While he kissed her with unrestrained passion, his hands began to roam over her body, cupping her breasts, flicking his thumbs over her nipples until they were hard peaks.
He continued on down her body, pushing her legs apart until he could slip a hand between her thighs, plunging two fingers deep inside her, groaning when he felt how wet she was.
“Fuck Sirene, you’re soaked and dammit you’re testing my self-control. I’m not used to losing control.” He ground out, his heart hammering hard in his chest, and he had to wonder if it could take the punishment it was now receiving with him being human. That would be ironic if he had a bloody heart attack while having sex.
“Oh my god.” She moaned as he drove his fingers into her, twisting them inside to graze over her special spot, while his thumb brushed her clit. He could feel it swelling under his touch and her whole body trembled with her growing excitement.
“My beauty.” He gasped, suddenly swinging her into his arms, tossing her onto the bed before coming down on top of her.
He spread her out to him, diving down her body until he could press his lips up against her dripping cunt. Fuck she was beautiful. Sexy, hot and she was driving him crazy with the scent of her arousal rising around him. He was so hard for her; all he wanted was to get inside her as quickly as possible.
“Oh god Sirene. I need you, I want you, I have to have you. I don’t have the control to draw this out right now. There will be time for that later.” He nudged her legs further apart and rose, ready to drive deep into her when she suddenly stopped him.
“Wait, condom, you need a condom.” She gasped.
“What? What the fuck woman? A fucking condom? I don’t cover my fucking dick ok?” He snapped.
“Well you do if you want to have sex with me. You’re not a vampire anymore and I’m not risking pregnancy for you.” She glared at him.
“Pregnancy? What the hell? Oh for fuck sakes, is this shit I have to worry about now I’m fucking human again?” He groaned.
“Well, not in my case. I’m just messing with you. I’m on the pill.” She gave him a sly grin and he growled at her.
“Fuck you.” He lowered his lips to hers, biting into her full bottom lip. As he nipped the soft flesh as punishment for teasing him about birth control, he angled his hips, nudging the head of his cock against her hot, wet opening. With a growl squeezing past his clenched teeth, he slammed into her, not stopping until he battered up against her cervix.
He froze, feeling her contract around him as he waited for her body to adjust to his invasion. When he felt her soften and relax under him, he began to thrust into her with long, slow, deep strokes. Fuck, she felt amazing. She was so hot and wet but he wasn’t going to be able to last very long. The feel of her cunt clamping around his cock was pushing him rapidly towards his release, but he didn’t want to come yet. He wanted to drag this out as long as he could. Slowing his pace, he began a leisurely plunge and slow retreat, in an effort to bring them down a bit, to cool their need to come.
Sirene whimpered, writhing under him, arching her back and tilting her hips up as she tried to get him to move faster. She was driving him crazy, rubbing against him, teasing him and tempting him. When she took him by surprise, sinking her teeth into his shoulder, he groaned and gave up trying to hold back. Bracing his hands either side of her, he began to thrust, his movements rapid and forceful. The pressure was building in him; he couldn’t fight it any more.
“Fuck Sirene. I can’t hold off much longer.”
He heard her gasp, a throaty cry erupting from her lips. Her body stiffened briefly, just before she came apart, her inner walls clamping around him. As she tightened, squeezing him intimately, rhythmically, he felt the flood of her release wash around his cock. That was all it took to push him over the edge and he called her name, his head back, eyes closed as he started to spill inside her, pleasure consuming him with every pump of his release. When he was finally done, he thrust a few more times, his movements lazy before he stilled, turning his head to press his nose into Sirene’s neck, breathing in her sweet scent.
He could feel her still clenching around him, as he lay on her, and his cock responded with a few final jerks of its own. His breath rushed harshly past his lips, his chest heaving. He could hear Sirene’s ragged breathing too and he felt the frantic thundering of her heart which matched his, as they lay together, coming down from their orgasms. This was his first fuck as a human again and it had been quick, but intense. Even now, his body still trembled as he came down from the emotional high.
