rough palms, tunneled it through her hair, tilting her head for just the right angle, and deepened the kiss. She moaned as his tongue rubbed against hers, and all she could think was more. It was so perfect, she didn’t ever want it to end.
His arms went around her, his big, capable hands easing her in closer against the hard planes of his body, and when she realized that he was aroused, she went hot all over. It took exactly two seconds to determine that a kiss wasn’t going to be enough. She wanted to touch him, to feel him all over. She wanted him in her bed. She wanted to feel the weight of his body pressing her into the mattress as he drove hard inside of her.
She wanted it so much she ached for it.
She tugged his T-shirt from the waist of his pants, sliding her hands up underneath, flattening them against his hard, lean stomach, and he groaned against her mouth. She hadn’t even seen his body, but already she knew it would be perfect. She started walking backward, tugging him inside with her, but he stopped abruptly at the threshold. He broke the kiss, taking her by the wrists.
“Paige, I can’t.”
What? Didn’t he want her? He sure kissed like he did.
“Don’t think it’s because I don’t want to,” he said. “I do, more than you could possibly imagine, but you’ve had a lot to drink. I feel like I would be taking advantage of you.”
Take advantage of me, please, she wanted to say. But he was right. She’d had a lot to drink. Way more than she ever did. Odds were good it was severely impairing her judgment.
Odds were good? Of course her judgment was impaired. She was inviting a client into her apartment with every intention of sleeping with him. A man who met not a single one of her dating requirements. Not that she’d had any intention of actually dating him. She just wanted sex.
Ugh! What was she doing?
“You’re right,” she said, backing up a step, out of his grasp, clutching the door frame for balance. “I don’t know what I was thinking.”
“If it’s any co
nsolation, I was thinking the same thing.”
Somehow that only made her feel worse.
“Thank you for talking me into coming out with you tonight,” she said. “I had fun.”
“So did I.”
“I hope we can still be friends. Maybe we could do it again sometime.” Just without the kissing. And grinding. And the excessive amounts of alcohol.
“I’d like that.”
And if she stood out here much longer, if she didn’t get inside, she was bound to launch herself into his arms. And if that happened, she wouldn’t be accepting no for an answer.
Maybe he was thinking the same thing, because he said, “I should go.”
“Thanks for dinner, and the drinks and teaching me how to dance.”
“You’re welcome. Thanks for keeping me company.”
He looked like he wanted to kiss her again. He even took a step toward her, but something in her eyes must have warned him exactly what would happen if he did, because he turned, headed down the walk, his footfalls heavy against the concrete. He disappeared around the corner, and she listened until his footsteps faded—just in case he changed his mind and came back. When he didn’t, when she heard the engine of his truck start, she stepped inside and shut the door behind her.
She’d almost made a huge mistake. Crossed a line she swore she would never cross. She’d dodged a bullet when Brandon put on the brakes, so why instead did it feel as though it had pierced her heart?
Holy hell.
Brandon sat in his truck, engine running, gripping the steering wheel, trying to calm his racing heart. What the hell had just happened back there? He knew Paige had spunk, and he knew that he was getting her hot and bothered on the dance floor, but he’d never expected her to throw herself at him that way. And when she’d kissed him… Jesus. He’d never connected with a woman like that before. Physically, emotionally—it was like a freaking religious experience. And putting on the brakes, telling her no, had been torture. In the sixty seconds it had taken him to walk back to his truck, he’d almost turned back at least a dozen times.
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