by Lewis, Rika
Folding my arms behind his head nonchalantly I sneered, I think the question is why you are even at this hotel in the first place when you have a home to lay your head I said, dicking his eyebrow.
You know why I left she said slipping off the bed to go into the bathroom. Joy filled her heart because he had actually come for her. A smile formed as she heard him approach her she quickly tamped down her joy and composed herself as he gently gripped her arm and swung her into his chest. I want you to pack up and go home now!
Now it was Sullen’s turn to dick her eyebrow at him. Who in the hell did he think he was telling her what the fuck to do after yesterday’s scene! She yanked away from him “I’m not married to you Jaxsin you don’t own me and furthermore you’ve got some nerve showing up her after the bullshit that happened in your office!” I have given you years of my life and you have taken me for granted at every turn. You don’t respect me the way I respect you, everything you do is secretly done, you won’t talk or tell me what’s going on so that we can work on it together, what kind of relationship is that to have? Love is a two-way fucking street Jaxsin, you must give love to get love, or let it go and start anew. Turning away from him not wanting him to see the tears that had formed in her eyes she said, “I can’t keep you if don’t want to be kept, so I’ve decided to give you what you want.
“Yea, I cursed angrily… and what the fuck would that be Sullen?”
Shaking her head, she whispered, “Space to find out what the hell you want,” I know you love me but you’re not in love with me Jaxsin. Do you really know what love is Jaxsin?
Since I’m such an insensitive asshole to you why don’t you tell me what love is he said sarcastically!
She turned back to him and allowed him to see the worry, sadness and heartache that he had caused as she let the tears fall. Love is the most beautiful thing to have, hardest thing to earn and the most painful to lose when someone you love takes you for fucking granted she yelled! You were in your office yesterday getting ready to let that bitch suck your dick and you expect me to stay with you after that? I’m sorry Jaxsin but I’m not some black chick that’s going to allow you to treat me like shit while you run around and fuck whoever you want! So take your lieing ass back to Kyla since it’s obvious she’s the one you want! Sullen stood up and went to the bathroom and turned on the shower let her robe fall to floor and stepped in closing the shower doors behind her. She’d had enough of his cocky ass and he needed to be knocked down a peg or two.
Again, I stood there dumbfounded. Sullen never ceased to amaze me. I had loved her since I was sixteen years old but was too much of a chicken shit to tell her. After she had helped me get out of my legal troubles, I couldn’t fight it anymore. I told how her much I loved her, how much I wanted a family and life with her and I had meant every damn word! If my father hadn’t of thrown a wrench in my plans she would have already been my wife and damn for sure pregnant! I had asked her to trust me, but I knew that my actions had made it hard for her to do that. All I needed was one more day and I would explain everything to her. I hated being secretive but if I told her before her birthday what was going on, her father’s wishes in his will along with his father’s would be null and void and I wanted her to have everything she deserved and more. I had to honor her father’s wishes; it would rip her apart if she knew what the board members were trying to do with her father’s shares in the company and I aimed to stop them and ultimately replace every single one of the bastards! I hadn’t come all this way to lose Sullen now and anyone else who tried to keep us apart would feel my wrath!
Chapter Ten
*Sullen*
As I finished up with my shower I figured that Jaxsin would have gotten mad and left because it gotten very quiet in the room. How wrong I was once I stepped out of the shower. Jaxsin was still standing in the very spot I had left him in, but for once, he looked hurt, broken. I wanted to go over to him and hold so bad but if I did that he would never understand where I was coming from and I had to show his ass that I meant fucking business this time!
As I dried off Jaxsin stood there watching me like a tiger ready pounce. He started to make me very uncomf0rtable. I wrapped the towel around myself and walked past him but no sooner had I done that he reached out grabbed my arm and swung me around into chest and held me there. I made no effort to pull away simply because I knew I had him where I wanted him so to add a little salt to the wound I glared at him and sarcastically said, “What, skinny ass Kyla couldn’t play with you today, I’m such a poor substitute aren’t I?” That earned me a growl, which excited and stimulated me at the same time.
He gripped me tighter and leaned down to my ear nipped it then said, Kyla is not even a contender for my time or attention in any sexual manner amour de mue vie, he spit out as his hands traveled down my ass. “I'm attracted to curves, full lips, and latte skin, you’re built unlike any other woman I have ever been with.” You move different it’s even obvious thru your little dance that you do when I’m not home. His eyes roamed down to her hips, the way your hips move drives me insane. They’re built, so thick and full; to drive home his point he ripped the towel from away from her and grabbed her ass shoving her up against his erection, “See what you do to me?”
