by Timothy Zahn
“So we let him key in an automatic course heading to take the ship to wherever their rendezvous point was,” Luke said.
“Which is probably also where most of their heavy warships are waiting.” Mara gestured again to the helm console. “Would you like me to pull the coordinates for you?”
For a long moment Prard’enc’iflar just stood there gazing at her. Then, with the twitch of a lip, he gave her a small bow. “Thank you,” he said softly. “I would like that very much.”
CHAPTER 27
“So there was nothing left at all?” Jinzler asked, just to be sure.
Luke shook his head, his expression pained. “No,” he said. “We searched the debris pretty thoroughly afterward. We couldn’t even find a piece of the amethyst to bring back to you. I’m sorry. I know how much it meant to you.”
“It’s all right,” Jinzler told him. And for a wonder, it really was. That lightsaber had been the last thing that had belonged to his sister. His last link to her life.
And yet, the loss wasn’t hurting nearly as much as he would have expected it to. Perhaps because he no longer needed objects to remember her by. Perhaps because all those painful memories were finally beginning to heal themselves.
And to heal him.
“Actually, it’s rather fitting,” he added. “Lorana came aboard Outbound Flight dedicating herself to protect and nurture the people here. It’s only fitting that her lightsaber be sacrificed for them, just as she herself was.”
Luke and Mara exchanged glances, and he could see the caution in their expressions. As far as they were concerned, there was still no way of knowing how Lorana had died, or what she had been doing at the time of her death.
But Jinzler didn’t care. He knew she’d died defending Outbound Flight. That was all that mattered.
From somewhere down the corridor came a multiple thump of dropped boxes, and a strangled curse. “Moving day is such fun, isn’t it?” Mara commented, peering down the corridor in the direction of the noise.
“Especially when half the tenants are convinced they’re being evicted,” Jinzler agreed ruefully.
“Uliar and the Managing Council still don’t want to leave?” Luke asked.
“The Chiss are practically having to drag them out by their heels,” Jinzler said. “I know; it’s crazy.”
“Not that crazy,” Mara said, her eyes thoughtful. “Even if there’s nothing here for them anymore, it’s still been their home for fifty years.”
“It’s all about familiarity,” Luke agreed soberly. “No matter how unpleasant or dreary a place might have become, it’s always hard to give up something you’ve become so used to.”
Jinzler nodded, remembering back to his childhood. “Coruscant.”
“Tatooine,” Luke said.
“The Empire,” Mara added quietly.
Luke threw her an odd look, but turned back to Jinzler without commenting. “Speaking of empires, I understand you’re going to the Empire of the Hand with them?”
“I’m going with Rosemari and Evlyn,” he corrected. “Since they insist on staying with the rest of the Colonists, I guess that’s where I’m going, too.”
“I wish you’d talk to them,” Luke said. “Nothing against the Empire of the Hand, but they don’t have any way to give her proper Jedi training.”
Jinzler lifted his hands, palms upward. “The Colonists don’t want to go to the New Republic,” he reminded Luke. “It’s got the word Republic in its name, and it’s got Jedi. End of argument.”
“I understand,” Luke said. “I just don’t like letting Evlyn go off without a proper instructor, that’s all. Keep working on them, will you?”
“For whatever good it’ll do.” Jinzler smiled lopsidedly. “Actually, I suspect that Commander Fel’s going to be working the opposite direction, hoping that Evlyn’s presence will induce you to come over to his side and set up an academy there.”
“Did he say that?” Luke asked, frowning.
“Not in so many words,” Jinzler said. “But he did ask me to tell you that Admiral Parck’s offer of a job is still open.”
“Right,” Luke said, throwing another sideways look at Mara. “Be sure to thank him the next time you see him.”
“That may be a while,” Jinzler warned. “I understand he and the Five-Oh-First have already left with General Drask.”
“Probably gone to join up with the Vagaari attack force,” Luke said.
“Probably,” Jinzler agreed. “Both Drask and Fel strike me as the sort of people who like to see things through to their conclusion.”
“Rather like you?” Mara suggested.
“Hardly,” Jinzler admitted, glancing around the ancient metal corridor. “I may have come here to see the end of Outbound Flight, but I didn’t do a very good job of being there for the middle. Or the beginning, for that matter.”
“I was referring to your decision to stick with Rosemari and Evlyn,” Mara said.
Jinzler blinked. “Oh. Well. . . maybe. I guess we’ll see how I do.”
“Anyway, keep in touch,” Luke said, taking Mara’s arm. “The Chaf Envoy’s taking Formbi out of here in about an hour, and we need to say a few quick good-byes before we take off.”
“I’ll try,” Jinzler said dubiously. “I don’t know how well any messages would get through, though.”
“They’ll do fine,” Luke assured him. “I know Parck has some contact with Bastion these days, and after this I think the Nine Ruling Families may be willing to discuss diplomatic relations with Coruscant. We should get anything you send.”
“Provided some hotshot in a relay station doesn’t intercept it along the way,” Mara added.
Jinzler felt his face redden. “There’s that, of course,” he conceded. “Another good reason for me to sit out in the Empire of the Hand for a while.”
