“Are you going to stand there or give me a hand?” she called from beside a large box.
“Nag, nag, nag,” he bantered, jogging over and lifting with ease the large box from the floor. He pried open the top and began pulling out dozens of boxes of flypaper. “What every home needs,” he announced holding up a strip with the pinched face, straight-backed manner of a butler. She laughed that tinkling laugh of hers and came to grab it from him with mock indignance.
“I’ll have you know I’ve declared war against flies.”
He heard himself laugh, surprised at how much he was enjoying this domestic scene.
She cast furtive glances his way as he hoisted boxes into place. He reminded her how special the companionship of a male could be.
They worked and parried as the time sped by. They were like old friends, chatting about the supplies, the farm, and other nonpersonal, safe trivia. He lifted while she sorted. He climbed stairs while she climbed stepstools. After hours of unpacking, sorting, and storing, Nora put away the final can and stood back to survey their efforts.
Night had fallen and the room held that cozy feeling of home. The pantry was filled with food and drinks, in the corner stood neat piles of linens, lightbulbs, cleaning supplies, and gear, and in the fireplace a red-and-blue flame crackled, snapped, and cheerily warmed the room. With a sigh of satisfaction, she slumped down on one dining room chair and propped her feet up on another.
C.W. strode to her side, checked her bruise, then without lifting his hands from her, walked behind her and began massaging her shoulders. His long fingers were strong and skilled, easing away, in small neat circles, all the knots of tension from her shoulders and neck.
Nora went limp in his hands and emitted a soft groan of pleasure. Up and down her neck he worked his fingers, finally caressing its small hollow base with a gentle pressure. His hands were strong and sure, and she felt her body come alive even as it relaxed. Yet, as she slumped forward, an inner voice nagged a warning: she was crossing lines again. Immediately, she sat straighter in her chair.
“Thank you, that was wonderful,” she said terminating the massage. “Except now I don’t think I can move.”
“That’s the idea,” he replied, promptly removing his hands. “Care for a drink?”
Tired and limp, Nora needed all the rallying she could muster. “Sounds perfect,” she purred, stretching like a cat before the fire. “Though it will probably put me to sleep.”
He watched as her lithe body stretched taut, arms high above her head, briefly lifting her sweater above her navel. A perfect belly button, he thought, oval and deep. His gut stirred. Get a grip, he told himself, focusing on the drinks. He poured her a tall white wine and himself a mug of apple cider. When he handed her the wine, he barely looked at her.
Nora took a long sip of her wine, then leaned her head far back and stretched her legs far forward. “I can’t remember when I’ve been so tired. I ache where I didn’t even know I had muscles.”
“You’ll be sore tomorrow, and maybe the next, but sooner than later you’ll tone up.”
C.W. looked up again and caught sight of her stretched out like a feline before the fire. His gaze followed the firm line of her muscles from her rear all the way down to her toes, then back up again. Nora’s eyes were closed and her head rested on her shoulder. He was mesmerized by the gentle rise and fall of her chest.
His own body responded with alarming ferocity and it took more control than it should have to rein it in. His face set hard as he stood there, cold cider in his hot hands, staring at her. He couldn’t stop himself. Damn his needs, he cursed, glancing away, then under lowered lids, glanced back to Nora again.
It had been too long. He needed a woman. And from the looks of it, she needed a man. He gulped his cider down in a hurry, squelching any ideas that were beginning to spark. He might need a woman, he warned himself, but he had to make sure it was any woman but this one.
“I’m getting hungry,” Nora said with a yawn, slowly opening her eyes.
“With all this physical labor,” he said, sounding as brotherly as he could, “be careful to eat well and not lose weight. From the looks of it, you can’t spare a pound.”
Nora scanned her jeans and tugged at the loose waistband. Her lips pursed and she frowned. She took a final, long swallow of her wine. “Well, I guess I’d better eat some dinner. Let’s see what I can whip up.”
Nora swung her legs down and stood in one smooth swoop.