The look he had looked torn, the lust in his eyes said he wanted me but why hadn’t he taken me yet? To test him I asked, “Make love to me Jaxsin right here right fucking now! I slid my fingers into hair and slammed his lips into mine eliciting a groan that was ripped from his throat as I devoured his lips. For a moment, I thought I had won. He had gripped my ass hoisted me to his hips and ground into my pussy. It was my turn groan. It felt so damn good to be his in arms. This was the Jaxsin that I knew, loved wanted. Silent begging in my head. I needed him inside of me…
He picked me up and roughly placed me on the sink counter spread my legs dove between them and tongued my clit. I knew I was going to fucking lose it! Jaxsin sucked me frantically as he held my hips tight shaking his head side to side, as he licked, sucked, tugged, bit and fucked my pussy with his lips and tongue. It was too much! My body tightened unbearably. I could feel the throb in every part of my body begin to jerk and twitch. Felt the heat in my pussy spread out, crest, and fuck me it was all over! I yelled out and came screaming Jaxsin’s name as he continued to lap and drink from me crazily. He swallowed my juices greedily until my lust-filled high began to fade. Over and over I shook and trembled as he continued to slowly nibble and lick me intensifying my urge to come again, making me walk that pleasure-pained line until I sag against the mirror, finally grateful for the pent up release I needed.
I reached for his dick and obviously, bells went off in his head, and Jaxsin yanked away and stilled my hands. I leaned up and ate at his lips as if I was starving. I wanted him so fucking bad! I could tell it pained him to do it but he tore his lips away from me and stepped back. He stared down at me, and he could see my lust filled eyes as he watched as tears filled them. I shoved him back, grabbed my robe and jerked it on then walked out of the bathroom to the front door opened it. Get out Jaxsin I whispered closing my eyes.
Sullen, baby please I need you to just…
Get out I yelled!
Gritting his teeth, he went to the side of the bed jerked on his clothes and went to the door. He hated seeing her like this, hurting her and all he wanted to do was put his fist thru the wall. He turned and tipped her chin up so she could look at him but her eyes were shut tight, look at me he said, harsher than he had meant to. As she opened them, more tears slipped out, he took his thumb, and wiped them away. “I asked you to trust me Sullen and know what I’m doing is not because I want to.” Think about how I hold you, care for you, and feel for you. I know right now you can’t see my love for you but trust the way your heart feels baby. Remember the love we have for each other and hold on to that, please! Never doubt my love for you. I would never ever cheat on you. One more day baby, just give me one more day. He tried to take her lips and kiss her but she turned
her head away from him. His dominant side wanted her obedience and damn he would have it soon. He turned and pressed the elevator button he glanced over his shoulder at her knowing damn well he’d be back.
I stepped back inside, slammed the door, pressed my back to it, and allowed my tears to flow. I was tired and broken, Jaxsin had to know that lack of communication, respect and love had broken me down and made me feel like I was nothing to him, without trust there was no reason to continue to stay in a relationship with him. It was time to put my big girl panties on and say to hell with Jaxsin. I dried my tears and went to get dressed, I was going out tonight to free my mind of him and his bullshit and if he needed one more day so be it but that didn’t mean I had to wait on him. I dressed in my killer outfit and headed out to pick up Arden.
Chapter Eleven
*Sullen & Arden*
By the time, we made it to Xtreme both our nerves were on edge as we spotted Aris was standing outside of her car puffing on a cigarette. The large plantation looking house was very beautiful on the outside it was the very picture of southern hospitality. It had soaring columned porches that extended across the front and wrapped around all four sides of the home. It had tall French windows and wooden shutters. The huge sprawling trees that lined the driveway was an even greater site to see. I felt like I was stepping into the eighteen hundreds, but in all… the mansion was simply breath taking from the outside.
I parked my car next to Aris and we walked over to her, who by now was grinning wide. Arden stuck her tongue out at Aris then pointed her finger and said, “Don’t say a word or I will strangle you!”
Aris snickered and said, “Bitch please stop trying to act all big and bad” you know damn well you are dying to get inside to see what’s going on! Aris tossed her cigarette to the ground and stepped on it with her heel and said, “Come on newbies let’s get this over with I have a hot Dom waiting for me and he doesn’t like it when I’m late.” You ladies will be walking around with Wicked and Axel they will be your guides and guards for the night and they will take very good care of you.
As they approached the huge doors, two guards stood and held out their hands to take their reservations. The card stated, “Come join us for an evening of kink, sex and music at one of Nashville’s most sexually kinky fetish nights! Xtreme is a party where everyone is welcome regardless of their sexual desires, gender or orientation. It blends people from the kinky, poly, swinger and fetish communities. This is the only party in town where you can dress up in fetish attire, eat, drink, dance, tie someone up, spank them, and actually fuck in complete and total privacy. Cinch up your corsets, slip on those leather pants, slide into that latex skirt and bring your naughty toy bag for an evening of dancing, flirting, and all types of kinky adult fun. Enjoy whatever level of consensual adult intimacy you would like to explore in a safe, clean, professional licensed establishment.” In a full nightclub experience, Nashville’s very own DJ's spinning high-energy music to play and dance throughout the night. Only 21+ with valid ID required.”
The guards then allowed them to enter announcing that newbies were on their way in. Axel and Wicked stepped out to greet them and damn their bodies were fine as hell! Even though they couldn’t see their faces their bodies were bang’ in all that leather! We looked at each other and smiled!
Okay ladies it’s time to lay some ground rules down while you’re here. Axel turned to Aris and said, “You can go now.”
