He frowned. “I didn’t mind, Savannah.”
She looked at him again, with a slight frown on her face and Tom found himself wanting to smooth away the crease in her forehead with his fingers.
“I know you don’t trust me, Tom. I know you didn’t want to come out here with me today. So I really appreciate that you did.”
He swallowed hard, wishing he could honestly tell her that what she’d obviously heard wasn’t true, but knowing he couldn’t. Scuffing his foot in the dirt, he shook his head to himself. “I don’t trust easy, Savannah, not after what’s happened.”
“What happened?” she asked, quickly, remembering that she wasn’t meant to know anything about the feud between his pack and the Northern Wind pack.
Quickly, he gave her the details, surprised that she didn’t seem as horrified as he’d expected her to be. He left the part about Dan out, thinking that she’d find out about him soon enough. Dan’s leg was doing so well that Tom expected him to be up walking really soon. He’d introduce him to Savannah then. One thing at a time.
"That sounds awful," Savannah said, once he finished speaking. "I'm not surprised that you don't trust me, then. I would be the same if I were you."
“Glad you understand,” he replied, gruffly.
The heady scent of pine and water caught his nose, and his bear roared immediately. Being with Savannah made the bear want to be with her bear, despite the circumstances.
“You feel it too,” Savannah whispered, taking a few steps to the edge of the forest. Her human skin was almost beginning to itch, since she’d been in it for so long, and her bear wanted out to run.
Tom paused for a moment, wondering if he should take the first step into developing his relationship with Savannah. He couldn’t exactly trust her yet, but the only way to do that was to spend more time with her, wasn’t it? “Want to go for a run?” he asked, with a quick grin.
Savannah’s eyes widened, surprised at both his question and the smile on his face. He looked so different when he smiled, more open and certainly more handsome. Battling down her attraction, she tilted her head. “Won’t Jo and Nick worry? I don’t want to give a bad impression, especially not on my first day.”
He grinned even wider. “No, they won’t notice. We won’t be long.”
Savannah watched as he shifted, knowing that no-one else was around. He was majestic in his alpha skin and her bear practically tore from her skin in an instant. Together, they ran into the woods, just enjoying the feeling of being free.
CHAPTER 9
Over the next couple of weeks, Tom began to find himself beginning to enjoy Savannah’s company. Not that he would admit that to either Jo or nick, who still were trying to push him and Savannah together. Jo seemed to be getting along with her too, and Tom could see their friendship already beginning to blossom. Whenever he came into the office, he would always catch Savannah’s eye and give her a smile, or sometimes a wink which always made her blush. He liked that he could have that effect on her and her response always brightened his day.
Savannah sighed to herself, as she tried to focus on the numbers on the page. Jo had pushed the front door open this morning since it was a hot day, but the things she could smell were driving Savannah up the wall. She couldn't concentrate. There was the smell of oil and grease from the mechanics, mixed with the scent of Tom and the pine from the woods.
The woods had become something of a refuge for her. It was a time when she could just roam free, enjoying the sunshine or the rain, swimming in the lake or going hunting.
Ever since the day they’d come back from town, Savannah and Tom had been out in the woods almost every day. It was the best part of her day. She loved being in her bear form with him. Her bear was always happy and content, safe that he could protect her from anything. Even Tom had seemed to mellow, slowly beginning to become a little more playful in his bear. He’d not gone swimming with her yet, though. Maybe they’d do that today.
Sighing again, Savannah shook her head to herself. She always felt this way, when she shifted back into her human skin - racked with guilt over what she felt for Tom. Lucas would kill her if he knew how attracted she was to him. Whenever she was in her human skin, she would remind herself over and over that she was here to do one job and that was to gain his trust – and Nick and Jo’s too. She’d try and focus on the fact that he was probably responsible for Dan’s death, but that just didn’t seem to work. Despite the fact that Tom was an alpha, it didn’t seem true that he would have deliberately and maliciously helped Jo to kill Dan. There had to be more to the story.
Doubts were beginning to creep in over what Lucas had told her. She’d wanted to hate Jo but had ended up becoming friends with her. Working in the mechanics had meant that they’d spend most of the working day together, chatting when they could. Sometimes, Jo would bring her a fresh cup of coffee, just the way she liked it. Savannah couldn’t help but like her, even though that was the exact opposite of what she was meant to be feeling.
Her thoughts were completely interrupted by Tom, who walked in whistling before leaning his arms on the counter, grinning down at her.
“Going out tonight?” he asked, innocently.
Savannah looked up at him, her eyes flashing to Jo and back. She knew that Jo was aware that Nick and Tom were shifters, but she didn’t want Jo to know about her. They might be comfortable with it, but she wasn’t.
Tom shrugged. “She can’t hear us.”
As if to make his point for him, Jo wandered out of the office, calling back to say she was going to see Nick for a minute, leaving them both alone. Savannah could swear Jo was leaving her and Nick together on purpose. It wasn’t the first time she’d done something like this over the last few days.
"So," Tom grinned, his dark eyes sparkling with light. "Are you going to go out tonight?"
