by Dorothy Love
“Did Titus lend you the money?”
“He agreed to a mortgage on Fairhaven. Out of respect for my father.”
“And what happens if you can’t repay the loan?”
“I have a year before it comes due. And I expect to earn a bit of money writing articles for the New York Enterprise.”
“My word.” He inclined his head, and his thick spectacles caught the light. “I had no idea you harbored journalistic ambitions. Or that you had the training for such an undertaking.”
“I’m not formally trained, but I can write a clear sentence and I know the Lowcountry as well as anyone.”
“Good gravy, woman. You think Yankees care about anything that goes on down here? They did all they could to destroy us.”
“The editor, Mr. Sawyer, seems to think his readers will be interested. I sent an inquiry last month and he has just replied, offering to pay ten dollars for each article. If I can write one a month, I’ll at least earn enough to keep the taxes paid. And if my rice crop comes in, I can repay the bank loan too.”
“If, if, if.” The lawyer sighed and glanced out the rain-smudged window. “I know how much that property means to you, but as your attorney and as your father’s friend, I still say the city life is more suitable for a young lady. Charleston is coming to life again. Folks are starting to rebuild. My wife tells me the St. Cecelia Society is already planning to hold two balls next year. But you surely know that.”
“I’ve had neither time nor inclination to pay attention to the social scene of late.”
“Still, going to a dance sounds more proper than wading around knee-deep in that foul-smelling muck, praying for rice to sprout.”
“I suppose.” As a young girl attending Madame Giraud’s boarding school, she’d loved the noise and gaiety of Charleston. Race Week, picnics at White Point, lectures and plays and dances provided welcome diversions from the monotony of lectures and recitations. Yet even then she had longed for quiet days in the country, trailing after Papa and learning everything he could teach her about the cultivation of rice. They loved all the same things—books, music, dogs and horses, and growing the special kind of rice called Carolina Gold. Even if she had money to burn, Charleston society held little appeal for her now. She wanted only to go home to Fairhaven, to pick up the pieces of her shattered world. To make it whole again.
Mr. Crowley leaned forward, his piercing gaze holding hers. “You’re still a young woman. You ought to find a suitable husband.”
“Thank you for your advice.” She opened her reticule and slid a check across the desk. “This should cover your fee.”
“Now you’re offended, and I didn’t mean anything by it. I hate to see you get your hopes up only to be disappointed when you find out how bad things are up on the river.” He picked up the check and handed it back to her. “Your father was a good friend and I’m mourning him too. I’m not about to take money from his only daughter at a time like this.”
“I . . . thank you. I’m sure it will be put to good use.” She rose. “I must go. I’m booked aboard the Resolute. I should check to see that my things have been delivered to the pier.”
“I see. And what if the news here today had been different? What if I hadn’t been able to find your father’s will?”
“I’d have gone anyway, for one last ride around the fields. Lettice Hadley wrote last week that she and Mr. Hadley have returned to Alder Hill. She’s invited me to go riding with her as soon as I’m settled.”
“I’m glad of that. But the way I hear it, Charles Hadley is in a bad way and has been ever since the war. It isn’t likely he’ll be of much help.”
“Mrs. Hadley says the Magills are returning to Richmond Hill even though it’s in shambles too. She says the bank is holding the Magill sons responsible for an enormous debt their father incurred buying slaves, and they owe money to the Georgetown stores as well.”
“I wouldn’t know about that, but you’d best stay away from John Magill’s boys. The whole family has a bad reputation among the Negroes.”
“Yes. Papa often said he was the worst plantation owner in the entire Lowcountry. One cannot starve workers half to death. It’s not right, and it’s bad business as well.”
“True enough. It’s no wonder they hated him.” He paused to polish his spectacles. “From what I hear, there’s still some occasional unrest on the river. I’d hate for you to get caught up in it.”
“I imagine most of the Magills’ bondsmen are gone by now or working in Georgetown.”