Suddenly she paled and reached out in a rush for the table. Just as C.W. thought she’d stumble, his hands were on her, steadying her.
“You all right?” he asked, holding her arms steady. They were as thin as matchsticks. One twist and he could break them. Nora nodded yes and C.W. caught the scent of roses in her hair.
They both knew they should draw back, but neither one did. He reached up and brushed a tendril from her face, letting his movements speak for him. She kept her eyes on him.
C.W. slowly released his hold, letting her slip back till he cupped her elbows in his palms. Her head tilted back, releasing a few more tendrils from the braid and sending them curling along her neck. Under half-closed lids her green eyes were dreamy and her lips, full and pink, parted in a lazy smile. She looked delightfully disheveled and decidedly wanton. He could have her tonight, he felt sure, and the very idea of bedding this woman sent his own head swirling.
But she was vulnerable. He had rules about such things. C.W. stretched his shoulders to shake off the sexual tension. Just like any rutting dog, he thought derisively. He determined to raise himself to the human level of decency. He let her slip out of his arms and created a distance. She weaved, then sat down in her chair with exaggerated caution.
“Too much work today,” she murmured.
“Too much wine,” countered C.W.
“I only had one glass,” protested Nora. Then rubbing her temples, she added, “But it was on an empty stomach.”
“You need your dinner,” C.W. said firmly. He went straight for the kitchen and pulled some thick slices of whole grain bread and Vermont cheese out of the fridge. In minutes, he set a plate before her next to a tall glass of milk.
Nora blushed furiously. “Aren’t you having any?” she asked, eyeing the single plate.
He shook his head and went for his coat. “No, thanks. I have to go.” He paused, hand on the doorknob. “See you tomorrow?”
She broke into a smile. “I’ll be there. Bright and early.”
His eyes lit up at her reply. “Good night. Nora.”
The sound of her name floated slowly in the air between them. Their gazes locked and held. She sensed his urgency. He sensed her hesitancy. They both knew, with one word from her, he would stay.
“Good night,” she replied. He nodded and left quickly, leaving her feeling like a schoolgirl with a crush.
Cold air blew in through the door and woke her from her musing. She was doing it again, allowing her feelings for this man to muddle her thoughts. Whenever he looked at her that rush overpowered her. But rather than stay clear, she found herself seeking out his gaze, hoping that he’d be in the barn when she entered.
Get ahold of yourself, she scolded. He was just passing through. He’d be gone in a month. Shaking the fuzziness from her head, she picked up her sandwich and ate every bite.
13
C.W. LEANED AGAINST the newspaper stand and rubbed his hands. The gas-station attendant had been friendly and offered him a cup of coffee. The night was damn cold but the coffee looked as thick as the oil on the floor and smelled as bitter. C.W. was particular about his coffee and bought a pack of gum instead. He pulled out his cell phone and stared at it. This was the first time he’d used the phone since he escaped his former life. His mailbox was full but he ignored that. Instead, he tapped in the number and the connection was made.
“You really know how to put one on the hot seat, Charles,” Sidney opened.
“Really? And how is that?” C.W.’s voice was
as cold as his hands.
“I’ve been pacing by the phone waiting for your call.” He paused. “I expected you’d try me at home when I refused your call. Sorry about that, but I didn’t feel safe talking to you from the office.” He paused. “I think it’s bugged.”
C.W. didn’t respond but swore under his breath. His whole body grew more alert. He straightened again and his hand tightened around the phone.
Sidney continued in a rush. “Your instincts were right again. Something is definitely up with MacKenzie’s estate. Or should I say down. Word is—and this is very inside—that his estate’s bankrupt.”
C.W. sucked in his breath. Incredible. That an estate as vast as MacKenzie’s could go under so quickly was astonishing. But finance was a dangerous mistress, one that was quick to turn on you. His mind sharpened.
“How did you learn of this?”
“Agatha.”
Agatha Blair divulge inside information to an adversary?
