Cruel Lies

by Ember Rose

  It’s lunch, and after school I gotta check in with the strip clubs before making the gun run with the guys... We have had some problems with the last couple runs we made. Dad wants me to tag along to make sure it all goes smooth.

  I get pulled from my thoughts when I see Kinsley again with that same dude. What the fuck? Every time I see her, I see this fucker. I can barely see his head it’s so far up her ass.

  Gear plops down at the table “here’s what I found out. Rumor is that this guy is from LA, and is ‘thinking about coming here, but wants a sample of the life. They agreed to let him follow Kinsley around.” I nod “so what do you think is really happening?” Gear looks at me “you sure you really wanna know?” I stare at him “fuckin talk before I get pissed.”

  He nods “ok, underground rumor is that Bobby, and his fighter Beast are in town from LA underground circuit. My guess is ya boy over there” he nods in the direction of Kinsley. “ that’s Beast. Another, guess of mine is that Kinsley, and beast used to have a thing. I mean look how comfortable, and close they are. I also think they paid the principal to let the guy come, and go as he pleases the next couple of weeks.”

  Seeing her with this dude pisses me the fuck off. Just as I’m about to go over there I see Ashley plop right in Beasts lap. Kinsey's jaw looks like it’s going to snap. Tigger is just smirking, and watching Kinsley. I get closer so I can hear what’s being said “hi cutie I’m Ashley! You’re personal welcoming committee.”

  She really goes for it. like holy shit the bitch is crazy! Beast replies to her.“uh hi, I’m Dylan.” He looks at Kinsley, and realized she’s pissed “right…so… can you get the fuck off of me please?” I bust out laughing the whole table looks at me so I pull up a seat “what’s up guys?” Ashley still hasn’t moved. They turn back to the current situation choosing to ignore me, and focus on Kinsley. Speaking of which she explodes “he said get the fuck off him bitch!” She pushes Ashley to the floor! I start laughing again.

  Ashley gets to her feet “listen bitch! You can’t have everyone! If the new guy wants a fun time with me he shouldn’t worry about you’re fuckin wrath! You used up whore!” Hold the fuck up. Even I wanna slap the cunt for such a hypocritical statement, and I don’t hit women. “Look who’s talking!” I hear Gear who’s standing behind my chair. They’re too busy with the current situation to even handle the fact that I’m still sitting here. This is fuckin great. It’s like watching a reality TV show LIVE.

  Out of nowhere Ashley picks up someone’s milk, and tosses it all over Kinsley. Fuckkkkk! Kinsley is quick as she jumps up from her chair and leaps at Ashley! Dylan snatches her by the waste before she’s in reach, and we all stand. Tigger is eyeing the guy (Dylan) hard. Her brother seems more focused on Ashley. The guy is talking to Kinsley in whispers. She seemed to be calming down. He kisses her lightly on the lips. Tigger then storms towards Ashley. He pushes Ghost to the side on his way, and sticks his tongue down her throat. Like whoa. This shit is fucked up. I clap my hands“Okay well this was a fun episode of ‘Dr.Phil’ I’m gonna get to class.”

  Gear took off with me “what the fuck was that shit?” I shake my head “I have no clue. You said Tigger, and Kinsley have been on the outs lately?” He nods “well at least we know what his play was. He was jealous and wanted to show his ass to make her Mad.” He nods. “So why do you think Ashley did that?” I chuckle “Ashley was being a bitch. She wants to take anything and everything that she thinks belongs to Kinsley. She thinks that guy is one of those things. The only thing I wanna know is what’s this guy’s play? Are they dating? Were they dating? Who is he to her? How long will he be here? Things like that.” He nods “I’ll try, and find out.” That whole situation gave me a fuckin head ache.

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  Ugh it’s fuckin Wednesday! I had a late night doing the fuckin run for my dad. I’m tired as fuck. I wish my mom wasn’t meeting Kinsley today. Obviously, I’m not gonna let her go alone to meet a girl who I’ve done horrible shit to. She fuckin hates me! My mom decided on this hole in the wall cafe. It’s one of the only places she ever goes to anymore. She like the lack of people.

