They kissed from the time they left his car all the way up the stairs and into her apartment. She had fumbled with the lock on her door as he kissed her neck. All she wanted to do was tear off all his clothes every time he kissed her. He was driving her half mad with his mouth, and a simple act of unlocking a door became almost impossible.
Once the door was unlocked, they pushed their way through, and she turned to him, grabbing his face in her hands and kissing his lips passionately. She bit his lower lip, causing him to growl her name.
“Caroline, I am going to fuck you so good you are going to pass out.”
She moaned and then stopped to stare at him. “I love when you say my name.”
“Yes, baby. It's beautiful, and I like how it sounds coming out of my mouth as well.”
He picked her up in his arms and carried her to the bedroom. He laid her out on the bed and climbed on top of her; his mouth connected with hers once again and brought a searing heat with them.
Suddenly, she pulled away and looked him in the eyes, her brow furrowed. “Why do you like me?”
“Caroline, are you joking? Are we going to do this right now? You know I absolutely adore you for a million reasons.”
“If you want in my pants, you bet your ass we are doing it right now.”
He smiled down at her, and she almost forgot the whole thing. “It's because you’re so much more than just tits and a pussy.”
“Oh gee, thanks.”
He laughed, “No, really. You have a brain, and you use it. You're clearly passionate about your career and good at it, might I add. You're dedicated and hardworking. You're different from a lot of girls out there these days who just want a man to take them shopping all the time. You're actually pretty amazing.”
“Great answer.”
“You know I love you.”
“Yes, and I love you too.”
His mouth found hers again, and their tongues intermingled. She sucked on his slowly, getting more turned on by the minute. He started undressing, and Caroline did the same as she watched him lose each article of clothing. God, he was beautiful, and she could finally admire him fully.
She laid there before him naked and was already wet between her legs as she anticipated claiming his cock as her own.
He climbed back on top of her, kissed her hard on the mouth and began trailing kisses down her jawline and slowly down her neck. The sensation of his lips against her skin was exhilarating. The softer the kiss, the more goose bumps appeared on her skin. As he kissed his way down to her breasts, his hand went between her legs, and he rubbed his fingers against her clit. Pleasure coursed through her, and she moaned.
“Oh baby, you are already wet. God, that's incredible.”
She smiled up at him. “Joshua, I want you so badly. My body wants you; it knows what's coming.”
“Be patient, baby; I want to take my time with you.” His mouth found her nipples and sucked on them. He sucked, nipped and flicked her nipples with his tongue, causing her to arch her back in ecstasy.
“Please, Joshua, fuck me; put your cock inside me right now.”
“Oh, I love when you talk like that. But I'm not ready.”
He continued to trail kisses down her stomach and around her navel. Goose bumps popped up all over her skin as he made his way all the way down to her pussy. He spread her legs wide and admired her pussy open and waiting for him. Joshua looked like he wanted to gobble her up right then and there.
“You look so good. I bet you taste even better.” He bent down just then and licked her from one end to the other. She moaned loudly as he sucked on her clit and nipped it gently. He stuck two fingers into her pussy and started pumping her hard. She cried out, feeling the buildup of an orgasm. He was incredible, and she couldn’t get enough of him. She didn’t think she could ever get enough of Joshua, and he was about to make her cum with just his fingers and mouth.
“Baby, please put your cock in me; I need it.”
“Not until you cum in my mouth.”
That's all it took for her orgasm to unleash and give him exactly what he asked for. Caroline had never had someone talk to her so dirty before, but she loved the eroticism of it. It added to the already heat-induced chemistry the two of them shared. There was just something about Joshua that drove her crazy; she wanted to be pleased by him in every way possible. He felt incredible inside of her.
“Fuck me now, Joshua, fuck me.” He pushed his cock deep inside of her, stretching her pussy.
“Oh, God Joshua, you feel good. Your cock ... it's so big and so hard baby. I love it.” He groaned at her words, and she knew it was driving him crazy.
He pushed in deeper and pumped her slowly before picking up the pace a little. He was huge, and she ached even more now that he was inside of her. He touched every nerve inside of her, and she moaned loudly as he picked up the pace. She wrapped her legs around him and lifted her hips to meet each thrust of his hard cock.
“Your pussy is so wet Caroline; you feel incredible.”
“God, Joshua, I'm going to cum again.”
He pumped faster, burying his cock inside of her as an intense orgasm rocked her to the core. She cried out his name as waves of pleasure came over her.
She was gasping as he slid out of her; she hated him being gone.
“I think it's my turn to fuck you, Joshua.”
“Oh, sweetheart, I like the sound of that.”
He laid out on the bed, and it was her turn to climb on top of him. Before she impaled his cock, she bent down and took him in her mouth. She could taste her juices on his cock, and it turned her on even more. She sucked on him hard as she swirled her tongue along his shaft.
“Caroline, I love the way you suck my cock. You're so good at it, baby.” He was groaning underneath her, and it was making her crazy.
