Ghost Legion
Star of the Guardians, Book 4
Margaret Weis
To all who love.
And have been loved.
Book One
But say I could repent, and could obtain,
By act of grace, my former state; how soon
Would height recall high thoughts, how soon unsay What feigned submission swore; ease would recant Vows made in pain, as violent and void—
For never can true reconcilement grow
Where wounds of deadly hate have pierced so deep—
Which would but lead me to a worse relapse
And heavier fall . . .
John Milton, Paradise Lost
The king and his people are like the head and the body. Where the head is infirm, the body is infirm. Where a virtuous king does not rule, the people are unsound and lack good morals.
John Gower, The Major Latin Works of John Gower
Upon the king! let us our lives, our souls,
Our debts, our careful wives,
Our children and our sins lay on the king!
We must bear all, O hard condition,
Twin-born with greatness, subject to the breath Of every fool, whose sense no more can feel
But his own wringing! What infinite heart's-ease Must kings neglect, that private men enjoy!
William Shakespeare,
King Henry V, Act IV, Scene i
Chapter One
... is there no place
Left for repentance, none for pardon left?
John Milton, Paradise Lost
The monk's cell was dark and chill, small and narrow. Walls, ceiling, and floor were made of stone. It held a crude bed, a desk, a chair, and a small altar for personal use when the bells roused the brethren from their slumbers, called them to matins—midnight prayers.
The service had long ago been said. It was only an hour before dawning, during that restless part of sleep when dreams come most vividly, most terribly.
The sleeper in the crude bed was obviously entering into the shadowed world of one of these dreams. He stirred on his pillow, moving his head from side to side like a blind man, groping through his endless darkness. He stretched forth one hand suddenly, the right hand, and grasped an object that was not there, except for him, in the dream. His fingers closed over it, as they would close over the hilt on a sword. An expression of pain contorted his face. He groaned and caught his breath.
The one who watched over his sleep sighed and shifted restlessly in the chair on which she sat. She reached out a hand to waken him, checked herself. She would have wept for him—wept in pity and frustration—but for two things: the knowledge that her tears would irritate him and the fact that the dead are not permitted the comfort of tears, just as they are not permitted the comfort of a touch.
She could only sigh again and settle back in the chair that she occupied by instinct rather than by need, for she no longer possessed a body whose needs and aches and pains had to be considered. Her spirit could have floated upon the air, with less substance than the smoke of the flickering flame dancing upon the oil of the altar's small incense burner. She preferred to sit in the chair. It was an action of the living and it seemed to make her one again with the world of the living.
Night after night, she had occupied that chair. Night after night, she'd watched over his sleep, guarded it—except that she made a poor guard, for she could not drive away the dreams that tormented him by night, just as she could not comfort him for the regret that tormented him by day. But her anger intensified as she watched his suffering this night. She bit her lip and frowned and appeared to make up her mind to some action, for she rose to her feet and was taking a step toward the door of the cell when suddenly the sleeper sat upright, his eyes open, wide, and staring, a hoarse cry in his throat.
Startled, afraid at first that he'd seen her, Maigrey stumbled backward through the chair, the desk, into the corner of the cell. Then she realized he wasn't awake; nor was he staring at her, but at something beyond her. Something in the dream.
He sat on the edge of his bed. He wore the habit of his calling even when asleep; the cell was cold and the cassock and a loosely woven shabby blanket were all he had to protect himself against the dank chill. He dragged off the blanket, threw it to the floor, and stood up.
He raised the unseen weapon in either defense or salute— Maigrey could not be certain—and he spoke words that held some meaning to him, apparently, but which she couldn't make out.
She crept forward, out of her dark corner, instinct drawing her to his side, as she had gone to his side during countless battles faced together in their lifetime. Pity burned in her, pity and anger and frustration. She was tempted to thwart the prohibition that had been placed upon her, tempted to break the covenant she had made and speak to him.
She was close, so close to him, yet she knew the bitter pain of never being able to get close enough. His mortal flesh stood like a prison door, barring her entry. But their spirits had been closer than most; the mind-link that bound them together in life had not, apparently, been shattered, even by death.
Maigrey felt a jolt surge through her, a spark that arced from him to her, and she was sharing the vision, the dream ... the reality. But she understood instantly what she saw and heard. He did not, and there was no way she could warn him.
He spoke again and stretched out his left hand.
The action woke him up. He was confused at first; confused and alarmed, and he fell back in an instinctive defensive posture, sword hand raised. It was then, by the feeble flame burning on the dish of oil, that he saw where he was, saw that the right hand holding the weapon was, in reality, empty.
Sagan straightened and frowned and looked around. His frown grew deeper, darker. He raised his right hand to wipe the cold sweat "from his face, caught a glimpse of the palm in the shadowy light. His eyes widened; he stared in disbelief. Falling to his knees before the altar, he held his hand to the light of the flame.
Maigrey, looking to see, shook her head, whispered in soft anger, "No! How could You? This is not fair!"
On Sagan's right hand—five scars. Five scars of five puncture wounds made by the needles of the bloodsword—the weapon of the Blood Royal.
