The diversion seemed to work, for her expression immediately softened. “Yes, I do want children, although not outside of marriage. I’ve helped to birth any number of foals and have seen the miracle firsthand. It is the most amazing thing imaginable.”
“I will take your word for it.”
“Have you never seen a foal being born?”
Her question somehow seemed endearing, as if it was perfectly common for a genteel young lady to know about such things as equine birth.
“I can’t say that I have.”
“You have missed out on a remarkable experience. When a foal tries to rise on its spindly little legs to take its first steps toward its mother … well, there is nothing more precious.”
Ash smiled to himself as he projected his thoughts into the future. If Maura was half as good with children as she was with horses, she would make a wonderful mother.
He very much liked the idea of Maura being the mother of his children, Ash thought as he paused for a moment to look his fill of her. She was perfect, from her ripe breasts, to her slender waist, to her gently flaring hips, to her creamy thighs, to her long, shapely calves and feet. He could picture her lovely body swollen with his son or daughter—an image that warmed him to his core.
It crossed his mind that pregnancy would bind Maura to him, but he knew she had to come to him by her own choice, of her own free will. He intended to influence her decision, however, by making her crave him as much as he craved her.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Ash removed his slippers and stockings and trousers, and when he finished undressing, he beckoned to Maura. “Come here, sweeting.”
When she obeyed, he drew her between his spread thighs, bringing his naked loins fully against hers. The hot shock of contact made her draw in a sharp breath … a sound that was repeated when he reached out and fondled one nipple lightly. It stiffened and seemed to thrust out against his fingers.
Her nervousness had dissipated somewhat at his first caress, but not enough, Ash knew. Wanting to distract her further, he lowered his mouth to her tantalizing breasts, suckling her as his hand swept downward to the blond curls between her thighs. When he fingered the damp folds at her apex, her breathless moan told him he had succeeded in making Maura forget any trepidation she’d felt at offering her body to him. And when he found the nub of her sex, her body jolted.
She clutched at his shoulders, uttering his name in a pleading rasp.
“Easy, love,” he murmured in soft reassurance, then went on stroking the exquisitely sensitive flesh. In only moments she tilted her head back.
Feeling her helpless trembling, Ash gently thrust a finger into her silken warmth. Maura whimpered in pleasure. He slid a second finger into her, pushing deeper, and she gasped, clamping her thighs around his caressing hand.
Sucking again on her stiffened nipple, he kept up the arousing rhythm with his fingers, probing and withdrawing, until her hips strained restlessly against his hand, instinctively seeking relief from the feverish passion he was building within her. He could feel the heat rising from her flushed skin, hear her rasping pants as she reached the brink of climax. A heartbeat later, he felt her jerk and twist with sweet convulsions until she fell limply against him.
Satisfied for the moment, Ash slid his arms around her and held her until her tremors subsided.
When finally she regained a measure of strength and stirred against him, he drew back to gaze into her gold-flecked eyes. “Do you still want to continue?”
“Yes,” Maura whispered. “The sponges …”
“Allow me.”
Gathering her in his arms, he lifted her onto the bed to lie beside him, then proceeded to wet a sponge with liquid from the vial. Then he made her open for him, parting her moist flesh to slide the sponge within her woman’s passage.
She was wet silk between her legs, her body already prepared for his taking. In response, Ash felt his shaft clench with savage need, yet he knew he had to take intense care in satisfying Maura and bringing her to pleasure.
“We need to go slowly,” he murmured. “I want to be gentle for your first time.”
In answer, she gazed up at him trustingly.
Calling on all his willpower, he began the exquisite task of claiming her. His caresses were slow and erotic, designed to tempt and promise and arouse. First he cupped her breasts, defining their shape, molding her softness. Then he found her molten heat below, enticing her hips into an undulating movement.
Hunger danced in the air between them, while firelight glowed in her eyes.
When Ash slid his thigh between hers, however, he hesitated. He was burning with lust, desire, need, yet having Maura beneath him like this filled him with an immense tenderness. As he gazed down at her beautiful features, the feelings rioting through him were more powerful than any he had ever experienced, his mind and body burning with a fire of enchantment.
Similar feelings were flooding Maura. She wanted Ash, ached for him, yet he was controlling the pace, deliberately wielding his seductive powers again, weaving a spell to make her helpless with desire. A shiver stole through her, while a sweet fever rose and spread through her veins.
His eyes seared her like naked flame, making heat invade every part of her. With deliberate care, he eased over her, spreading her thighs with his own.
The tenderness in his eyes was as devastating as the wildness. When he entered her partway, she drew a sharp breath. For a long moment, Ash remained still, feathering soft kisses over her flushed face, her eyelids, allowing her to grow accustomed to his alien hardness stretching her, filling her. As her tension eased, he pressed in a bit further, progressing in slow increments, until finally he was sheathed in her virginal tightness.
“Am I hurting you?” he asked.
“No,” she lied breathlessly, and yet her body was softening, warming around him. Every part of her throbbed at the feel of Ash’s hard flesh joined with hers.
After another long moment, he began moving gently inside her, using his consummate skill to coax a sensual response from her. When he thrust even deeper, Maura’s thighs parted to accept more of him, and she tentatively lifted her hips to follow his rhythm.
