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by Watt Key


  I watched Officer Pete leave until the door shut behind him. As soon as the lock clicked my new life began.

  “Face forward!” the guard shouted.

  I jumped to attention.

  “You in my face, boy?”

  I shook my head.

  “You better stand back behind that red line!”

  I looked at the floor and saw the red tape. I backed up until I was behind it.

  “And you better get rid of that attitude before Mr. Fraley gets rid of it for you,” the guard said.

  “I don’t have an attitude.”

  “I’ll bet you don’t,” he said. “I’ve read your file. Mister tough guy. We’ll see about that.”

  I didn’t respond. I knew it wouldn’t get me anywhere. I took a deep breath and stared at a spot on the wall just over his head.

  “Strip down.”

  I quickly took off everything except my briefs and socks and faced him again.

  “I said strip down!”

  I pulled down my briefs and peeled off my socks and straightened up.

  He pointed to a trash barrel against the wall. “Throw it all in there.”

  I scooped them off the floor and tossed the wad of them into the trash barrel.

  “Put your forehead on the wall, turn around, and spread your cheeks.”

  I did as he said while he inspected me for contraband and scratched information on my receiving forms.

  After what seemed like forever he said, “Follow the yellow line through that door to your left.”

  I entered cleanup, where another guard was pouring some liquid from a jug into a chemical sprayer that he set down in the center of the room. Four showerheads stuck out of the wall to my right. Against the opposite wall were four stools and the same number of electric razors hanging overhead. Another door exited the rear of the room.

  “Tommy, get the fleas off this boy,” the reception guard said over my shoulder as he guided me onto one of the stools. He left and I heard the door lock behind him.

  It took less than a minute for the second guard to give me what the boys called an onion head. Then he made me stand up and wait while he fiddled with the sprayer in silence. He screwed the top on and began pumping it full of pressure.

  “Into the shower,” the guard finally said. “Do not turn it on until I tell you to. Face me, close your eyes, and cover them with your hands.”

  I walked under the first showerhead and covered my eyes. After a few seconds I heard the hiss of the sprayer and felt the cold insecticide mist over me. Then he told me to turn around and I felt the same sensation on my back. After the chemical had time to work, he told me to turn on the shower and scrub myself. I opened my eyes just in time to see a bar of state soap tossed at my feet.

  When I was done showering the guard gave me a small towel to dry off. Then he gave me a T-shirt, boxer shorts, and shower slides. I was issued an orange jumpsuit with H.J.H. stenciled on the back and # 135 on the front. The instant I was zipped up he ordered me to stand on the yellow line again.

  “Walk the yellow brick road into the hall,” he said. “When it stops you’ll be at a set of double doors. Go through those doors and you’ll be home. Keep on and you’ll come to the mess room. Lunch is almost over but you might be able to pick up a bite before they run you out. After lunch a guard will take you through orientation and tell you what you need to know. Understand?”

  I nodded. I was stunned and couldn’t reply even if I’d wanted to. Everything was happening so fast. But I guess that’s what they wanted. They didn’t want you to have time to think about anything but what they told you.

  I followed the yellow line out into the hall. I soon came to the large set of double steel doors. When I pushed through them fifty more feet of hall lay between me and a second set of doors. I could suddenly hear the noise of the mess room. I took a deep breath and kept moving, pushing through the second set of doors.

  When I stepped into the mess room, I expected everyone to stop what they were doing and stare at the new fish. That’s what they’d do at Pinson. But I noticed only a few boys glance my way over all the commotion. I walked against the wall, around to where the food trays were. When I slid my tray in front of the server, she handed my plate over the counter and watched me.

  “Better be quick about it,” she said.

  I took the tray, set a paper cup of red juice on it, and went to look for an open seat. There were five long columns of tables. The tables on the outside of each column, the ones against the walls, were mostly full. Then the next column of tables was completely empty and only two boys sat at the middle table. One of them was a giant white kid with crew-cut hair and a cookie-dough face. He was hunched over his tray, eating slowly and keeping his eyes down. The other was a black kid with wide eyes and kinky hair. Something in the way he looked at me told me I was welcome to join them.