“Don’t worry, we’ll square things with Karrde,” Luke assured him. “You just take care of Rosemari and Evlyn.”
“I will.” Jinzler held out his hand. “Good-bye. And thank you. For everything.”
* * *
The trip back through the Redoubt was, thankfully, uneventful. By the time the Chaf Envoy emerged at the Brask Oto station, the news was waiting that the Chiss strike force had successfully located and attacked the Vagaari warships gathered together for their anticipated rendezvous with Estosh’s team. General Drask reported that the enemy had been taken by surprise and destroyed.
Of course, Luke reminded himself privately, that was probably what Thrawn had reported fifty years ago, too. Whether the Vagaari would still be a threat somewhere down the line would remain to be seen.
He and Mara took their leave of their hosts, accepting one final thanks from the still bedridden Formbi, and headed for home.
The Jade Sabre was cruising through hyperspace, and they were lying together in bed in their stateroom, when Luke finally asked the question he knew his wife had been expecting for days. “So,” he said, deciding on the casual approach. “Have you made your decision yet?”
“Decision?” Mara asked, apparently deciding to play it coy.
“You know what decision,” Luke growled, not really in the mood for coy. “About whether you’re going to take Parck up on his offer to join the Empire of the Hand.”
“That would certainly be something, wouldn’t it?” Mara commented thoughtfully. “All those people on Coruscant who never really liked or trusted me would have a Harvest Day special with that one.”
“I’m being serious,” Luke said.
“Hey, relax,” she soothed. “I’m joking. You know I’m staying with you.”
“I know that.” He braced himself. “What I meant was. . . if you really need to be there, I’m willing to go with you.”
“I know,” she said quietly, reaching over and taking his hand. “And you don’t know how much it means to me that you are.”
She hesitated. “I won’t deny that the idea has some attraction,” she admitted. “Ever since this whole thing st
arted, I’ve been fighting some strange survivor’s guilt over the fact that I lived through the Empire’s destruction when so many other people didn’t. I kept wondering if I was just lucky, or whether there was some other reason behind that.”
“Of course there was,” Luke said.
He felt the subtle muscle movements as she smiled. “I meant some reason besides completing your life and making you happier than you ever thought possible.”
“Ah,” he said dryly. “And what did you conclude?”
“I don’t know,” she conceded. “All I know is that I was given about as clear a choice as anyone could hope to have. On one side was the chance to again serve an empire, this time an empire that had all the strengths I’d always admired but none of the evil. A chance to give back some of my time and ability to the heirs of the people who’d spent so much time and energy teaching me those skills in the first place.”
“And on the other side, you have the New Republic,” Luke murmured. “Squabbling, political brushfires, Bothan back-blading, and an occasional diehard who still doesn’t trust you.”
“That was the choice, all right,” Mara said. “But no matter how nice and ordered and comfortable the Empire of the Hand might look, I’ve decided that my place right now is with the New Republic.”
“You’re sure?” Luke asked, one last time.
“I’m positive,” she said. “Besides, how could I drag you away from your sister and everything you fought so hard for?”
“It would have been tricky,” he admitted. “But I could have adapted. I guess I’m just surprised that after all this time you would still even have to make such a decision.”
“I wondered about that myself,” Mara agreed. “But I could feel the Force in this, right from the very beginning. Maybe it was that lingering survivor’s guilt that had to be dealt with. Or maybe the New Republic is in for some rough times and I needed to be clear in my own mind exactly where I stood before it happened. Good enough reasons for the Force to send us out here.”
“Not to mention the fact that we were needed to keep Formbi and everyone else alive?”
“There’s that, too,” Mara agreed. “I always like it when I get to accomplish three things at the same time. It makes life so much more efficient.”
“Yes,” Luke murmured. “And I’d be the first to say that the New Republic is certainly where you’re needed the most. So is that finally settled?”
“It’s settled,” she confirmed. “We’re in for the duration, dear.” She squeezed his hand. “I’m just sorry your own quest didn’t turn out so well.”
He shrugged. “No, but it’s not really over yet. I still think there must be useful records of the old Jedi somewhere aboard Outbound Flight. We’re just going to have to wait until we get hold of the entire thing and can go through it console by console.”
“Which could be a while,” Mara warned. “It could take the Chiss years to dig it out of that rock pile, especially with the shape it’s in.”
“That’s okay,” Luke said. “We’ve lived this long without it. We can wait a few more years if necessary. Patience is a virtue.”
“Never had much use for it myself,” Mara said lightly.
“Yes, I’ve noticed.” Luke paused. “You want to tell me the rest of it now?”
“What rest of it?”
“The other thing that’s had you walking around like a kid in a cemetery at midnight,” he said. “The thing you’ve been trying to bury where you hope I won’t notice it.”
He could sense her sudden discomfort. Clearly, she had indeed been hoping he wouldn’t notice. “It’s nothing, really,” she hedged. “Just a weird thought from my overly suspicious imagination that I can’t quite get rid of.”
“Origin and caveats noted,” Luke said. “Quit stalling and let’s have it.”
