“Mia, you don’t have to do this,” he said.
“Yes, if we’re going to get married then I’m not going to let you do this without knowing the truth. I’m not some weak-willed girl you have to take care of, Curse.”
Pushing hair out of her face, she turned in her seat to look at him in the face. “Ashley’s mother died when she was born. It was only her and her father for the longest time. He was a nice man for the most part. I liked him. He was more than happy to have me around for her.” The memories were bitter, the truth harder for her to realize.
“Anyway, Ashley was a cheerleader in high school while I was a book nerd. I was always into the books, and I didn’t want to do anything else. I was more than happy to be confined to the library rather than go out and do other things.”
For so long she’d kept this story to herself.
“She changed. Not overnight but it took months. She became withdrawn, and she started wanting boys to notice her. I remember the clothes getting shorter, and she’d snap at her father. Ashley stopped letting me sleep over at her home, and she always came to my place.”
A lump filled in her throat.
“Shit, Mia.”
“No, you’re going to listen. You wanted to know the truth. This is me giving you the complete truth. I’ve never told anyone else this. On prom night Ashley was late. I was meeting her at the school, and we were going together.” Licking her lips, she tightened her grip in his hands. “I took a cab to her home. The lights were on in her bedroom. I opened the door like I had all the time growing up. The moment I entered the house I heard Ashley begging and pleading for him to stop.”
The memories crashed over her, but she forced them out.
“I went upstairs. Her prom dress was torn. The dress she took hours picking. I hated seeing that torn dress, but then I saw what was happening. Her father was raping her. I couldn’t believe it. I don’t know how long I stood there, but it couldn’t have been long. He might have stopped, I don’t know.”
Tears filled her eyes and spilled over.
“Baby, stop.”
She shook her head. “No, I’m not going to stop. He told her to be a good little girl like she’d always been.” Wiping at her nose, she gasped around the pain squeezing her chest. “I heard the fight go out of her. My best friend in the whole world had been attacked by her father years ago and I didn’t even know. In the corner I spotted the metal lightshade. She loved the lightshade. I think it was her mother’s before it was hers. Without thinking, I grabbed it and smashed it over his head. I didn’t stop. He was inside her, and I just kept hitting him. The blood was everywhere, but I didn’t care. Ashley screamed for me to stop. She shoved him away from her, and I kept hitting him. I didn’t stop. I couldn’t stop. She ended up grabbing my arms to stop me from hurting him.”
“This is why he went missing a couple of days after prom night, but you told the cops he went out that night and never returned?”
“I failed her. I killed him. We checked for a pulse, but he was dead.”
Licking her lips, the tears fell down her cheeks, and she wiped them away gently.
“What did you do?” he asked.
“We wrapped his body in a shower curtain. I could drive; Ashley couldn’t. We stored him in my car and drove him out to middle of nowhere. We buried him deep into the earth. I was going to go to the police, but she wouldn’t let me. She told me not to go down for him. When we got back, we scrubbed the house clean. In the backyard we burned our dresses and everything we wore.”
Curse pulled up a chair, and he cupped her cheeks.
“Baby, look at me,” he said.
She returned her gaze to his.
“You waited the weekend and said he went out that night.”
Mia nodded. “Yes. We stayed home. No one saw me at the school. We stayed in eating ice-cream and cursing all men. No one has ever found him, and Ashley didn’t return to his house. Ashley took the money her mother left her, and she stayed with me for some time before I went away to college. I kept this secret for a long time. I’ve got blood on my hands, Curse. I’m not some innocent woman.”
He pressed his lips to hers, and she moaned. She didn’t expect him to kiss her like this after what she told him.
“Why?” she asked, breaking away from his lips.
“Do you really think I’m innocent?” He ran his thumb along her lip. “I’ve killed more than one sick fuck who needed it, Mia. You shouldn’t stop yourself from loving or being with a man because of guilt. That fucker doesn’t deserve you to think about him. He was raping his own daughter. Don’t give him the satisfaction of letting him win.”