Savannah wanted to say no, but her bear wouldn’t let her. If she admitted the truth to herself, she wanted to go and spend time with Tom in the woods. Her bear wanted it too. “Maybe after dinner?” she asked.
Tom nodded. “Sounds good.”
“You’ll have to find me,” she murmured, a little coyly.
He leaned over the counter towards her. “What do you mean?” he asked, quietly.
She shrugged. “I might be hiding.”
Heat rushed through Tom as she spoke, catching the mischief in her eyes. She wanted to play? Then that’s exactly what he would do. “You’re not that hard to find, Savannah,” he chuckled. “My nose can find you anywhere.”
“Is that so?”
He leaned fractionally closer. “Yes, it is. You have a distinct smell.”
She looked up at him, with one eyebrow raised. “I hope that isn’t as bad as it sounds.”
Tom shook his head, his smart response dying in his throat. He was making a mess of this. "No, that's not what I meant." Wishing he could hit his head on the counter, he began to turn away, only for Savannah to grab his hand.
“Tell me what you meant, then,” she said, laughing. “You’re too easy to wind up, Tom.”
He flushed, catching her hand before she lifted it away. “And you’re too much of a tease. I get enough of that from my brother!”
“Don’t change the subject,” Savannah retorted, something exploding in her chest as he grasped her hand. “What’s my ‘distinct smell’?”
He tilted his head, his eyes running down her hair, over her lips and back up to her eyes. “Jasmine,” he said, eventually. “And honey.” His voice dipped lower and heat burst in Savannah’s belly.
“I see,” she replied, trying to stay calm and not let him see even a hint of the desire she felt.
Tom sniffed again, his eyes widening as he caught a slight rise of pheromones. What he was seeing wasn’t a lie, then. Savannah was just as attracted to him as he was to her.
Stepping away, he let go of her hand and gave her a quick smile. He had to think about this. “Tonight, then,” he promised. “I’ll come find you.”
“Looking forward to it,” Savannah whispered, as he walked out of the office. Closing her eyes, she slumped over her desk and threw her head in her hands. She’d couldn’t hide her attraction to him. He’d obviously smelled it from her and had reacted immediately. Running away didn’t exactly tell her that he wanted to see where this attraction might lead.
Tom threw himself back into his work, ignoring the quick thud of his heart. Savannah had shown him more than she'd wanted, that was for sure, but Tom didn't know what to do with that now. He wasn't the kind of man to have a quick fling, but he'd never really considered a future with a long-term mate.
“A mate?” he said, out loud. “You think Savannah could be your mate?”
The idea had him sitting back on his haunches, completely confused. The bear seemed utterly delighted that he'd finally realized just how important Savannah was, but Tom just felt confused. He'd never wanted anything more than just a basic friendship with Savannah, but now he was thinking about going to more than that? What was the matter with him?
“You look confused,” Jo murmured, walking through. “Everything okay, Tom?”
He shook his head. “I don’t need yours or Nick’s teasing right now, Jo.”
“That’s exactly the opposite of what I’m going to do,” she replied, tersely. “I just wanted to say that if you wanted to talk, then I’m here to listen. Believe me, I know a lot about being confused when it comes to falling for someone.”
“I’m not falling for her.”
Jo raised an eyebrow. “Is that so?” she said, softly. “Doesn’t look like that to me.”
CHAPTER 10
As much as she told herself she didn’t want to see Tom again, Savannah found herself back in the woods the moment she got out of work. Keeping to her human form, she walked in a little further, sniffing the air. Tom wasn’t here yet, she could catch his scent a mile away, whether she was in her bear or not. There was something about him that was drawing him to her, no matter what form he was in. Her body stretched and groaned as the bear began to grow restless, wanting out of her body, but Savannah refused to change.
Now that she wasn’t in Lucas’s pack, she was slowly becoming used to being in her human skin more often. Savannah had always thought that only being allowed to change when the pack leader said was just part of being a pack, but now she wasn’t so sure. Was Lucas a good pack leader? Or was there a different way?
Walking a little further into the woods, Savannah let her fingers trail across the trunk of the trees. To her surprise, she was quite enjoying being in her human form. There was a sensuality about her human form that the bear didn't have. While her bear senses were definitely heightened, there was an awareness of Tom that grew whenever she was in her human skin. It was like she knew he was there, even without seeing him or hearing him. Her skin would prickle, and she'd glance around to see him just walking into the office. It was a little unnerving if she was honest, but she was getting used to it.
The only problem was that, no matter how hard she tried to get rid of her attraction to Tom, the more it grew. She knew why she was here, and that, in whatever way he chose, Lucas was going to get his revenge. The thought was starting to make her stomach churn. Shaking her head, Savannah walked a little deeper into the trees before finally letting her bear come out.
Her skin tore, bones cracked and muscles stretched, as the bear pulled itself out of her skin, making her shriek in pain. The bear didn’t like being kept away for so long. It didn’t like that she’d stopped it from running free the moment she’d stepped into the woods, and it was making its entrance in the most painful way it could.
Cursing it, Savannah gave herself a shake, finally back in her bear skin. She felt stronger now, but excitement grew as she began to search for a hiding place. Tom was going to come and find her, wasn’t he? So where could she go where he’d have to work hard to find her? And what would he do once he did?
