“You’re my everything, Ciara,” he sighs, kissing the tip of my nose.
“And my heart belongs to you, Nikolaj.” I close my eyes to seal this moment in my mind forever.
This is the man who’s showed me that love and commitment are possible. What we share grows stronger every single day and it’s so much more powerful than I ever imagined.
“I could have bought you a very expensive piece of jewelry that would enhance your already perfect features. I could have asked your sister to help me select an indecently priced gown that you’d no doubt wear beautifully. I could have inundated our Paris apartment with as many bouquets of flowers as could fit to surround you with the most fragrant aromas, or I could have taken you on a trip around the world. But none of that could ever express how I feel about you, about us finally getting married, better than this place right here.”
I’m truly the luckiest woman in the world to have found this man. I love the way he loves me.
We stand in silence with eyes locked in a solemn communion of the souls for a few long seconds. Unexpectedly, the speakers encased over our heads come to life. After my initial shock, I recognize the smooth, sultry vibe of one of my favorite tunes. Gallant’s Weight In Gold fills the room around me and I can’t help but smile at Nikolaj’s cleverness.
“Oops. I got caught up in the moment and I forgot I had asked the housekeeper to set this song to start at a specific time.” Nikolaj grins shyly.
Is there anything more endearing than to see this über-alpha male feel slightly unsure of himself?
“You’ve thought of everything, as usual.”
“When it comes to you, always.”
“So it’s just you and me in here for the next few days?”
“Yup. You’re all mine. We’re not going anywhere. The fridge is fully stocked with every type of food your heart could possibly desire, there’s plenty of wine and champagne to get you nice and tipsy so I can take advantage of you and I made sure the housekeeper bought all of your favorite desserts.”
He never ceases to impress me.
I offer him a cocky smile, excitement over his plans adding a flush to my cheeks. “So where do you want to start?” I ask suggestively.
“What’s your preference?” he quips, squinting his eyes at me. He crosses his arms across his chest, his biceps pressing against the hems of his sleeves.
“Oh, I don’t know.” I toy with him, pretending I don’t already have my own hit list. I walk away from him, adding some theatrical effect to my pretend drama. “The granite counter could be interesting, or maybe you can take me in the backyard since the sun is setting, unless you want to go upstairs and fuck me at the edge of the outdoor hot tub,” I add. “I’m pretty easy-going, but then again, something tells me it doesn’t matter with you where we start.”
“You’re right.” Nikolaj takes a few steps closer, his eyes locked with mine as he leans in to brush my lips with his before resting his forehead against mine. “I’ve already warned you of my intentions,” he murmurs against my mouth. His words send a shockwave of anticipation through me.
“Mother of God.”
“Trust me, you’ll be calling out her name and mine a few dozen times before the end of the night,” he whispers into my neck, sending an electric pulse straight to my pussy as he slides his arms around my waist and pulls me closer to him.
Fuck.
“You don’t plan on sparing me?” My heartbeat trips into a sprint at his dare.
The playlist changes again and the song blares out the answer. The old-school classic I Want to Sex You Up by Color Me Badd could be the anthem for our sex life.
“Need I say more?” he mocks, aware of the irony.
My mouth drops open and my chest rises and falls faster. “Wow. Okay. I think I might be having an out-of-body experience right now.”
“Honey, that’s not possible. I’ve barely touched you.”
“Yeah, but the idea of you fucking me to this song is surreal. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to recover.”
“You don’t have a choice. This is just a warm-up.” Nikolaj smiles before crushing my lips voraciously. Using his grip on my hair to guide my position, he grasps my jaw with his other hand and absolutely devours the heck out of me in a breath-stealing, bone-melting, soul-stirring kiss. Yes, God. I whimper, moan and groan while pulling him closer. This is not the first time I’ve found myself like this—as close to an orgasm as I’ve ever been without him even touching my clit. Everything about this man consumes me.
