Dedication
This book is dedicated to Diana Coyle.
Thank you so very much for all your help. I can’t believe I waited so long to acquire a beta reader. I feel like I found a diamond in the sand.
Acknowledgments
WHILE writing is a solitary effort, publishing is not. For a story to become a successful book it takes a team. Spinning a good yarn is only part of the equation. Without strong publisher support, sharp editors, talented cover artists, a go-getter sales force, dedicated copyeditors, keen-eyed proofreaders, and dynamic publicity and marketing departments, a book doesn’t stand much of a chance. And yet, these essential team members rarely get the accolades they so abundantly deserve. I want to express my humble gratitude to have found such a magnificent group. From the bottom of my heart, I say, “Thank you” to Avon—there is a reason you are the leader in quality romance—and to my most awesome agent, Jenny Bent. I know you are the people who have made my career.
Contents
Dedication
Acknowledgments
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
An Excerpt from Somebody to Love
Prologue
Chapter 1
About the Author
By Lori Wilde
Copyright
About the Publisher
Prologue
Millie Greenwood High School, Cupid, Texas, May 25, 2001
Dear Cupid,
I am crazy in love with my older brother’s best friend, Pierce Hollister! You should see him in his gym shorts when he’s out on the football field running sprints. Omigod, he’s got the most amazing thighs. Of course that’s nothing compared to the way his butt looks in Wranglers. Be still my pounding heart!
And his eyes! Brown with intriguing green flecks.
He made direct eye contact with me once. It was a moment I will never, ever forget until my dying day. I’d dropped my books in the crowded hallway and I was fumbling to pick them up when suddenly, out of nowhere, I see a pair of black cowboy boots and a hand reaching out to help me.
I looked up and it was him!
I got tingly all over and honest to God, I thought I was going to die right there on the spot! This is no ordinary boy. He’s the quarterback of the football team! He dates cheerleaders! His daddy owns the biggest ranch in Jeff Davis County and here he was helping me!
And I’m nobody. I’m pudgy (Mama calls me fluffy) and I wear glasses and I stutter. I’ve had speech therapy, but I still can’t speak without stammering and that is in a relaxed atmosphere. Believe me there was nothing relaxed about this. Every muscle in my body was tuned as tight as the strings on a concert violin and I couldn’t have said a word if my life depended on it.
His eyes met mine and he smiled.
Smiled! At me!
“Here you go,” he said, handing me my biology book (it had to be biology, didn’t it?), and our knuckles brushed. I don’t know how I kept from bursting into flames. “Have a nice day, Lace.”
And then he was gone, leaving his heavenly sunshine and leather scent lingering behind, as I stared after him with my mouth gaping open.
Pierce Hollister had smiled and touched my hand and said eight whole words. To me!
I have no chance with him. I know that. He’s a senior. I’m a freshman. He’s handsome as a movie star. Way out of my league. He’s filet mignon and I’m day-old bread. Okay, so I am a direct descendant of Millie Greenwood, but so are practically half the people in this town. It’s not a unique claim to fame.
It’s silly of me to wish and pine, I know. But Cupid, I just can’t stop thinking about him, no matter how much I try. Every night before I go to sleep, I imagine what it would feel like if he were holding me tight against his muscled chest, our hearts beating in perfect time together. Beating as if we were one.
That’s why I’m writing to you, Cupid. I’m miserable with love for him. I want him to love me back so badly that I can barely breathe. Please, Cupid, please let Pierce Hollister fall in love with me. I know I’ll have to wait for him. I am only fourteen after all and he’s got a girlfriend and a football scholarship to the University of Texas, but one day? Someday? Please!
Yours in total despair,
Hopelessly Tongue-Tied
Lace Bettingfield stood frozen in freshman homeroom, half in the doorway, half out of it, with her backpack slung over one shoulder.
Seated in front of her were seventeen students, and every single one of them was reading the current issue of the school newspaper, the Cupid Chronicle.
Ominously, hairs on the nape of her neck stood up.
The fact that everyone was reading—including the stoners and the jocks—was odd enough, but when they all looked up at her with what seemed to be perfectly choreographed smirks, Lace’s stomach took the express elevator to her Skechers.
In a split second, her gaze darted to the student nearest her. It was Toby Mercer, her biology lab partner.
Toby was six-foot-six and weighed the same as Lace, a hundred and sixty-two pounds; on him the weight was gaunt, on her it was zaftig. He possessed strawberry blond hair and skin so pale it had earned him the nickname Casper way back in kindergarten. She’d known him her entire life. His family lived just down the block from hers. She’d comforted him when kids had picked on him. They’d attended each other’s birthday parties. They’d dissected frogs together.
But right now, Toby was looking at her all narrow-eyed and smug, like she was a dilapidated barn and he was a wrecking ball.
She flicked her eyes from Toby’s face to the paper he held in his hand, and there it was.
Dear Cupid,
I am crazy in love with Pierce Hollister!
It was the letter she’d written to Cupid, her private letter that had never been meant for anyone’s eyes but her own, printed on the front page of the school newspaper!