“Okay,” she said reluctantly. “Did it ever occur to you—I mean, did you ever really think about it—just how sneaky and convoluted this whole scheme of Formbi’s was?”
“You forgot to add underhanded.”
“Oh, absolutely underhanded,” Mara agreed. “The idea of dangling Outbound Flight and the Redoubt in front of the Vagaari precisely so they could push the Chiss just that little bit too far is about as devious as you can get. Especially when you add the extra touch of bringing us aboard as the ultimate wild card for Formbi to play against them.”
“Devious and a half,” Luke agreed. “So?”
She took a deep breath. “So who do we know who specialized in exactly that kind of convoluted plan?”
“I don’t know,” Luke said, his voice frowning. “Car’das, maybe? You said he used to work with Karrde, who’s always been pretty good at the devious approach himself. And we already know he was the one who maneuvered Jinzler aboard.”
“I suppose it could have been him,” Mara said. “Though from what Shada said it sounded like he mostly keeps out of galactic affairs these days. I was thinking more about someone with a proven record for strategic and tactical finesse.”
Luke tensed as he suddenly saw where she was going. “No,” he insisted reflexively. “It couldn’t be. We destroyed that clone, remember?”
“We destroyed a clone,” Mara corrected him. “But who’s to say he didn’t have another one stashed away somewhere?”
“No,” Luke said firmly. “It’s impossible. If there was another clone of Thrawn running around, we would have heard about it by now.”
“Would we?” Mara countered. “Remember, according to Parck, the only reason Thrawn came back to attack the New Republic in the first place was to whip us into fighting shape for some danger looming out there at the edge of the galaxy. Maybe he figures we’re as ready as we’re going to be and has decided to concentrate on clearing out some of the local troublemakers from his own backyard.”
“Or maybe the Vagaari were more than just locals,” Luke said, feeling his stomach tighten. This was making far more sense than he cared for. “Maybe they’ve already been in contact with the threat Parck and Fel mentioned to you.”
“Could be,” Mara agreed. “Of course, that would just give the Chiss one more reason to squash the Vagaari as quickly as possible. Not only would it eliminate part of the threat, but they might also learn something about possible new enemies when they sifted through the rubble.”
Luke shook his head. “I wish you’d mentioned this while we were still aboard the Chaf Envoy” he said. “We could have asked Formbi about it.”
“That’s exactly why I didn’t mention it then,” Mara told him. “Because we probably would have asked, and frankly I don’t want to know. If Thrawn’s back, I think we can assume he’s more or less on our side.”
She exhaled between her teeth. “If he’s not back, I guess we’ll all just have to make do on our own.”
“Yes,” Luke murmured. “But we’ll do all right.”
“I know.” Mara rolled onto her side to press herself closer against her husband, and Luke felt the warmth of her body and spirit flowing into his. “Because whatever it is we wind up facing, we’ll be facing it together.”
He reached his arm around to stroke her cheek. Yes, they would indeed. Because whatever prohibitions and restrictions the Jedi Order had imposed on its members during the Old Republic, he knew now in the core of his being that, somehow, those restrictions no longer applied to him and his fellow Jedi. This was the New Jedi Order, and he and Mara were walking together in as perfect a harmony with each other and with the Force as he could ever expect. “The Force will be with you always, Mara,” he murmured in her ear. “And so will I.”
“Yes,” she murmured back. “Whatever the future brings.”
They were still holding on to each other as they fell asleep.
Timothy Zahn
Survivor's Questions and Answers
February 03, 2004
Timothy Zahn's Star Wars novels have over 4 million copies in print. Since 1978, Zahn has published nearly 70 short stories and novelettes, 19 novels,
and three short fiction collections, and won the 1984 Hugo Award for best novella. He is best known for his five Star Wars books, (Heir to the Empire, Dark Force Rising, The Last Command, Specter of the Past and Vision of the Future). His latest work is Survivor's Quest, which hits bookstores today. Here is a brief interview with Zahn followed by an excerpt from chapter seven of his new book.
How long has it been since your last Star Wars book? How does it feel to be back in that galaxy long, ago and far, far away?
The Hand of Thrawn duology was published in 1997 and 1998, so it's been almost six years. I have done a few Star Wars short stories in that time, though, so it isn't like I've been out of the GFFA entirely.
You mentioned The Hand of Thrawn. That series, along with its predecessor, The Thrawn Trilogy, remains hugely popular with fans. What is it that sets your Star Wars books apart?
That's a question you'd have to ask the fans, because I really can't tell you. As an author, I simply do my best to create a story with an interesting plot, characters the reader will care about, lots of action, and maybe a few twists along the way. At that point, all I can do is hope that what I've done will connect with the readers. So far, I've been very fortunate.
Your new novel, Survivor's Quest, is also concerned with Admiral Thrawn—or, rather, with the consequences of certain actions taken by him. How does this book fit into the Star Wars timeline? Is it a direct sequel to your two previous series or only tangentially related?
All of my Star Wars books have sort of melded into a single series, dealing with the same characters and some of the same events . . . or, as you say, the consequences of those events. Once the Outbound Flight book is finished, the books will form a loose septology spanning roughly fifty years of Star Wars history.