Musings of a Nascent Poet

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by Stephanie Barr


  She sits alone, the Siren,

  On an isle of clearest glass,

  Immortal with an angel's voice

  No mortal could surpass.

  She calls to passing seaman,

  Enrapturing each soul,

  Imploring him to come to her

  And shed his self-control.

  The beauty of the misting sound

  That leads his path astray

  Is nothing to her sorrow

  Which upon his heart doth prey.

  Her words are clear from far away,

  Words calling for her lover,

  Engraving on the seaman's soul

  That love she can't recover.

  "Return," she cries upon the breeze,

  "How barren is my life!

  Return and take me once again

  And I shall be your wife.

  If somehow you can sense my voice,

  Return to me once more—

  If only you'd return, my love,

  And touch the crystal shore.

  He felt her call impel him

  Though her lover he was not,

  But by her soft and lilting song,

  His heart and soul were caught.

  Each man upon that sailing ship

  Turned toward the glassy isle.

  A tear rolled down on every cheek,

  On every lip, a smile,

  For each man dreamed he'd be the man

  To drown that mournful cry

  If love she craved, each love-sick man

  Would hasten to comply.

  Yet, still, men thought, who is he,

  This man not understood:

  How could her love resist her call

  As not one other could?

  And more, why would he wish to,

  With a love as true as she?

  They loathed him for her sorrow,

  For their own strange jealousy.

  Each man prayed she'd take him instead

  And still her mournful cry

  That wrenched and tore through every heart

  So not an eye was dry.

  They beached, at last, upon the shore

  Of the diamond of the sea,

  Men driven by that silver voice

  That sundered painfully,

  But none had hearts so callous

  They could counter Siren's call,

  So, all the sailors left the ship

  To find her crystal hall.

  There, upon a crystal throne

  That glowed with rainbow light,

  Sat a woman, oh so radiant,

  She could light a starless night.

 

  Her hair was made of sunbeams

  From the gloried rising sun,

  Those glowing vibrant colors

  When the day has just begun.

  Her skin was white and glowing

  Like the fullest April moon

  And, on her cheeks, the hues

  Of Autumn's splendor softly strewn.

  Her lips were of the deepest

  Crimson color roses grow,

  And softer than the softest

  Petals man could ever sow.

  Her eyes, though, were what touched them,

  What could melt their every soul.

  Infused with such emotion,

  Glowing pain and endless woe.

  Her eyes, the color of the sea

  When blown by stormy gale

  And of a perfect beauty

  Even Helen could not pale,

  They looked with azure anguish,

  Filled with tears as yet to fall,

  A look inside those tortured depths

  That matched her lonely call.

  Her melancholy voice was matched

  With dulcimer of pearl

  That sang a song of misery

  That, 'round them, ebbed and swirled.

  Her honeyed voice, like nectar,

  Enticed their every ear,

  And plied its heartless teasing

  On the men who chanced to hear.

  But, now, the men were closer

  And the words were twice as plain,

  And now the men could see her,

  Know her endless echoed pain.

  "My love," she called, "Can you not see?

  Alone I'm incomplete!

  Return, my love, return

  And take again your rightful seat.

  You took my heart and sailed away—

  You promised to return.

  O, do you break that promise?

  Must my heart forever burn?

  Forever I am doomed to call

  Until you come once more,

  Forever call my lover

  'Till he finds my crystal shore."

  Those silken grieving words tore souls

  And several seamen died,

  Torn by the desolation

  In the wrenching words she cried.

  Men begged her to let go her pain,

  Give up her singing tears.

  Why must she always suffer

  Through a thousand mourning years?

  Any man would ease that heart

  That cried alone so long

  If she'd but stop the torture

  Of her soulful sorrowed song.

  Her voice, like purest crystal, sang,

  "I wish I'd called you not,

  And, yet, my voice must always sing

  And men are sometimes caught.

  A cruel storm of winter

  Took the life of my sweet swain,

  And, until his soul is freed,

  How dare I stop again?

  I alone can bring him back

  If my song can reach his soul,

  And take that man, who is my life,

  The life that Hades stole.

  With song-spawned strength, I use my voice

  To lure him home to me.

  I cannot stop, I cannot rest

  Until my love is free.

  I cannot let you go, poor men,

  Or lose all I have won.

  I must regain my cherished

  Green Poseidon's favorite son.

  You all will die, as others have,

  Poor men, of anguish, slain,

  Your deaths will weigh upon my soul,

  Increase my load of pain."