Her letter. Front page. Declaring her love for Pierce.
How? How had this happened?
Unlike the tourists who came to Cupid, wrote letters to the Roman god of love, and deposited their letters in the special letter box in the botanical gardens (expecting them to be answered by the town’s volunteers and published in the weekly Cupid Chamber of Commerce circular), Lace had never intended for anyone to see this letter.
She’d written it in study hall three days earlier as she gazed out the window, watching the football team practice. She’d carefully folded the letter and tucked it into the side pocket of her notebook with every intention of burning it in the patio chiminea that weekend when her parents were out of town at a cutting horse event.
Reality hit her like a fist to the face.
Mary Alice.
Mary Alice Fant, her second cousin, who was also the editor of the Cupid Chronicle. Pierce had recently dumped her for the head cheerleader, Jenny Angus. Two nights ago, Mary Alice and her parents had come over to Lace’s house for dinner, and at one point, Lace had caught Mary Alice snooping around in her bedroom.
Oh God! Now everyone knew about her secret crush. Her life was ruined. Nausea splashed scalding bile into her throat. Her entire body flushed hot as August in the Chihuahuan Desert.
One heartbeat later, and the class erupted into a feeding frenzy.
“Do you imagine she calls out Pierce’s name when she’s touching herself?” sniggered Booth Randal, a smart-assed stoner who spent the bulk of his time in detention.
“P … Pa … Pa … Pa … Pierce,” another boy stuttered in a fake falsetto, “Yo … yo … yo … you … ma … ma … make me so hot.”
Moaning and breathing heavily, the two boys pretended to kiss and fondle each other, while the other students hurled derisive catcalls like stones.
“Poor me,” wailed Tasha Stuart, whose mother worked in the teller cage next to Lace’s mom at Cupid National Bank. “I’m sooo in love with the most popular boy in school and he doesn’t know I exist.”
“Who knows,” someone else called out. “She might stand a chance. Pierce could be a closet chubby chaser.”
“Na … na … na … not unless she can sta … sta … stop stutt … stutt … stuttering.” Toby stabbed her in the back.
“Yeah, who wants a girl whose tongue is hopelessly tied?”
“One day. Someday.”
“Please, Cupid, please, please, please.”
The words slapped her harder than any physical blow. She knew these people. Was related to some of them. Had thought many of them were her friends, but they’d turned on her like hyenas.
The only one who looked at her with anything other than ridicule was Pierce’s younger brother, Malcolm. He slunk down in his seat, pulled his collar up, sank his chin to his chest, and kept his eyes trained on his hands folded atop his desk. He was embarrassed for her humiliation.
Blindly, Lace spun on her heels, and almost crashed into the teacher, Mr. Namon.
He put up his palms, “Whoa, slow down, what’s going on, Miss Bettingfield?”
Head ducked, Lace shoved past him and fled down the corridor.
But there was no sanctuary here.
The hallways were lined with students, several of them holding copies of the Cupid Chronicle. Some laughed. Some pointed. Some made lewd gestures. Some threw out more catcalls. A goth girl was slyly singing “Crush,” a song about a stalker.
Everyone was going to think she was a stalker.
“Hey, Tongue-Tied, drop thirty pounds and maybe you can land your dream man.”
“Reality check. No guy like Pierce could ever love someone like you.”
“Yes, he touched your hand, but I heard he washed it off in Lysol afterward.”
Lace plastered her hands over her ears, willed herself not to cry, but it was too late, tears were already streaming hotly down her cheeks.
Nightmare. It was a living nightmare.
And just as in a nightmare everything moved in slow motion. It felt as if she was trying to run through knee-deep mud. Her lungs squeezed tight. Her heart pounded so hard she thought it was going to beat right out of her chest.
Good. If her heart beat out of her chest she would die.
It seemed to take hours to traverse that hallway. She kept her head down, didn’t once make eye contact with anyone. She was headed for the exit, desperate to find a place to lick her wounds.
The morning sun glinted against the metal bar in the middle of the exit door. Almost there. Salvation was just a few steps away. She rushed forward, her legs breaking through the slow-motion morass.
Her hand hit the bar and she gave a hard shove.
But fate, that vicious bitch, wasn’t done with her yet.
The door smacked into something solid. Someone was coming in at the same time she was trying to get out. Trapped. She was trapped. No exit. Knock ’em down if you have to. Just get the hell out of here.
She raised her head and found herself staring into Pierce Hollister’s brown eyes.
Her heart literally stopped and a whimper escaped her lips.
For Mary Alice to print her letter in the school paper was a horrible betrayal. The bullying by classmates she thought she knew was unbearable. Breaking down and crying in front of everyone was humiliating, but nothing that had happened to her that morning was as bad as what was written across Pierce’s handsome face.
Utter, abject pity.
Chapter 1
Inflorescence: a group or cluster of flowers arranged on a main stem.
Twelve years later …
AUNT Carol Ann’s pleasant reaction to the devil’s tongue blooming near the Cupid fountain should have served as fair warning.