Three years had passed since Derek Sagan had been constrained by Abdiel to throw the bloodsword into a lake of water and of flame. Three years had passed since he had put his hand to that weapon. The palm was callused, roughened by the hard physical labor he'd endured since, smoothed by being pressed together in hour upon hour of passionate, desperate prayer. The scars had all but disappeared—from his hand, if not his soul.
But by the fire's light, this night, the scars were fresh, as if he'd just now released the bloodsword. A clear liquid, streaked with red, oozed from the wounds.
Sagan stared, disbelieving, pondering. Then he clenched his fist over the scars. He returned to his bed, lay facing the wall, his face grim and hard as the stone.
And, though he did not know it, he was now alone. The silent guardian of his sleep had left him.
The radiant personage strode through the vast and echoing hallways of white marble and gold. Intent, earnest, all thoughts bent on the errand, the personage was only gradually aware of a shadow across the path. The radiant being turned eyes outward, instead of inward, and the shadow took on form and substance, took on the semblance of the living being it had once been, became a thin human male clad in faded blue denim jeans and a blue denim work shirt. The man was tall and stooped, his face pleasant and careworn and sad.
"Child of God," said the radiant personage.
"Platus," the man gave his name, with a quiet but dignified inclination of the head.
"What may I do for you, Platus?" asked the radiant being.
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"If ... if I could talk to her," Platus suggested softly.
"Do you think it would do any good?" the personage asked after a moment's serious consideration.
"I understand her," said Platus. "I believe I can reason with her."
"I don't know, my son," said the radiant being doubtfully. "Much is at stake."
"Yes ... yes, I know. If I could just try ..."
The radiant personage gave the matter thought, then indicated approval. "Perhaps it would be best. Go, then, and may His blessing go with you."
Platus accepted the task and the blessing and continued on the way which the radiant personage would have taken, the radiant being turning aside to tend to other duties.
The martial tread of booted feet and the faint metallic jingle of armor echoed disturbingly through the peaceful vaults. Platus made his way toward the sound, walking slowly, taking his time. He could have reached his destination with the swiftness of a thought, for he was not bound by constraints of time or place or distance. But as his thoughts themselves were lumbering and slow-paced, so he matched his speed to them. Platus was far from being as assured as he'd assured the radiant being.
When he had, at least, some vague outline of his arguments readied, Platus drew near the echoing footfalls. He came upon Maigrey, pacing the empty halls, which were empty to her only because she refused to populate them. Every line of her body was expressive of anger, defiance.
She wore in death the silver armor she'd worn in life. Her right hand rested on the hilt of the bloodsword strapped at her waist. The long, pale hair flowed over her shoulders, drifted around her in the air she still breathed, air she created.
Aware of another presence, she turned on her heel, advanced on him, her face stern with resolve. But she had obviously expected someone else.
Seeing only her brother, Maigrey paused; a momentary confusion checked her swift steps. The hesitation passed swiftly, however. She continued on, the warlike sound of her clicking heels jarring Platus, seeming to jar the very stars.
"So, they sent you," she said.
"I offered to come," he returned mildly.
This answer was nonplussing, to judge by the fact that she was silent a moment, inwardly struggling.
"I want to know why they are tormenting him like this," she demanded at last.
"Maigrey, it is not our place to question—"
"It is!" she flared. "He doesn't need to be involved! He was at peace. . .."
"Was he, Maigrey?" Platus asked quietly.
She raged on. "I see their intent. Not satisfied that they have brought him low, humbled and crushed him, they want to destroy him."
"Maigrey, that's not true—"
"You probably approve of it!" she accused him bitterly.
"It isn't my place to approve or disapprove," Platus said, uncomfortable. "And it isn't their intent to hurt him. He hurts himself. . . ." He paused, began again. "Maigrey, what is done is done because of the failings of mortal men."
"Do you approve?"
"I am afraid," Platus said after a moment. "Afraid for Dion. If Sagan ..." He fell silent.
"If Sagan falls, you were going to say. You don't trust him!"
Platus smiled sadly. "It is difficult to trust one's killer, sister."
Maigrey glared at him, as at an opponent who takes advantage of a misstep and thrusts the sword point home. Turning away in disgust, she began to pace again. "I want to talk to someone else."
Platus checked a sigh. "They are displeased...."
"They don't trust me either, I suppose."
"You came very close to breaking your covenant with God this time, Maigrey," he told her gently.
She halted, stood a moment, her head bowed. Then, lifting her gaze, she looked earnestly at her brother. "If you could see Sagan, Platus! If you could see how he suffers! Why don't they hear his prayers? Why don't they grant him the peace he's earned and longs for—"
"They have heard his prayers, Maigrey. Words of repentance come from his lips, but not his heart. Sagan is filled with rage and resentment, doubts and questioning. He did not enter the church humbly, baring his bleeding soul to the healing light. He skulked into the church like a hurt animal, using it as a place to hide and lick his cuts. And consequently, the wounds have not healed, but fester and pain him still."
