He cocked his head and looked at us as if we were alien beings – or were rather dense. “Because of who you two are?”
Byr and I exchanged a questioning look. “Who we are?” he asked. “What does that mean?”
“Well, look at the two of you – lower-class boy, upper-class girl,” he said. “You two have come together despite your class differences – and from what I've heard, even found love despite those differences.”
I shook my head. “I still don't understand what we have to do with your rebellion.”
“It's because you two symbolize everything we're fighting for – equality,” he said. “We fight for a world where we're not defined by the station we're born into, but where we're measured by the content of our heart and character.”
Byr and I looked at each other. I couldn't speak for him, but I was floored by what Yurat was telling us. We were symbols of his rebellion? I wasn't sure what that meant, let alone what we were supposed to do about it. We never signed up to be that. I couldn't speak for Byr, but I had no interest in being the symbol for somebody's cause.
Yes, I shared the same goals as the rebels – a world without class distinctions. But I had no interest in fighting. In hurting – even killing – innocent people. To me, that was just as evil as the class segregation enforced by the Ministry.
“You see,” Yurat said, “the truth is, our people have been losing heart. Losing faith that we'll ever actually be able to defeat the Ministry and change our world for the better. Morale is low and our rebellion is hanging on by the thinnest of threads.”
“And what does that have to do with us?” Byr asked.
“Because when we heard the two of you were coming back to Unduth – clearly in defiance of Ministry law – people began to rally around the idea of you two,” he said. “You've become something of a celebrated couple in your absence. And a very potent symbol of the rebellion.”
I shook my head. “I don't want any part of this,” I said. “I didn't ask to be your symbol.”
Yurat shrugged. “Ask or not, it's what you've become,” he said. “The two of you represent the best in us – you are the physical embodiment of the world we want to build.”
I looked over at Byr and saw something in his eyes that concerned me – something in what the man was saying was really speaking to him. I could tell that Byr was really connecting with Yurat's sales pitch. I took him by the hand and squeezed it, forcing him to look at me.
“Are you really listening to this?” I asked.
“We talked a lot about building a world where we could be free to be who we are,” he said. “To love and be with who we want. They are trying to build that world, Hatare. Don't you want to be a part of it? Be part of something good and noble? Be part of bringing down the Ministry and the very structure of the society you ran away from in the first place?”
I looked from Byr to Yurat and then back to Byr. There was something about what he was saying that resonated with me. It was almost the same speech Yurat had given us, but with Byr, it was more personal. It was more real. He – unlike Yurat – was able to connect with me.
I couldn't say that I was completely on board with the idea of joining the rebellion. But the thought of bringing down the patriarchal power structure that had tried to control my life – and take Byr's – was appealing. And part of me felt that after all of my ranting and raving, if I chose to sit on my hands and do nothing to change a world I professed to want to see changed, I was nothing more than a hypocrite. Or even worse – a coward.
“I don't want either of you to say anything just yet,” Yurat said. “I am not going to pressure you one way or the other. All I will ask of you is to come talk to some of our people. Hear their stories and then decide for yourselves. If you choose to walk away, we'll let you go free and clear. No hard feelings. But if you choose to stay – you can be part of building a brand new world.”
Byr squeezed my hand and I looked into his eyes. He was already all in on the idea and was just waiting for me to catch up. I was surprised to see him so eager to fight – but then, given the fact that he was a hair's breadth away from death, I couldn't say I blamed him. I turned and looked at Yurat.
“Okay,” I said. “Let's hear what your people have to say.”
“Excellent,” Yurat said. “Everybody is excited to meet the both of you.”
Book 4 – Love & Rebellion
Chapter One
Hatare
“It's really an honor to meet you,” the man said to me as he extended his hand.
I shot a quick look at Byr who gave me a small, subtle shrug. Hesitantly, I reached out and took the man's hand and he pulled me into a tight embrace. To say that I felt awkward would have been a massive understatement. Not knowing what else to do, I looked at Byr as I patted the man on the back. He released me a moment later, a wide smile stretched across his face.
“I can't wait to tell my wife that I met you,” he said and then looked at Byr, taking his hand and pumping it furiously. “The both of you. Your presence in this camp has really increased morale, believe me.”
The man turned and trotted off, leaving Byr and I standing there, staring at one another.
“You may have to get used to that,” came a voice.
We turned and found a woman who looked to be just slightly older than me standing there. She was tall, lean, had pale violet skin, blue eye markings, and a long mane of silvery hair shot through with a deep purple. She was a beautiful woman. But I could also tell by her bearing and demeanor that she was not a woman to be trifled with – she obviously knew how to take care of herself.
“I'm Manyr,” she said as she stepped closer to us. “I'm one of Yurat's lieutenant's. He tasked me with showing you two around.”
Byr motioned to the man who'd just accosted us. “What was that all about?”
Manyr smiled. “You two are pretty much celebrities around here.”
“Excuse me?” I asked.
“Walk with me,” Manyr said.