“When did things start to crumble for MacKenzie?”
“Sometime right before he died.”
That would fit, C.W. thought as MacKenzie’s desperate face flashed before his eyes. The wind sung an eerie tune between the trees, and dry leaves scattered across the empty street. Under the triangle of yellow light, his hands appeared unnaturally white. C.W. raised his collar and looked off, shaking off the specter.
“Charles, you there?”
“Yes. Tell me now about these bad loans from the Blair Bank.”
There was a long pause. “I’m not sure how to tell you this but to be blunt.”
“Go ahead.”
“Those bad loans…there are more of them than I originally knew. They total up to millions.”
Sidney squirmed in one of Charles Blair’s famous silences.
“Did you find out who approved them?”
Sidney almost stuttered. “That’s the mystery. On paper, you did.”
C.W. stiffened as though he’d just been stabbed in the back.
“That’s absurd.”
“Of course.” Sidney’s voice was cautious.
C.W. felt sickened as doubt and anger churned in his gut. He knew that even in his worse state, he would never be so careless about business. Yet could he fault Sidney for believing he had? As Samuel Johnson once wrote, “All argument is against it; but all belief is for it.”
There was no doubt that whatever his self-defense, Sidney, and everyone else on the board of directors, would believe that Charles Walker Blair had fumbled completely.
And that was exactly what someone had intended.
He let out a long sigh as he stared at the green-and-white neon sign in the gas station window. “Who knows about this?” he asked.
“Virtually no one, yet. Just you and me.”
“And Agatha.”
“Yes.”
As he figured. So this was a family matter. He needed to bottle this up, and quick.
“Keep it that way. Understood?”
“Yes, sir.”
He knew Sidney was sweating now. And that was good. He’d been stabbed in the back and he trusted no one.
“Charles, we need you back here. Now.”
You need me, he thought. If you set me up, you’re playing a damn good game. If you’re innocent, then as my right-hand man, you’re in as much potential trouble as I am. It was time for outside help.
“Sidney, listen carefully. We both know this thing could explode in our faces. Get Strauss in on this.”
“If you think that’s best.” Sidney’s resentment was clear.
“I do. But—” he paused to add emphasis “—under no circumstances let anyone else know you’ve talked to me. Especially not Agatha. My best advantage is my secrecy. I want them to think I’m out of the picture. I have a few leads here I want to follow up on. I’ll call you again in a few days.” He paused and considered the pressure Sidney would be under. “Buck up, Sid. We’ll pull through.”
He hung up the phone and exhaled a long, ragged breath. He’d have to go back to wage this war. He’d never leave the bank to his enemies. He was too much a Blair for that.
Two bits of information played in his mind as he walked to the Jeep and fired it up. One, someone had deliberately issued those loans under his name, someone close enough and powerful enough to push it through the right channels. Sidney or Agatha. The other was what Nora had let slip. That Charles Blair was responsible for MacKenzie’s fall. Of course he was no such thing. But wasn’t it interesting that she believed he was?
Driving home in the moonless night, he pondered the puzzle. Once or twice he veered too wide and hit gravel, but he made it back to the farm and up the road nice and slow. By the time he pulled the parking break at the big house, his instincts were making connections, playing wild cards with a loaded deck.
Maybe, if he was very, very clever, he could answer the question that rifled through his soul every morning and every night of the past year. Why did Michael MacKenzie kill himself in front of Charles Blair?
Sidney Teller paced the moss green carpet of his library for a long while after his phone call with Charles. His hands were held tightly behind his back. The comments of his brother-in-law, and more, his silence, gave him cause for concern. It was Charles’s request—demand—for Henry Strauss’s help, however, that really tore at his gut.
Sidney crossed to the bar and poured a liberal amount of scotch into the heavy cut-crystal tumbler. Two chunks of ice, stir, and the smooth solace flowed down his throat.