“Just the same, you stay away from Richmond Hill.” He escorted her to the door and retrieved her umbrella. “For what it’s worth, I hope you succeed in restoring Fairhaven. I enjoyed many happy visits there in the old days.”
“I intend to do my best.”
“Please call on me anytime you’re in Charleston. I want to know how you’re getting on.”
“You’re very kind. But I don’t expect I’ll make the trip too often. I’m not much of a sailor, and sixty miles is a very long way by land.” She drew on her gloves. “I intend to live simply, Mr. Crowley.”
“There’s nothing simple about growing rice.”
“That’s true. I meant that I’m sure I’ll find everything I need in Georgetown and will have little need to travel to Charleston.”
He held the door open for her. “It’s damp out there. I’d lend you my carriage for the ride to the pier. If I had one.”
Bitterness tinged his words. Charlotte nodded in sympathy. All across the South, as part of an attempt to cripple the Confederacy, the lawless Federals had stolen or killed as much livestock as possible. Lettice Hadley had been lucky indeed to have her horses spared.
“Good-bye, Mr. Crowley. And thank you again.” With a final wave to the lawyer, she opened her umbrella and hurried toward the pier.
At the steamship office she checked on her baggage, then peered out the office window at the red-and-white steamship rocking gently on the Cooper River. Beyond the breakwater, the Atlantic was a dull sheet of gray.
Outside on the docks, draymen came and went with wagons bearing wooden cargo crates. Other passengers, Northerners mostly, judging from their speech, arrived and began boarding the steamship with bags, parcels, satchels, and umbrellas.
“Miss?” The agent approached, his hat pulled low against the gray mist, a mug of steaming coffee in his hand. “You’d best go aboard now and get settled for the night. We’ll be putting out to sea at first light.”
She joined the line of passengers waiting to board. The gangplank screeched and swayed beneath her feet as she reached the ship and handed the ship’s master her ticket. He glanced at it and waved her aboard. “First room to starboard. It may be a bit noisy, but the ride will be smoother there if we hit bad weather.”
“Are you expecting a storm, Captain?”
He shrugged and offered the slightest of smiles. “It’s March in the Atlantic, miss. Anything can happen.”
Some years ago, the steamer Nina had left Georgetown bound for Nassau and was never heard from again. Lost in a storm, people said. Charlotte shivered and drew her cloak more tightly around her shoulders. The sooner she reached home, the better. She found her way to her quarters and went inside. Barely large enough for a narrow bed, a chair, and her trunks, the cabin at least had a small grimy window opened to let in the damp, chill air. She lit the lamp and set it on top of the larger trunk.
Darkness fell and the noise abated as the last of the cargo was stowed and passengers settled in for the evening. The murmur of voices from those on deck and the smell of cooked meat drifted on the cooling air. Charlotte nibbled on a bit of chocolate, remembering a trip up the Waccamaw with Papa—had it been only ten years ago? It seemed a lifetime. She rummaged in her bags for her writing paper and a pencil.
Aboard the steamer Resolute. 3 March 1868.
The spring I turned thirteen, Papa arranged a trip from our plantation to Charleston, sixty miles to the south, to celebrate my birthday. It
was our first such outing since my mother died the year before, the yellow fever wringing the last breath from her slender body. Papa and I were left to mourn—and to assign a measure of blame, for Mama knew that to remain on the plantation in the summer posed the risk of fever. But Minty, one of her favorite house servants, was in the throes of a difficult birthing, and the doctor who customarily tended to such matters was nowhere to be found.
Mama insisted on staying behind until the babe was safely delivered. Though she never expressed an opinion contrary to Papa’s, she saw herself as the savior of the more than three hundred slave women who lived at Fairhaven and her sacred duty that of preparing them for their freedom which surely would one day come. That she lost her own freedom, her very life, in pursuit of that ideal was not lost on Papa and me. But we carried on as best we could. There was rice to plant and to harvest and, when the time came, a birthday to mark.
