Little slender lad, lightning engendered,
   Grand master of magicians:
   When pirates stole you at Icaria
   Wild ivy gripped their rigging, every oar
   Changed to a serpent, panthers held the poop,
   A giant vine sprouted from the mast crotch
   And overboard they plunged, the whey-faced crew!
   Lead us with your song, tall Queen of earth!
   Twinned to the god, I follow comradely
   Through a first rainbow-limbo, webbed in white,
   Through chill Tyrrhenian grottoes, under water,
   Where dolphins wallow between marble rocks,
   Through sword-bright jungles, tangles of unease,
   Through halls of fear ceilinged with incubi,
   Through blazing treasure-chambers walled with garnet,
   Through domes pillared with naked Caryatids –
   Then mount at last on wings into pure air,
   Peering down with regal eye upon
   Five-fruited orchards of Elysium,
   In perfect knowledge of all knowledges.
   And still she drowsily chants
   From her invisible bower of stars.
   Gentle her voice, her notes come linked together
   In intricate golden chains paid out
   Slowly across brocaded cramoisy,
   Or unfold like leaves from the jade-green shoot
   Of a rising bush whose blossoms are her tears….
   O, whenever she pauses, my heart quails
   Until the sound renews.
   Little slender lad, little secret god,
   Pledge her your faith in me,
   Who have ambrosia eaten and yet live.
   THE UNNAMED SPELL
   Let us never name that royal certitude,
   That simultaneous recognition
   When first we stood together,
   When I saw you as a child astonished,
   Years before, under tall trees
   By a marching sound of wind:
   Your heart sown with a headlong wisdom
   Which every grief or joy thereafter
   Rooted still more strongly.
   Naming is treacherous, names divide
   Truth into lesser truths, enclosing them
   In a coffin of counters –
   Give the spell no name, liken it only
   To the more than tree luxuriating
   Seven ells above earth:
   All heal, golden surprise of a kiss,
   Wakeful glory while the grove winters,
   A branch Hell-harrowing,
   Of no discoverable parentage,
   Strangeling scion of varied stocks
   Yet true to its own leaf,
   Secret of secrets disclosed only
   To who already share it,
   Who themselves sometimes raised an arch –
   Pillared with honour; its lintel, love –
   And passed silently through.
   From Man Does, Woman Is
   (1964)
   A TIME OF WATTING
   The moment comes when my sound senses
   Warn me to keep the pot at a quiet simmer,
   Conclude no rash decisions, enter into
   No random friendships, check the runaway tongue
   And fix my mind in a close caul of doubt –
   Which is more difficult, maybe, than to face
   Night-long assaults of lurking furies.
   The pool lies almost empty; I watch it nursed
   By a thin stream. Such idle intervals
   Are from waning moon to the new – a moon always
   Holds the cords of my heart. Then patience, hands;
   Dabble your nerveless fingers in the shallows;
   A time shall come when she has need of them.
   EXPECT NOTHING
   Give, ask for nothing, hope for nothing,
   Subsist on crumbs, though scattered casually
   Not for you (she smiles) but for the birds.
   Though only a thief’s diet, it staves off
   Dire starvation, nor does she grow fat
   On the bread she crumbles, while the lonely truth
   Of love is honoured, and her word pledged.
   NO LETTER
   Be angry yourself, as well you may,
   But why with her? She is no party to
   Those avaricious dreams that pester you.
   Why knot your fists as though plotting to slay
   Even our postman George (whose only due
   Is a small Christmas box on Christmas Day)
   If his delivery does not raise the curse
   Of doubt from your impoverished universe?
   THE WHY OF THE WEATHER
   Since no one knows the why of the weather
   Or can authoritatively forecast
   More than twelve hours of day or night, at most,
   Every poor fool is licensed to explain it
   As Heaven’s considered judgement on mankind,
   And I to account for its vagaries, Myrto,
   By inklings of your unaccountable mind.
   IN TIME
   In time all undertakings are made good,
   All cruelties remedied,
   Each bond resealed more firmly than before –
   Befriend us, Time, Love’s gaunt executor!
   FIRE WALKER
   To be near her is to be near the furnace.
   Fortunate boy who could slip idly through,
   Basket in hand, culling the red-gold blossom,
   Then wander on, untaught that flowers were flame,
   With no least smell of scorching on his clothes!
   I, at a greater distance, charred to coal,
   Earn her reproach for my temerity.
   DEED OF GIFT
   After close, unembittered meditation
   She gave herself to herself, this time for good;
   Body and heart re-echoed gratitude
   For such a merciful repudiation
   Of debts claimed from them by the neighbourhood –
   Not only friends, and friends of friends, but lovers
   Whom in the circumstances few could blame
   (Her beauty having singed them like a flame)
   If they had hoarded under legal covers
   Old promissory notes signed with her name.