We walked through their encampment. With squat, low buildings made of stone, it looked like a military installation. But one that hadn't been used in a long time – such a long time, the forest had grown up around it and reclaimed the land.
“It took us a while, but we finally got this place refurbished,” Manyr said when she noticed me looking around. “Once upon a time, this was the Ministry of Defense. But when the capitol of Unduth was moved to Kinray, this place was left to rot. It's not the most luxurious place you're going to find, but it suits our purposes rather well – most especially, because it's mostly forgotten and very well hidden.”
I looked up to the soaring trees around us and noted the thick canopy overhead. It was pretty well obscured from the air and certainly seemed like an ideal place to hide an army. And looking around at all of the people milling about, it looked like that's what they had there – an army.
“What about heat sensors and thermo-imaging?” Byr asked.
Manyr gave him a smile, as if surprised at his knowledge. Frankly, I was surprised by his knowledge. But I knew there were still many things about Byr I did not know.
“We manufactured some of the thermo units at the factory where I worked,” he explained. “I got to know a bit about them.”
“We've got heat deflector plates mounted to the roof of every building in the compound,” Manyr said. “And we also use a dampening field to help eliminate detection by sound.”
I cocked my head and looked at her. “To eliminate detection by sound?”
Byr nodded. “The dampening field essentially encloses us in a bubble of silence,” he explained. “Which means that the government ships wouldn't be able to detect sounds coming from within the camp. Between the heat deflectors and the dampening field, this place is pretty much invisible from the air.”
I was impressed. Not only that the rebels had such a well-planned and coordinated base, but that Byr seemed to know his way around it pretty well. I was surprised that he was s
o knowledgeable about things like this. Clearly, there was much about him that I didn't know.
Manyr looked at him, obviously impressed. He just shrugged it off, but I looked at him curiously.
“I read a lot,” he said.
I got the feeling that there was more to that story than he was letting on – a lot more. But he didn't seem inclined to talk about it and I wasn't going to press him. At least, not in front of Manyr. Though we all were supposedly on the same side in this fight, I didn't know them and I didn't quite yet trust them.
We walked along with Manyr as she pointed out the various buildings in camp and told us what their purpose was. Along the way, she introduced us to a good number of people – all of whom seemed excited to meet Byr and me. Way too excited. It was strange and uncomfortable – to say the least.
The last stop on our tour was a small building behind their main planning and operations center. Manyr said the building served as their main social hub. To me, it looked like a rundown old bar – the sort of place I would expect to see in the marketplace out on the fringes where Byr was from.
We stepped inside and I was immediately overwhelmed by an aroma that was beyond amazing. It made my mouth water and my stomach grumble – reminding me that it had been a little while since we'd last eaten.
“Are the two of you hungry?” Manyr asked.
Byr and I shared a quick look. “Starving,” I said.
Manyr clapped her hands together. “Excellent,” she said. “So am I. Let's have some lunch.”
The interior of the place looked a lot nicer than I'd expected judging by the outside of the building. The floor was a polished wood, the tables – though nicked and scratched – were clean and still in good shape.
A long bar made out of a dark stone, ran almost the length of one side of the room. Booths line the walls and tables filled the middle of the room. The interior was painted in rich, green colors that made the room feel a little smaller and more intimate. The whole place was clean and well maintained. And with music playing while people carried on animated conversations, it had a pleasant, lively atmosphere.
She guided us to a booth near the rear of the building – and I was conscious of all the eyes on us as we passed through the room. If Byr noticed, he gave no indication. We took a seat and a moment later, a young woman bustled over to our table, setting three mugs of a dark, brown liquid down. She gave us all a smile.
“Three plates, Manyr?” she asked.
Her eyes lingered on Byr as she spoke and I couldn't help but feel a small spike of jealousy lance through my heart. He looked up at her and smiled, but seemed to be missing the flirtatious gleam in her eyes. The girl was about my age, had milky white skin, and long, red hair shot through with streaks of black. She was pretty – I couldn't deny it.
“Yes, please, Dojar,” she said.
“I'll bring them out shortly.”
With one last lingering look at Byr, the girl – Dojar – turned and walked away from the table. And from where I was sitting, she put a little extra swish in her hips – probably for Byr's sake. But he seemed to be blissfully clueless about it. Instead, he turned and looked at me and all I could see in his eyes were his feelings for me.
I wanted to throw my arms around his neck and kiss him on the spot.
“Looks like you've got a fan,” Manyr said with a grin.
Byr shrugged. “Well, I'm afraid that I'm already taken.”
“I can see that,” Manyr replied.
I wasn't sure, but I thought I detected a hint of jealousy in Manyr's eyes when she looked from Byr to me. He was a very handsome man, there was no question. It didn't surprise me that he drew the eye of women all around. But the fact that he only seemed to have eyes for me – it made my heart do flip-flops in my chest.
Beneath the table, I took his hand and gave it a ferocious squeeze.
“Well, she's surely not the only woman you're going to have to fight off, I'm sure,” Manyr laughed.
Byr smiled, a little self-conscious. “Won't be much of a fight, I'm afraid.”
