Breaking Old Habits

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by Melissa Bender


  “No. I wouldn’t see him. I told you I wouldn’t. I promised you that, Griffin.” After we had Harper, Harvey had shown up drunk out of his mind and begging for forgiveness. Like coming here at three am was going to win Griffin over. He then got mouthy when he was turned away and told Griffin he and I had screwed and that Harper may be his. Jesus, the shit that went down. Griffin lunged at him and did not let up easily.

  That had been a tough time for us. It put doubts into Griffin’s mind, and I think he wondered if maybe what he had told him were true. I never spoke to Harvey again since that night. Last I knew, he and his girlfriend had broken up, and he had gotten someone else pregnant.

  He smiled, relieved. “Good.”

  Giddy nerves filled me as he was not going to like this much either. “I went to see Karen.”

  He opened his mouth to say something, but then stopped and glared. “I’m sorry? You fucking did what?”

  There was something about him cursing in a hushed whisper, carefully not trying to wake up the baby.

  “She called me. I couldn’t afford to not go.”

  “You should have told me.”

  I rolled my eyes. “You would have stopped me from going.”

  “Damn straight I would have. She’s crazy and in the psych ward for a reason, Ayla. She killed her roommate in prison! You think I want you to see her? How the hell did she even get your number?”

  I went quiet and reached in the back of my jeans, pulling out a piece of paper. “She signed, Griffin. She wanted to give me this.”

  His eyes scanned over the piece of paper, slowly reading everything written. “She signed just like that?”

  I nodded. I did not want to get too happy, but this was a good thing for us. “I didn’t think she ever would, but she did.”

  I was officially their mother. She had signed the adoption papers, and the boys were mine, ours. I wanted nothing more than for them to be legally mine, and now they were. Everything was beginning to fall into place for us. It had taken a while, but finally, we were going to be a complete family.

  “We have to celebrate, get the kids together, and go out somewhere. Or we could do something here? What do you want?” he asked, glancing down at Oscar.

  My eyes went to him and those half-unzipped jeans. My loins began to stir, and the blood heated through my veins. Arousal tingled through me. “You. I want you.”

  Slowly, he made his way closer and began to undress me. I let him, and then it was my turn to take everything of his off. The kids were asleep, and the boys were out. I was making the most of this alone time we had.

  “I love you,” I whispered, pushing him down on the edge of the bed.

  “Ayla, you don’t have to do that.” He stopped and groaned as I ran my palm up and down his thick hard length. “Yes… Actually, keep doing that.”

  On my knees, I leant in closer and started with one soft, slow, simple kiss. My eyes were still on his, letting him see the hunger gleaming through them. My warm wet, pink tongue peeked out to lick him from base to tip. Slowly, my eyes drifted shut, and a low hum of satisfaction vibrated down his cock.

  “Ayla…” His soft moan heated the pool between my legs. “Come up here. Kiss me.”

  “This is my candy, my treat, my time to relish in you,” I said, kissing slowly back up the way to his tip. “To show you just how much I appreciate, adore, and want you.”

  His cock twitched in my hand, and his palm smoothly glided against my cheek as he pulled me up towards him and flipped me onto my back.

  Both his hands cupped my cheeks, and he kissed me hard and deeply. My legs wrapped around his as he entered me with a deep thrust, causing us both to gasp over each other’s mouths.

  “Oh, baby, want me… but I want you back just as much for the rest of my life. I want you, pretty.”

  The End

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  Prologue

  My cock throbbed.

  The hot water spilled down my head, seeping into my shoulders and running down my back as I stood in the shower. I was unable to focus on anything but the familiar ache in my balls—the need for release.

  It had been too long since I have had a good fuck, and just thinking about it could no longer cut it anymore. My dick needed some attention. I had tried putting it off, but as I closed my eyes and wrapped my hands around the base of my cock, it was too much to ignore.

  I needed to come before I lose my fucking mind.

  There she knelt before me. Her tongue slid across her upper lip, and her mouth opened just enough to take me. Her tongue flicked back and forth against the underside of my hard cock. It drove me wild.

  The vibrations of my cock from her words drove me insane. She was making love to my dick, the same way I wanted to make love to her pussy. Slowly and lusciously, her mouth took me fully in. My head fell back instinctively, and my eyes closed.

  “Fuck me,” I moaned, my shaft growing stiffer.

  The pace was too teasing. My balls twitched, and she stopped. My eyes opened, and I asked her to continue. I didn’t beg, though. I never begged anyone for anything. Her green eyes widened, and they are teasing but still adoring as she pulled back and blew warm air on the tip of my cock.

  I wasn’t a patient man. I throbbed harder. Her thumb drew circles around my swollen head glistening in pre-cum. The teasing was almost too much. I needed to blow so hard. Her mouth fully engulfed my cock, sucking me in, licking and moaning against my cock. Her hand was stroking faster, up and down. Faster and faster.

  All I wanted to do besides come was to taste her, to fuck her… to eat and fuck.

  Reaching down, my hands combed through her red hair, taking a firm handful as I begin to fuck her mouth. My hips rocked back and forth as she sucked harder. Her eyes bore into mine. It was too much to handle, and I lost it.

  Oh, fuck yes. I exploded with the build up from the week. Semen burst from my cock and coated the inside of her mouth. Her tongue stuck out, swirling around the head of my cock and taking every drop I had to give.

  As I slumped against the cool shower tiles with my eyes half-opened, reality hit me. I was alone, with my cock in my hand and the load a fucking mess on the glass in front of me.

  What the fuck.

  I cupped a handful of water and splashed the screen until there was no trace of me jerking off like an adolescent teenager. Those years should have been long gone by now, especially if my girlfriend had something to say about it.

  Both my hands ran through my dark, wet hair as I slumped with my back against the wall again, trying to control my breathing. What the fuck just happened?

  More importantly, who the fuck was that girl I had just jerked off to?

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  Acknowledgements

  To my friends, family, and readers.

  Thank you, so much for your love and support with my 3rd published book. This year has been beyond a dream come true for me and it’s only just began. Thank you for buying my book, for supporting my wildest dream. Not once did I ever expect to have an opportunity like this, and yet here I am. I am living my dream, my one true goal in life. Write, and publish a bestselling novel and I now have two of them.

  Fingers cross this become a third.

  I’d also like to thank coffee, for keeping me awake on my all-day writing sessions.

  Author’s Note

  Hey there!

  Thank you s
o much for reading Breaking Old Habits! I can’t express how grateful I am for reading something that was once just a thought inside my head.

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  Whether that review is good or bad, I’d still love to hear it!

  Can’t wait to hear from you!

  Melissa Bender

  About the Author

  I’m wife to a FIFO miner. Mother of three. Passionate foodie and a vivid dreamer. Living in a small beach town in the lovely Tasmania. I spend my time between home and down at the beach, making memories and capturing the moments.

  When I’m not glued to my laptop, I’m either in the kitchen creating recipes, cooking, or having a Netflix binge session. Often, I find myself drifting off into the world of make believe, getting lost inside the stories I write. I write because it’s my passion. I want to create a world for my readers to get lost in. For them to swoon and fall in love the way I do with each character made. Oh, and I love starbursts!

  Sweetly, Melissa xx

 

 

 


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