He had always known Charles Blair could be ruthless. He had seen him take apart businesses—and people—piece by piece with the cold precision of a surgeon, many times over the years. Others had feared his ability, had created legends about it, but Sidney had never feared. Not because he was married to Charles’s sister. Well, maybe that accounted for part of it. Charles was devoted to his sister and fiercely loyal to his family.
No, that wasn’t the reason. In all the years they worked together, Sidney had always felt that Charles trusted him. They were a team, in as much as Charles allowed himself to be a team player. So Sidney never feared Charles’s wrath. He never felt Charles was the kind of man who would turn on him.
Until now.
As he took another deep swallow of scotch, Sidney considered the change in Charles. Perhaps it was time for a change in himself too, he thought. Sidney finished his drink in one swallow. The alcohol burned his throat on the long way down. In the outside hall he heard a slight scuffle. Sidney turned his head just as his wife entered.
Cornelia was deeply tanned under her short-cropped blond hair and wore none of her usual makeup. He preferred her without false color. Sidney thought her especially beautiful tonight but neglected to tell her so. Instead, he offered her a drink.
“Yes, thank you,” Cornelia replied coolly.
As he poured her a scotch, neat, he said, “I thought you were off to Palm Beach.”
Sidney presented her the drink, along with a chaste kiss on her cheek. Cornelia was tall, almost eye level with Sidney, and when he drew back, he saw immediately a new tension in her smooth, fair skin. A new brittleness in her soft blue eyes.
“No, darling,” she replied. “I changed my mind.” Cornelia took a small sip, licking her lips in thought. “I guess you could say I decided to stay.” She raised her eyes and their gazes held; his probing, hers shielding.
Cornelia moved to the sofa and sat down upon the over-stuffed upholstery. “Come sit, dear,” she said, patting the seat. “You look tired.”
“I am, a bit.” Sidney rounded the table and sat beside her, not before adding another dose of scotch.
Cornelia leaned far back in the sofa’s corner to look at him better. Sidney was staring at his drink now, lost in the thoughts he could share only with the amber liquid. Cornelia felt the burn without touching a drop.
Ever since Charles had left, Sidney began closing doors. When he should have been opening them. The bank was in an uproar; it was no secret. Agatha
was openly vying for control, creating division in the ranks and pitting one side against the other. Blair against Teller/Blair. Sidney was constantly under attack and trusted no one. That he didn’t trust her either, hurt her, deeply.
He had withdrawn. She grew resigned.
So unlike the old days, when they had fought their wars together.
“Who was that on the phone?” she asked.
Sidney glanced over sharply then swirled his drink.
“Business.”
“I don’t suppose you’d care to talk about it?”
He shook his head.
Cornelia looked away. “Ahh, of course,” she said, unable to disguise her bitterness.
He reached over and squeezed her hand. “Not this time, Nell.” He looked at her anxiously. Cornelia’s pale blue eyes revealed hurt. Sidney wished he could ask Cornelia about her brother, gauge her reaction to his comments; she who knew the mysterious Charles Blair so well. It was on his tongue to ask for her help. But Charles had been clear on the issue. “Discuss this with no one.”
Across the sofa, Cornelia waited for him to say something. Her face was an open book, each small line reading, “Tell me.”
“Not this time,” he repeated, patting her hand. “I wish I could.”
Cornelia quickly withdrew her hand and leaned away from him further into the cushions.
“I’m here,” she said, forcing a sarcastic smile and raising her glass. “Whenever.”
Miles away from the city, where the highest vertical elevations were the mountains, Cornelia’s brother walked past the big house. The gravel crunched loudly under his feet, but Nora did not call out. C.W. continued on through the pasture, cutting a path through the tall grass. His steps cracked the long weeds, stiff from the frosty air, leaving sign and scent to the deer that man had passed.
C.W. approached the small gray cabin in the woods that was now his home. Like the big house, it perched on a bluff. But rather than a panoramic view of mountain ranges, the view from the cabin was of rolling hills and Esther’s Christmas tree meadow.
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