by Ember Rose
Going over the info Ashley gave me has me confused. Because, 4 years ago she was 14. I remember when Tigger and I had that talk after Ashley stole her clothes. He was telling me how she was raped by one of our club members at 14. This reminds me, I need to ask Gears if he found anything on that. I walk towards the cafeteria. I sit at my table in between my friends I tell them “meeting at the play house after school we have stuff to talk about.” They now their heads. Just then I look over, and see Kinsley, and that douche sitting at their table with his fuckin arm around her. I want to fuckin pound his face in for being able to be so close to her when she’s mine.
It’s finally the end of school day. Seeing Kinsley with Dylan really pisses me off. I can’t wait for this fucker to go back to LA. We’re pulling up at the playhouse. We just sit in silence. I’m lost in thought about everything I’ve discovered. Then, Gears breaks the silence “so Grim what was it you found out when you talked with Ashley.” I took a deep breath “Ashley said when Kinsley was 14 she seen her fuckin an older guy. She said it’s guy everyone knows. But, she won’t say the name because she promised him she wouldn’t say anything. She said he kinda scares her. But, remember after Ashley stole her clothes Tigger told me how someone in our club raped Kinsley when she was 14. I don’t know something isn’t adding up.” They look at me, and Gears says “maybe Kinsley lied to her club, and said she was raped because she was caught in a compromising position?” I shake my head “nah Tigger said that she was beat pretty bad besides Kinsley wouldn’t lie about that sorta thing.” Ace chuckles “you barley know that girl. You don’t have a fuckin clue what she would lie about.” My eyes narrow “I fucking said she would lie! Got me.” Gear interrupted “I checked over everyone in the club like five fuckin times. No one from our club touched her. Did Tigger ever say who told the club it was one of ours? What if Kinsley lied about who raped her cause she was scared of the current person?”
I shook my head, and say “you think there the same people?” They both say “maybe.” Ace looks at me, and has a big ass smile “so what’s your plan on getting Kinsley.” I look at him “I plan on talking to her eventually. We’ll see how it goes I wanna ask her about coming see my mom at club house. My mom has been asking about her a lot.”
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It’s been a long couple of days! I’ve spent this whole week trying to buck myself up to talk to Kinsley. I swear I haven’t been this nervous since I was 13, and this freshman high school chick gave me my very first hand job. I'm waiting by the developer room she will have to walk by here to get to any of her classes. I love this room because it’s the same place we got caught with her mouth around my cock. Fuck I loved the feeling. Not the getting caught feeling. The feeling of my girl’s mouth around me.
I’m hoping when I talk to her I can get her to skip the rest of the day, and go somewhere to talk about everything. It’s a long overdue conversation we need to have. I catch sight of Kinsley walking in the crowd heading this way. I open the developer room door, and just as she passes I snatch her arm, and pull her in. She gives me the slightest little yelp of surprise. Fuck she’s cute. She levels me with a look “what the fuck Grim!?” She looks around, and gives me this evil eye look “I’m not gonna suck you’re fuckin cock again!”
I’m just staring at her. I can’t seem to get my lips to move. She looks at me “well, this was fun, and all, but I'm gonna go ahead, and go.” I quickly grabbed her hand “please wait I just wanna talk.” She pulls her hand away “what is there to talk about Grim?”
I smile “well um” get it together man! She’s just a girl. You’re a fuckin ladies’ man! What the fuck. I go to say I’m sorry, but instead my mouth decides to blurt “haven’t seen you’re friend around lately.” She rolls her eyes “yeah, not any of your business but he left Monday family emergency.” She goes to walk away again “I’m sorry!” She turns back to me with a confused look on her face. “I’m sorry for what I did at the party. You know undressing you, and doing those things …ya know. Posing you for pictures.” She blinks rapidly “I fuckin remember what you did, and i definitely do not need a reminder!” Fuck my dick just got hard. I love her fire. “Will you go somewhere with me? I would really like to talk to you. Just you and me not in school. But, somewhere we can talk that no one will interrupt us. There’s a lot I want to tell you, and would like to talk about starting over, and stopping this war between us.” She looks at me like she’s trying to decide if she should trust me or not.