Tom growled, his bear growing impatient as he lost Savannah's scent once again. She was good, this bear. She'd climbed a tree at one point, one that bent all the way over to the ground much further away – but he'd only realized that once he'd hauled his massive bulk up the tree and inched along it. Being an alpha sometimes had its disadvantages.
The bear sniffed the air again, walking a little closer until, finally, Tom realized where she had gone. Clever little bear.
Standing on his hind legs, Tom let out a loud roar, which echoed through the trees. It wasn’t a sound of aggression, but one of victory. She’d led him on a merry chase, but he’d come out on top. He’d found her.
Hearing Tom's roar, Savannah turned around and looked into the gloom, seeing Tom's bear stand on the bank. His roar of victory met her ears, making her bear snort with excitement. Reaching the bank on the other side of the lake, Savannah pulled herself up and watched as Tom's alpha bear threw himself into the water. Apparently, he'd liked the look of the water too much and, it was the quickest way over to her. Savannah watched him with bright, golden eyes as he swam over towards her.
Nice try.
She looked at him steadily. Took you long enough.
A slight growl met her ears, making her shiver but she refused to look away. An intensity was growing between them that was making her bear want to push its head into his side, but Savannah stood her ground and refused to give in to her swirling desires.
Are you coming back in?
Without hesitation, Savannah threw herself back into the water, enjoying the feel of the water which cooled her passion at once. For a few minutes, she swam silently beside him, hugely aware of just how strong his bear was. His paws cut through the water, and, as they reached the bank, his rippling muscles helped him to pull himself up on the bank with ease. She chose to stay in the water.
Heading back?
Tom glanced at her, before turning away. The things his bear wanted to do with Savannah was forcing him to leave. He couldn’t let anything happen between them, not yet. It was too soon. He barely knew her, but the way his bear was drawn to her was almost overwhelming.
He let out a long breath, which came out in a snort.
I’ll see you tomorrow.
Savannah watched his bear begin to pad up the bank and back the way he’d come, before making her decision. Taking a deep breath, she pushed the bear back down and forced her human skin to the surface. Trying not to make a single sound, she heard her bones cracking and shrinking as she finally emerged. The water made her shiver, but she forced that thought to the back of her mind as she began to swim across the lake.
Her desire for Tom was growing steadily, but he kept pulling away. Would it be so bad just to have a quick fling with him? She could do that without involving her heart and maybe it would get her bear to stop acting so strangely whenever he was around. On top of that came the quiet voice that told her that something was different about this pack, compared to the Northern Wind pack. It told her that the reason she was drawn to Tom was because he was so different from Lucas, in almost every way. He was the man – and the bear – she needed.
CHAPTER 11
Tom heard Savannah shift but forced himself not to look round. There was something he felt that he didn't quite understand. He wanted to stay away from her, wanted to ignore her as much as he could, but he couldn't get rid of the surge of attraction he felt whenever he looked into her eyes. As his mind slowly realized that she was in her human form, swimming naked in the lake, Tom felt his own bear shrink and push his human skin to the top. He didn't want to change, didn't want to look for her, but for some reason, he did. She was in her human form, and now, with some growling and snarling, he was too.
Fighting the urge to cover himself, Tom walked back to the water and dove in, just catching Savannah’s shriek of surprise before his head went under the water. Frustrated at his body’s immediate reaction to her, Tom glared at Savannah as he tread water.
“What exactly are you doing?” she asked, the water coming up to her neck.
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She grabbed onto the side of the bank with one hand. “I thought you were going back to the house.”
“Why? Did you want to be alone for some reason?” The distrust rose up in his chest as he narrowed his eyes at her, despite the surge of desire pulsing through his veins.
Savannah frowned at him. “No, of course not. I just wanted to swim.”
“You were swimming.”
“I wanted to swim some more.”
“Just….without the bear.”
She flushed, despite the cold water. “So what? I like swimming as my bear and as me. You don’t have to stay. Although I’m sure I can guess why.” She arched an eyebrow at him, and Tom grimaced.
“Don’t start playing games with me, Savannah. If you want to swim buck naked, then go right ahead. Just don’t expect me to stay away from you.”
Shaking her head, Savannah moved forward so that she was within touching distance of Tom. “You can’t stay away from me?”
Only just realizing what he had said, Tom paused. Holding onto the bank, he studied her carefully. "I think you know I'm attracted to you, Savannah."
She smiled at him then, and Tom felt his stomach flip over.
“I know there’s still a lot of trust that needs to be built between us, but whatever this is that you’re feeling, I feel it too.”
Her fingers brushed his arm, and Tom tensed immediately, suddenly very aware that they were both naked. His reaction to her was a powerful one, and he drew back from her almost at once. He needed to swim away before it became apparently obvious just how much he was drawn to her.
“Don’t run away from me,” Savannah whispered, pressing herself closer so that her bare skin touched his. Desire grew inside her, pooling warmth in her belly as she heard his gasp of surprise. “Whatever this is, I want to explore it.”
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