Nikolaj grinds his cock against my stomach until I’m panting and dripping for him. My panties are uncomfortably damp between my legs and my pussy is begging for one thing—his very big cock. When he abruptly breaks off his kiss, I whine. “I want you under me,” he says as he takes a step back from me. He bends at the knees and lifts me over his shoulder like a fireman.
I let out a surprised cry and beat on his back. “Put me down, you caveman,” I squeal.
I love it when he takes charge like this.
Nikolaj chuckles and swats my ass. He pivots on his feet and climbs the three flights of stairs all the way up to the spacious bedroom that witnessed our passionate exchange one year ago. I scream and laugh as he throws me onto the large bed and crawls up over me, his hips and legs pinning mine, his hands like handcuffs around my wrists. “Stay still. I’m going to get undressed and then I’ll peel your clothing off so I can have full access to your sinful body. You make any attempts to get off this bed and I’ll spank you until you won’t be able to sit for days. Do I make myself clear?”
Sweet and tender Nik has officially left the building. It’s time for domineering Nik to come out and play.
“Yes, sir,” I answer, saluting with my right hand against my forehead like a cadet, giggling the whole time. Normally, I’d make it a point to disobey him just to feel his large hands against my naked butt, but something tells me I’d better pace myself. This is a man with a naughty plan and I’m still unsure I can keep up.
Damn, I love watching him strip.
I drink him up as he unzips his jeans before pushing them and his boxer briefs down his legs. He reaches for the hem of his shirt, eyes still on me, and tugs it off his shoulders in one swift move. He struts naked over to the bed, lies on his side with his right hand tucked under his head and gazes over at me.
“You’re still fully dressed. That’s just wrong,” he mocks, reaching out for my jeans. “Lift your ass up,” he commands as he pulls down my zipper. He slides my jeans all the way down to my feet until they come free. “Get rid of this,” he says, waving his fingers over my top. I cross my arms over my torso and bring up my white embroidered tee-shirt over my head until I’m able to toss it to the side. Nikolaj’s jaw drops when he takes me in fully and realizes I came here prepared. “You do this on purpose to torture me, don’t you?”
“Well, I had to wear white underwear,” I respond with fake innocence.
“Perhaps, but did you have to wear this?” He combs his hand through his hair and licks his lips. “This thing is making me so horny it’s threatening to give me blue balls.”
“There were other options.” I bat my eyelashes. “But this one ensures your cock will be very hard and ready.”
“I’m so going to punish you for playing dirty like this. This is an unfair advantage. You know I can’t resist you in virginal white lingerie, but this… this is deadly.”
Duh.
“Don’t keep me waiting,” I tease.
My eyes are locked into his and suddenly I see a change. He squints and I’m already worried before he even says a word. “Is it expensive?”
No way.
I’m very aware of Nikolaj’s penchant for ripping my panties off. After all, I have a full drawer of pricey bras and no matching underwear. I selected this outrageously daring one-piece white lace lingerie with a deep V that ends inches away from my shaved pussy not only because I knew I’d get a reaction from him, but also because I figured it would
be inconceivable for him to destroy it.
“Nik, you can’t possibly—”
I don’t even have time to blink, let alone plead with him. He fists the straps and slides his hands down until they rest against my breasts. The next thing I hear is a rip. My naughty underwear is shredded in half and my fiancé is grinning from ear to ear.
Bastard.
“Much better. I’ll buy you a new one. We have to do this again. I love ripping off these one-piece saucy numbers.” He sweeps his eyes down the length of my body and eats me up from head to toe. “Now where were we?”
Oh, what the hell. He wins.
“You were about to rock my world.”
A tiny smile tugs at the corner of his mouth. “Come here,” he says in a growl. He pulls me closer to him and his mouth immediately finds my neck, my collarbones and my breasts. Nikolaj’s passion grows feverish, blazing me from the inside out. He grasps at my sides, sucking my skin and devouring me as if he’s never tasted me before.
“Arghhh,” I purr, closing my eyes.
