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by Stella Rimington




  STELLA

  RIMINGTON

  ALFRED A. KNOPF

  New York 2005

  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  Chapter 50

  Chapter 51

  Chapter 52

  Chapter 53

  Chapter 54

  Chapter 55

  Chapter 56

  Chapter 57

  Chapter 58

  Chapter 59

  Chapter 60

  Chapter 61

  Chapter 62

  Chapter 63

  Chapter 64

  Acknowledgements

  A Note About the Author

  Copyright Page

  To my granddaughter Charlotte

  W ith quiet finality, the tube train drew to a stop. A long hydraulic gasp, and then silence.

  For several moments no one in the crowded carriage moved. And then, as the stillness and the silence deepened, eyes began to flicker. Standing passengers peered worriedly through the windows into the blackness, as if hoping for some explanatory vision or revelation.

  They were halfway between Mornington Crescent and Euston, Liz Carlyle calculated. It was five past eight, it was Monday, and she was almost certainly going to be late for work. Around her pressed the smell of other people’s damp clothes. A wet briefcase, not her own, rested in her lap.

  Nestling her chin into her velvet scarf, Liz leaned back into her seat and cautiously extended her feet in front of her. She shouldn’t have worn the pointed plum-coloured shoes. She’d bought them a couple of weeks earlier on a light-hearted and extravagant shopping trip, but now the toes were beginning to curl up from the soaking they’d received on the way to the station. From experience she knew that the rain would leave nasty indelible marks on the leather. Equally infuriatingly, the kitten heels had turned out to be just the right size to get wedged in the cracks between paving stones.

  After ten years of employment at Thames House, Liz had never satisfactorily resolved the clothes issue. The accepted look, which most people seemed gradually to fall into, lay somewhere between sombre and invisible. Dark trouser suits, neat skirts and jackets, sensible shoes—the sort of stuff you found in John Lewis or Marks and Spencer.

  While some of her colleagues took this to extremes, cultivating an almost Soviet drabness, Liz instinctively subverted it. She often spent Saturday afternoons combing the antique clothing stalls in Camden Market for quixotically stylish bargains which, while they infringed no Service rules, certainly raised a few eyebrows. It was a bit like school, and Liz smiled as she remembered the grey pleated skirts which could be dragged down to regulation length in the classroom and then hiked to a bum-freezing six inches above the knee for the bus-ride home. A little fey to be fighting the same wars at thirty-four, perhaps, but something inside her still resisted being submerged by the gravity and secrecy of work at Thames House.

  Intercepting her smile, a strap-hanging commuter looked her up and down. Avoiding his appreciative gaze, Liz ran a visual check on him in return, a process which was now second nature to her. He was dressed smartly, but with a subtly conservative fussiness which was not quite of the City. The upper slopes of academia, perhaps? No, the suit was hand-made. Medicine? The well-kept hands supported that idea, as did the benign but unmistakable arrogance of his appraisal. A consultant with a few years’ private practice and a dozen pliant nurses behind him, Liz decided, headed for one of the larger teaching hospitals. And next to him a goth-girl. Purple hair extensions, Sisters of Mercy T-shirt under the bondage jacket, pierced everything. A bit early in the day, though, for one of her tribe to be up and about. Probably works in a clothes shop or music store or … no, got you. The faint shiny ridge on the thumb where the scissors pressed. She was a hairdresser, spending her days transforming nice girls from the suburbs into Hammer Horror vampires.

  Inclining her head, Liz once again touched her cheek to the silky scarlet nap of her scarf, enveloping herself in a faint scented miasma which brought Mark’s physical presence—his eyes and his mouth and his hair—rushing home to her. He had bought her the scent from Guerlain on the Champs Elysées (wildly unsuitable, needless to say) and the scarf from Dior on the Avenue Montaigne. He had paid cash, he later told her, so that there would be no paper trail. He had always had an unerring instinct for the tradecraft of adultery.

  She remembered every detail of the evening. On the way back from Paris, where he had been interviewing an actress, he had arrived without warning at Liz’s basement flat in Kentish Town. She’d been in the bath, listening to La Bohème and trying half-heartedly to make sense of an article in The Economist, and suddenly there he was, and the floor was strewn with expensive white tissue paper and the place was reeking—gorgeously and poignantly—of Vol de Nuit.

  Afterwards they had opened a bottle of duty-free Moët and climbed back into the bath together. “Isn’t Shauna expecting you?” Liz had asked guiltily.

  “She’s probably asleep,” Mark answered cheerfully. “She’s had her sister’s kids all weekend.”

  “And you, meanwhile …”

  “I know. It’s a cruel world, isn’t it?”

