by Tatum Throne
“I won’t hurt you.”
“I know that.”
“Just trust me.”
Phoenix moved around to stand in front of him. Their mouths connected in a heated kiss. He used his mouth to put Hunter in a sex-induced fog. He broke his lips away, pulling him toward the cross.
He positioned Hunter in the middle of the room, putting him in the swing where it made him lean forward and expose his ass. His feet dangled off the floor. He locked his wrists down by using the chains that hung form the leather straps on the swing. He gave him a push that sent him swinging back and forth. There was laughter in his voice but fear lingered within Hunter’s eyes as he watched him move across the room.
“There is fear in your eyes.”
“I’m sorry.”
Hunter closed his mouth abruptly, as though he were cutting off what he was about to say. Phoenix needed an answer from him before they went further.
“Tell me what’s going on in your head.”
“I don’t want you to think differently of me, Sir.”
The truth of it rocked Phoenix to the core. He was ashamed of where he came from.
He knew what was within Hunter’s file, but he didn’t know all of his past. What had happened to him as a child shouldn’t have happened to anyone. What else was lingering within him to cause such despair? He had to know. He didn’t want there to be anything between them—nothing at all. He circled around and brushed his hands over his chest.
“Tell me.”
“I can’t, Sir.”
Phoenix stepped back. He pulled his T-shirt off and slipped off his shoes and socks. He saw the way Hunter’s gaze immediately fell to his well-muscled chest and the visible scars that where lined like a map. “You should know I read your file. Chief Rask insisted that I did.”
“You shouldn’t have. You have no right.”
“Yes, I did. I’m training you. I need to know you’re solid in the field. I can’t train you unless I know everything that’s going on with you. Tell me.”
“There’s something that happened when I was a child…I saw my brother drown. My parents blamed and abused me for it.”
“I’m so sorry.”
The devastation within Hunter’s eyes cut right through Phoenix’s soul. It was clearly something he would never get over. There were no tears. It was as though he’d long ago shut that part of his life off. He couldn’t imagine what he thought about every time he looked in the mirror.
“I am damaged goods.”
“No, you’re not.”
It was clear that Hunter truly believed he was damaged from his childhood abuse. He hated to see how Hunter had pulled away emotionally in that moment. He knew he had to do something to show him he could have it all together. Phoenix thought about all he needed to do. With his jeans low on his hips, Phoenix moved over to the drawers where he kept his floggers. He picked a leather crop with a braided end. He smoothed the leather crop over his ass cheeks as he came in from behind. The chains above him clinked as he shivered.
Before he could stop himself, he smoothed his hand over his ass cheeks. Phoenix’s cock was ready.
Hunter’s cock was granite and throbbing. Pre-cum dripped onto the floor. With his ass swinging in the wind, he came in close, spanking him hard. He watched as his balls bounced back and forth and his dick jumped up and down. A moan of pleasured echoed within his playroom. Phoenix loved the sound of it. He liked the way his sub was finally letting go. Phoenix smoothed his hand over his ass, spanking him on the bittersweet edge of violence. He loved the ripple of his ass cheek as his hand hit—how his ass became redder with each strike.
It felt so good to take control. The only thing better was that Hunter was trusting him completely. He watched as heat moved over his sub’s face as desire took over. He flipped the tips of his fingers over his rim and rubbed. He loved the look of pure raw bliss over Hunter’s face as he arched his ass out. His cock was waving below the swing, through the hole it was trapped inside of. He saw Hunter’s dick twitch and shiver.
Phoenix reached out, squeezing his cock. “I did not give you permission to come.”
Sweat dripped from Hunter’s body as he tried to keep control. Phoenix pulled his hand away, spanking his sub until he was a mess of need and lust. He kept going until sweat broke out on his brow and dripped down his temples. This entire session was supposed to be about breaking Hunter, but something inside of him was shattering.
Phoenix went to his toys and picked out a new butt plug. He had five different sizes and he reached for the middle one first. Taking the bottle of lube, Phoenix smoothed two of his fingers with the warm gel. He moved his fingers over Hunter’s rim and pushed one inside. Hunter moaned, causing Phoenix to pull one finger out. He squirted more lube on his fingers, then pushed two back inside. He wanted to be sure Hunter was wet and properly stretched before he took him.
When he was very wet and ready, Phoenix moved the long, tapered butt plug slowly inside. He watched as Hunter arched his ass out, relaxing into his touch. Yes, he was a very good submissive. Phoenix was going to do his best to give him everything he wanted. For the first time in his life, he wanted a submissive forever but only if Hunter would love him in return. He shouldn’t have been breaking his rules but he was. It had started at work and now it was happening in his personal life.
“Are you ready for me?”
“God, yes!”
* * * *
Hunter wanted Phoenix to take complete control of his body, but he was holding back. It was clear that the session was something about breaking him down, proving to his Dom that he could submit. Hunter was learning fast about what he had to do and he was going to do everything in his power to make sure he obeyed Phoenix.
As the butt plug entered his body, Hunter moaned, forgetting all his worries. He held his body completely still as he felt sweat break out over his heated skin, followed by a shiver of goose bumps. He felt so vulnerable and exposed to Phoenix. He absolutely loved it.