I’m very aware of his hard erection pressing against my inner thigh and I want nothing more than to ride him, hear his grunting as he allows himself to lose control right before he releases his load between my legs. Oh, yeah. I’m fully relishing the moment until he speaks.
“Sit on my face.”
My eyes pop open at his command.
“Oh.” I can’t come up with anything more to say in response to his salacious invitation.
Nikolaj rolls onto his back and folds his hands under his head, waiting. I sit up, still dazed by his words. Of all the positions, this is the one that gives me the most soul-shaking orgasms and he knows it. I take a few seconds to steady myself before turning my body around and straddling him.
“That’s it, baby.” His husky voice only adds to my arousal. “Now, suck my cock until I come gushing down your throat. While you take care of me, I’ll toy with your hard little clit until your eyes roll into the back of your head.” Jesus. Will there ever be a day when his dirty-talking no longer affects me?
Nikolaj reaches for me eagerly, his hands splay across my hips and he pulls me down until my whole pussy is spread open across his face. I whimper with each vibration of his hedonistic moans. He’s going to make me lose my fucking mind the way the tiny tease of his teeth pushes me over the edge before he alternates and sucks my clit. His cadence grows wild, eager and desperate. It’s punishing and sinful at the same time.
“I love what your mouth is doing to me.”
Below me, Nik rocks his hips up, urging me to take him in. I wrap my fist around his base and fixate on his beautiful cock—nine inches of pure pleasure. All mine. I’m still fascinated by his thick and long shaft, lost in the sweet way he’s eating my pussy, when he catches me off guard. He grabs hold of both of my cheeks and squeezes hard as a way to demonstrate his impatience.
“Testy, aren’t we?” With a devious smile, I exhale over the tip of his cock. I drop a few teasing kisses on his thick crown.
“Mmm-hmm,” he grunts, yanking his hips up, but I simply continue toying with him by flicking my tongue over his tip and lapping at the beads of moisture dripping from his cock.
“You want me to wrap my lips around your dick, baby?” My mouth is already watering and my nipples tighten so much I can’t tell if it’s pain or pleasure.
Slap.
I guess I got my answer.
Aware he won’t make me come until I wrap my lips around him, I grab his shaft and I open wide before pushing him deep inside my mouth until his cock hits the back of my throat. I slide my free hand lower, cupping his balls, and pull gently as my hand strokes just the lower half of his cock. I push my head back until his crown is the only part of his cock still trapped inside my mouth. I swirl at it with my tongue, relishing every single lap.
Nikolaj’s groans grow louder. Nothing turns me on more than driving him over the edge. I run my tongue along the length of him, licking the tip one last time before I take him all the way in. I find a rhythm. My hand slips up and down his cock while my other hand remains cupped around his balls. He inhales sharply. I pull back again, drawing his cock slowly out of my mouth, before swirling my tongue over his head, toying with him until he breaks. The more I tease him, the more he eats my pussy like a starved man. I close my eyes and I surrender completely, allowing him to take over my senses.
“Mmmm.” We both moan at the same time and I think I’m going to lose my goddamn mind. I push my hips down and move closer to his mouth as he strokes around my clit. I’m dying for him to pull me into his mouth and suck me hard until I come sobbing. I gyrate my hips impatiently and I think he picks up on that because his languorous licks become urgent. He rubs my clit quick and hard and I quiver. Shit. I squeeze my legs around his head, aware I’m seconds away from coming undone. Dear God.
He wraps his mouth around my clit and I go off like a rocket, engulfed by the first wave of my climax ripping through me. Fucking amazing. Nikolaj can make me come faster with his mouth than with any other part of him, but when I straddle him like this, bobbing up and down against his cock with the sole purpose of giving him intense pleasure, the sensation of coming all over his mouth is simply heart-stopping.
My climax hits me hard enough to cause me to lose my grip on his cock. I close my eyes, I tilt my head back and I grind against his face, milking everything he has to give me.