  The thing that had baffled Liz at first was why he had married Shauna in the first place. From his descriptions of her, they seemed to have nothing in common whatever. Mark Callendar was feckless and pleasure-loving and possessed of an almost feline perceptiveness—a quality which made him one of the most sought-after profilists in print journalism—while his wife was an unbendingly earnest feminist academic. She was forever hounding him for his unreliability; he was forever evading her humourless wrath. There seemed no purpose to any of it.

  But Shauna was not Liz’s problem. Mark was Liz’s problem. The relationship was complete madness and, if she didn’t do something about it soon, could well cost her her job. She didn’t love Mark and she dreaded to think of what would happen if the whole thing was forced out into the open. For a long time it had looked as if he was going to leave Shauna, but he hadn’t, and Liz now doubted that he ever would. Shauna, she had gradually come to understand, was the negative to his positive charge, the AC to his DC, the Wise to his Morecambe; between them they made up a fully functioning unit.

  And sitting there in the halted train it occurred to her that what really excited Mark was the business of transformation. Descending on Liz, ruffling her feathers, laughing at her seriousness, magicking her into a bird of paradise. If she had lived in an airy modern flat overloo
king one of the London parks, with wardrobes full of exquisite designer clothes, then she would have held no interest for him at all.

  She really had to end it. She hadn’t told her mother about him, needless to say, and in consequence, whenever she stayed the weekend with her in Wiltshire, she had to endure a well-intentioned homily about Meeting Someone Nice.

  “I know it’s difficult when you can’t talk about your job,” her mother had begun the night before, lifting her head from the photo album that she was sorting out, “but I read in the paper the other day that over two thousand people work in that building with you, and that there are all sorts of social activities you can do. Why don’t you take up amateur dramatics or Latin American dancing or something?”

  “Mum, please!” She imagined a group of Northern Ireland desk officers and A4 surveillance men descending on her with eyes blazing, maracas shaking, and coloured ruffles pinned to their shirts.

  “Just a suggestion,” said her mother mildly, and turned back to the album. A minute or two later she lifted out one of Liz’s old class photos.

  “Do you remember Robert Dewey?”

  “Yes,” said Liz cautiously. “Lived in Tisbury. Peed in his pants at the Stonehenge picnic.”

  “He’s just opened a new restaurant in Salisbury. Round the corner from the Playhouse.”

  “Really?” murmured Liz. “Fancy that.” This was a flanking attack, and what it was really about was her coming home. She had grown up in the small octagonal gatehouse of which her mother was now the sole tenant, and the unspoken hope was that she should return to the country and “settle down,” before spinsterhood and the City of Dreadful Night claimed her for ever. Not necessarily with Rob Dewey—he of the sodden shorts—but with someone similar. Someone with whom, at intervals, she could enjoy “French cuisine” and “the theatre” and all the other metropolitan amenities to which she had no doubt grown accustomed.

  Extricating herself from the maternal web last night had meant that Liz hadn’t got on to the motorway until 10 p.m., and hadn’t reached the Kentish Town flat until midnight. When she let herself in she found that the washing that she’d put on on Saturday morning was lying in six inches of cloudy water in the machine, which had stopped mid-cycle. It was now far too late to start it again without annoying the neighbours, so she rooted through the dry-cleaning pile for her least crumpled work outfit, hung it over the bath, and took a shower in the hope that the steam would restore a little of its élan. When she finally made it to bed it was almost 1 a.m. She had managed about five and a half hours’ sleep and felt puffy-eyed, adrift on a tide of fatigue.

  With a gasp and a long, flatulent shudder, the tube train restarted. She was definitely going to be late.

  T hames House, the headquarters of MI5, is on Millbank. A vast and imposing edifice of Portland stone, eight storeys in height, it crouches like a great pale ghost a few hundred yards south of the Palace of Westminster.

  That morning, as always, Millbank smelt of diesel fumes and the river. Clutching her coat around her against the rain-charged wind, watching for the sodden plane-tree leaves on which it was all too easy to turn an ankle, Liz hurried up the entrance steps. Bag swinging, she pushed open one of the doors into the lobby, raised a quick hand in greeting to the security guards at the desk, and slotted her smart pass into the barrier. The front of one of the security capsules opened, she stepped inside, and was briefly enclosed. Then, as if she’d travelled light years in an instant, the rear door slid open, and she stepped out into another dimension. Thames House was a hive, a city of steel and frosted glass, and Liz felt a subtle shift inside herself as she crossed its security threshold and was borne noiselessly upwards to the fifth floor.

  The lift doors opened and she turned left and moved at speed towards 5/AX, the agent-runners’ section. This was a large open-plan office lit by strip lights and lent a faintly seedy character by the clothes stands that stood by each desk. These were hung with the agent-runners’ work clothes—in Liz’s case a worn pair of jeans, a black Karrimor fleece, and a zip-up leather jacket. Her desk was spare—a grey terminal, a touch-tone phone, an FBI mug—and flanked to one side by a combination-locked cupboard from which she took a dark blue folder.