At seven-thirty A.M. on Monday morning in late July, Carol Ann Spencer minced through the back gate of the Cupid Botanical Gardens in four-inch heels, a size four gray pencil skirt, and a lemon yellow blouse with capped sleeves that showed off her toned biceps. Even though she was over fifty, her hair was still a soft honey brown achieved by the alchemy of her colorist.
Carol Ann carried an oversized canvas tote bag to collect the letters that had been deposited over the weekend in the locked, white wooden box with “Letters to Cupid” stenciled on it in red. To the right of the letterbox was a list of rules posted on a glassed-in bulletin board.
1. All letters should be submitted using an anonymous pseudonym.
2. Letters will be answered within one week.
3. Letters of a sexually graphic nature will not be published.
4. The letters are for entertainment purposes only.
5. Cupid is not to be held responsible for what the letter writers do with the advice.
Lace Bettingfield, PhD, was kneeling in the soil behind the five-foot stone fountain of the Roman god of love, enthusiastically pruning Hersperaloe parviflora, commonly known as red yucca, even though it wasn’t actually yucca. She wore military-grade kneepads over her blue jeans, and a long-sleeved, red-plaid cotton shirt. She tilted her head back far enough to watch Carol Ann from underneath the wide brim of her straw hat as she clicked the wrought-iron gate closed behind her.
Usually, it was her cousin Natalie who retrieved the correspondence for the tri-weekly meeting of volunteers who answered the letters from the lovelorn. Hmm, what was their aunt doing here instead?
Her glasses had slid down on her nose and she pushed them back up with the pinky finger of her gloved hand. Sweat beaded her brow, but she barely noticed. Perspiration was a tool of the botanist’s trade.
Carol Ann’s heels clacked against the terra-cotta pavers. She cast a sideways glance at the flies swarming the devil’s tongue blooming in the large mosaic pot.
Lace’s new assistant, Shasta Green, had insisted they decorate the terra-cotta planter with remnants of other broken pots to create the mosaic. Shasta’s rationale had been, “If it’s gonna smell like a dead rat, it at least needs a pretty pot to bloom in.”
She had to admit that while Shasta might not be the deepest bulb in the garden, she did have an eye for design. After she twice caught the girl sleeping in the potting shed, she’d hired Shasta and let her stay in the garage apartment over the Craftsman-style house that Lace had recently bought on Manlow Avenue. Shasta claimed she was nineteen, but Lace had her doubts. The kid was probably a runaway, but Lace respected other people’s privacy and hadn’t prodded her for details about her circumstances. Better to have her working where Lace could keep an eye on her, than slipping around getting into trouble.
And when the girl had announced, “Name’s Shasta, like the daisy. Chrysanthemum maximum. My mama used to work in a flower shop and she named me after the hardiest flower she could think of,” it had cinched the deal.
Carol Ann cocked her head, and studied the devil’s tongue with rapt interest. Lace expected her aunt to twist her face into a mask of revulsion and whine, What’s that disgusting smell coming from that hideous-looking thing, but her nose didn’t even twitch at the fetid stench.
Was something wrong with her olfactory perception? That had to be it. She’d lost her sense of smell.
To Lace, the aroma of Amorphophallus konjac, aka devil’s tongue, aka voodoo lily, aka snake plant, was the sweet smell of success. She’d been trying for four years to get it to bloom. She’d planted this one from a tuber while she was getting her PhD in plant sc
ience from Texas A&M and she’d brought the aroid back home with her when she’d been hired to run the Cupid Botanical Gardens three months ago after the previous director, Miss Winnie Sparks, had retired at age seventy-six. Miss Winnie had been holding on to the position until she could get her degree and take over.
Sometimes, she wondered if coming back home to Cupid had been a mistake, especially since people here saw her as she’d once been, not whom she’d become. But she loved this job and her roots ran deep in her hometown community snuggled in the foothills of the Davis Mountains.
Humming “Everything Is Not What It Seems,” Carol Ann stopped in front of the white box and leaned over to twirl the numbers on the combination lock.
Apparently her aunt hadn’t seen her. She would have happily put her head back down and kept on pruning, but she had to admit, her curiosity was piqued.
“Seriously, Auntie,” she drawled, “Selena Gomez?”
Carol Ann let out a shriek, threw the tote bag over her shoulder, and clasped both hands over her heart. “Oh my Lord, Lace! You scared the living daylights out of me. What are you doing lurking about?”
“I work here.” She pointed the tip of the pruning shears at the red yucca.
“You should have cleared your throat or said hello or something so I would have known you were there. You always were a sly child.”
Whenever Carol Ann said that within her mother’s hearing, Colleen Bettingfield would lean over and whisper to her, “Not sly, just smart and shy. Big difference.”
She smiled an apology. “Sorry, Auntie. I didn’t mean to give you a cardiac arrhythmia.”
“Don’t you have workers who can do that?” Carol Ann waved a hand at the yucca. “You’re the director. You should be taking meetings and doing research and planning budgets and things like that.”
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