"And whose fault is that?" Maigrey cried. "When he asked for forgiveness was there an answer? No, only silence." She resumed her distraught pacing. "As for the covenant I made. I will break it. I must. That's what I came to tell them." She paused. "Though I don't consider it truly broken, for I don't consider it truly made. It was a trick, a trick meant to keep me from helping Sagan. They only want their revenge, they want to see him suffer—"
"You're not being just, Maigrey," Platus interrupted sternly. "You know that isn't true. Man brings his suffering on himself. They grieve to see it, as they grieve to see your suffering, my sister. I grieve to see you bound to him. I sometimes think it would be best if you would let go—"
"I can't!" Maigrey turned on him, her hand on the hilt of her sword. "I won't."
"No, I know you can't. Nor should you." Platus sighed. "Derek Sagan stands upon a precipice. Your hand is all that holds him back, keeps him from falling past redemption. You are the one bright star in his darkness. But now you must consider this, Maigrey—if you fall, what will happen to him?"
She was angry. Her lips parted to make a sharp retort.
Platus held his ground before her anger, did not return it. Once he, too, had been unable to let go.
Maigrey wavered, broke, lowered her defense.
Platus slid in past it. "The covenant was not a trick, sister. You knew when you made it that sincere repentance was his only hope. Together you walked the paths of darkness, as the prophecy said. Now he must walk the path alone. You can light the way for him, but you can't lead him by the hand. He has to find the path to redemption himself."
"Or lose it utterly," Maigrey said, trembling. "And it's not fair!" Her fists clenched. "They slant the path upward, make it easy to fall, far more difficult to climb. They place temptation in his way. They did not show me this when they urged me to make the covenant.
"And what of Dion?" she demanded before Platus could answer. "What about the danger he's in? Aren't you worried about him?"
"I have faith in Dion, Maigrey, to do what's right—'
"Implying that I don't have faith in Sagan!" she retorted bitterly.
"Do you?" Platus asked.
"Yes," Maigrey answered, eyes gray as a storm-ridden sea. "I have faith in him. In them, I don't!" She pointed her gloved and armored hand at her brother. "And you can tell them that. And you can tell them something else. That if he falls, I go with him."
"Maigrey—" he began, but she cut him off.
"Don't worry. I will keep the covenant, for the time being. I will not speak to Sagan or reveal my presence to him. But remind them of this, Brother—I made no such promise concerning Dion. And if I can help him .. ."
With a sharp, cold nod, she turned, the pale hair whipping about her like a fierce wind. Hand on the hilt of the bloodsword, she stalked away, the stamp of her booted feet striking like steel against an anvil through the vast vault of heaven.
"You may help Dion," Platus said softly. "But who will help you?"
Chapter Two
Home—none. Wife—none. Kids—none....
The Magnificent Seven
Xris adjusted his eyesight to night vision; the "meat" locker was impenetrably dark. Corasians, with their sophisticated sensing devices, have no need or use for light to see by. In some areas—the munitions factory Xris had just been in, for example—the Corasians install lights for use by their human slaves. Lights were unnecessary in the locker. The "meat" had no need to see, were probably thankful they couldn't.
Xris's augmented hearing detected no sounds except those of intense human misery and terror, and those he was coldly and purposefully ignoring. He knew that he'd tripped the sec
urity alarm, if it could be called that. He couldn't hear it, no matter how sensitive his augmented hearing. Each individual Corasian is a single part of a collective whole, as individual cells make up an entire body. The deaths of the two Corasian guards, gunned down by Xris at the back entrance to the tunnels, had set off an alert that vibrated or jangled or twitched—however these fiends reacted—throughout every other Corasian in the place.
He was counting on the fact that the Corasians would be forced to search innumerable levels to find him, and once they did find his tracks, his body readings would throw them off— hopefully for the few precious moments he needed. Expecting a human—the two dead Corasians would have reported that they were being attacked by a human—the enemy would be looking for human readings. They wouldn't be looking for a human who was mostly machine.
Keeping watch for the telltale red glow that presaged the coming of the fiery, amoebic Corasians, Xris stopped in front erf a computer terminal located at a junction of intersecting tunnels and activated the system. He knew how it operated, the uncreative Corasians having been forced to steal their technology from the human life-forms in the neighboring galaxy. Xris had encountered a Corasian computer system one other time before on a mission with the late Lady Maigrey and he knew what to expect—a system that was out of date and primitive. He called up inventory.
The Corasians kept strict records. The "meat" was a valuable commodity, to be shipped out to those planets in dire need of either food or slave labor—or slave labor that would ultimately become food. Each "carcass" was numbered when it arrived and carried that number through to final consumption.
Xris located the number—her number. Activating his own internal computer, the cyborg brought up the diagram of the locker tunnels, studied the screen embedded in his wrist, and located her cell. One level up and three compartments down, to the right. He moved, just as the red glow began to light the far tunnel behind him.
He found her—that was the easy part. Now for the hard. She wasn't alone. She was inside a cell with five others—a man and two women and two children.
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