  So did they die, as she had said,

  Her tears on every man,

  And sweetly did she send her voice

  To implement her plan.

  Was he really stolen?

  Or deserted on his own?

  She didn't know but trusted him

  Although she dwelled alone.

  She called to him, "Return again. . . "

  With heart and soul and will.

  Many say it's all in vain

  And that she sings there still.

  She sits alone, the Siren,

  On an isle of clearest glass

  Immortal with an angel's voice

  No mortal could surpass.

  She calls to every seaman

  To enrapture every soul

  And she captures every seaman

  Who allows her voice control.

  Beware the beautied misting song,

  The golden perfumed breath . . .

  To land upon that crystal isle is loneliness . . .

  And death.

  This was just fun. I love the music in this one.

  The Piper

  "Come, come, come away,

  Come along and hear me play.

  Live, dance, dance astray

  For there only is today!"

  Came the song from verdant hills,

  Came to coax us out to play,

  Came and undermined our wills.

  We had no choice but obey.

  "Sing, sing, sing out bold—

  Don't you want to ne'er grow old?

  Come, come to me, my fold,

  For my world is bright with gold!"

  Called the s
ong and we but followed

  Through the fire, through the cold.

  If we straggled, we were sorrowed.

  We believed all we were told.

  "Come, take what you're due—

  Don't you know that I need you?

  Come, come all you do

  For you know my song is true!"

  Words of love and notes of fire

  Called to us, the loyal crew,

  Filled our hearts with warm desire.

  As we neared, our hunger grew.

  "Live, live, live to die—

  Don't I make your spirit fly?

  Your task to try and try—

  Who are you to question why?"

  We found the Piper; spirits flew.

  In joy, we laughed, we cried,

  But he had his full retinue

  And left, his song a lie!

  We hated, cursed him, cursed the tune

  And claimed we didn't care,

  But, even if his world's untrue,

  We wish that we were there!

  Birth of the Phoenix

  Weary, the phoenix does not pause to rest

  His mind never straying from thoughts of his quest.

  Slowly he climbs up the mount, despite age,

  On fire with the pain only death can assuage.

  At last he is there; the summit attained.

  He sees all the land where, for cent'ries, he reigned.

  This is his birthplace, this altar of stone,

  And, just as his forebear, he stands there alone.

  The wind blows old ashes around his tired head

  Now white with age, though once rich purple-red.

  Tarnished scales rasp as he climbs his stone bed:

  Just a gate for the living and home for the dead.

  He raises his head up for one final cry

  And sends up the happiest sound to the sky,

  "Kill me!" it marvels, "but I still rejoice

  And call my defiance with an old tired voice!"

  A flame, quick combustion, the fire fills the bed

  Which finally devours that bent faded head.

  Now there is nothing—just ashes remain,

  And yet from the cinders a soft cry of pain.

  The newborn blinks up at the sun with new eyes,

  Quite aware of his fate to be king of the skies.

  His plumage glows brilliant of a purple so rare

  And never have scales shined a golden so fair.

  Why isn't he joyous, this day of his birth?

  Perhaps it's because he's alone on this earth.

  From his infant throat keens a cry of dismay

  For the phoenix before who had died for this day.

  Echo's Tale

  Echo, Echo, have you heard

  Her voice from hill and dale?

  Do you know who once she was

  Or know her tragic tale?

  Once fairest of those gentle nymphs

  Who grace the forest lands,

  Still so fair to look upon,

  But cursed by Hera's hand.

  Her silver voice of dulcet tone

  Is mute now in its grief

  For only in another's words

  Can her voice find relief.

  Such was the curse that Hera laid

  When Zeus, whose roving eye

  Had strayed as it had often strayed,

  And Echo, for him, lied.

  Once more, the blameless bear the brunt

  And pay the fickle's toll,

  A salve for Hera's wounded pride

  And Zeus' poor control.

  The price is sometimes paid for years

  For things we never do

  And Fate had worse for Echo still

  Who'd ne'er been aught but true.

  Narcissus was a golden youth

  As fair as one could be

  With heart untouched by any maid

  That he had chanced to see.

  Maids loved him—could they help it?

  Hair as bright as molten gold—

  Face fair and form so perfect

  And blue eyes, bored and cold.

  He never saw one maiden

  Who could cause his breath to still,

  Whom he felt he could share his life

  Or hope his heart to fill.

  They loved him—and he scorned them:

  None were more than passing fair.

  Would there be no one in his life

  For whom he'd ever care?

  Perhaps, 'cause he despised them so

  He'd fled into the night,

  And, walking through a moonlit glade,

  He saw a wondrous sight.