  As I started for the middle table I saw Preston sitting with some older boys against the wall to my left. He’d come from Pinson eight months before. We’d never had much to say to each other. He was a sneaky little arson and I’d never had any respect for him and he knew it. Back then he would have been scared of me. Back then I would have called him a wuss to his face.

  “Find a seat, new boy!” somebody yelled.

  I didn’t look to see who it was. I can do this, I thought. I can do this. But the words didn’t make me feel any better.

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  I approached the big white boy sitting closest to me at the middle table. “Mind if I sit down?” I asked.

  He kept eating and didn’t answer me.

  “You can sit with me,” the black kid said. He was bigger than me. Most of them were. By now it was instinctive for me to size people up.

  I kept walking and sat across from him.

  “How much time I got?” I asked him.

  “About two minutes.”

  I looked at my plate. State meat patty, some kind of boiled greens, and macaroni and cheese. I knew from Pinson that none of it would have any taste. It was food designed to keep you alive and nothing more. I started stuffing it down.

  “You’re new here,” he said.

  I kept chewing and nodded.

  “You thought about who you’re gonna join up with?”

  I looked at him, swallowed, and chased it with red juice. “What are you talkin’ about?”

  “Death Row Ministers or the Hell Hounds. They say you gotta claim.”

  “Who says?”

  “Some boy told me.”

  I shook my head. “I ain’t into that.” I picked up the meat patty with my hand and took a bite.

  “I’ve only been here three days,” he said. “Both of ’em been talkin’ to me.”

  I didn’t answer him.

  “They say you don’t wanna be alone around here.”

  “I’m just stayin’ out of trouble. They can do what they want.”

  He was finished eating. I scooped up some macaroni and cheese and shoved it in my mouth.

  “I’m Leroy,” he said. “From Gadsden.”

  I kept chewing and looking at my plate.

  “I haven’t made up my mind yet,” he continued. “You’re gonna make enemies whether you choose sides or not.”

  “That’s up to them.”

  Suddenly a buzzer went off. It was so loud you could feel it in your teeth.

  “Time to go outside,” he said. “I’ll see you later.”

  I shoveled some greens into my mouth. Leroy got up and headed toward the tray return. I clamped the rest of my meat patty in my teeth, got my tray, and followed him.

  A guard was waiting outside the mess room to lead me through orientation while the rest of the kids went out into the yard. He introduced himself as Mr. Pratt, head of security. He looked ex-military and wore his clothes tight and his hair crew cut. He was all business and no smile.

  Mr. Pratt led me a few feet down the hall and shoved open a door to our right. “Washroom, commodes,” he said. I attempted to peer ins
ide, but the door swung shut and he was already moving ahead. A little farther and we crossed the hall and went into the bunk room. It was nearly two hundred feet long with bunks on two walls and an aisle between. All of the boys stayed in the same room, he said. Leaning against one of the beds was another guard. He was pig-faced and heavyset and sleepy-looking.

  “Sergeant Guval, the floorwalker,” Mr. Pratt said. The floorwalker cocked his eyes at me and took inventory.

  I followed down the aisle until Mr. Pratt stopped about halfway. “Rack thirty-eight, top,” he said. “You’ll have your schoolbooks, clothes, and supplies put in the locker next to it. Top rack, top locker. Questions?”

  I looked to my left and saw bunk # 38. I shook my head. He kept walking.

  “Each week you will be issued a new bar of soap and a roll of toilet paper. Lose it or use it before the week is up, that’s your problem. Understand?”

  “Yessir.”

  We came to the end of the bunk room. He pointed into another large room that had no doors. “Shower room, commodes,” he said. Then we exited another door into the hall again. The building was quiet now with the boys gone. I heard the faint sound of them playing and yelling outside.

  We crossed and entered the rec room. It was even bigger than the bunk room. It had pool tables and television and Ping-Pong and smelled like carpet shampoo and new paint. Once we were inside, Mr. Pratt turned to me. “You know what this is?”

  “Yessir.”

  “Good.”

  He led me into the hall again. Not far ahead was a door that led outside. Before we came to the door we passed another hall to the right. At the end of this hall were black steel double doors, riveted with hex nuts like an old vault. But the guard kept walking and didn’t explain them.