  I really wanna know what Kinsley’s’ game is with having lunch with my mom. I want to believe that she will let all the shit between us go for the sake of my mom… but I know better. I keep asking myself over and over. Is it genuine or is this part of the bullshit we’ve been doing back and forth with. If it’s the latter I will fuckin kill this bitch. Just as that thought finishes, I see Kinsley walking toward us. She’s so beautiful wearing tight jeans, and a back graphic tee that covers just over her belly button. Leaving a sliver of skin to peak out .Fuck she’s hot.

  My mom nudges my elbow and smirks at me … letting me know that she saw me checking Kinsley out. My mom stands up, and greets her with a hug, and stutters out “h-hi Kinsley nice t-to see you again.” I stay sitting in my seat. The only reason I’m here is to make sure this bitch don’t pull any bullshit with her.

  I really hate how timid my mom has become. I can’t blame her though even her own husband makes fun of her. He doesn’t even try to hide the fact that he’s fuckin around on her. He even has a main bitch on his arm that he practically treats like his ole lady. It pisses me off! I drag myself from my thoughts as Kinsley sits down.

  She looks at my mom, and gives her a real smile. She completely ignores me which pleases, and pisses me off at the same time! “Good to see you to Stacy.” My mom drops her chin a little, and tilts her head to try, and hide the scars. It pisses me off that I’m sitting here with a bitch from the club that did it. Like what the fuck am I doing? Kinsley reaches for my mom, and I sit up straight she tips my mom’s chin up, and pushes her hair back, and smiles “you are beautiful.” My mom smiles so bright. Just a few simple words and my mom is glowing. I haven’t seen her smile like that in a long ass time.

  My mom talks breaking the silence “when me, and you’re mom were in high school we always got into trouble.” She chuckles to herself. “We would skip class and smoke weed all the time” she chuckles again. “I probably shouldn’t be telling you about the ruckus we’ve caused.” Kinsley moved her chair closer, and grabbed my mom’s hand. “I wanna know everything! I wanna know the crazy, wild, and spontaneous parts of my mom. Things that no one knows! Things that will make me feel closer to her. Please don’t sensor anything.” My mom smiles some more. I can’t keep my eyes off of it. It was mesmerizing. It’s like I’m trying to burn it into my mind before she crawls back into her shell.

  “Ok I remember this one time we went to a party. We was dating your dad, and at the time I was dating some Joe Shmoe kid that was friends with your dad it was right before I met Jace’s father” she says looking to me, and back to Kinsley. I see my mom smile at the memory. “Boy was you’re dad over protective! It pissed her off so much.” She chuckled before continuing. “Well the boys had a run to do on the night of a party we wanted to go to. He told her no. Ha, you should have seen her face! The moment they left on a run we threw on our dresses that put all our curves on display. We get to the party, and start drinking when this bitch, and her friends from school start shit!” God my mom’s so lively, and has sparks in her eyes. I love this side of her she continued “We get in a fight with them it’s 4 against 2. Not a fair fight at all. I wasn’t for being jumped. I wanted to leave, and catch them on a different day, but your mom was so wild! She head butted the bitch right in the nose, and looked at me, and said now it’s 3 to 2.” Kinsley busted out laughing. I bet she’s remembering what happened between us. She has a hard fuckin head. I love hearing them both laugh.

  “Well we didn’t know someone was filming. When the fight was over we continued drinking. Just a couple more before heading back to the place she was crashing with your dad. We tried sneaking back in. Hell we thought we got away with it.

  As soon as we walk in the lights cut on, and our guys were sitting there laughing their asses off at us. We cover our faces with our hands thinking they can’t see us if we c
an’t see them.” Mom shakes her head with a smile “It made them laugh harder. We finally got the words out to ask them how they knew we went. They showed us the video of the fight.” I smile at my mom telling the story, and I can tell Kinsley enjoyed it to. “Me, and you’re mom was really close. I regret letting us split apart after high school. But, I guess we got our own lives. The time just passes really quick.” She gives a sad smile “you remind me a lot of her. The wild, and passionate side, but also she had a caring heart. She would swallow her pain, and help lift up others in need.” A tear slips down Kinsleys face. “Kinsley I see your pain as clearly as you see mine. I’m here if you ever wanna talk about anything.” Kinsley nods, and hugs her “thank you! I would love that.” My mom cups her face. “Anytime, do you need a ride home sweetheart?” I straiten, and find myself hoping she says yes. “No thank you. I have my friend Dylan waiting at the MMA gym down the street.” This fucking guy again! “Ok well, I hope we do this again soon.” She nods “me to!” I watch as Kinsley walks her fine ass right out the door.