Soon she felt a hot, coiling tension rising and spiraling through her. Soul-scorching heat seared her from the bright center of sensation at her core.
She felt the answering fire in Ash’s body, heard the wanting in his husky voice as he grated out her name. He seemed to be having difficultly controlling his own need, just as she was.
When he withdrew and sank into her again, she whimpered, wordlessly pleading, helplessly needing.… He thrust harder, and Maura suddenly erupted.
Her senses exploded. She moaned and clung to Ash, her entire body shaking. Claiming her mouth once more, he kissed her, capturing her rasping cries of bliss and wonder as he surrendered to his own climax deep within her. Maura felt his violent shudders, yet she welcomed his urgency.
When at last Ash went still, she lay there beneath him, dazed and trembling. It might have been an eternity before she regained enough awareness to realize that he was still buried within her while she pulsed with incredible pleasure.
Wishing their joining could last forever, Maura pressed her face into the smooth, muscular wall of his chest, savoring the warm glide of her skin against his, the feel of his heart beating.
His tenderness made her ache with longing. It was the tenderness that affected her most, the care he took with her, even though it was his passion that had swept her into a whirlwind of fire.
When he raised his head to gaze down at her, the fire was still there, burning hot and bright in his eyes. She felt a tremendous pleasure that he seemed awed by what had just happened between them. His need called to something feminine and powerful inside her.
Without speaking, he smoothed a tendril back from her forehead and kissed her again with exquisite gentleness, as if cherishing the taste of her. The soft mating of their breath made her heart melt with tenderness. She let th
e feeling pour through her and warm the lonely places inside her.
A moment later, Maura nearly protested when Ash eased away and rolled onto his side, but thankfully he only pulled her against his naked body and lay there with her, their arms and legs braided like longtime lovers.
“I will stay with you for a few hours.”
Maura nodded, gravely disappointed that they could not spend the entire night together, but knowing that Ash would have to return to his own rooms to avoid being seen.
She wished with all her heart that it could be different. Making love to Ash had made her feel whole, complete, treasured—which was a foolish and dangerous sentiment, Maura reminded herself.
She no longer had any doubt that Ash desired her. But passion was not love, and if they continued such intimacy, the risk of losing her heart to him would only increase exponentially. He was luring her into his web of enchantment, making her dream and wish and yearn for things she ought not even be thinking about.
With a heavy sigh, Maura closed her eyes and buried her face in his warm chest. She was glad their pretend betrothal might soon be over. For as much as she hated returning to being alone, it was better to be alone and lonely than to endure the pain and heartbreak of an unrequited love.
To Maura’s delight and gratitude, the musical evening to showcase her stepsisters’ talents proved a smashing success. Skye had converted the grand Traherne ballroom in Berkeley Square into a recital hall and arranged for professional musicians to complement the amateurs, with a poetry reading by a renowned actress to round out the concert program. She had also spared no effort or expense to fill the mansion with guests who could benefit the young Misses Collyer, including a profusion of eligible young men who might be potential suitors.
Skye was playing fairy godmother to her stepsisters, Maura knew, just as Katharine had taken on the role for her. Once again she felt the warmth and affection of Ash’s family, who were closing ranks around her as if she were one of their own.
The girls did indeed shine. Their modish new gowns helped give them enough confidence to overcome shyness and nerves and deliver a fresh and honest performance. When Hannah sang in a sweet, pure voice and Lucy skillfully accompanied her on the pianoforte, Maura watched with the same love and pride as Priscilla. Both girls looked so animated, they seemed quite pretty.
Afterward, a bevy of young gentlemen flocked around them, asking to be presented. Skye had given Hannah and Lucy much-needed lessons in conversing and appearing at ease in male company, but their popularity was also enhanced by the persistent, if false, rumors that they both had sizable dowries.
Maura had never seen her stepsisters so happy, although she herself would have deplored being displayed on the Marriage Mart in such a blatant fashion. As Lord Beaufort’s future marchioness, however, she had more than her share of people fawning over her.
Ash had remained by her side during the performance, but during the intermission before supper, they separated to pursue their own goals. Maura was charged with charming her stepmother this evening, while Ash was bent on enchanting every female in the company on behalf of her stepsisters, particularly the most socially influential dowagers.
Maura couldn’t help following his progress in the crowd, or noting the charisma he exuded. Becoming lovers had given her a heightened awareness of Ash … of his touch, his voice, his laughter, his smile. And as their gazes locked across the room, the memory of passion still shimmered between them. Heat flooded Maura as she remembered him moving inside her, the richness of him filling her.
In truth, she had been in a daze the entire day after spending much of the night in his arms. Then shortly before the evening began, he’d taken her aside and stolen a kiss that made her blood sizzle. It was absurd how easily he was able to melt her with his kisses and reduce her to such raw, exposed need.
That thought was foremost in Maura’s mind when Ash flashed her a slow, intimate smile that pierced her heart.
Averting her gaze, she deliberately shied away from analyzing his dazzling impact too closely and instead tried to discipline her rioting thoughts to focus on the task at hand. She had promised to do her utmost to recruit Priscilla as an ally.