He yawned, suddenly feeling exhausted. Although the sex had been better than he’d expected, the racing heart, ragged breathing and the overwhelming heaviness of his limbs as fatigue set in, were all reminders of just how much his life had changed. He was human and the question was, could he live out his life this way?
Chapter Fifteen
Sirene
It felt so good to be in Fabian’s arms, to feel the weight of his body pressing me into the mattress. What was going to take some getting used to, was feeling his beating heart and hearing him breathe although right now he was struggling to get his breath back after the amazing sex we’d just had.
He felt so different. His body warm, even when he’d come inside me, it was warm. Not that he’d ever been really cold as a vampire, but he’d definitely been cooler.
I ran my hands over his back; tracing his spine and feeling him shiver under my touch. Slowly I trailed my fingers over his shoulders and back down his spine until I could run my palms over his gorgeous tight ass, feeling it flex under my touch. Obviously he liked what I was doing since I could feel him getting hard inside me again.
“Bloody hell, again? You’re making me hard and I’ll die at this rate. You’ve got to give my poor old heart a break woman. You can do all the work.”
Just when I was wondering what the hell he was talking about, he suddenly rolled over, holding me against his body until I was on top of him. He was still buried inside me, his eyes on me as he thrust up, encouraging me to move. My eyes drifted over his breathtakingly handsome face, seeing the passion burning in his gaze, his lids heavy, his teeth clamping down on his lip.
Slowly I rose until he was nearly out of me again before lowering myself, feeling his piercing graze its way along the length of my pussy, lighting up my nerve endings with every delicious stroke inside me. God, but I loved his piercing. The damned thing was an exquisite form of torture and pleasure as it brushed over my special spot, teasing me, exciting me, bringing me closer to another orgasm.
“Faster, please, faster.” Fabian gasped and my gaze shot to his. I could see the tension around his eyes and for a moment the image of him dying played out in my head, causing tears to well in mine.
“What’s wrong my beauty, tell me?” He asked, reaching up to wipe my tears away with his thumbs.
“I’m just so glad you’re alive even if you’re not happy being human. I know you would prefer to be vampire again.”
“I know why you did what you did, and I hope in time I can adjust to being human but please, can we discuss this later? Right now I want to make you come.” He bucked up, and I felt his massive cock butt hard against my womb, making me cry out.
“Oh fuck! Dammit to hell. You rob me of my self-control woman.” He growled, wrapping his arms around me and before I knew it, I was under him again and he was on me, pinning me down with his big body. When he suddenly pulled out of me I reached for him, wanting him back, needing him inside me again, but he climbed off the bed, standing at the end of it, before grabbing me and hauling me towards him. He lifted my legs, placing them over his shoulders. The angle tilted me up to him, opening me, exposing me to his gaze. He glanced down, his fingers rubbing through my folds, giving me a look that was filled with such carnal intent I thought I was going to come from his look alone. Grabbing my hips, he held me steady and plunged back into me, forcing a scream from my lips.
“Oh fuck, it’s too much. Oh my god, I’m going
to come.” I cried when he started pounding into me, the angle sending him so deep, I’m sure he was penetrating my very soul. It was too much, it was intense and with his piercing, that wonderful piercing working its magic on me, my orgasm was coming at me with all the speed of a runaway train. The pressure began to build and suddenly Fabian’s thumb pressed down over my clit and I erupted. Screaming out his name, I arched my back, my hips gyrating as I came, clenching around him, pulsing along his huge length. I heard Fabian’s choked cry and felt the warmth of his release pumping into me.
He dropped my legs to the bed and collapsed on top of me, his lips buried against my neck, where I could feel his hot, moist breath on my skin. I half expected him to sink his fangs into me until I remembered, he was human, that wasn’t going to happen anymore.