  Mom turns to me “she’s beautiful isn’t she.” I look at my mom, and grab her hand “ma you know it’s her club that’s done this to you right?” Mom pats my hand “Jace that has nothing to do with that beautiful girl right there. I’m not just talking about her face or body. I’m talking about her heart.” I nod “yeah, she’s beautiful, and she’s also a bitch.” My mom laughs “the best ones always are my boy.”

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  Yesterday went really good. My mom was smiling ear to ear for the first time in three years. She seems like little by little her confidence is building back up. To my surprise the credit all goes to Kinsley. I wish I could have figured out what my mom actually needed. She needed to feel like nothing was wrong with her. For someone not to treat her as a freak. I thought I was doing all of that.. but maybe I babied her too much. Ive always been quick to defend her. I never gave her the chance to defed herself. She used to be a strong women. I didn’t know that I was the one who has been taking that from her…she needed someone to remind her that she is more than just a scar…Kinsley did that for her.

  Which is why I’m waiting here waiting for Kinsley’s car to pull in. I need to thank her for helping my mom the way she did. I’m waiting by the front doors for about 15 minutes when I see her pull in the parking lot. This is my first time really checking out her car. Personally I’m more of a bike person, but anyone with eyes can see she’s got a bad ass car. She gets out, and is walking towards the doors. She bobbing her head to whatever she’s listening to. She’s to fuckin cute. I step in front her immediately yanking the headphones from her ear. Her eyes narrow “what” she says. I smile “where is your new friend today?” She opens that pretty plump mouth, and says “not that it’s any of your business, but he had shit to do today.”

  Finally, that prick isn’t up her ass. I smile “can we talk for a second?” She looks at me like I’m going to do something. I quickly follow up with “I promise just to talk no funny business.” She nods her head. I pull her to the schools dark room. The photography students aren’t allowed to use it before school. I felt it was better we talk private. My mom is a subject I hold dear “I just wanted to thank you for yesterday. My mom really enjoyed it.” I run my finger though my hair “God, I haven’t heard her laugh in three years!” Kinsley gave me a soft smile “it’s no problem. It was a lot of fun. Can — can I ask what happened?” She seemed hesitant. And rightfully so, this was a sore subject especially because of who she was. My eyes darken “you’re club happened.” She looked confused. “What? Why?” I shake my head “it doesn’t matter Kinsley.” She nods knowing not to push the subject “just keep reminding her she’s beautiful, and that she has nothing to hide.”

  Every emotion hit me at once. I don’t realize what I was doing until my mouth was on hers, and my tongue was parting her pink plump lips. Once they touched it was like all our emotions came out. I want her. I want her sexually. I want her in my bed. I want her on my arm. God I want this strong, beautiful, fierce girl to be completely mine.

  I didn’t even realize she was just into this as I was. she let me devour her mouth with no fight. This was so intense. My cock has never been this hard. It almost hurt with how it was straining against my jeans. I kissed down her jaw suckin on her neck. I started descending down when I heard her moan. That just made me more aggressive, eager and filled with the excitement. Which led me to keep going.

  I moved my way back up to her neck. I wanna take my time. I lick her lips as I stuck my hands in her underwear. Just like I did at the party. I started playing with her clit. She stuck her tongue in my mouth, and then pulled back “this is just a onetime thing. I still hate you.” Well fuck! I’m not gonna ruin the moment so I just agree... for now. But, this girl will be mine eventually “yeah, hate, for sure, just a onetime thing.” I breathe out.

  She lets out a breathy moan… fuck it’s the hottest thing I’ve ever heard. Feeling encouraged I stick my middle finger inside her while using my thumb to play with her clit. I can feel she’s close so I stick another finger in. quickly going in, and out while playing with her clit. She pulls my bottom lip in between her teeth, and bites. I feel a sting from her teeth quickly followed by the pleasure of her tongue, and lips sucking on it. I can feel the walls of her pussy tightening, and her orgasm hits. She’s running her hands through my hair. I love the way they feel touching me. My dick is about to burst. My jeans are fuckin tight. I pull my fingers out, and suck them clean “you taste so fucking good princess.” Her eyes darken with lust.