As expected, Viscount Deering had not attended the musical, but Priscilla had. Pris’s greeting at the start of the evening had seemed remarkably chastened. Evidently she regretted acting so hastily in cutting ties with the future Marchioness of Beaufort, no doubt because she wanted to remain in the marquis’s good graces, since his patronage could benefit her daughters more than a mere viscount’s could.
Maura was about to go in search of her stepmother when Priscilla sought her out first.
“I wish to thank you, Maura,” Priscilla said in a tone that was amazingly contrite. “Not only did you devise this splendid opportunity for my daughters to consort with high society, you persuaded Lord Beaufort to fund their dowries.”
Maura barely managed to hide her surprise. She had thought the whispers about the Collyer sisters being heiresses were completely fabricated. “You give me too much credit for his generosity, Priscilla.”
“Oh, no. I am certain he would never have offered if not for you. He promised to add five thousand pounds apiece to the portions your father left them.”
The large sums partly explained the eagerness of the gentlemen who currently surrounded Hannah and Lucy, Maura realized. She was supremely grateful to Ash for his kindness to her stepsisters, although wondered how she would ever repay such a gift, and exasperated that once again he’d acted behind her back to avoid her objections. No doubt he wanted to bribe Priscilla into supporting their case against Deering, but even so, he should have discussed the matter with her first.
She would vocalize her opinions to him later, however. Meanwhile, she had a job to do with her stepmother.
“I expect you are relieved,” Maura observed. “Their having independent fortunes should bode well for their marriage prospects, as well as help to protect them against Deering’s threats.”
“I truly hope that is the case.” Pris hesitated before adding unexpectedly, “I owe you an apology, Maura. I never wanted to take your precious horse from you. I only believed I had no choice.”
Maura eyed her with skepticism. “Of course you had a choice.”
Strangely, Priscilla suddenly looked distressed. “Perhaps so, but I thought I was doing the right thing for my daughters. And now that odious man—” She broke off and bit her lip.
“What odious man?”
Glancing around the crowded ballroom, Priscilla lowered her voice. “Never mind. This is not the place to discuss it.”
“No,” Maura agreed, “but there are numerous rooms nearby where we may be private. I need to speak to you about an urgent matter in any case.”
When Pris nodded with great reluctance, Maura led her from the ballroom and down a corridor to a quiet parlor.
“By odious man, did you mean Deering?” she asked then. At her stepmother’s troubled silence, Maura tried another tack. “If you truly wish to apologize to me, I know how you could make amends.”
“How?” Pris asked cautiously.
“If Deering continues to claim ownership of Emperor, you could confirm my version of events—that you sold my horse without my knowledge or consent.”
“I don’t know if I can do that, Maura. It is more … complicated than you realize.”
“Then why don’t you explain it to me?”
Maura was startled to see Pris twist her gloved hands together, since the beautiful widow was never one to wring her hands. Then even more surprising, Priscilla looked away. “I am ashamed to admit what I did.”
“You are speaking in riddles,” Maura pressed, trying to quell her impatience.
“You must understand, I was under great duress. I thought Viscount Deering and I had … an understanding.”
“What sort of understanding?”
“You see … in exchange for purchasing your horse, he promised to pave the way for my daug
hters’ debut in society. I knew his patronage would significantly minimize the taint of scandal against their stepfather—”
“You have told me all this before, Priscilla.”
“Yes … well …” Pris took a deep breath and met her gaze again. “I have not told you what happened last week after you stole—After you took back your horse. Deering gave me an ultimatum. He would only lend his support if I … if I shared his bed.”
Maura stared at her stepmother. “You slept with Deering to curry his favor?”
“Not willingly.” Her lower jaw trembled. “That cursed man made me do it.”
Maura had no idea what to say. Priscilla was so alluring, it wasn’t surprising that Deering had coveted her as an object to add to his collection of prize possessions. But for her to have paid so exorbitant a price? She must have been desperate.
At Maura’s speechlessness, Priscilla sent her a pleading look. “I was an utter fool, I know. I thought we had a bargain, and instead Deering reneged on his promise and blackmailed me. He said that unless I complied with his new terms, he would make it known that I had shared my favors just like any whore.”
Maura shook her head in disbelief. She had always suspected Priscilla capable of using her body to gain her ends, but her seductive wiles had backfired this time when she’d tangled with a man far more ruthless and dishonorable than she.
“Maura, you must realize … I only was thinking of my daughters. After your father died, their matrimonial prospects were nonexistent. There was no one to protect us or stand up for us. We were entirely on our own, with no one to advance our entrée into the ton and no way to finance the vast expense of a Season.”
That last complaint struck a discordant chord in Maura. “Papa left you the London house and a significant income, enough to keep you in comfort if you had been in the least frugal.”
“But you know I am not frugal. I sold your horse to fund my daughters’ debuts. Then when Emperor disappeared, Deering blamed me. I was afraid he would destroy our lives entirely, Maura, so I did as he demanded.” Bowing her head, Priscilla covered her face with her hands. “I am so ashamed.… I felt so … soiled afterward.”
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