He pulled her up and off his cock. She put herself in position to ride his cock and then sat down on it. He went in deep, and she gasped with him inside her. It was so overwhelming to have such a large cock fill her up so deeply. She began riding him slowly at first, taking her time. She slid off until he was almost out of her, and then she went down fast. He groaned with every thrust she made, and then she picked up the pace. Caroline rode his cock hard until she was sure he was going to cum, then she slowed the pace. Caroline wasn't ready for him to cum yet; she still wanted to have more fun. She continued to fuck him slowly, looking down into his eyes. She always found it rare for a man to make eye contact with his lover; sex was so intimate that at times it could be overwhelming for men. That was her experience anyways.
But Joshua was different, and she loved that about him. They were different together—a better couple than most. He looked her dead in the eyes, and the heat that she saw in them drove her crazy. But it wasn't just heat that she saw there, just like what they were doing was no longer just sex. Something had changed between them a long time ago, and it would never be the same again. Whether or not they were ready for the change would be something that they would discover together at a later date. For the time being, they would enjoy what they had and see where it led them. Not that she didn’t already know; she would marry that man and sooner rather than later.
She went back and forth between a slow drawn out fuck and then riding his cock hard. She could tell by his expression that she was driving him crazy, but she loved every moment of pleasing him, and she was going to draw it out as much as she could.
“My turn, baby.”
Caroline smiled down at him and nodded. She lifted herself off of his cock and regretted it immediately. She needed him inside of her at all times and craved his cock like an addict craved drugs. She wanted to have him inside her now; not in a few seconds, but now.
He moved her into position so that she was lying partially on her side, resting on her forearm and hip. He got off the bed and stood behind her. It was a variation of a doggy style position. She loved doggy style—not only was it a deep fuck, but she liked when Joshua had control of fucki
ng her. It made her feel powerless to his every whim, which turned Caroline on intensely.
He pushed his cock inside of her, and she gasped with pleasure.
“Oh yes, baby, that feels so good.” She moaned with every thrust he gave her. He was deep and felt fantastic. He started off pumping her agonizingly slowly, but then he pushed in harder and faster. He pounded into her pussy causing her to cry out with pleasure. It felt so good; she couldn't get enough. She wanted him to fuck her like that all night.
“Oh God, Joshua, I'm going to cum again.”
“Yes, baby, cum all over my cock darling. I want to feel you. Don't hold back.”
She exploded into his cock as he continued to pound her pussy. As soon as one wave of orgasm passed, another followed suit. Multiple orgasms? This was truly her lucky day.
He fucked her really good, and she could not have asked for a better sexual partner. It was like he had her body mapped out and knew exactly what to do to get her to lose her mind.
“Joshua, cum with me.”
“You want me to cum baby?”
“God, yes, I want you to pump me full of cum baby. Please give it to me.”
He groaned as he fucked her very hard, pushing his cock into her deeper and deeper. He cried out as his own orgasm rocked him into her. He spilled into her, and his rocking slowed down as he brought himself down from the orgasm.
“God, that was good,” she whispered.
“I would definitely have to agree with you on that one.”
He pulled out of her, and she collapsed on the bed. He followed suit and laid down on the bed beside her. She curled up onto his chest and kissed it. He had the musky scent of a man who had sweated doing a good job of fucking his woman.
“Mmmmm, I liked that,” she murmured.
Chapter Sixteen
Caroline awoke suddenly from a dream and felt empty inside. She turned to find that she was in the arms of her husband, Mike. She had been having the same dream about Joshua for weeks, and she needed it to end. It was driving her nuts. Dreaming about Joshua made her feel more alone than ever. She hated it, in fact. It was the last thing that she wanted to do, and she didn’t understand why she kept having the same dream over and over again. It was a little humiliating to say the least.
Caroline and Mike had been married now for almost six months. She had expected their marital bliss to last so much longer; after all, why wouldn’t it? But things had not been going well between them, and she wasn’t sure what to do about it. Caroline couldn’t figure out why things were falling apart for them, but it happened rather quickly. Too quickly. Then the dreams started occurring, and she had to believe it was because her happiness was disappearing. It just made her wonder if she had really made the right decision all those months ago. Maybe she should have chosen Joshua and believed in the spark that they had. She just hadn’t expected her marriage to start falling apart so soon, or ever for that matter. She had every reason to believe that they were a good match, and they loved each other, so what was happening to them?
Caroline and Mike had been happy, blissfully so for awhile, which was why things were so confusing to her. After the wedding, they had gone on their honeymoon and had the time of their lives. It had been one adventure after another, and she loved every moment she had spent with him. Upon their return, they had made arrangements for Caroline to move into his studio apartment, and things were official. They quickly fell into a routine together, and she couldn’t have been happier about it.
At first, it had been a little bittersweet for her to leave her own apartment; there were so many memories. Not to mention it was the first real thing she had of her own, and that she had acquired on her own. Selling it was not only a sign of a fresh start for her future but also an end of an era, and that’s what made her sad. She was so used to being on her own, happily independent, and now things were just different.