Manyr laughed as she looked at me and I could have sworn I saw the challenge in her eyes. Was she really trying to challenge me for Byr's attention and affections? Or was I simply being a paranoid, silly and insecure little girl jumping at shadows that weren't there?
“Anyway,” Manyr said. “Like I mentioned before, you two better get used to the attention because you're almost royalty around here.”
I nodded. “Yeah, I was hoping you'd explain that.”
Manyr shrugged. “You are the symbols of our resistance,” she said. “You embody our reasons for fighting this fight.”
I looked at Byr, still not understanding. I knew that Yurat had given us a sales pitch that touched on that theme the night before, but everything that had happened had my mind spinning and I hadn't really retained it all. Judging by the look on Byr's face, he was struggling to recall that particulars as well.
“I'm not sure how we are symbols of your resistance,” I finally said.
“What we are striving for here is true equality in Unduth,” Manyr said. “A world without rigid class structures. A world where upper-class and lower-class don't exist – where we're truly free to do and be whatever we want. A world were a girl from a rich and powerful family can fall in love with a boy from the fringes – and not have that seen as a bad or abhorrent thing. We are fighting to build a world where anybody can start from nothing and really become somebody. We want a world where people are not only able to, but encouraged to build a better life for themselves.”
I was still holding on to Byr's hand and looked over at him. What she was saying really resonated with me. It struck a powerful chord. And I could see in his eyes that it had the same effect on him as well. I gave him a small smile that he returned.
But even still – I forced myself to remain somewhat skeptical.
“You certainly talk a good game,” I said.
Manyr's smile was rueful. “You're right to be cautious, of course,” she said. “But ask yourself this – if we meant to do you harm, or were agents of the Ministry, why would we have gone to such effort to rescue you? Why would we have bombed the Ministry building to pull you out of there?”
They were good questions and admittedly, I did not have the answers to them. It was just that so much had happened, I didn't know who to trust.
“Perhaps you were trying to gain our trust,” Byr said. “Staging a raid and supposedly saving us could go a long way to doing that. To making us believe that you are on our side.”
Manyr shrugged. “It's a fair point,” she said. “But to what end? What would be our purpose in such a deception?”
I took a sip of the drink Dojar had brought for us and lamented the fact that it wasn't the delicious Optorion wine I'd gotten used to. Byr also took a drink and I could tell by the expression on his face that he didn't have an answer for Manyr's questions.
“I've always been taught that the key to any good lie,” I said. “Is that you disguise them in some shred of the truth.”
Manyr nodded. “It's a very effective tool of propaganda, I agree.”
“So, what if what you are saying is true – that Byr and I have become potent symbols of the rebellion,” I said. “If you were actually agents of the Ministry and were somehow able to discredit or destroy us, you would hurt the morale of the rebellion tremendously. Perhaps destroy it completely.”
Manyr gave me a small smile. “That's an interesting perspective,” she said. “I know I can't convince you that we're on your side or that we're not actually agents of the Ministry. That's a fact you will have to come to on your own.”
“And how will we do that?” Byr asked.
Manyr gave him a small shrug. “Talk to our people. Get to know them. Listen to their stories,” she said.
“Do you know where my family is?” Byr asked, suddenly changing the subject.
She nodded. “I do.”
“I want to see them.”
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sp; She shook her head. “We can't take you to them yet, Byr,” she said. “I wish it were otherwise, but for their safety – as well as for the safety of our people – we can't take you to them yet.”
He sighed, a deep rumbling sound. “Then when?”
“Soon, I hope,” she said. “That's a decision that Yurat will have to make when the time is right.”
“When the time is right?” I asked, feeling angry on Byr's behalf. “He's been worried about his family since they were taken. Since they were thrown into a Ministry prison camp – ”
“A prison camp we raided to free the families who were unjustly taken because of our actions,” she said. “It was a costly operation that put us all at risk.”
“I think that allowing Byr to see his family would go a long way toward easing his mind,” I said. “Toward making him believe that you are who you say you are – and not agents of the Ministry.”
Manyr sighed, but then gave us a small smile. “I never expected that you two would be so cynical,” she said. “Or so stubborn and mistrusting.”
I shrugged. “If you'd been through what we've been through,” I said, “you might be the same way.”
“Perhaps,” she said. “Though, we haven't had the easiest time of things either. But, you're right. And I'll talk to Yurat and see if we can get Byr some time with his family. Soon.”
“Thank you,” Byr said and gave her a small smile.
I knew there was nothing behind the smile other than politeness, but seeing him smile at her still made me feel insecure. It was ridiculous beyond words, but a needle of jealousy pricked my heart anyway.
Dojar arrived with three plates heaping with some amazingly delicious smelling food. I recalled smelling it in the marketplace in Byr's village – something I'd never smelled at home. To me, this was how people were supposed to eat. Meals should be enjoyable – not simply show pieces.
“We'll talk more business later,” Manyr said, a small smile touching the corners of her mouth. “But for now, let's just forget about it and enjoy a meal together as normal, everyday Unduthians.”
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