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by Marleena

understand they almost called him 'Thomas'. All thanks to my

  little bit of mischievousness."

  "Tom, you're just terrible," she said with glee as she poked him

  in the chest which elicited a giggle from the pilot. Intrigued

  by the response, she tried it again, and he giggled again only

  harder this time. "Thomas Eugene Paris, I do believe that you are

  ticklish," she stated, and proceeded to poke and tickle the pilot

  until he reached a point where he was laughing soundlessly.

  Suddenly, he tumbled off the bed and landed with a thud on the

  floor which made a grinning B'Elanna laugh herself.

  Finally, the laugher died somewhat, and she reached down from the

  bed to pull Tom up to join her. What had originally been

  intended to just bring him up on the bed, ended with her pulling

  him toward her until her lips met his. The kisses they had

  shared in the past had been kisses of desperate, unbridled

  passion. This one was different. It was a slow savoring sensual

  kiss that bespoke of promise of what was to be. "Mr. Paris," she

  murmured huskily, "my back itches, would you please scratch it?"

  * * * * * * *

  The next morning after Tom left, B'Elanna slowly got up out of

  bed and when she saw the still warm cup of herbal tea he had left

  her she smiled. Thoughts of last night swam through her mind as

  she sipped the tea on the way to the shower. She remembered, and

  would always remembered them talking and laughing in bed; the

  kiss they shared after the tickling session; having sex with him,

  and after how tenderly he held her until she fell to sleep. She

  also recalled how she woke up around midnight craving another

  slice of leola root quiche, and how he had snuck down to the Mess

  Hall to bring her back a slice without so much as a grumble.

  But, one of the most special moments came early that morning when

  she shook Tom awake, and placed his hand upon her belly. His eyes

  grew wide with amazement as they shared the experience of the

  babies' first movements inside the womb. Then her thoughts

  turned to how much she had come to care for the handsome pilot.

  How all she thought of during the day was the time she would

  spend with him at night.

  she challenged herself.
  you're in love with him.>

  B'Elanna wasn't even going to argue with herself this time, it

  was useless. It was true, she admitted, she had fallen in love

  with Tom Paris.

  * * * * * * * *

  It was crowded in Sandrine's with most of the crew of Voyager

  wanting to know the latest rumor about B'Elanna's pregnancy.

  Everyone had given up on the father being Harry, for he boldly

  and honestly denied it. They still didn't know who's it was, but

  two other people were soon excluded from the list. The two being

  Ensign Vorik and Commander Chakotay. Both were denying it and the

  Vulcan saying it couldn't be done.

  Tom Paris was sitting alone at a table sipping his drink as he

  listened to the rumors going on around him. He had to smile at

  all of it, even if very few people believed he was the father.

  *All the better,* he thought, *I doubt B'Elanna would be thrilled

  if everyone knew I was the father.*

  Tom looked around the room, and saw many people gathered in

  groups talking. He smiled and sipped his drink. It was quite

  interesting to know that B'Elanna was the topic of the rumor

  mills. He knew that if she knew what people were saying, she

  would personally strangle each and every one of them.

  He looked at the chronometer, and saw that it was time to see the

  object of his thoughts. He quietly stood up and made his way to

  the exit. He passed by a table were Ensign Terre was playing pool

  with three of his friends.

  Terre watched as the pilot strode out of Sandrine's fifteen

  minutes earlier that he normally did. He looked at his friends who

  were still talking about B'Elanna's' pregnancy.

  "I still believe it's artificial insemination," Dan Starks said

  to Lt. Marris, "She doesn't see any male on this ship as a

  potential mate."

  "Forget that, Dan," Terre stated, taking his shot, "Lt. Paris

  just left fifteen minutes earlier than usual."

  Marris nodded, "Paris left at the same time two nights ago. Where

  do you think he would go?"

  Starks smiled, "Knowing him, it's probably a woman he's seeing in

  secret. Maybe Lt. Sara Davis in Data Retrieval. She's had her eye

  on him for awhile. Maybe she finally caught his."

  Terre shook his head, "She doesn't seem his type. For one, she's

  blonde."

  Ensign Patrick Ness piped up, "What about Megan?"

  Terre laughed, "Even I know that was a show. They've been friends

  since the Academy. She just wanted to help him out."

  "Well, if it's not her then who" Starks asked, looking around.

  Terre shrugged and lined up another shot, "I don't know. Maybe

  Sue Nicoletti?"

  Marris laughed, "She's seeing Lt. Marion," he said eliminating

  that option. "Maybe he's not seeing anyone."

  Starks stared at him, "What do you mean?"