After the butt plug was deep within his ass, Phoenix came back with a leather flogger and started hitting his ass cheeks, moving it higher up over his back. After several minutes of flogging, he set the flogger aside and came back with a leather collar. Phoenix stood in front of him. It was then that Hunter saw that Phoenix was completely naked as he stood before him. He clipped the smooth leather collar around his neck, tightening it to his skin.
It wasn’t pinching at all, but it was enough to show him that he was no longer in control. A long chain knocked together as it was laid over his spine and moved down between his ass cheeks. The chain was clipped onto the butt plug in his ass. As he moved his neck he felt the butt plug give.
“Don’t move.”
Hunter moaned as Phoenix pushed the butt plug deeper. His response was immediate and intense as the butt plug was forced between his ass cheeks, making him squeeze his rim so that the plug would not move.
“Chin up.”
He lifted his head on Phoenix’s order, then lowered it again when he felt the butt plug press against his prostate. Sensations washed over him. Hunter wasn’t so sure how much more he could take. He’d never been taken so fast before, but he knew they were still beginning. There was so much more that they would explore tonight.
As if sensing he was on the edge, Phoenix took control of his dick again.
A cock ring was moved down over his throbbing prick, trapping the flow of blood, and forcing him to hold out longer. Relief moved through Hunter when he realized he wouldn’t be coming anytime soon. The fact that he hadn’t gotten Phoenix off last time they were together weighed heavily on his mind.
As a submissive, he wanted to please his Dom in every way and didn’t want to be held back. The smooth edge of the flogger came up under his neck, lifting his head. Tension vibrated through him as he clenched his ass cheeks to keep control of his hold on the butt plug there.
“Stop thinking so much and start feeling.”
The order was given on a husky
note that Hunter knew he had to obey. It was true. He was thinking way too much and not enjoying the pleasure of having his Dom work his body. It was then that he let go completely of every thought and started feeling what Phoenix was doing to him. His eyes were on Phoenix as he moved around the room.
The man was fucking beautiful. He was gorgeous in every way. The thought of him finally mounting him sent a shiver racing over Hunter’s skin. He wanted to be taken by his Dom.
Phoenix covered him in more chains. The length of chain was wrapped around his hips and locked into the butt plug in his ass. More lengths of chain were wrapped around his legs and balls, locking into a device that was around his cock. It felt so much like a chastity belt. Phoenix stepped back and looked at his handiwork, checking every connection of the chain.
Hunter noticed that Phoenix was taking his time tonight and that scared him. Hunter struggled to remain in control of his body. His dick was throbbing and it felt like pre-cum was leaking from his tip.
“Open your mouth.”
His Dom pushed his dick in with one thick, solid move. Hunter loved having Phoenix’s cock so deep within his mouth. He sucked eagerly on him, trying purposely to take him over the edge. He wanted to see what would happen when Phoenix lost all control. It wasn’t long before he found out.
Strong hands came up beneath his chin, squeezing gently to take back control. He used his hand to guide the tempo of his dick thrusting within Hunter’s mouth. He loved the way the tip of his cockhead hit the back of his throat and slipped deeper down. A shot of pre-cum shot from Phoenix’s prick, sliding across his tongue. He swallowed his spunk down before his Dom could deny him the privilege.
Before he could stop it, a moan sounded deep within Hunter. As punishment, Phoenix took his cock away.
“You shouldn’t have done that.”
Disappointment moved through him when he realized he had upset his Dom. He watched his lover walk away from him and come back slowly. This time he had something in his hands and it looked like a cane. It came down hard across his ass cheeks several times. Sensations vibrated over his rim. He was so close to coming. Several more strikes landed across his ass before the cane was pulled away.
“This time you will learn to focus.”
Phoenix pushed his cock deep into Hunter’s mouth, thrusting to the point of gagging him, cutting off his breathing with every stroke of his prick. Again, Phoenix reached down and gently squeezed his neck, forcing him to take his cock deeper. Hunter undulated his tongue, forcing it across Phoenix’s swollen cockhead. Relief poured through him as he felt another shot of cum land across his tongue. Hunter moaned, sucking eagerly on the tip of his cockhead, hoping he could get him off. Phoenix squeezed his neck, forcing him to stop again.
Frustration moved through Hunter as his Dom pulled away. He moved around to the back of Hunter’s ass and removed the butt plug. He heard the sound of a lube bottle opening and closing. He didn’t have to look over his shoulder to know what was coming. He’d braced for impact and froze when he realized it wasn’t coming.
Then, without warning, his ass cheeks were spread wide. Phoenix pushed his cockhead against his rim and thrust deeply inside, sending sensations over his prostate. He cried out. The urge to orgasm was so painful that it hurt to hold it back.
Hunter felt himself coming. Line after line of come rocketed across the cabin floorboards. He moaned as his ass cheeks bounced up and down with every thrust of his Dom’s cock. His dick hit against the leather swing, sending his jizz upward. When he felt Phoenix stop, he knew something was wrong.