It felt like hours before she gave me a nod “we should leave now while everyone is at lunch in the cafeteria. That way none of our friends stop us.” We head out to the football stadium, and once we found a hidden spot beneath them. I look at her, and she’s just so beautiful “I’m so fuckin sorry Kins. I didn’t know what happened to you.” She tensed up her face becoming stone so I hurried, and said “we don’t have to talk about it. I don’t think differently of you. I just keep thinking how you must have felt waking up naked like that. Fuck I’m sorry. I don’t want this war anymore. What happened to my mom was you’re club not you. I just wanna start over.”
She sat there with a mixture of emotions crossing her face “who told you.” Her face was pale, and I took her hands in mine. “It doesn’t matter. Fuck, Kinsley you’re the most bravest, boldest, badass chick I’ve ever met, and you’re mine.” I swallowed “I really want you to be mine.” She’s just looking at me. Processing what I’m saying. “I’ll have to think about it.” I shake my head with a smirk. “Nah, babe you’re mine. And, I’m so fuckin yours. We’ll go at you’re speed.” I’m breathing hard by the last word. I just really want this. She starts walking away. My heart practically drops out my ass. I don’t even know what to do. When she’s almost to the exit she turns, and smirks “my pace ok?” I run, and pick her up. She squeals. “yeah baby you’re pace,” and I kiss her. Fuck this is the best feeling in the world. When we break apart I ask “come to the clubhouse with me after school? My mom has been asking about you.” She nods “ ok we have other things to talk about anyways. Meet at my car after school.” She gives me a peck on the lips before skipping off to class.
Well that went a lot better than I thought it would. The rest of the day I strut around with a huge ass smile on my face. I’m sure the guys figured it out by now. I’m sitting in study hall. My last period of the day, waiting for the bell to ring. I’ve told my friends a little bit about the conversation with kinsley. Ace says “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you glow like this before. Are you pregnant?”
Gear chokes on the sip of water before he laughs! I admit it was pretty funny. “Whatever, asshole what about you, and Keira? Its ok man, I saw you writing Mr.Ace Keira all over you’re notebook, you pansy.” Gear has tears in his eyes he’s laughing so hard he tries to speak “please... Guys... I’m dying over here.” Their happy for me, but I know it’s a relief because they started to fuck around with her friends. They’ve been hanging out a lot lately. I just hope whatever happens with her friends, and mine doesn’t affect us at all.
When the bell finally rings I rush to my bike and Go Park it next to her car. As soon as she comes to view our eyes connect. She gives me the most beautiful smile. When she gets close enough I walk up, and kiss her in front of everyone. Trust me when I say they’re all staring.
I take her hand “come on, we’ll take my bike.” She pulls back. I get a little nervous. “Grim you know what that means... Are you sure about this?” Relief floods me, and I wrap my arms around her waist. “Yes baby you’re mine, and I’m yours remember?” She smiles, and gives me a quick kiss “ok I just need to put my stuff in the car.” I get on my bike, and as soon as she goes to get on. I see her brother, and Tigger emerge from the school. They are headed this ways because the fucks park right next to her.Like every single fuckin day. This is definitely gonna be annoying and a possible problem.
Once she has her tight body wrapped around mine I crank up the bike. I love the feeling of her on the back of my bike with her ar
ms around me it just feels right. We are pulling away from the car when her brother and Tigger realize who is on the back of my back. Everyone who’s in a mc knows this is a big deal. I smile to myself because all hell is about to break lose. They bust into a run to catch us, but I just speed forward. I’m gonna enjoy the 45 minute ride to the club house. Just me, my girl, and the road. Fuck, it feels good calling her my girl.
We get off the bike, and I pull her in for a kiss. Right before I open the door mom runs to quickly pull it open. I texted her earlier to let her know I was bringing Kinsley after school. She must have been listening for us to pull up. I’m glad to see my mom finally coming out of her shell. She hugs Kinsley, and kisses her cheek “it’s so good to see you again honey.” Kinsley smiles, and returns the hug “it’s good to see you again to.” I see my mom look around “where’s your car?” Kinsley’s face turns pink. She’s cute as fuck. “I rode with Grim” she says as we walk inside. Things got a little quiet. I wonder if my mom had a change of heart, and disapproves of her. My hands start sweating and I rub my hands on my jeans.