  She runs her hand over my hard bulge “you seem a little uncomfortable Jace let me help you with that.” Fuck I love the way my name falls off her lips. She undoes my pants, and slides them down. My cock springing free. I hiss from pleasure when she grips the base moving her finger over the top of my cock. Pre cum fuckin dripping everywhere like I’m some fuckin virgin. She starts rubbing the tip running her finger over the hole spreading my pre cum all over the head of my cock. She looks at me through her eye lashes, and slides down to her knees. She licks from the bottom to the tip. “Fuck baby!” She sucks the tip for a moment building pressure. Then she quickly sucked my entire cock to the back of her throat. Fuckkkk she took the whole fuckin thing in like a pro! “Fuck Kins you keep this up, and I won’t last.” I feel her smile, and I put my hands in her hair moving her head up, and down. Each time she takes the whole thing. I touch the back of her throat, and I’m so close. Looking down at my girl’s pretty mouth taking all of me. Fuck I can’t wait till she realizes she is mine.

  I moan “fuck Kins I’m about to cum. tell me where you want it baby.” Out of nowhere the door flies open! Kinsley’s mouth releases my cock with a pop. It would have been funny if I was watching from the outside view. But, here I am, and we’re face to face with her brother, Tigger, and of course fucking Ashley.

  I see Ghosts face is really red “what the fuck! Are you fucking kidding me right now!?” Then Tigger leaps at me, and Ghost grabs him, and walks him off to the side while Tigger is screaming at me as he’s walked away. “imma fuckin kill you Grim! Imma fuckin kill you!!” I roll my eyes, and I button my pants. Just as Kinsley is walking out the door I grab her hand “Kinsley wait.” She yanks it back “don’t fuckin touch me!” she grits out “ So did you get what you wanted? What was it this time. A video? Another recording? I’m a fuckin idiot” she scuffs. Shit I know what it looks like. “Kinsley I didn’t fuckin plan this!” She laughs “so you’re telling me that Ashley used her psychic powers to find out where we were, and knew what we were doin!? Is this some type of fuckin joke to you! Ya know what” she puts her palms up like she telling me to stop. “Fuck this shit leave me the fuck alone Grim.” I just watch as she storms her pretty fine ass down the hall. Doing everything she can not to look at her brother or Tigger as she passes. I just stand there next to Ashley staring at Kinsley walking away. I finally turn to her, and give her the coldest look I can “I don’t know what the fuck you were t
hinking or how you knew anything at all, and honestly I don’t give a fuck. I want you to listen, and listen fuckin good! It wouldn’t matter if you were the only girl at this school or even if Kinsley wasn’t here! You and I still wouldn’t be shit. You’re just a wet hole for my dick! Actually you’re not even that anymore. You’re to fuckin clingy for a bitch I’m not even dating. Imma make this clear for the last time. WE. ARE. NOT. TOGETHER. We never will be, and now we aren’t even fuckin! In fact don’t let me catch you at my club house or anywhere around me or my friends with you’re stupid used up cunt!” I was shaking I was so fuckin pissed! Then Ashley turns, and just before she walks away she says “I know you’re mad right now, and you’re saying some shit you don’t mean. So I’ll give you the day to cool off baby.” She skips off before I can wrap my head around what she said. Something is fuckin wrong with this bitch. Her head is so fucked up.

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  Yesterday was just a cluster fuck. I wish Kinsley would talk to me, and let me explain. I didn’t know that bitch knew what we were doing. But, I understand where she is coming from I mean it sucks, but I don’t have a good track record with Kinsley. I walk in first period, and grab my seat. The guys sit next to me. When I got back to the club house yesterday I told them what happened. Starting from the lunch with my mom up until what the bitch Ashley pulled. Ace laughed while Gear ran his hand down his face, and said “I fuckin told you man! I always knew Ashley was a psycho bitch from the first moment she walked over to us.”