   And though to stand once more on the firm road
   From which by misadventure she had strayed,
   So that her journey was that much delayed,
   Justified the default of duties owed,
   What debt of true love did she leave unpaid?
   AT BEST, POETS
   Woman with her forests, moons, flowers, waters,
   And watchful fingers:
   We claim no magic comparable to hers –
   At best, poets; at worst, sorcerers.
   SHE IS NO LIAR
   She is no liar, yet she will wash away
   Honey from her lips, blood from her shadowy hand,
   And, dressed at dawn in clean white robes will say,
   Trusting the ignorant world to understand:
   ‘Such things no longer are; this is today.’
   A LAST POEM
   A last poem, and a very last, and yet another –
   O, when can I give over?
   Must I drive the pen until blood bursts from my nails
   And my breath fails and I shake with fever,
   Or sit well wrapped in a many-coloured cloak
   Where the moon shines new through Castle Crystal?
   Shall I never hear her whisper softly:
   ‘But this is truth written by you only,
   And for me only; therefore, love, have done’?
   THE PEARL
   When, wounded by her anger at some trifle,
   I imitate the oyster, rounding out
   A ball of nacre about the intrusive grit,
   Why should she charge me with perversity
   As one rejoicing in his own torn guts
   Or in the lucent pearl resultant
   Which she
 disdainfully strings for her neck?
   Such anger I admire; but could she swear
   That I am otherwise incorrigible?
   THE LEAP
   Forget the rest: my heart is true
   And in its waking thought of you
   Gives the same wild and sudden leap
   That jerks it from the brink of sleep.
   BANK ACCOUNT
   Never again remind me of it:
   There are no debts between us.
   Though silences, half-promises, evasions
   Curb my impatient spirit
   And freeze the regular currency of love,
   They do not weaken credit. Must I demand
   Sworn attestations of collateral,
   Forgetting how you looked when first you opened
   Our joint account at the Bank of Fate?
   JUDGEMENT OF PARIS
   What if Prince Paris, after taking thought,
   Had not adjudged the apple to Aphrodite
   But, instead, had favoured buxom Hera,
   Divine defendress of the marriage couch?
   What if Queen Helen had been left to squander
   Her beauty upon the thralls of Menelaus,
   Hector to die unhonoured in his bed,
   Penthesileia to hunt a poorer quarry,
   The bards to celebrate a meaner siege?
   Could we still have found the courage, you and I,
   To embark together for Cranaë
   And consummate our no less fateful love?
   MAN DOES, WOMAN IS
   Studiously by lamp-light I appraised
   The palm of your hand, its heart-line
   Identical with its head-line;
   And you appraised the approving frown.
   I spread my cards face-upwards on the table,
   Not challenging you for yours.
   Man does; but woman is –
   Can a gamester argue with his luck?
   THE AMPLE GARDEN
   However artfully you transformed yourself
   Into bitch, vixen, tigress,
   I knew the woman behind.
   Light as a bird now, you descend at dawn
   From the poplar bough or ivy bunch
   To peck my strawberries,
   And have need indeed of an ample garden:
   All my fruits, fountains, arbours, lawns
   In fief to your glory.
   You, most unmetaphorically you:
   Call me a Catholic, so devout in faith
   I joke of love, as Catholics do of God,
   And scorn all exegesis.
   TO MYRTO ABOUT HERSELF
   Fierce though your love of her may be,
   What man alive can doubt
   I love her more? Come now, agree
   Not to turn rivalrous of me,
   Lest you and I fall out!
   And should her law make little sense
   Even at times to you,
   Love has its own sure recompense:
   To love beyond all reason – hence
   Her fondness for us two.
   What she pursues we neither know
   Nor can we well inquire;
   But if you carelessly bestow
   A look on me she did not owe
   It comes at her desire.
   THE THREE-FACED
   Who calls her two-faced? Faces, she has three:
   The first inscrutable, for the outer world;
   The second shrouded in self-contemplation;
   The third, her face of love,
   Once for an endless moment turned on me.
   DAZZLE OF DARKNESS
   The flame guttered, flared impossibly high,
   Went out for good; yet in the dazzle of darkness
   I saw her face ashine like an angel’s:
   Beauty too memorable for lamentation,
   Though doomed to rat and maggot.
   MYRRHINA
   O, why judge Myrrhina
   As though she were a man?
   She obeys a dark wisdom
   (As Eve did before her)
   Which never can fail,
   Being bound by no pride
   Of armorial bearings
   Bequeathed in tail male.
