by Nikki Chase
“Good morning, Mr. Foster,” she says as she approaches my desk, her hips swaying, hypnotizing. Her voice is loud and clear. Confident. Practiced.
“Good morning.” I’ve done hundreds of interviews and I know what to say by heart. I can do this if I just switch to autopilot mode. I smile, stand up, and extend a steady hand. “Please, call me Cole.”
“Emily,” she says. Her hand feels small and delicate. They’re a little cold too, now that it’s fall. I fight the urge to hold it a little longer, maybe grasp it between both my hands to warm her up.
“Nice to meet you, Emily,” I say, as if I haven’t memorized every single detail about her, as if she hasn’t tortured my thoughts every night. I gesture at the chair across the desk from me. “Have a seat.”
“Thank you, Cole,” she says, my name sliding smoothly out of her mouth. I think about how, for a moment, she holds something of me on her tongue, between her lips. I ache for more. More of anything from her.
Get ahold of yourself, damn it. It’s just a name.
“So, Emily,” I say, leaning back in my leather swivel chair. “Tell me about yourself.”
“Well, I worked in customer service for eight years. I started working as soon as I turned sixteen. I’m highly motivated and driven. I enjoy connecting with people and building relationships with them. I find that’s the key to customer retention and sales,” she says without hesitation.
Clearly, she has prepared and memorized her script before this interview. Hell, she probably has said the exact same thing to dozens of other interviewers before.
“Customer service,” I say, pretending this is just another interview to me, too. “Would you say that is your strength?”
“Yes. And I know marketing is different, but really it’s about customers too, only at a more macro level.”
She continues her perfect delivery of her rehearsed lines, so I take her cue and play my part as well.
She looks determined. There’s a flame burning in her eyes. With that kind of obvious hunger for success, I’d probably hire her even if she wasn’t Emily Webb.
Her bare lips look a little dry. I watch them as she talks. More than anything, I want to grab her and run my tongue along the surface, feel the texture and memorize it with my own lips.
I hate myself for thinking these thoughts, but I can’t help it when she looks so fucking edible.
Irrationally, my heart clenches at the thought of her other interviews. Those men (and women — but let’s face it, there were probably more men than women) spent time alone with her, sitting in positions of power relative to her.
Are you really getting jealous, asshole? You have no right.
I take a deep breath. This charade has gone on long enough. It’s time to just end this interview.
“Okay,” I say as soon as she finishes saying her answer to my previous interview question. “I think we’ve covered everything.”
She gives me a polite smile. She looks nervous with her fidgeting fingers, but she’s meeting my gaze. Hope smolders in her sapphire blue eyes.
“Can you start on Monday?” I say.
I can almost pinpoint the exact moment she realizes she’s getting the job. Anxiety seems to evaporate from her body and relief takes its place.
“Of course!” A wide grin spreads across her face, but there’s more joy simmering just under the surface. If she weren’t stuck in an office with her future boss, she’d probably clap or jump or both.
“Good,” I say, returning her grin. It’s contagious. Just looking at her right now makes me want to grab her hand, put on some music, and dance.
But that would be completely inappropriate. Instead, I say, “Monday, 9 a.m., report to Steffi from marketing. She’ll know what to do.”
“Thank you, Cole,” she says, and my heart jumps again at the mention of my name. “You won’t regret this.”
“You’re welcome, Emily.” I look forward to happy little interactions with her, even if she just sees me as a boss and keeps me at arm’s length. “See you on Monday, then.”
“See you on Monday,” she says, nodding with the wide grin still plastered on her face as she gets up from her chair. “Thanks again. Thank you so much.”
I watch as she turns around and makes her way toward the door. Fuck, what I wouldn’t give to grab those hips and pull her luscious ass back against the bulge in my pants so she can feel for herself exactly what she’s doing to me.
“Have a good day, Cole.” She looks back and smiles at the door.
“You too, Emily.”
The door closes with a thud as it hits the jamb. I hear a soft click when the latch springs into place. Suddenly, the office feels empty. Silent.
I turn my chair around and look out through the glass wall at the city that’s sprawling out in all directions. She’s walking out of this building soon, and then she can be anywhere in this big city, and I won’t know where she is.
But I know where she’ll be on Monday morning, and the morning after that, and the one after that. She’ll be spending a lot of time right outside my office door.
I haven’t decided yet if that will be a good thing or a bad thing.
Before this interview, I tried to convince myself that I was only doing this to help her.
But I realize now that maybe it has all been for my own benefit. Maybe I insisted on doing this interview myself just so I could talk to her, have her to myself for a few fleeting moments.
4
Emily
“Em?” Alice opens the door and steps into the darkness of the apartment. “Em, are you home?”
I pull down the chain to turn on the floor lamp. Alice flinches and blinks a few times as her eyes adjust to the brightness. She squints at me.
“Looking for me?” I dramatically ask with my best mafia voice.
“What…” Alice’s voice trails off as she scans the apartment.
Right by the door where she’s standing is the open-plan kitchen, and beyond that is the sparse living space, with a small TV in one corner, the old sofa that I’m sitting on, and an Ikea dining set that includes a pine table and four chairs.