“I’m dirty, Curse.”
“No.” He forced her to look at him. “You’re not dirty. You’re beautiful.” He pressed his lips to hers. “You’re my woman, Mia. You’ll listen to me, or I will put you over my knee, understood?”
“Yes, I understand.”
Wrapping her arms around him, she held on tightly to Curse. He was her lifeline, the chance to have something more than the pain that she had always felt.
Chapter Ten
Curse held her as she sobbed against his chest. Her breath fanned across his neck, and through it all he held her. His cock tightened at the feel of her against him. Mia’s body was soft to his hard. Her breasts pushed against his chest distracting him.
Come on, fucker, stay down. She’s hurting.
His cock didn’t care. Mia was close, and he wanted to fuck her.
From the moment Whizz told him about Ashley’s father who disappeared he figured the two women had something to do with it. He didn’t care that Mia had killed the man. From the sound of it, the fucker needed to die for screwing his daughter. Thinking about Ashley, he now knew why she always looked in pain. Sleeping with every man she met helped her not to make any commitment. The club didn’t ask for a detailed description of their sexual past. Providing there was no sexual disease no one cared about what happened in people’s past.
Picking Mia up in his arms, he carried her upstairs.
“Where are we going?” she asked.
“I’m taking you upstairs to bed. I want to hold you, make love to you, and force the rest of the world to disappear. The only way I get to do that is to be with you like this.”
She wrapped her body around him, and he lowered her to her feet at the bottom of the bed.
“Curse?”
He pressed a finger to her lips. “No. I don’t care what you did. No one is perfect, and I never expected you to be perfect. When I saw you in the diner, Mia, I wanted you. I wanted to fuck you and call you my woman. I’ve got to do that, and nothing you say is going to change that.”
Fingering the end of her shirt, he worked it up her body. She wore a plain grey sports bra.
“Jerry loaned me the clothes. His wife won’t be too happy with her clothes being used,” Mia said, folding her arms across her breasts.
Taking hold of her hands, he pushed them out of his way. “You don’t get to hide from me. I like seeing your body on display, and it’ll never change for me.” Reaching around her, he unsnapped the bra and started to drag the straps from her body. He was careful not to touch any of bruises or her cuts.
“I love you, Curse.”
He paused. Tilting her head back, he stared into her eyes.
“I know you don’t feel the same way, but I wanted you to know that I’ve fallen in love with you.” She laughed. “Great, I’ve gone and said it twice.”
Claiming her lips, he stopped her from talking. She loved him, and happiness filled him at knowing the truth. Stroking her cheek, he smiled into her eyes.
“I love you, too.”
“You don’t have to say anything.” She stared down at the floor.
Curse tilted her head back. “It’s something I can’t control. I love you, and I don’t give a fuck about the trouble I’ve caused, baby. Dale touched you.” He lightly touched her cheek where the bruises were stood out in stark contrast to her
pale skin. “I will kill every person who tries to hurt you, who even threatens to hurt you. I love you.”
She wrapped her arms around his neck.
Running his hands down her back, he gripped her ass and rubbed his cock against her. “Feel how much I need you.”
Her moan vibrated through her body. Curse fingered the sweatpants she wore. Shoving them down her body, he watched them pool at her feet. She didn’t wear any panties.
Mia worked his pants off. He removed his jacket throwing it over to the other side of the room. Kicking the jeans aside, he sank his fingers into her hair, fisting the length. She made no motion of pain, and he pulled her head back to expose her lips to his kiss. Plunging his tongue into her mouth, he tasted her. She moaned, opening her lips for him to explore.
“I’ve got you, baby,” Curse said. “I’ve got you for the rest of our lives, and I’m never letting you go, not for anyone.”