   And though your blood brother
   Who dared to do you wrong
   In his greed of Myrrhina
   Might plead a like wisdom
   The fault to excuse,
   Myrrhina is just:
   She has hanged the poor rogue
   By the neck from her noose.
   FOOD OF THE DEAD
   Blush as you stroke the curves – chin, lips and brow –
   Of your scarred face, Prince Orpheus: for she has called it
   Beautiful, nor would she stoop to flattery.
   Yet are you patient still, when again she has eaten
   Food of the dead, seven red pomegranate seeds,
   And once more warmed the serpent at her thighs
   For a new progress through new wards of hell?
   EURYDICE
   ‘I am oppressed, I am oppressed, I am oppressed’ –
   Once I utter the curse, how can she rest:
   No longer able, weeping, to placate me
   With renewed auguries of celestial beauty?
   Speak, fly in her amber ring; speak, horse of gold!
   What gift did I ever grudge her, or help withhold?
   In a mirror I watch blood trickling down the wall –
   Is it mine? Yet still I stand here, proud and tall.
   Look where she shines, with a borrowed blaze of light
   Among the cowardly, faceless, lost, unright,
   Clasping a naked imp to either breast –
   Am I not oppressed, oppressed, three times oppressed?
   She has gnawn at corpse-flesh till her breath stank,
   Paired with a jackal, grown distraught and lank,
   Crept home, accepted solace, but then again
   Flown off to chain truth back with an iron chain.
   My own dear heart, dare you so war on me
   As to strangle love in a mad perversity?
   Is ours a fate can ever be forsworn
   Though my lopped head sing to the yet unborn?
   TO BEGUILE AND BETRAY
   To beguile and betray, though pardonable in women,
   Slowly quenches the divine need-fire
   By true love kindled in them. Have you not watched
   The immanent Goddess fade from their brows
   When they make private to her mysteries
   Some whip-scarred rogue from the hulks, some painted clown
   From the pantomime – and afterwards accuse you
   Of jealous hankering for the mandalot
   Rather than horror and sick foreboding
   That she will never return to the same house?
   I WILL WRITE
   He had done for her all that a man could,
   And, some might say, more than a man should.
   Then was ever a flame so recklessly blown out
   Or a last goodbye so negligent as this?
   ‘I will write to you,’ she muttered briefly,
   Tilting her cheek for a polite kiss;
   Then walked away, nor ever turned about….
   Long letters written and mailed in her own head –
   There are no mails in a city of the dead.
   BIRD OF PARADISE
   At sunset, only to his true love,
   The bird of paradise opened wide his wings
   Displaying emerald plumage shot with gold
   Unguessed even by him.
   True, that wide crest
   Had blazoned royal estate, and the tropic flowers
   Through which he flew had shown example
   Of what brave colours gallantry might flaunt,
   But these were other. She asked herself, trembling:
   ‘What did I do to awake such glory?’
   THE METAPHOR
   The act of love seemed a dead metaphor
   For love itself, until the timeless moment
   When fing
ers trembled, heads clouded,
   And love rode everywhere, too numinous
   To be expressed or greeted calmly:
   O, then it was, deep in our own forest,
   We dared revivify the metaphor,
   Shedding the garments of this epoch
   In scorn of time’s wilful irrelevancy;
   So at last understood true nakedness
   And the long debt to silence owed.
   SECRECY
   Lovers are happy
   When favoured by chance,
   But here is blessedness
   Beyond all happiness,
   Not to be gainsaid
   By any gust of chance,
   Harvest of one vine,
   Gold from the same mine:
   To keep which sacred
   Demands a secrecy
   That the world might blame
   As deceit and shame;
   Yet to publish which
   Would make a him and her
   Out of me and you
   That were both untrue.
   Let pigeons couple
   Brazenly on the bough,
   But royal stag and hind
   Are of our own mind.
   JOSEPH AND MARY
   They turned together with a shocked surprise –
   He, old and fabulous; she, young and wise –
   Both having heard a newborn hero weep
   In convalescence from the stroke of sleep.
   AN EAST WIND
   Beware the giddy spell, ground fallen away
   Under your feet, wings not yet beating steady:
   An ignorant East Wind tempts you to deny
   Faith in the twofold glory of your being –
   You with a thousand leagues or more to fly.
   ‘Poised in air between earth and paradise,
   Paradise and earth, confess which pull
   Do you find the stronger? Is it of homesickness
   Or of passion? Would you be rather loyal or wise?
   How are these choices reconcilable?’
   Turn from him without anger. East Wind knows
   Only one wall of every foursquare house,
   Has never viewed your northern paradise
   
 
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