She did not prolong the issue and said he’d check carefully that letter because she did not know who it could be.
Jan not brought up the subject and became more relaxed as the Cesar that subject. The conversation returned to its normal course, without nervousness and interruptions.
This lasted until shortly before midnight, when Sophie said that he would have shut down because tomorrow was another day for suffocating her. Just before she left the air a little thing, it would be a great disturbance in Jan.
“I hope this is not the man who fell in love with me. I will disappoint a lot if someone close to me. “-she spoke.
Jan withered without her noticing. He seemed to have disappointed her by that silly love. The two said goodbye and hung up. In your thoughts, Jan made the worst thing you could imagine. ‘Another disappointment of love? “, He asked himself. Still, if it is discovered that he was, I would say without hesitation that the letter was made with much love for one so wanted and loved by him.
Then he went to sleep. I did not want to give you the trouble of brushing the teeth so as disappointing as it was. But he would not stay so, because his thought was that the day of class field, he told everything to her. It would be painful, but honest and sincere on his part.
Some days go by. Some slow, some furiously fast, unforgiving. And the day ‘D’ had arrived. Before sunrise, Jan was already standing, apprehensive about the day had arrived. The window of his room, he sees the sun not yet born. He closes the curtains, and is thinking like that day will be. He is still with the defeat have probably have disappointed Sofia and stamped on the face. He was just waiting for her reply, which will probably be something that will leave very hurt. Despite weighing against this, he rose with a pike unusual on your part. It was the first house awake. He made all his personal hygiene, and organized everything myself. His mother was impressed with the efficiency of the child. Even the praised and he responded with a simple smile. The two took breakfast together. That moment was good to give a little levity to the heavy air in Jan.
It was time to go. Jan kisses his mother, and goes out for a day that he has only one certainty: he will come out sadder than it already is.
Arriving at the school, Jan was in a group of colleagues, who was chatting about how cool it would go to that class. The class is held at a historic ranch, where the production of cane sugar was the main source of livelihood, besides being home to one of the classical authors who were being studied in class.
In the group, said that this farm was huge, there were many fun things there. The animated conversation until Jan, but he returned after having the feeling of discouragement and apprehension when Sophie arrived. From cowboy hat, gave him good day and he returned the same way. She just said it, nothing else, because we still have to organize a group of students from their classroom. Were still 07:43 in the morning and the arrival of buses would be scheduled for 08:00. He was really trying to forget the matter, but his brain seemed to demand that he constantly thought that. It was hard not to turn to look at it. Until one of his colleagues noticed that. He evaded, said he was looking to see if the bus had arrived.
Finally the bus arrived. All were organized in order of payment. Jan was the last in line. Every name is called; the person would enter the bus. Jan was called. At the time he felt a chill that went through his whole body. She sat in the first chair to the left. Sofia redid the call of the students before the bus left. After that, she sat in the chair next to the bus Jan. All were euphoric, talking a lot. In this, noticing the odd behavior of Jan, Sophie decides to pull the subject.
“This anxious to get to the site?”-She asks.
“Yes”, says Jan, discouraged, bitter, her back to her, but firm in his response.
“Why is this so?”-Sofia persists.
He turned and looked at her in the eye.
“I promise I’ll tell you about it. I just wanted a little peace. “
She ran her hand over her head and hugged him. Few noticed the scene and did not give a damn what satisfaction.
The trip lasted about half an hour. All neatly down the bus in single file. Sofia was ahead of everyone who had to organize themselves in the queue.
At the entrance gate was a huge, already battered by time as well and that creaked when opened in Sofia.
Beside the entrance, a little later, there were huge palm trees, giving way to another gate, white and far more conserved than the previous.
There were creations of pigs, calves and other animals of the field. Before entering the museum, the class went through the reception site, to get some ID badges.
While waiting in line at the badge, Jan absorbing the pure air of the countryside. Mountains, green everywhere, a pleasant climate had that day. Everything would taste better with that environment field. At first Jan was not very animated. Still carried with it the remorse of a possible disappointment with Sofia. The line he walked and his turn. Sofia, smiling, gave his badge. This could be a sign of improvement between the two. That smile could change the course of things, and Jan started to loosen up more, especially when Sophie was keen to be with him inside the museum. She smiled and said softly rather than showing it there.
“This piece is very rare. Was made in 1797 by the French. Tobias was the inspiration for Math “, she said, like all his mastery of master.
For a moment, Jan forget all the negativity that was around his head. He smiled, was happy for a moment that meant a lot to him. Along with Sofia, found everything in historic farm, every detail, every story, every corner was followed closely by her, which seemed to be with the face of dissatisfaction. On the contrary: she yawned all your happiness for her beautiful smile. The hours passed, and everything was fine. Everything was visited and seen inside the museum after two hours. There were more attractions to be visited, but already passed noon, and the group was already hungry. They all ate in the cafeteria of the museum. The place was pleasant, a place familiar to everyone. At lunch there was a varied menu from typical foods, to the day-to-day. It has been abundance only. Jan and Sofia eaten enough, while the rest of the class he stuffed himself in self-service site.