  A maid of silvered beauty

  Clothed in waves of moon-beamed hair.

  At last, his breath hung in his throat

  As she returned his stare.

  She gasped then turned as if to flee

  But something made her stay.

  'Twas something in that handsome youth

  That took her breath away.

  That curséd nymph of lovely mold

  Then felt her heart grow light

  And lost it to that dazzling youth

  So handsome in the night.

  She longed to tell him words of love

  And praise his sea-blue eyes,

  But she was cursed to ne'er do aught

  But quote another's cries.

  She told him how she loved him,

  How her heart she freely gave.

  Through eyes of glowing emerald

  Did she vow to be his slave.

  Narcissus did not see this—

  Too spoiled to even look

  And thought she did not love him

  When her silence he mistook.

  Confused, he asked, "Fair maiden,

  Who are you to not love me?"

  She shook her head and told him

  All she could: "Love me. Love me."

  "Love you? When you say nothing?

  When I've scorned all as bride?"

  He was raptured by her beauty

  But was angered by his pride.

  The women all had flocked to him,

  Had begged him for his name,

  And now this wretched woman

  Wanted him to the same?

  Well, her words must precede his

  For he was not a slave,

  And if she thought to scorn him

  She'd be lonely 'til the grave.

  "Speak words of love," he pleaded.

  If she would, she'd be his bride,

  If she showed him that she loved him

  He would take her—damn his pride.

  "Well," he said when she was silent,

  "Do you have no words to say?

  Is love beyond your dictum?

  If it is, I'll go away."

  "Go away," she said, but begged him

  With her eyes to understand,

  But he just turned away despite

  Her soft restraining hand.

  "You had your chance," he told her,

  "Had one chance to be my wife,

  But now I'd die before I'd ever

  Let you share my life."

  "I'd let you share my life!" she cried

  At last to say her heart,

  But he looked down, that callous youth,

  To tear all hope apart.

  "Too late," he said. "You do not love

  And, now, no more do I."

  But she just said, "You do not love . . ."

  And then, in silence, cried.

  "You had your chance of heaven—

  Now you get your taste of hell!

  Farewell, O foolish maiden,"

  And she whispered back, "Farewell."

  Her left her then, heart shattered

  But she followed like a ghost

  And echoed every loving phrase

  From any nearby host.

  And now he fled those words of love

  When sung in Echo's to
ne.

  He fled the silvered dulcet voice

  And prayed to be alone.

  Then, in his efforts to be free,

  In love he fell again

  And felt that he could finally know,

  Could feel each maiden's pain.

  For love was the reflection

  Of himself upon a lake.

  He loved that face so dearly

  That he knew his heart would break.

  He could not tear himself away

  From the beauty seen below

  That melted as he reached his hand:

  Its touch he could not know.

  "I love you so," he told it.

  Echo called back hauntingly

  But he thought it was the maiden,

  Lovely maiden, born of sea.

  Eventually, he died there

  Still enraptured by his face

  And died, his eyes still watching

  This "fair maid" beyond embrace.

  Echo mourned him all in silence

  Then she sadly slipped away

  To pine away forever

  And she's pining still today.

  Her body's long since perished

  But her voice can oft be called,

  And she answers, heart still pining,

  For the greatest love of all.

  Dedicated to the ones I love

  I'm not just inspired by fiction and stories. As a writer, I've always been focused on characters, and that means the people in my life (or who intrigued me) as well. Some of my poems about them are dedicated to them, celebrating them. Sometimes, they are just trying to capture those characters as best I can. "The Symphony of Life" is really about my daughter, about how I felt when I carried her, a hint of how that would change my life.

  The Symphony of Life

  In the country, birds are singing

  Songs of joy and careless glee.

  Grass-housed crickets' legs are stringing

  And the frogs are tympani.

  So you say, "At last I found it—

  'Tis a world that knows no strife . . . "

  For you think you found the meaning

  Of the symphony of life.

  Then you find a world of faces,

  Voices telling magic tales,

  Of adventure, wondrous places,

  Where excitement never pales.

  And you listen to this piping

  To this lilting magic fife

  And think, "So here's the meaning

  Of the symphony of life."

  In the city, sirens screaming,

  Mourn another tragic night,

  And, although the town is teeming,

  Many die before first light.

  Some from poisons deep inside them,

  Some from gunshot or from knife,

  And you think the song's a death-march

  Called the symphony of life.

  But you hear the muffled heartbeat,

  Deep inside, another soul.

  And it makes a thousand changes

 

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