  Marris shrugged, "Last week, I saw him in Sickbay looking at some

  datapadds. I asked him what they were, and he say they were

  medical texts. He said he's studying to be a med tech for the

  Doc. Maybe that's where he went; to study."

  "I still think it's a woman," Terre argued, "I saw him a week ago

  carrying his duffle bag. I asked him about it. He just smiled and

  entered the turbolift."

  "What did you ask him?" Starks asked.

  "I asked him who he was seeing. He said he was not telling. He

  neither denied seeing anyone nor confirmed it."

  Marris shook his head, "He's been a whole lot happier since Harry

  and B'Elanna called it off. Do you think he's seeing Torres?"

  They all stared at him as if he had three heads. He looked back

  at them surprised.

  "I guess not," Marris said softly.

  The three then went back to their game. They continued to

  speculate all through the night, but none of them came up to why

  Tom had left Sandrine's so early.

  Chapter 15

  More time passed, she was almost in her third trimester, and

  B'Elanna continued to swell as the twins grew. Tom still snuck

  into her quarters every night to join her in bed, when they

  weren't making love and they'd spend time perusing datapadds on

  childbirth or just talking. But one thing had changed recently,

  it started a few days before, she noticed that her itchiness was

  starting to diminish as well as the morning sickness. Worried

  about what it might mean, she kept the information to herself,

  and went to the Doctor on her free afternoon and asked him what had

  happened.

  The Doctor performed a careful examination on the nervous half-

  Klingon mother-to-be.

  "B'Elanna, it appears that the itchiness and morning sickness

  have lessened considerably. As far as I can determine, the human

  hormones that caused the morning sickness also provided a

  catalyst to the Klingon genes to induce t
he itchiness. Thus when

  your nausea decreased so did the itching sensation. Typically in

  humans, the morning sickness stops by the time the second

  trimester starts, but with your genetic makeup it just hung

  around longer than usual."

  "So is everything all right?" she asked as she held her stomach

  with her hands. "Are the babies okay?"

  "Everything appears to be fine. The babies are healthy. You're

  sure you don't want to know their sex?" he asked and B'Elanna

  shook her head at the often-asked question. "You're healthy -- in

  fact you're so healthy I don't think Mr. Paris needs to ah . .

  .scratch your itch anymore," he informed her with a self-

  satisfied smirk on his face. "Do you want to do the honors, or

  would you like me to tell him, Lieutenant?"

  B'Elanna narrowed her eyes and raised her fist at the EMH. "If

  you so much as utter one word about this conversation to *anyone*

  I will personally see to it that you'll never leave Sickbay

  again," she threatened.

  This response amused the good Doctor. "Could it be, Lieutenant,

  that you've enjoyed the past months with Mr. Paris?"

  She looked at him in confusion, not knowing quite what to say and

  lowered her raised fist. "Um--let's just say it hasn't exactly

  been what I--um--expected." A little smile snuck up on her

  before she could stop it.

  The Doctor pocketed his tricorder with great care as he observed

  the Chief Engineer, carefully considering what to say. "Lt.

  Torres, I think you had better talk with Tom, and tell him how

  you feel."

  The Klingon defenses were back up and she snarled, "What do you

  mean how I feel?"

  "You obviously care for Mr. Paris . . ."

  "Of--of course I do Doctor, he *is* the father of my babies."

  "I think it's time for you to be honest with yourself, B'Elanna.

  Or are you afraid of your feelings?"

  "I don't know. All I do know is that I never intended for this

  to happen, Doctor," she admitted finally. "I never knew that I

  was capable of feeling just strong emotions for anyone. Tom has

  allowed me to express not only my human side, but my Klingon as

  well."

  "Talk to him, B'Elanna. Tell him."

  "But what if I tell him about the itching going away and he

  leaves me?"

  "Don't underestimate Mr. Paris. I wouldn't be surprised if he

  didn't share your feelings."

  "Do you . . . " she started to say but at that moment two crewman

  from Astrometrics came into Sickbay.
  after we make love,> she decided.
  be with him one more time before he leaves.>

  * * * * * *

  Tom Paris paid his customary visit to Sandrine's to join Harry

  For a game of pool that same evening before he went to B'Elanna's.

  When he got there, Harry was already playing a game of eight-ball

  with Joe Carey, so he wandered over to the bar, and asked

  Sandrine for some synthenol before he joined them.

  "Eight ball in the side pocket," Joe announced and deftly sank

  the black ball. "Cough it up, ensign," Joe said smugly as he ran

  the chalk over the cue's tip."

  Harry tossed a couple of rations towards the engineer as he shook

  his head. He was sure he could beat Joe this time, he had been

  practicing quite a bit with Tom lately and had been told he had

  improved.