Jan and Sophie decided to walk towards a lake that was nearby. During the way they talk normally, without naming the subject of the letter. They stood by the lake, about a foot of mastic. Jan sitting next to Sofia, looking to solve the infinite touch on the subject of the letter.
“I think today was very strange to you,” she said, still looking into infinity - “Sorry to be so, but you must have done something that should not have done.”
“What?”-Turned his gaze to him, “I do not understand what you mean.”
“I’ll explain it without mincing words: the letter you received was from my own”, said head down, and remained so during his explanation, “I’m sorry you did. I love you deeply. I feel things, which only feeling I can understand “, the tears flowed slowly from his face-” I’m sorry to be so, but I love you. “
Sofia has her hands over her face silk. He got up, went out already, but Sophie got him gently on his arm.
“Sit down. I want to talk about it. “
Jan sat down and looked into his eyes. She continued.
“I know what you feel. I say this because I feel the same for you. Since you know the background, I saw that you were also a good kid. It was simply a love that never found. Love you too much. “- It sounded shallow. But the eyes of Jan were with a fascinating glow of happiness, and did not see this fragility of the words of Sofia.
They hugged, and then their faces were too close. The kiss happened, but soon withdrew from the Sofia.
“We are all in walking distance of school. We cannot do that here. “- She said softly in his ear.
Jan gets a guy that did something they should not. But Sophie soon embraced. They would have to go soon, because there would still be another tour of another section of the museum. Previously, Sofia signed a pact: that this relationship would never be exposed to someone or counted until i
t was stable. Jan agreed without hesitation. Soon they returned to the restaurant. She, in front and behind him, far away. Sofia soon prepared to class, she was eager to visit another section of the museum. Within the industry, from time to time, Jan and Sophie exchanged glances and smiles discreet. Everything from a good loving way that only they two could do. By the end of the ride was all normal, just like they are a student and teacher. The agreement was being well established, and it was good for both sides. Love was the air of their lives.
The day was those in which the bad and the good got involved. But only at the end, good prevailed.
Chapter 7
7
Jan came to his house and immediately went to his room. He was still at lunch, but he chose to lie down in his bed, to think at that moment when time seemed to stand still. He was thinking how it changed it even more. That kiss could be the start of something much longer. For now, it was between two mouths, which could never be open to talking about that. He could at most speak of it to Melissa. But as the climate of friendship between the two could go sour, he preferred not to touch it anymore, like he was forgotten Sofia.
He also wondered how it could be from now on keep this love, no one suspected. A love the hidden is always dangerous, but always better to love.
The thoughts did not stop until he takes a scare with a low voice and quick to walk away from your ear saying your name. He gets the shock, rising fast and looks to the side and sees that it was his mother calling him for lunch.
His mother also asked him why he was so distracted. He disguised himself, stammered a little, and said he was laying plans for a job in the next class.
His mother ���understood��� thought it was something crazy teen. She did not even suspect about this passion of his son.
After lunch, he thought back to her. And so during the whole afternoon. He even turned on your computer, and only left to go to the home of Melissa. It was time that he visited.
By then, the conversation was very good. He cited the tour that was to the historical site. But Melissa seemed to have some source / friend who was studying in his room or knew someone there, and she broached the subject.
“Hear a tour of his school for the historic site?”-Said
“Yes, listen. It was very good. “-He said.
He then went to another subject. Melissa until suspicious, but declined to intervene or say something. The weather was good, and this could ruin the time and preferred to leave that aside. The conversation was long, lively, and typical of two friends. Soon there were 10 pm, and Jan would have to go. They parted with a hug so tight. For the part of Jan, the gesture was not as sincere as that of Melissa. This only fanned the suspicion that was around.
Jan went on his way again, thinking in Sofia. He quickened his pace, because not wait to hear that sweet voice, which entered the imaginary waves of your heart.
Already coming to your house, Jan took a break until the hour of calls Sofia. In the first attempt, the phone rang and nobody answered. On Monday he was alarmed by the quick service call. It was Sofia, who was still panting when they answered the phone. Jan even apologized for the mixed and connected at a time like that, but she just said there was no problem, and could connect at this time peacefully.
The conversation was good, not so passionate, that Jan has dodged a few things, like saying ‘sweetheart’ to Sofia. But gradually it would be better for him released.
In conversation, he spoke as a passionate, but still with some uncertainty still insisted. Sofia realized this, as her feminine intuition, said:
“Jan you cannot be embarrassed to tell me something. Feel free, we love and that’s wonderful for me. Do not be so because you are increasingly distanced from me. I love you, trust me. “
After these words, Jan felt more secure and steady to say everything she feels for her. Shortly before the end of the conversation, Jan said something.
“I want this love to last forever. I love you not love someone else. “Passionate,” he said.