When she spots the sushi on the dining table, Alice gasps.
“You got the job?” She raises her hands up to cover her mouth.
Slowly, I pull out the champagne I’ve been hiding behind my back. Her eyes grow big and she quietly stares at me.
“I got the job!” I raise both my arms in the air, the champagne bottle still in my hand. I’ve been suppressing the urge to scream it at the top of my lungs the whole day. And now that Alice is here, I can finally celebrate.
“Oh my God! You got the job!” Alice rushes toward me and pulls me up into a big bear hug. “That is so awesome! Congratulations!”
“I know! I can’t believe it!” I wrap my arms around her and we do a little weird dance of bouncing and skipping in place while we hug.
“I’m so proud of you.” Alice puts her hands on my shoulders and pushes me just far enough for her to take a good look at me. She has a big smile on her face. “Really. You’re going to do so well.”
“I know,” I say, raising one eyebrow and grinning at her with mock arrogance. I hold the champagne bottle up to show her. “Since I haven’t quite maxed out my credit card yet, I thought we should celebrate. I also thought sake would go better with the sushi, but I couldn’t find any at the liquor store. And I know nothing about sake anyway.”
“Sushi! Yes! Oh my God!” She turns around to look at the spread on the dining table. “You’re starting a dangerous precedent here, Em. I may just start expecting a sushi dinner after work every night now.”
“Well, I mean, obviously I’m loaded now that I have a job, so that won’t be a problem.”
I grab the bottle opener on the dining table and pop the champagne open. I pour the fizzy liquid into two mugs and offer one to Alice.
“We should get wine glasses next,” I say, raising my mug.
“Cheers.” Alice clinks her
mug against mine. She takes a sip, then says, “You know, champagne is supposed to go into a different kind of glass than wine.”
“Seriously?” I raise my eyebrows and take a sip of the champagne.
It tastes good. I bet it tastes just as good from a coffee mug as it would from a champagne glass. Rich people waste money on the most ridiculous things.
“I didn’t know that. I guess it’s going to take some time for me to get used to my newfound wealth,” I say.
“You can take pointers from your rich hotel guests.” Alice laughs and takes a seat. She works as a waitress at an upscale restaurant, and she knows all the complex rules that people call fine dining etiquette.
I pull out the chair across from her and sit down.
“So tell me all about it.” Alice grabs the disposable chopsticks and pulls them apart until they snap. “How was the interview?”
“It went well, obviously.” I pour some soy sauce into a small dish.
“Well, obviously.” She rolls her eyes. “Come on. Tell me how it all went down.”
“Oh, I almost forgot to thank Marco for getting me this interview.” I begin to stand up so I can look for my phone.
“Oh my God, sit your butt back down. Let’s just eat first,” Alice says as she picks up a salmon nigiri. “I’ll text Marco later. Don’t worry about it.”
“Okay.”
“Now spill.” Alice takes a bite of the sushi and widens her eyes at me.
“Okay. Wow. Bossy much?” I pick up my chopsticks and start telling her about the interview, starting from my apprehension when I stepped into Cole Foster’s lavish office.
Later that night, with a happy belly full of sushi, I fling my wardrobe doors wide open and sit on the bed, staring at my clothes and thinking about what to wear on Monday.
I wonder if I should shop over the weekend with my credit card, or if I should at least wait for my first paycheck. Either way, I need nicer blouses and shirts. And I should be able to afford it with my salary.
I should watch out for sales at Banana Republic. Or maybe J. Crew. Sometimes I see signs promoting fifty-percent discounts. Maybe those fancy clothes won’t be too expensive if I buy them on sale.
Later that night, I fall asleep to thoughts of elegant blouses in jewel colors and work-appropriate-yet-sexy pencil skirts.
5
Emily
SIX MONTHS LATER
"Is Lily dumping her work on you, Emily?”
Even with his thick eyebrows furrowed and frown lines appearing on his forehead, Cole looks sinfully gorgeous. I drink in the sight of his rich brown eyes, his prominent cheekbones, and his thick, messy dark hair.
But aside from his obvious hotness, he’s also known for being strict and demanding. And now that he’s frowning at the stack of papers on Lily’s desk in front of me, it seems like I’m his next target.
He’s been kind to me so far, and I think it’s because I’m the new girl. But after six months of working in this office, maybe that’s no longer a good excuse.
"Oh, no. No, it's not like that at all.” I say, trying and failing to keep my nerves under wraps. "She has to pick up her daughter from the daycare early, so she couldn't stay behind to finish scheduling all your appointments for next week.”
"Still," he says, lines still etched in his forehead and the bridge of his nose. "She’s not supposed to make you do her work for her. I’ll have to talk to her about this. She should really manage her time better.”
"Really, there's no need. I don't mind at all. If anything, I was the one who insisted on doing this for her.“ I nervously clasp my hands together under the desk. Considering Cole’s ruthless reputation, “a talk” could very possibly mean Lily losing her job. “I have to work on the presentation anyway. For the conference.”