Aris responded by saying thank you Master Axle then she disappeared down the hall and into a room. My mouth became very dry now. Was I really doing this? “Yes the hell she was!” It was time for me to let loose!
Wicked stepped forward and began to explain the rules of the house. First off what would the two of you liked be called?
We haven’t really come up with names yet… but we will if we decide to come back then we will make sure to have them.
Very well, Wicked said, nonchalantly. If you have concerns about something you see, or you believe that someone is behaving inappropriately, it's generally a better idea to talk to one of the owners and in that case, that would be Axel and myself than to try to intervene yourself. That's part of what we are here for. It's ok to watch what's going on; that's part of the point of a play party, Don't make a lot of noise about it, though. It's very distracting to have loud conversation, laughter, and that sort of thing going on nearby when you're doing something. It should go without saying, but please don't let your cell phones ring! Many play parties ban cell phones altogether. I won’t take yours tonight but if you decide to come back again please leave them in your car. Don't take pictures of anyone or anything without permission. Don't violate other people's privacy. Generally, the thing to remember is if you don't know, ask; don't interrupt or harass other people; treat other people with respect, and they'll treat you with respect. And most of all have fun. Now if you will please walk with us we can get started.
Upon entering the mansion, I was apprehensive, half expecting a seedy, pokey, fusty, knackered old pit full of sad old perverts or an outnumbering of men resembling stalkers and peeping Toms. I was so very wrong…As we shed our cloaks at the cloakroom closet to the entrance I realized why Aris said to wear something killer. There were men and women there with suspenders, corsets, leather, latex, and exquisite Lingerie on. What a transformation! Some real effort and style had been deployed here.
One toned man wore nothing but a miniature cage padlocked to his genitals with a little face drawn on his Bell-end! It was grotesque yet hilarious as hell! There were lots people in the club, a roughly equal count of gender, all ages, laughing, partying, preening, posing, and pouting. A mammoth of fancy dressed people who apparently liked feeling saucy and didn’t mind showing everything they had. We all strutted into the main room of the cavernous house from room to room stopping to look at various groups do their thing. My mouth was wide open while Arden was completely speechless!
Wicked and Axel enjoyed watching the newbies facial expressions even though they had masks on their over eyes and lips. Their body language spoke loudly. Ladies, do have any questions about what you’re seeing?
Umm…do things sometimes get out of hand I asked?
Axel leaned down and whispered in my ear. “You’ve never been to a BDSM gathering, are you afraid that things will get out of hand and you won’t know what to do?
I shivered and slowly nodded my head at the feel of his warm breath on my ear.
That’s normal. Most newbies are afraid they might be pulled into something they don’t want to do.
I may be a newbie but I’ll tell you this Sullen said ,matter of factly…I won’t be doing anything that I don’t want to do!
Axel liked her it reminded him of his woman’s attitude minus her style of dress. A good rule of thumb is to not play with anybody for the first few events you go too. In fact, you should never play with anybody you don’t know and trust first. It doesn’t matter how well known the person may be at the venue, if you don’t know and trust them you should not play with them.
Wicked piped in, “A lot people go to their first event and become so excited that they play with the first person that asks them.” That’s when it can become dangerous because you don’t know this other person and have zero understanding of their ability to perform the agreed upon activity. You don’t even know if this person is trustworthy or not and if you agree to play with them you will never know until it’s too late.
Also playing in public is much different from playing in private. There is far more stimulation and pressures that come along with it. Even an experienced dominant and submissive can get caught up in the atmosphere and lose themselves in the moment. This can cause a scene to go beyond what it was meant too.
Axel’s look turned serious, a submissive can forget to call their safe word and a dominant might not be able to hear or clearly see signs that show them the submissive is in trouble. So stay on the safe side and wait until you have attended a few events before you choose to play a
t one. Take the time needed to become more comfortable with yourself and the atmosphere. If and when you do decide to play at a public event, first play with your trusted partner or friend.
If you ever decide to play with someone else, have your partner or friend there to make sure you always remain comfortable and safe. If you’re not sure about what to do about a certain situation check in with an event coordinator. Going to BDSM events can allow you to meet others, while also helping you learn more about how to please your partner again and again and doesn’t everyone like a damn good release Axel said, teasingly. Come on ladies there’s more to see and do if you’d like. The next room displayed multiple play areas for individual or group play. There were eleven unique individual private play rooms each included king size mattresses, clean sheets, windows & curtains, hand wipes, condoms, automated paper towel and soap dispenser’s for convenience and privacy.
Upstairs was an elevated large group play area with two king size beds a sex swing for those who were more daring with an exhibitionist streak. That area was decorated in a beautiful Moroccan harem-style. There were multiple attachment points secured to the ceiling for some suspension and rope bondage. I could tell that Arden wanted to try this room out. I nudged her in her side and said, “See something you like?” Arden shrugged her shoulders as she turned her gaze to look at Wicked’s ass. Yes indeed I do! I shook my head then glanced at Axel. Could I let another man actually touch me? Hmm…If Jaxsin could so could I.