“I also love my. I will do everything so that our love is forever. I love you. “
And before he even called off.
“Can I come to your house tomorrow? Really wanted to see you. “
“Yes, come. It can come at 07:00 at night? “
“Sure. I’ll go to the moon for you my love. “
“It is my great love. Kisses, I love you very much. “
“I love you too much my love.”
And the two hung up. Jan was imagining things that blinded from reality. He was a new victim of love.
The day was good, but anyway, he wanted the time pass quickly. After school, he became even more anxious. It was not the time insisted on going. In the hours before departure, it was more annoying. Late, but passed.
Finally, the home of Sofia, they embraced. That was the day for relief of anxiety. They sat on the bed, lying on Jan feathers Sofia, exchanging words of affection and caressing. Smiles, kisses, things typical of lovers.
He gets up and says.
“I love you like the life I have. And often do not live for you, and difficult too. But it is much easier to live so close to you. “
“What a beautiful thing” - Sofia spoke in a tone of happiness. And said “I love you. You’re more than everything to me. “
They kissed. All signals, movements, were felt at that moment that turned into a fiery passion. At the moment they let themselves carried away by a wave envelope, which was burning, excited and aroused the lust two. Sofia undressed in front of Jan, who was anxious at that time. Next she tried to calm him, first taking his shirt and sliding his hand gently on the chest. Soon she got out of bed and asked him to do the same. He looked up and down, with eyes so impressed with the naked body of Sofia. But once she acted, and took the rest of the suit Jan. They were naked before your very eyes. They exchanged no words. Only acted in pursuit of pleasure. They kissed again, and lay in bed, to the delight of pleasure. But in a moment, the search was interrupted by a cry of pain. Jan. Sofia was immediately stopped everything, replacing the pleasure of concern.
Jan’s bleeding in the penile region. Their innocence is gone forever. Holding his instrument, the blood dripped into his hand. He made his forehead in pain and asked Sofia to accompany him to the bathroom. They were together. The pain was throbbing, but she soon fell. Jan and Sofia were together in the shower, and clean up, returning back to bed. Jan there, crestfallen, apologized, but she soon told.
“No need to apologize. I know it was your first time, and this is normal. Everyone will have a first time. “
Jan felt good with his words, yet even with the pain of lost innocence.
They stayed until just over ten hours of the night. They parted with a kiss symbolic, marking the love of those two souls in love. That night will not be forgotten anytime soon by them. Mostly they know that Jan will never be innocent.
Chapter 8
8
Jan arrived at his home. His mother was worried about his absence because it was late at night. She even thought that he would come, but its arrival calmed.
Even with the pain of lost innocence, Jan said he was at a friend’s house, and everything was fine. He just wanted to go to the bathroom, see the damage that was his instrument. But before his mother even questioned a little further, asking if he came along, but Jan, smart (even if still painful) said he had some money, and came by bus. And then said she would explain everything, because he was tired and wanted to take a bath. He managed to get rid of the questioning of his mother. Went to the bathroom, and found himself naked before the mirror, his instrument in an ugly way and not so happy. He was swollen and purple, just to play longer ached. He was afraid that it would not disappear. But as he knew nothing of sexual orientation, he trusted it would soon heal.
The night of sleep just was not worse for the next day there would be no class, and also the fact of having an unforgettable evening with Sofia told to improve sleep. The instrument still hurt, but those t
houghts a little relieved the pain of lost innocence.
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Jan slept until late the next day and realized that his instrument was far less painful than the previous day. He can do touch-sensitive, but touches a little stronger, was still the limit. Still, he managed to disguise the pain better. Especially when his mother returned to question him about the night before departure.
He sat on the table, and her mother arrived shortly thereafter. He maintained the affirmative of the previous night.
“I was with a friend. And yesterday did not talk much with you, for he was very tired. “-He said, managing to disguise the lie, but gesturing a lot.
“Alright my son, but not arrived so late at night. You got me worried. Staying here in this house alone is annoying, and is the second time you do this, and do not want that to happen again. You’re still too young to leave to go back too late, “said his mother-in super protective of her tone, and then hugging.
Then Jan went to the room while lunch was not served.
She called his cell phone, which soon gave a warning message received. It was Melissa.
‘Jan, you can come to my house?
I need your help.
It is something very serious.
Kisses, Melissa. ‘
He was not as worried as well. ‘Must be something she was afraid last night,’ he thought. On some days, Melissa ends up having these fears. One day he saw a figure in the window of his room. Thought it was some thief, or even a ghost. In the middle of the night she called Jan who encouraged her to go to where this thing is passing strange. When she broached the subject, it was just the curtain swaying because of wind.
Jan soon came back to watch TV, but rather concentrated, as it was with the thought in Sofia. It seemed to never leave your mind. The moment of their first kiss. It was short, but it was so significant for Jan, that it seemed to last much longer. Those lips candy, playing in his, and doing everything to be nothing before that moment where time seemed to stop to see the beauty of love between them.
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