He laid gentle kisses to her bruises, making sure not to hurt her. The purple marks around her neck made him angry at the ease with which he’d killed the other man. Her voice was a little hoarse when she spoke but not enough to change how she sounded.
Sitting on the end of the bed, he tugged her between his thighs. No words were necessary as he skimmed his fingers up the outside of her thighs. Her body shook as he stroked her, taking his time over her flesh. He hated seeing the evidence of the pain she’d been in. Each bruise was a testament to his failure to protect her. Curse should have forced her to take the money.
They’d done things her way. It was time for her to realize her way sucked. In the future they were going to do it his way.
“Open your legs.”
She didn’t argue with him and proceeded to open her thighs for him. He stared at her creamy slit covered in a fine dusting of pubic hair.
“This is mine,” he said, reaching out to slide a finger through her wet heat. “No other man is going to know what you feel like when you come. Only my dick, fingers, and mouth are going to know how fucking ripe you are for dick.”
“Stop it, Curse. Other men don’t matter to me.”
“Good. Because you love me, things are about to get a whole lot dirtier.” Curse needed to give her everything inside him without letting anything back. Stroking through her slit, he pressed his thumb to her nub. “Are you too sore to take what I can give you?”
“No, I’m not too sore. I want you, Curse. I need you.” The words fell from her lips on a gasp as he slid two fingers straight into her core. He didn’t give her a chance to grow accustomed to the sudden intrusion, and he added in another finger. Curse stretched her cunt with three fingers. Her cream soaked the digits and leaked onto his palm.
“You’re so fucking desperate for a cock,” he said.
“Yes.”
Removing his hand, he sucked each finger into his mouth, swallowing down her musky juice as he did.
“Turn around. Bend over.”
Mia did as he asked. Her actions were slow, but he was a very patient man. She bent down, cupping her ankles. Curse stared at the perfection before him. The opening of her sex was visible, and she was soaking wet. He stared at her asshole. The puckered entrance of her forbidden hole called to him to take it.
“I’m going to fuck your ass soon, Mia, and you’re going to give it to me, aren’t you, babe?”
“Yes.”
“I’m going to have you screaming in pleasure.” Sliding two fingers into her cream, he moved it up to the puckered hole of her ass. She tensed up, and he spanked her. “Don’t fucking think of keeping me out, Mia. You’re mine.”
She relaxed, and he caressed a finger over her ass. The scent of her pussy permeated the air. Leaning forward, he slid his tongue into her cunt as he eased the tip of his finger into her ass.
He pressed on her ass, and she opened up, taking his finger inside her anus. Looking up, he watched his fingers disappear into as he tongued her creamy opening.
“Fuck, Curse.”
“I know, but you’ll take what I’ve got to give you.” Curse added the second finger into her ass watching her open up underneath him. He stopped as suddenly as he started. “Turn around.”
She once again didn’t argue with him.
“Get on your knees.”
Watching her sink to the floor between his thighs, he gripped his cock.
“Suck.”
Her mouth opened, and he fed his length to her lips. Growling, he watched her lips close around his shaft, sucking him inside. Her tongue played over the little slit where his pre-cum came out.
Curse fingered her hair, wrapping the strands around his fist. Gripping her hair, he increased her thrusts on his cock. He went to the back of her throat and pulled away. She licked along the length then pulled off to circle the tip, swallowing down his cream.
“Fuck, you look so fucking beautiful taking my cock into your mouth. You know what you’re doing, don’t you, baby?”
She murmured her response.
Tugging on her hair, he pulled her lips off his. Helping her to her feet, he slammed his lips down on hers not caring if she didn’t like the taste of her own pussy in her mouth. Turning her around, he moved her back until she hit the bed and fell down.
He sank to his knees, caught her legs and spread them open wide. Staring at her pussy, he saw the perfection of her body open and vulnerable for him. Gliding his fingers up her body, he watched her shake beneath his touch.
“I’ve got you, baby.”
She gasped.