And so, on a breezy Friday in March, Papa and I found ourselves steaming southward on the Island Queen. Upon disembarking we enjoyed dinner at the Mills House, a new production at the theater, and a shopping expedition along Meeting Street. In a milliner’s window I spied a cunning little hat bedecked with blue ribbons and prevailed upon Papa to buy it for me.
“You are too young yet for flirting,” he said when the milliner told me the ribbons trailing down my back were called flirtation ribbons.
I quite agreed with him then, for I couldn’t imagine finding any man who would be as wonderful and handsome as Papa.
I wore my new hat on our trip home, standing with my father on the sooty deck as the steamer made its way into Winyah Bay and nudged the pier at Georgetown to discharge passengers and cargo. Since we had an hour’s wait before continuing our journey up the Waccamaw River, Papa and I disembarked and crossed a rickety dock stacked high with casks of turpentine and resin and with lumber bound for Northern markets. Slaves hurried about like a colony of ants, moving cargo, directing drays and rigs. Steam whistles shrieked, drowning out the voices of the vendors stationed near the steamship office.
Arm in arm, Papa and I strolled past the courthouse and the bank, the newspaper office and the busy slave market. We bought fried pies from a pastry shop on the waterfront. Papa wiped a smudge of sugar from my nose and told me I was a lucky girl indeed to be living in the very heart of the Lowcountry.
Now everything has changed. I wonder whether I shall ever again feel so lucky.
Charlotte set aside her pencil. Perhaps she’d disembark in Georgetown and post her article for Mr. Sawyer’s newspaper from there. The sooner she could start earning money, the better.
Standing on tiptoe, she peered out the small window. The ship’s master strolled the deck smoking his pipe, watching a scrim of high clouds forming on the horizon. In the next cabin two women laughed. The ship’s bell tolled the hour. Charlotte stepped out of her dress and draped it over the edge of the narrow bed. There was no basin for washing up, only a small pitcher of lukewarm water and a single tin cup. She unpinned her hair, dabbed at her face with her handkerchief, and crawled into the narrow bunk.
Despite her trepidation at what she would find upriver, she was filled with something like hope. Tomorrow—for better or worse—she would be home.
Two
From Georgetown, the Resolute steamed northward along the winding path of the Waccamaw, past cypress swamps, brown marshlands, and stands of magnolia, pine, and oak. Standing on the deck, Charlotte watched a flotilla of wood ducks bobbing near the bank and a pair of cooters sunning themselves on a sun-warmed log. Overhead an osprey traced lazy circles in the azure sky. She shaded her eyes and followed the bird’s swooping movements, hoping to spot its nest. But the steamer changed course, following a sharp bend in the river, and she lost sight of the osprey as they approached Calais, the first of several plantations belonging to Papa’s friend William Alston. Next came Strawberry Hill, Friendfield, and Marietta.
Charlotte peered through the stands of cypress, hoping to catch a glimpse of the houses she had often visited as a girl. As the steamer continued past Bellefield and Prospect Hill, she spotted roofs, chimneys, and an occasional outbuilding still standing and felt slightly more hopeful. If her neighbors’ homes had survived the Yankees’ predations, perhaps her own had too.
A young woman wearing a brown cotton frock and a feathered leghorn hat came to stand beside Charlotte at the rail. She couldn’t have been much older than sixteen, but she had a vibrancy about her that seemed to shimmer in the humid air. Certainly she was the kind of girl men noticed. She nodded to Charlotte and waved one dainty hand toward the ruins of a white house visible through the newly leafed trees. “It makes me heartsick to look at it. Remember how beautiful it used to be?”
Charlotte nodded.
“Are you going home?” The young girl fished an apple from her bag and polished it on her sleeve, her eyes bright with curiosity, and took a dainty bite.
“If there’s anything left of it. I haven’t been back since the war ended.”
The girl stopped chewing. “Mercy. Who has been taking care of it all this time?”
“A couple of men who belonged to my father looked after it for a time after the war. But they left sometime last fall, just as my father’s health worsened. He was too ill to travel, and I had no one to look after him, so I couldn’t go.”