When I sit at the table I pull Kinsley in my lap. My mom sits across from us, and gives us a look because last time she seen us interact we weren’t getting along. I decide to just get it out the way. I clear my throat “Ma… Kinsley and i are together now. We’re taking things slow but she’s most definitely my girl.”
She looks at us and I can’t express the amount of relief that floods me when she smiles and says “I’m so happy for y’all. I think you’re good for him Kinsley.” I joke with her “um what about me? I’m good for her to right?” She laughs “I think she’s got her work cut out for her. But, Jace you hurt her I promise you will be walking around with a permanent fixture of a size 7 shoe up your ass.” When she says this Kinsley’s full out laughs. I look at my mom, and say “thanks ma. Nice to know you have my back.” I state sarcastically. When they giggle, I catch Kinsley’s eyes. I don’t plan on ever hurting you, Kinsley. Your different and worth so much more.” I kiss her on the lips quickly cause my mom’s here. Gotta keep this shit PG for now.
When I pull away I can tell my mom is happy for us. She looks at Kinsley “honey come help me in the kitchen. We’re gonna grab us some drinks, and snacks for while we talking.” She nods her head, and they walk off. While I’m waiting I get a text message from Gears. Wanting to know if we’re still on for hanging out later. I texted him back yea I’ll let him know when I bring Kinsley back. Which I hope isn’t until a lot later. I like how my mom, and her get along.
As I send the last message to Gear, and check my social media pages. That same club whore from the other mourning just plops her ass in my lap the moment Kinsley decides to walk in. Just my fuckin luck. I push the nasty bitch off my lap, and jump up “what the fuck!? I told you not to fuckin touch me again!” The whore smiles at me “not what you were saying two weeks ago.” You’ve got to be kidding. I look at Kinsley. She looks at me with one of those perfect eye brows raised. She’s doing her best to hide the jealousy, and I Gotta say I love it. But, I have to let her know that I wouldn’t pull no shit like this. We’re just so new and fragile I don’t want anything or anyone to mess this up.
I tell her “I swear Kinsley I didn’t know she was going to do that I was texting Gears back, and check—.” She puts her hand up and stops me from talking “I know I saw what happened.” I look at her with complete honesty “I know this is new with us, but I would never do that to you. Besides my mom would fuckin kill me.” I smirk, and so does she. I notice the bitch is still fuckin here! “Didn’t I tell you not to fuckin touch me? That I have a fucking girlfriend! Are you really so fuckin stupid that you forgot what I said!? It’s only been four fuckin days! Fuck! Just get away from me!” I know I’m going off more than i normally would, but I haven’t been with someone in a long fuckin time. I don’t like the fucking drama. I hate it even more when girls try to start it on purpose.
I turned back to Kinsley, and she looks at me confused “you told her a couple days ago you had a girlfriend?” I nod my head, but she still gives me a confused look. “Why when we just got together today.” I look at her with a mischievous grin “baby you didn’t know it yet but, you were always mine. Just took me a minute to pump myself up to let you know it.”
I shake my head “I told this bitch to leave me the hell alone because I didn’t want anyone causing problems when we finally did get together.” She gives me the most beautiful smile I’ve ever seen. When she’s finally close enough. I lean down grab the back of her head, and kiss her.
I turn around to sit, and the bitch is still here! Why won’t this bitch leave!? I can see out the corner of my eyes that my mom just walked in. “Bitch what the fuck you still doing here! Leave!!” The whore shakes her head “I just don’t get it you loved when I did that thing with my tongue an-”
Is she fuckin serious?! “Are you for real right now!? You pulling this shit trying to cause problems!? I swear I’ll take this shit to the table, and I’ll have you kicked the fuck out.”