“Stop clenching.”
The order from his Dom sent an involuntary tightening around the cock shoved up his ass.
Hunter groaned as he felt Phoenix’s balls pull up tight. He came deep within his ass, and it felt so good. It was a long time before Hunter was able to speak again. It was an even longer time before Phoenix pulled his cock from his ass. When he did, Hunter felt suddenly alone. He wanted his Dom back again, and he would do anything in his power to have him there again tonight.
Chapter Eight
The most important part of any session was taking care of his submissive. Phoenix knew what he needed to do. He unlocked the chains and helped Hunter up from the leather swing. He took him outside to the hot tub and got it going. They both got in, easing their aching muscles.
Phoenix came in close and kissed him possessively. After a long kiss, they pulled away and held each other. Phoenix loved the way his sub sat between his legs, back against his chest. He smoothed his hand down to Hunter’s, joining them together.
Hunter’s fingers skimmed over his arms. “How did you get the scars on your chest?”
“Surgery a few days after I was born. My trachea and esophagus were joined together improperly. They call it TEF. I’m fine now. I just have battle scars.”
“You wear them well.”
“I’m glad you like them.”
He pulled him in a little bit tighter. “Why couldn’t you tell me?”
Hunter stiffened within his arms. He knew he shouldn’t bring up the subject, but he knew this was the biggest thing that held them back from being together. He eased his hands over his shoulders, working out the kinks in his muscles.
Hunter sighed heavily. “I don’t want to bother you with my problems.”
“You’re not bothering me. I want to know more about you.”
Hunter tried again but his voice cracked. Phoenix waited, knowing Hunter would come around. He finally started again, his voice way stronger this time. “I have panic attacks when I think about what happened.”
“I understand.”
“No, you don’t. It’s almost impossible for me to go into public places. I’m afraid of dying. I’m frightened of encountering somebody who I won’t be able to save.”
“Like your brother?”
“Yes.”
The man needed some confidence. Phoenix had seen it before. The young guys coming through the department were all damage men. They had something to prove and someone from their past they wanted to protect. It was clear that Hunter was carrying a lot of baggage from his past.
“You should know Chief Rask told me so I could help you.”
Hunter stiffened within his arms. He instantly pulled away and looked around.
“You mean?”
His words were accusatory. Phoenix hated how they had this between them. “Chief Rask thought it would help train you better. Stop pulling away from me.”
“You used the information to get closer to me—to use me—to take me. You just wanted to sleep with me!”
“That is not what happened.”
Hunter came in fast, striking his hand against his chest. Phoenix reached out and grabbed his jaw and muscled him up against the side of the hot tub. Their bodies were slick against each other as he held him close. Something snapped within him as he took control of his submissive.
“Do not ever hit me again.”
“I’m sorry.”
“You will be if you ever do it again.”
Something in Hunter’s eyes broke him. He hated putting that look there and hated this divide between them. “Don’t run from me.”
“I’m sorry I can’t be the man you want me to be.”
There were tears in Hunter’s eyes and they quickly fell across his cheeks. Phoenix knew he had to do something. He came in close and kissed him softly and gently, encouraging Hunter to kiss him back. When he wouldn’t, Phoenix broke his lips away. Regret moved through Phoenix’s soul as he looked at Hunter. The man was completely shutting him out physically and emotionally.
“I’d like to go home now.”
He muscled him up against the side of the hot tub. “Don’t run from me.”
“I don’t know how to trust you.”
He slipped his fingers into Hunter’s hair, tilting up his chin. “You are.”
Tears filled his luminous eyes. “I can’t. Please don’t make me be with you. It hurts too much.”
Phoenix shut off the hot tub and got out. He reached for a towel and wrapped it around his waist as he went inside. He was frustrated with his sub as he quickly dressed. He didn’t bother packing up any of his things.
After several minutes, Hunter met him in the hallway. “Let’s go.”
They were silent as they drove back to his place. Phoenix parked his car on the street just in case Hunter wanted to leave. He went inside, completely ignoring Hunter and the deafening silence between them. He didn’t know how to fix it as he’d never had this situation with any submissive before. He was not about to change things tonight. He went into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of Jack and headed out onto the porch.
He didn’t bother with a cup and took several swigs out of the bottle as he sat, enjoying the burn as it went down. He was shocked at the fact that his cock was still semi-hard. He ran his hand through his hair, looking up at the back of the house and the light that was on.
After a long time, that light went out, but Phoenix was certain Hunter was not yet asleep. How had he gotten here so fast? How had he screwed things up so royally? Phoenix shook his head as he leaned forward and put his hands against his face. He wanted Hunter back within his arms so he could show him everything would be okay.
Instead, he had to think about going into work tomorrow and telling TJ things were over. He couldn’t train him to be in the field. He had crossed the line. That had him thinking he needed to talk with Chief Rask, too. He needed to know the situation and get advice on the best way to handle it. It would mean, possibly, the loss of his job, but he didn’t care. He could be reassigned, that was fine with him. He knew he wouldn’t be able to face Hunter again. Not the way he screwed things up so thoroughly.