  “And, coming into the home straight …” murmured Dave Armstrong from the next desk, his eyes locked to his computer screen.

  “Courtesy of the bloody Northern Line,” gasped Liz, spinning the cupboard lock. “The train just … stopped. For at least ten minutes. In the middle of nowhere.”

  “Well, the driver could hardly sit and smoke a joint in the station, could he?” asked Armstrong reasonably.

  But Liz, folder in hand and minus coat and scarf, was already halfway to the exit. En route to Room 6/40, one flight up, she hurried into a washroom to check her appearance. The mirror returned an image of unexpected composure. Her fine, mid-brown hair fell more or less evenly about the pale oval of her face. The sage-green eyes were a little bruised by fatigue, perhaps, but the overall result would serve. Encouraged, she pressed on upwards.

  The Joint Counter-Terrorist group, of which she had been a member for the best part of a year, met at 8:30 a.m. every Monday morning. The meetings’ purpose was to coordinate operations relating to terror networks and to set weekly intelligence targets. The group was run by Liz’s forty-five-year-old head of section, Charles Wetherby, and made up of MI5 investigators and agent-runners and liaison officers from MI6, GCHQ and Metropolitan Police Special Branch, with Home Office and Foreign Office attending as required. It had been created immediately after the World Trade Center atrocity, following the Prime Minister’s insistence that there must be no question of terror-related intelligence being compromised by lack of communication or turf wars of any kind. This was not a point that anyone had been in a mood to argue with. In her ten years with the Service, Liz could not remember such unflinching unanimity of purpose.

  To her relief, Liz saw that although the doors to the conference room were open, no one had yet sat down. Thank you, God! She would not have to endure all those patient male glances as she took her place at the long oval hardwood table. Just inside the doors, a bullish duo from Special Branch were regaling one of Liz’s colleagues with the inside track on the Daily Mirror’s cover story—a lurid tale involving a children’s TV presenter, rent boys, and crack-fuelled orgies at a five-star Manchester hotel. The GCHQ representative, meanwhile, had stationed himself close enough to listen, but far enough away to pre-empt any suggestion of obvious prurience, while the man from the Home Office was reading his press cuttings.

  Charles Wetherby had assumed an expectant attitude by the window, his pressed suit and polished Oxfords a mute reproach to Liz’s clothes, on which the vaporous bathroom air had failed to work any significant magic. The ghost of a smile, however, touched his uneven features.

  “We’re waiting for Six,” he murmured, glancing in the direction of Vauxhall Cross, half a mile upriver. “I suggest you catch your breath and adopt an attitude of saintly patience.”

  Liz attempted to do so. She looked out at the rain-slicked expanse of Lambeth Bridge. It was high tide, and the river was swollen and dark.

  “Anything come up over the weekend?” she asked, placing the dark blue folder on the table.

  “Nothing that’s going to keep us here too long. How was your mama?”

  “Annoyed that the weather isn’t colder,” said Liz. “She wants some frost to kill the vine weevils.”

  “Nothing like a good frost. I hate this running-together of the seasons.” He ran large-jointed fingers through his greying hair. “Six are bringing over someone new, apparently—one of their Pakistan people.”

  “Anyone we know?”

  “Mackay. Bruno Mackay.”

  “And what’s the whisper on Mr. Mackay?”

  “He’s an old Harrovian.”

  “As in the story of the woman who walks into a room where there are three former public schoolboys. The Etonian asks her if she’d like to sit down,
the Wykehamist pulls up a chair, and the Harrovian …”

  “… sits on it,” said Wetherby with a pale smile. “Exactly.”

  Liz turned back to the river, grateful that she had a superior officer with whom she could enjoy such exchanges. On the far side of the Thames she could see the rain-darkened walls of Lambeth Palace. Did Wetherby know about Mark? Almost certainly. He knew pretty much everything else about her.

  “I think we finally have a full house,” he murmured, glancing over her shoulder.

  MI6 were represented by Geoffrey Fane, their coordinator of counter-terrorist operations, and by the newcomer, Bruno Mackay. Hands were shaken and Wetherby moved smartly across the room to close the doors. A summary of weekend reports from overseas security services lay beside each place.

  Mackay was welcomed to Thames House and introduced to the team. The MI6 officer had just returned from Islamabad, Wetherby informed them, where he had been a much-valued deputy head of station.

  Mackay raised his hands in modest demurral. Tanned and grey-eyed, his flannel suit murmuring unmistakably of Savile Row, he cut a glamorous figure in this generally nondescript gathering. As he leaned forward to reply to Wetherby, Geoffrey Fane watched with chilly approval. He had obviously gone to some effort to manoeuvre the younger man on to the team.

 

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