The whore smiles like if I said I was going to bend her over, and fuck her instead of yelling at the bitch, and threatening to kick her out. She walks up closer “baby you don’t mean that. You really liked tha—.” I look at her like if she plain stupid “bitch what the fuck you tripping on all we did was fuck a couple times. Which I barely remember!! I don’t even know who the fuck you are. I don’t remember your name!” I take a deep breath, and say “you know I don’t fuck club whores like ever I was fuckin drunk. It makes me sick knowing my father probably dipped his cock in the same fuckin place! It’s fuckin disgusting.” I can see Kinsley starting to get pissed. I give my mom a ‘I’m sorry’ look for the comment cause I know she still loves my dad. Kinsley walks over to my mom to take the snacks from her. I love how thoughtful she is of my mom.
I close my eyes, and take another breath when I feel someone’s hands run up my chest. I open my eyes expecting to see Kinsley, but it’s the fuckin whore “please just let me show you how good I am.” Kinsley storms up takes the bitches hands shoves them off of me with strong force ,the girl falls to the ground with a whiny screech. “Listen you stupid bitch! I’m done! You’ve said you’re piece. I’m done listening to you say the shit you’ve done with him! Touch my man again I swear I’ll beat the fuck out of you. Then, skull drag your ass along the compound as my fuckin trophy! You got me!? You got five minutes to walk away before I follow through on my promise.”
The whore stood up and took a swing at Kinsley! Holy fuck! Kinsley slips it, and hits her with a right cross, and an ‘I am Sparta’ kick to the stomach. My girl is so fuckin bad! My cock is starting to make my jeans really fuckin tight. God I love when she called me her man! The bitch is out cold on the floor. I tell one of the prospects to come get her, and when she wakes up to have her pack her shit, and leave. Fuck bringing it to the table. She’s band from coming in this club house or any of the businesses we own. No one who disrespects or takes a swing at my girl will get to hang around! Fuck that!
We've been sitting around the table for about two hours. We’re just listening to my mom reminisce about her time with Kinsley’s mom when they were in high school together, and all the shit they got up to. A few guys came busting in with a bunch of girls. One of the guys slaps me on the back”party tonight Grim!” I shake my head “nah, I got plans with Gear. What's going on?” The guys are getting rowdy. One my club brother’s answer “Grim we just opened a new escort service thanks to your pops!! More money for us man!!”
Just then I notice my dad walks in with a club whore wrapped around his waist. They're devouring each other’s lips. My mom turns, and sees what I’m staring at, and looks down with shame. She then tells Kinsley. “Thanks for coming to see me, but I’m pretty tired. I’m going to turn in for the day.” Kinsley has a pissed off look on her face, and I can’t blame her. I hate the shit my dad puts my mom through. But, it’s up to her to fight for herself. I can’t keep doing it. Then Kinsley takes my mom�
�s hands, and tells her “you are too beautiful to let him disrespect you like that. You are way too strong of a woman to allow him to continue with this shit” She nods her head “you’re right.” My mom takes a deep breath.
She walks over to my dad. Since the burns my dad hasn’t given a shit about mom’s feelings. I don’t think this will be any different. My mom surprises the shit out of me by grabbing the whore’s hair, and yanks her off. I think my dad along with the rest of the club is just as stunned. “I have had enough with this shit. You either get rid of the fuckin whores, and man the fuck up or I’m leaving. I’m not going to sit around anymore, and watch my husband fuck nasty ass bitches the whole club has had a turn with anymore!” He looks at her, and says “since when you care about who I fuck.” My mom gets in his face angry “I’ve always cared your fuckin asshole. If you pulled you head out of your ass you would see that. Do you know how fucked up this all is!? I look like a fuckin monster as result of being with the club president! Now you can hardly look at me! If I wasn’t with you to begin with I wouldn’t look like this!” Fuck I’ve never been so proud of my mom. She has tears running down her face. She continues “and mother fucker if you can’t stand to see me like this when I got this because of the fuckin club. Then man the fuck up, and leave me. You know what fuck you, and fuck this! I’m done.” She rips off the jacket that says Skulls Property, and throws it in the whores face. “I’m fucking done,” and she walks off. My dad looks after mom as she walks off like he doesn’t know how to take that. He finally snaps to it, and snatched the jacket the main whore of his was about to put on, and he says “fuck off were done.” Then jogs after my mom.