We lay together, not talking, the room filled with the sound of our heavy breathing, the air thick with the scent of sex. When our heart rates finally started to slow, Fabian lifted his head and looked down at me. He stared at me for the longest while, his eyes bright with some sort of emotion as they moved over my face. “I love you Sirene.” He said it so quietly; I thought I had imagined his words at first. Surely he couldn’t have just told me he loved me? His expression changed and I realised he still had more to say. “I hate being human; I honestly don’t know that I can ever grow to accept it but I don’t blame you. I know you wanted to save my life and I do appreciate what you did for me but I hate that the price for my life was me becoming human.” He lowered his head and brushed his lips over mine.
I stared up at him, my emotions all over the place. My heart leapt at his declaration of love, then sank slightly when he confirmed what I already suspected; his life as a human was not what he wanted. If he couldn’t come to accept being human then I wasn’t sure we would be strong enough to survive as a couple. What if I wasn’t enough for him?
“I need to go to my home Sirene. I must speak with Fran, Damien and Lucian. They have to be wondering where I am. I just hope they don’t see me as a potential blood bank as I don’t wish to become a convenience for them.”
He pulled free of me and climbed off the bed. “Will you come with me my beauty? I do not wish to face the others alone. This is going to be extremely difficult. I will need to hand over leadership to one of them I would imagine, since I can’t do anything to protect my family now I am weak and defenceless human.”
As Fabian began to dress, I crawled off the bed and hugged him from behind, making it impossible for him to continue putting on his clothes. “I’m so sorry that the price for bringing you back means you are no longer vampire, but I couldn’t leave you to die.” I tightened my grip on him.
“I said I understand why you did it Sirene, now please dress, I want you to come with me to my home. Will you do that for me?”
I smiled at him, pleased that he wanted to prolong our time together. “Of course I will.” I released him and started pulling my clothes on. Once we were both dressed and I’d brushed out my hair so I didn’t look like someone who’d just been given a very thorough fucking, I reached up and began to brush out Fabian’s hair since he had the matching ‘just fucked’ look too.
“You know I don’t care if I look like I’ve just been fucking. I have been after all.” He protested, but he didn’t make any attempt to move away from me and continued to let me brush his hair.
When we were both ready, we headed downstairs, running into Cassie and Chloe in the kitchen making their morning coffee. “Good morning.” They both chorused, seeming just that little bit too bright and cheerful to me.
I looked at the pair of them, at the way their eyes were moving from myself to Fabian and back again. “You two sound disgustingly happy.” I grumbled.
“Amazing really given we were woken early with all the noise you two were...” Chloe’s voice trailed off and she blushed, obviously just realising what she’d been about to say.
There was a slightly awkward silence in the room before Fabian burst out laughing. “I think they’re saying they’re out of bed because of us my beauty.” He grinned at me before turning to my housemates. “I’m sorry; I’ll try and fuck her quieter next time, ok? I’ll be sure to make it so bad she won’t scream again, how’s that?”
“Fabian!” I hissed at him when their faces turned bright red. That was a very vampire type response. Obviously the normal brain to mouth filter hadn’t kicked in yet now that he was human, otherwise he’d never have made a comment like that. Still, with him, anything was possible. I studied his beautiful features for a moment. Maybe that filter that stopped him saying the first thing that popped into his head, would never kick in with him. He wasn’t your typical average man after all.
“What?” He raised his eyebrows at me and I groaned.
“Come on, we need to get out of here.” I told him, pushing him towards the door. “Say goodbye and be polite.”
“Good bye Cassandra and Chloe.” He said obediently and I mouthed ‘sorry’ to them, over my shoulder as we headed out the door.
Fabian
When Fabian pulled into his driveway after they’d left Sirene’s place, he felt his stomach knot with tension. This was his home but he suddenly felt like he was entering the lion’s den. How would those he sired see him now that he was human? Would they respect him or despise him? Would they feel the need to knock him down from his position of power? How could he rule over them when he was no longer one of them? How would they react to him being human? He had no idea, but he was about to find out.