  We went outside and I heard the noise of the boys to my left. I turned and saw them playing basketball in a dirt yard. “Play yard,” he said. “When it’s time to be outside, nobody goes inside. When it’s time to be inside, nobody goes outside. Except on weekends. You can roam on weekends. Questions?”

  “Nossir.”

  Directly in front of us was another building a short distance across a cement walk. Mr. Pratt pointed to it. “Classrooms,” he said. “Monday through Friday, seven-thirty sharp.” Then he turned to me. “Questions?”

  I shook my head.

  “Let’s go. The superintendent wants to see you.”

  Mr. Fraley was a short, overweight man, bald except for a strip of hair just over his ears. He had a drooping face that pulled away all expression. The rest of his body sagged like not much got him out of his chair. One entire wall of his office was covered with bookshelves. He was standing before these bookshelves with his back to me when the guard ushered me into his office.

  “Behind the line,” the guard said.

  I toed the red tape in the middle of the room and heard the guard shut the door behind me. I waited while Mr. Fraley pulled his finger down the spines of the books. There were no chairs in the room except the one behind his desk. The rest of the office was neat and clean, with little sunlight coming through gaps in the mostly closed blinds.

  Finally he seemed to find the book he was looking for and pulled it out and walked to his desk with it. He sat and studied the cover. I saw my jacket from Pinson on his desk, the folder containing everything about me since I’d been in juve.

  “Have you ever heard of William Golding?” he asked.

  “Nossir.”

  He set the book on the desk, sat back in his chair, and looked at me for the first time. “Well, you should have. He wrote Lord of the Flies. It’s required reading in most schools.”

  I didn’t answer him.

  “That’s the core of the problem you’ve gotten yourself into, young man. You see, they tell me to educate the boys. To reform them. But this is just political talk to our fine citizens. Feel-good talk, if you will. In reality this place is a sort of human landfill that you hide on the outskirts of town. It’s nothing more than a kennel for dogs that have no hope of being claimed. This may sound harsh, but it is simply a reality that you must learn to face. The sooner, the better.”

  He studied me like I would have something to say. But I didn’t. For years I’d heard about this place from the boys at Pinson. I was prepared and I stood there ready to soak it up and deal with it.

  “That is not to say you cannot adjust,” he continued. “We have all kinds of dogs here. We have mutts and bulldogs and golden retrievers. But the reformation, the education—simply feel-good talk. What do you teach to a classroom of mutts and golden retrievers?”

  “I don’t know.”

  “If you try to teach them how to fetch and return a stick, the mutt will learn nothing. If you simply teach them how to come when called, the retriever will learn nothing he does not already know. And there are few teachers and only so much time. So you know what they learn?”

  I shook my head.

  “The dogs learn nothing. There is nothing we can do.”

  I didn’t say anything.

  “A young boy’s mind wants to learn whether he desires it to or not. And since he cannot learn from us, he will learn from the other dogs. He will become something between the retriever and the bulldog. He will become a mutt. Do you plan to become a mutt?”

  “I plan to stay out of trouble.”

  “From what I’ve seen of your record at Pinson, I don’t think it is possible for you to learn new tricks.”

  “You just tell me the rules. I’ll do whatever I need to do.”

  He studied me for a moment, then reached for a sheet of paper on his desk. “Yes, yes,” he said. “So you will.” He held up the document and set it down again. “This is a progress report,” he said. “About to go into your jacket. You know what the first question is?”

  I shook my head.

  “ ‘Has the resident instigated any violent activity?’ ”

  “I don’t wanna get in any fights,” I said.

  “Another problem. Not only will you not learn anything here, you will be asked to choose your friends. Choosing friends in here makes instant enemies. Refusing their friendship makes instant enemies. How will you deal with these enemies?”

  “I won’t.”

  “What will you do about the things the dogs teach you?”

  “I won’t listen.”

  Mr. Fraley shook his head doubtfully. “Very well, Henry Mitchell.” He made a mark on the sheet and placed it in my jacket. “You may have visitors on Saturday between eight and two and Thursdays between three and six. Canteen is every Monday morning if you want to buy anything. Money must be received by noon on Friday so that it can be posted to your deposit account. Understand?”

  “Yessir.”

  “Then consider yourself oriented. You’re dismissed,” he said, waving me out with his hand.

 

 

 


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