Despite having to sell her apartment and move in with Mike, she had been ecstatic about the future. Who knew what was in store for them? His business was doing well, and they were newlyweds. Although she had moved into his studio apartment, they weren’t planning on staying there. She had always wanted a home of her own, a house to raise a family in. Once they returned, they had started to make arrangements to find the home of their dreams. Mike hired a real estate agent, and the hunt was on. It didn’t take long at all before they had found a great place in the country. It was quite the grand colonial structure, the kind of home she had always dreamed of living in. It even came with a guest house in the back so people could come, stay with them and have their own privacy. There was a lot of acres to the property, and the backyard was built for entertaining guests. The best part of the home was the studio inside that she could use for her designs. There would be times that she wouldn’t have to drive into the city—she could just work from home. She could create without distraction and have her designs come to life in the comfort of her own home.
Caroline laid in bed thinking about when they had moved into their home and how happy they had been together. She felt sad thinking that she may have made a huge mistake. After they moved into the house, they were blissfully in love for about a month before things started to change between them. She shook her head as she thought about it. Just a month. Maybe she had been a fool, after all, to get married so quickly, without any thought to how well they really knew each other. Yes, they fell in love quickly, but would that love last a lifetime? She was no longer sure of that.
Caroline wasn’t sure exactly when the change had suddenly occurred. Just one day things were different, it was a little bizarre. It wasn’t as if they had a huge fight, nothing major even happened, things were just different for them.
When she had married Mike, she didn’t question her love for him or the fact that he had made her very happy. She had wanted to marry him. He was the perfect man if there was such a thing. He was attentive and kind and bent over backward for her. She couldn’t dispute the fact that he treated her like a goddess, which was really nice. She never felt scared around him; in fact, he always made her feel safe. Not only that, but they had a fulfilling sex life, so things between them certainly had been off to a good start.
They had a good union, and although it wasn’t that crazy feeling she used to get with Joshua, it was built of something good and pure. It was enough for her; she could have done that her whole life. Yes, life had been pretty spectacular for awhile. So why had Mike gone and ruined everything between them? It sickened her just thinking about it. At that point, she wasn’t even sure what to do about it.
Things had changed so much between her and Mike over the past few months that she found her mind drifting back to Joshua and what might have been. She knew it was wrong, and that she should be focusing on Mike, but he was really making it hard for her to do so. Mike had changed; she couldn’t quite put her finger on it, but there was definitely something off about him. In fact, there were times where she barely recognized the man she had married, and that scared her more than anything. It was too soon for them to be having these kinds of problems in their marriage. Wasn’t the honeymoon stage supposed to last a whole year? Mike clearly hadn’t got that memo because things between them started to change almost immediately. It made her wonder if Joshua had been right when he told her Mike was just trying to lock her down so he didn’t lose her. Could that have been possible? She didn’t even want to think about anything like that, and yet Mike had changed drastically since they married. Had it all been an act? Again, she couldn’t be sure because she couldn’t pinpoint when the changes had occurred, which made the situation all the more frightening. How could she have been so wrong about someone that she loved so much? Her judgment was rarely poor when it came to meeting new people. In fact, it was usually on point. There wasn’t a time that she dated someone that she wasn’t sure of from the beginning. Yet, she managed to marry a man that she was beginning to believe she didn’t know at all.
Then there was Joshua, the man she had always
loved. She had turned her back on him because he had seemed such a flake at the time. He couldn’t seem to make a decision about them, and it had driven her insane. If only he had come to her long before and expressed his love. Things may have been different. Or maybe it was her fault all along for not accepting his love when he finally did give it to her. She was so torn up inside wondering where she had gone wrong and whether or not she had chosen the wrong man.
Things had gone sour between Mike and Caroline, and she wasn’t sure that it could be reversed. They had a perfect marriage together for about a month. They had gone to all sorts of lavish parties and events, giving off the impression that they were the perfect couple, and they were. Or, at least, she had thought so. Mike often had to make appearances at football games, and she had reveled in the excitement and energy of those games. It had been thrilling to see his life, how his job worked. Together they had made one hell of a great team. Then one day out of the blue, everything just changed.
Mike started asking her questions about Joshua; at first, it had taken her off guard, and then it became worrisome. The questions made him angry, and the answers rarely satisfied him. He wanted to know everything about their relationship, even though she had insisted to him that none of it mattered any longer. Mike wanted to know why they had ended their relationship and how long they had been together. He even wanted to know how many times they had sex together. She had scoffed at those questions, but it only made him believe she was trying to hide things from him. She couldn’t understand his obsession with one of her past lovers; it all seemed to just come out of nowhere.
When the questions became too personal, she refused to answer them, which would set him off completely. Caroline insisted that her past with Joshua shouldn’t matter to him, and that he was obsessing over it for nothing. Mike was sure that Caroline was still hung up on her ex, even though she had not seen or heard from Joshua since he had shown up at her apartment the night before the wedding. It was madness, and his accusations were starting to eat away at their relationship.
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