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have asked so many questions. I’m Josie Clifton. My family owns Oakwood Hall.”
“How do you do? I’m Charlotte Fraser. Fairhaven.”
“Oh, I do hope you find your house in good repair. Ours is barely standing, but my father says we must occupy it to keep it out of the hands of the Negroes and the Yankees. He says the Yankees are looking for any excuse to declare the property abandoned and hand it over to the Negroes. Our friend Mr. Kirk is heading back to his place in the pinelands, and supposedly his niece, Patsy, is coming to keep house for him. At least there will be somebody my age to talk to.” Josie heaved a dramatic sigh. “I swear, if we don’t return to some sort of social life soon, I shall go mad.”
“Many of us are still in mourning.”
Josie nodded. “Our family is too. But honestly, what good does it do? The departed are still departed, no matter how deeply we grieve. And I simply detest not having any entertainments to look forward to.”
In the soft sunlight filtering through the black-laced canopy of trees, the girl’s face seemed devoid of any sign of hardship, as if the war had barely touched her. She reminded Charlotte of so many privileged young women she’d known in Charleston, with little purpose beyond having fun and snaring a suitable match. Josie ate another bite of apple. “Father says the Tuckers have invited a new minister to stay at Litchfield. He’ll hold services at the chapel there and use it as a base for his sundry charitable endeavors.”
“Another sign of life returning to normal.”
“I suppose.” The girl shrugged. “Did you know the Hadleys are back on the Pee Dee at Alder Hill?”
“Yes. Mrs. Hadley is meeting me at the landing.”
“I feel sorry for her. Mr. Hadley is not well.”
“So I hear.”
A few more passengers appeared on deck. Josie moved closer to Charlotte and lowered her voice. “They say he has trouble with strong drink.”
“Poor Lettice. I hope that’s not true.”
Josie shrugged. “They also say one of the Willowood heirs has turned up, intending to start up the rice fields again.” Josie shook her head. “I don’t care what Papa says. Rice growing is a lost cause, if you ask me.”
“I hope you’re wrong about that. I’m planning to restore Fairhaven and plant rice again.”
“But where will you get enough workers? Papa tried to hire a few of our former slaves to help with our cotton and corn crops, but they don’t seem all that interested.”
“Perhaps I can find workers in Georgetown.”
“Maybe.” Josie Clifton regarded Charlotte from beneath the brim of her hat. “I don’t remember s
eeing you around here.”
“I enrolled at Madame Giraud’s boarding school in Charleston when I was nine.” She smiled at the younger woman. “I’m older than you. It’s unlikely our paths would have crossed then.”
“You are not that much older. I’ll be seventeen in a few weeks. I’ve never been to boarding school. I’m sure I could not have abided being so far away from my parents.”
“My cousin Della was a student at Madame Giraud’s, and I wanted to go with her. After that I was home between terms and at Christmas. We spent summers on Pawley’s Island.”
Instinctively, Charlotte glanced over her shoulder. Pelican Cottage, her own little paradise at the edge of the sea, lay only four miles away as the crow flies. As soon as the rice was planted and growing, she would move to the island for the summer. Pawley’s would do wonders to soothe her spirit.
The steamer slowed and bumped the pier. The passengers gathered their belongings and lined up along the ship’s rail.
“We’re home.” Josie tossed her half-eaten apple into the river. “Perhaps I’ll see you again sometime.”
Charlotte joined Josie and the others waiting to disembark and searched the landing for Lettice Hadley. Soon she spotted her mother’s oldest friend sitting atop a farm wagon, a pink ruffled parasol unfurled to ward off the sun. A uniformed black man held the reins. Not the most fashionable conveyance, but the wagon was needed for ferrying Charlotte’s belongings across the Waccamaw River and up the road to Fairhaven.
She waved and hurried down the slanted gangplank. Lettice’s driver jumped down from the wagon and hurried over, a smile creasing his wrinkled face. “Miss Cha’lotte? Is that really you?”