“Isn’t that Steffi’s work?” He sighs, the lines in his face becoming deeper. “You need to stop worrying about other people. You're too nice and they’re taking advantage of you.”
"No, it's really not like that. I’m learning a lot from preparing this presentation. I want to do this,” I say.
Cole isn’t wrong. Steffi has been piling more and more work on me, work that she should be doing herself. But I also am really glad for the learning opportunity.
“And since I’m here anyway, it’s easy enough for me to tie up a few loose ends in your schedule.“ I place both palms on the desk and push to get on my feet. "Please, Cole, I don't want to get Lily in trouble. It was my idea.“
As a single mother, she already has too many problems, I think to myself.
I don’t bother telling Cole that detail. I don’t think it would make any difference to him, since he’s generally unsympathetic to people letting personal life get in the way of work.
“Alright, if you say so,” he says. He lets out another big sigh, like it physically pains him to let me “win” this. He picks up a folder from the desk and flips through its pages.
I breathe a sigh of relief and sit back down in Lily’s chair. She’s a friend and I wouldn’t want to make her life harder just because of my carelessness.
“So…you’re going home soon?” It’s getting awkward with him standing there not saying anything while I’m trying to work.
“Why do you ask?” Cole raises his gaze, peering at me over the top of the wide-open folder.
“I… Just making conversation,” I say lamely. Something about the way he’s looking at me gets me so flustered I find myself unable come up with something better.
“Oh. Too bad,” he says. Most of his face is covered by the manila folder as he reviews the documents inside, his fingers skimming the edges of the stiff paper. I can’t help but wonder how those same fingers would feel roaming all over my body.
“What do you mean?” I take the bait.
“I thought maybe you wanted to join me,” he says, raising one thick eyebrow at me. He shuts the folder, trapping it between his masculine hands. He grins, his lips upturned, revealing the dimples in his cheeks. Keeping his teasing gaze firmly on my reddening face, he continues, “Well, if there’s nothing else and you’re not actually coming home with me, I am going home.”
“Uh… Okay.” I rack my brain for something normal to say in this situation, but how am I supposed to respond to Cole Foster asking me to go home with him? I mean, not that he could possibly mean it…
“Good night, Emily,” he says, taking the folder with him as he turns around and heads to the elevator.
“Good night, Cole,” I say to his back.
I watch his tall figure grow smaller as he walks away. Damn, my boss has a nice ass.
The Armani suit hugs his frame perfectly, showing off his broad shoulders, lean body, and impossibly long legs. I’m told women just throw themselves at him, and I can’t say I blame them. I watch as he disappears into the elevator, leaving me alone in the big, quiet, open-space office.
When I first saw him at the interview, I thought he was a mid-level manager because of how young he seemed. The designer suit should’ve given it away. But it didn’t occur to me that the guy interviewing me for an entry-level position was a CEO — albeit a micro-managing one.
If I had bothered to read some business magazines beforehand, I would’ve recognized him from the get-go. It seemed strange to me that he was only in his twenties and yet already so successful.
Then I learned about his family and it all made sense. Let’s just say that multiple members of his extended family have appeared in articles like Top 100 Wealthiest Americans or Owners of San Fransisco’s Most Expensive Homes.
So he comes from money. Old money. How nice.
I sigh and look up at the computer screen. I’m almost done with the research portion of this presentation. I just need to gather all the information in one file, organize it into separate sections based on which PowerPoint slides they correspond to, and email the file to Steffi.
While I save my work to a flash drive, I grab my new iPhone and press the button to turn on the display. Bes
ides some new clothes, this phone is one of the first things I bought with my salary.
Yes, I am saving up to move out of Alice’s apartment. But after everything I’ve been through, I feel like I deserve to splurge on something. Plus, my old phone was so slow the screen was frozen half the time.
Now, according to my new awesome phone, it’s already eight.
I haven’t eaten anything since lunch. I should probably head home now and finish up tomorrow.
As usual, there are a few notifications from the chat app. I bet they’re all worried messages from Alice. I tap the app icon and — what do you know — I’m right.
Alice Webb: Em, where are you?
Alice Webb: Still at work?
Alice Webb: Overtime again?
Alice Webb: They better be paying you REALLY well
I smile to myself. I get these messages every work night, but my sister’s excessive worry still hasn’t failed to amuse me.
Emily Webb: Coming home soon
Placing my phone on Lily’s desk, I grab my bag and stuff my things inside. Wallet, keys, flash drive.
Maybe if I have some time after dinner I can continue working on the presentation on Alice’s computer.
I glance at the phone, watching as Alice’s messages come through.
Alice Webb: It’s late
Alice Webb: Damn that boss of yours
Alice Webb: One of these days you should lick his ass
I frown for a second, confused. I re-read the last message and burst out in laughter, my voice echoing in the big, empty space that is the office at night.
That is the best autocorrect typo ever!
Alice doesn’t seem to have noticed. She would’ve corrected it if she had.
Emily Webb: LMAO
Emily Webb: I had no idea you were so kinky
Alice Webb: OMG
Alice Webb: KICK!!!