“Yes, yes, yes,” I chant as I clench my pussy hard, relishing the second and third wave of orgasm. Holy Jesus. Nikolaj stops teasing me as my body calms down. He caresses my ass while he kisses my clit, my hips and my trembling thighs, before gently pushing me away from him and forcing me to roll over onto my back. I collapse elated. I’m shaking in ecstasy. I wrap my arms over my breasts, hoping to halt the frantic beat of my pounding heart. Damn, he’s done it to me again. He always makes me come before I can reciprocate when I’m on top of him like this. “You do that so well,” I mumble, catching my breath. “Your mouth… I’ll never be able to get enough of it.”
“You taste so good, baby.” Nikolaj sits up before spinning his body around until his knees are against the mattress. He fists his cock and moves back a few inches so that I can have a full view of him stroking himself slowly in front of me. He can be so cruel. He knows how easily I break when I watch him do that. He slides closer to me and positions himself to straddle my ribs. And just like that, he’s over me.
“I see where this is going.” I smile as I run my hands up his muscular thighs.
“Do you?” He reaches for himself again. He locks eyes with me before dropping his gaze. I follow his cue and focus my attention on his cock.
He moves his hand up and down his length of his long hard shaft and I cross my legs. Damn. He leans forward, barely touching his cock to my lips before retreating. Double damn. His voice comes out like liquid smoke when he says, “You want me to come inside your mouth, on your tits or between your legs?”
“Wh-what?” How can he expect me to make any decisions when he’s playing with himself in such a raunchy way? “Nik—” I can’t seem to string together an answer.
“How do you want me, love?” His cock is only an inch from my mouth again. He leans forward and with his free hand rubs the dripping tip over my bottom lip. Instinctively, I slide my tongue out, licking the wetness drizzling from his cock. “Ohhh… As much as I love your eager little mouth and your tongue,” he starts, wearing a cocky smile, “I want to feel you clenching my cock with your pussy.”
Swallowing, I beg. “Please, baby, no more dirty-talking.” My clit is throbbing as fast as my heartbeat.
He grins down at me, eyes on fire. “You’re right.” Before I’m able to predict his next move, he braces his hands beside my head and hovers over me. He bends over and covers my mouth with his, forcing his tongue inside. I’m so consumed by his kiss, I gasp when he pushes his cock inside me deep and then pulls out just as fast. “Why talk when I can lose myself between your legs?” He rams into me wi
th such determination, I doubt he’ll slide out until we both come.
“My God. My fucking God.”
“That’s it, start praying, honey.”
Nikolaj pins his hands against my hips and holds me in place while he fucks me inexorably, head thrown back, taking his relentless pleasure now. “God, you’re soaking wet,” he grunts.
I reach over my head, gripping the bars of the cast-iron bed in an attempt to press myself even closer to him. We’re practically fused into one, but that’s still not enough. I need more. I want it deeper, wilder and rougher.
“There’s nothing like fucking your pussy. You’ll never know how much I need this.”
He pounds into me in an alternating pattern of fast and shallow, slow and deep. It’s pure decadence.
“Nik.” I lift my head, seeking a kiss, and he’s only too happy to oblige. It’s unapologetic, possessive and delicious.
“Every time I promise myself I’ll take you slow and I’ll take my time to savor you, your body makes me lose my fucking mind and the only thing my dick wants, needs, is to ride you fast and furious. Ramming into you hard and merciless.”
“Honestly, honey, nice and slow is so overrated,” I pant.
We both laugh.
Halting his movement, Nikolaj pushes my legs down straight and carefully slides his thighs outside mine. His nine-inch cock is still fully lodged inside me even with my hips forced flat by the position, which ensures he’ll grind against my clit with each thrust. Christ, I’m close again. I blink a few times, exhaling before folding my lower lip inside my mouth as my buildup crescendos.
“Keep your eyes on me, baby.”
“I can’t.” I’m struggling.
“This isn’t negotiable. You lock eyes with me as you come or I’ll take this orgasm away from you,” he warns.
“No. You have to make me come.” I’m desperate and he knows it.
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