He stood staring up at his home in the bright morning sunlight, which felt warm on his skin. A pleasant warmth though, not the uncomfortable sting it used to create when he’d been vampire. A hand pushed its way into his, squeezing, as if to reassure him, and he smiled down at Sirene, trying to appear more confident and self-assured in front of her than he was really feeling. It was hard to maintain an air of confidence though, when everything had changed. His entire life was different. Everything that he knew before was gone. The future was uncertain and he wasn’t sure how he was supposed to go on like this.
“Are we going inside or are we just going to stand here and admire the architectural design of your home?” She asked, smiling up at him.
Despite everything, he chuckled at her words. “Ok, come on then. Chances are the others will be asleep by now anyway since its 10am.” God, still relatively early in the morning and yet so much had happened, since he’d first left his house with Sirene a few hours earlier to take her to her car.
With a deep breath, he led her up the stairs and unlocked the door, pulling her inside behind him.
Of course, the house was silent but when they made their way down the long corridor which finally opened up on the almost circular living room, they were both surprised to see Fran still awake.
When she saw them she leapt up and rushed to Fabian’s side. “Where the hell have you been? You left hours ago to take Sirene to her car and now you’re back and……” Her voice trailed off. “Why is she back here and hang on...what’s wrong with you?” She stepped up closer to him and sniffed at him, her eyes wide with growing horror. “Holy fucking hell!” She gasped. “You’re human? How…the…fuck…have …you...become…human?” She spat the words out one by one as she continued to gape at him in shock.
“It’s a long fucking story Francesca.” He sighed wearily. “Damien and Lucian are sleeping I gather?”
Fran nodded. “They are, but seriously, they’d want to be woken for this revelation, trust me. I’ll go get them now.” She turned to leave before suddenly spinning around again, her eyes accusing as she looked at Sirene. “This is all your fault isn’t it? Somehow you did this to him. He should have fucking killed you when he first found out you were a fucking witch. It’s never ended well for him and it seems it sure as fuck hasn’t again.”
“This is not Sirene’s fault Francesca. Go and get your brothers, then I will tell you what happened.” He waved his hand at her in a dismissive gesture.
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bsp; While Fran was gone Fabian pulled Sirene into his arms and buried his nose in her neck, breathing in her sweet scent. He might have lost the ability to smell her blood now he was no longer vampire, but he could still smell the scent of her perfume and that other scent that was just her own natural sweetness.
He kept sucking in deep breaths of her as he waited for his children to join them. Right now, he needed her; he needed to draw some strength from her. In all that had changed for him, Sirene was his lifeline, that one constant thing in all the chaos and confusion his life had become.
It wasn’t that he was afraid of those he’d sired, just afraid of what he’d lost. He was no longer more powerful than them and he had no idea if they would accept him in their lives now he was human. Having Sirene nearby helped him to cope otherwise he’d probably have thrown himself under a bus or something by now and he’d not even been human a full day yet.
Fabian lifted his head when Fran walked back into the room with Damien and Lucian. They looked tired as they came towards him and Sirene, both with their hastily pulled on jeans riding low and the top buttons undone. For a brief moment he wondered if his little witch would be attracted to them, since they had that classic aura that made vampires irresistible to humans.
Although Sirene turned her head in their direction, she didn’t linger on them before turning back to him and sliding her hands up under his shirt, spreading her warm palms across his skin.
“Oh god Fabian, has becoming human turned you that soft has it?” Fran’s voice held a note of sarcasm.
He tensed, extracting himself carefully from Sirene’s arms before turning towards his vampire daughter. “I don’t need you showing disrespect Francesca. Sirene is with me now. I never thought I’d be admitting this or in fact ever saying this, but I care very deeply for her, in fact, I love her, so please be careful what you say.”
He saw Sirene’s face light up just as Francesca’s lip curled and she laughed. “Oh my God sire. So when did you come to this great revelation? You do know that you probably only think you love her now you’re human? Turn you vampire again and I bet that love dries up as fast as your heart will shrivel in your chest the day it stops beating again.”
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