Curse opened the lips of her pussy to reveal the jewel of her clit.
“That’s what I want.” Licking a path from her cunt to her clit, he flicked his tongue over her. She came apart underneath his hands in a matter of seconds, screaming her release. The noise echoed off the walls, but he didn’t care. He loved the feel of her coming apart in his arms. Licking her pussy, he swallowed down her cream then plundered her cunt with his tongue.
Her fingers sank into his hair and tugged on the strands.
“Curse?” She cried out his name as he tongued her pussy. He wanted her to orgasm once more.
Mia fell back to the bed. Out of the corner of his eye he saw her hand fist the blanket and smiled. She was trying to fight him so he didn’t get what he wanted, but Curse wasn’t taking no for an answer. Flicking her clit, he sucked the nub into his mouth and nibbled down on her body. Curse won the victory as she reached her second orgasm, coating his fingers in her cum.
Pulling back, he stared up into her dazed eyes, smiling.
“Well, baby, are you ready for a night of hard fucking?”
****
After everything she’d been through Mia didn’t think she’d be ready for having sex so soon after. But Dale hadn’t sexually hurt her, and Curse never made her think of the other man. Where Dale was a cruel bastard, intent on hurting her, Curse was dominant, possessive, and he cared about her. Whenever she was around him, she felt loved and protected by him. He kissed her, and she tasted her cream on his lips.
Closing her eyes, she wrapped her arms around his neck. The bruises on her body didn’t bother her, and they didn’t have an effect on him. He saw past the purple marks that would all soon fade.
“Fuck me, Curse.”
He dropped another kiss to her body, sliding between her legs as he did. She raked her nails down his back, needing to mark his body in some way so she knew who he belonged to.
Curse reared back. He gripped his cock, sliding the tip along her slit before going to her entrance. In one long thrust he seated himself to the hilt inside her.
“You’re not wearing a condom.”
“I’m not going to. You’re probably pregnant anyway. There’s no point us fighting what we both want.”
She groaned as he gripped her hip and slid the last inch inside her, hitting the point where the pleasure and pain crashed together. Crying out, she pulled him back down, kissing his lips.
He spun them so she was on top of him.
“Let’s see t
hose tits bounce.” Curse cupped her breasts, fingering her nipples. Bowing her head back, she arched her chest against his touch. “So fucking pretty. Ride my cock, baby. Show me how much you love dick.”
Sliding up his length, she eased off then glided back down. Over and over she fucked his cock taking him all the way to the hilt inside her body. His hands went from her breasts to her hips, gripping them. When he couldn’t stand her thrusts, he took over slamming all the way inside her. Curse didn’t let up. He slammed up inside her as he brought her down on his cock.
She stared down into his eyes as he fucked her hard.
“No, I need more,” he said.
He pulled her off his length and climbed out from under her. Mia was flipped to her knees, and he plunged inside her from behind.
“I like to watch my cock fucking your cunt. You open up around me and swallow me inside. Fuck, it looks so pretty. One day I’m going to fuck you while recording it so I can watch you again and again.”
She shook her head. “No.”
“Yes, and you won’t deny me. I won’t let you.”
He spanked her ass twice. The heat went straight to her clit.
Moaning, she pushed back on his rock hard cock, wanting him to keep going inside her.
“You’re so fucking tight. I’m going to have to keep taking you just to get you used to my length.”
“Yes, please.”
The sounds of their heavy breathing along with the slapping of naked bodies were the sounds echoing off the walls in the bedroom. Crying out, she was desperate to feel him explode inside her.
Curse rammed inside her.
“I’m so close to fucking coming. Come for me, Mia. Let me feel your cum.”
Reaching between her thighs, she stroked her clit. Her body was so sensitive, and it didn’t take more than a few strokes to take her over the edge into mindless pleasure.
She screamed as Curse grunted, fucking her harder.
Within seconds his cock jerked within her, filling her cunt with his cum.
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