  "Cheer up, Harry," Tom said as he slapped him on the back.

  "Joe's been playing a long time. Even longer than me. But you're

  doing better. Really."

  "Hey, Paris, is that some crack regarding my age?" Carey

  countered with a laugh.

  "Of course not. I just assumed that you started playing while you

  were still in diapers," the pilot said, trying to backpedal.

  "Come on, let me buy both of you a drink, and you two can bring

  me up to speed on all of today's gossip," Tom offered as he clasped

  Harry around the shoulders with one arm, and motioned for Joe to

  follow them to an empty table.

  "So Harry, I understand that you and Alera have set a date," Tom

  commented as they all sat down.

  "Yeah, well a tentative date. We're thinking of maybe six to

  eight months or so. We are really in no rush, we know we'll be

  together for a long time," he revealed as he took a swig of his

  half-filled mug. "Joe, I understand things seem to have quieted

  down in Engineering lately."

  Tom's ears perked up when he heard the reference to Engineering,

  B'Elanna hadn't said anything to him about what had been going on

  down there lately.

  "Yep, we are back to normal down there. Well, as normal as we can

  get with B'Elanna being pregnant. I don't let her crawl into the

  Jeffries tubes anymore. If she gets stuck in there, I don't want

  to have to be the one to pull her out."

  "Come on, Joe, she's not that big, yet," Tom said, protecting the

  mother of his children.

  "No, not yet, Tom, but I swear she's grown so fast lately, I

  think there might be twins in there."

  At that comment, Tom swallowed his drink too quickly, and ended

  Up coughing until his eyes watered while Harry reached around, and

  slapped him on the back to help him stop. "I'm okay, Harry,

  really, just went down the wrong way."

  "Gee, Tom, if I knew that talking about the possibility that

  B'Elanna might be carrying twins was going to have that affect on

  you, I wouldn't have said anything. Believe me, it's pure

  speculation. B'Elanna seems to be doing just fine. She's taking

  good care of herself and her precious bundle. Though, she still

  won't tell anyone who the father is." Tom and Harry exchanged a silent

  knowing look across the table. Just then Alera came in and waved

  to Harry to join her.

  "Sorry guys, but Alera wants me to join her. I'll catch up with

  you two later."

  "He's not even married, and she has him jumping through hoops,"

  Joe said with a sad grin, remembering his wife he left home in

  the Alpha Quadrant.

  "So, Joe, it's been quiet down in Engineering, huh?" Tom said

  trying to divert Carey's attention away from the past he had left

  behind.

  "Yep, after that experience with the Hirogen, things quieted down

  considerably. Even B'Elanna hasn't been quite so demanding

  lately."

  "What do you mean?" Tom asked as he took another sip of his

  drink.

  "Well, ever since she became pregnant, she's been hounding the

  entire staff to scratch her back, then about three weeks ago,"

  Carey snapped his fingers, "nothing. Apparently, the

  Back scratching thing is all over with. Can't say that I'm going

  to miss it . . ."

  Carey kept right on talking, but Tom didn't hear.
  hasn't been itching lately. Come to think of it, her morning

  sickness seems to have quieted down considerably as of late as

  well. Why didn't she tell me? I guess it's time to have a

  talk with her.>

  Tom got up from the table in a daze, murmured some excuse to the

  engineer, and headed for B'Elanna's cabin. When he arr
ived,

  B'Elanna hurried to greet him as she usually did, with a half a

  tackle and passionate kiss before she started undoing the

  fasteners on his uniform.

  But this time, Tom didn't cooperate. He stood there woodenly

  looking down at the woman he thought that he had come to know so

  well during the last several months.

  "Come on, Tom, help me out here. I'm not has nimble as I was a

  few weeks ago. I need some help," she pleaded as she tried to keep

  things light.

  "Why didn't you tell me, B'Elanna?"

  She laughed as she tried again to get him to undress, "What do

  you mean, tell you what?" she thought,
  knows. If the Doctor told him, so help me. . .>

  "Stop it, 'Lanna! Just stop it!" he said as he pulled away from

  her. "I want to know why you didn't tell me you were no

  longer having a problem with the itching. According to Joe Carey,

  you haven't asked anyone in Engineering to scratch your back for

  weeks!"

  "I tried, Tom, I did, but . . . I didn't know . . .I didn't want

  . . ."

  "Didn't want what, Ms. Torres? Didn't want me to stop coming over

  to warm your bed, get your tea, and fetch and carry for you?

  What?"

  "No, Tom, you don't understand!" she pleaded. She was almost on

  the verge of tears as she turned away, and hugged herself tightly

 

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