by Virna DePaul
“She’s my stepsister.” I wanted it on the record that we weren’t blood related. “She’s getting married in a month and now I have to throw her a bachelorette party Friday night even though I’m supposed to be going to The Oasis with Nick.”
Matt frowned. “You’re going dancing with Nick?”
His frown confused me. Could he be jealous? Wait, I’d already proven my intuition with men sucked. First Paul. Then Brad. Then Matt. Finally Nick.
Cheated on. Dumped. Bamboozled. Salary cut in half.
No, Matt wasn’t jealous, just curious.
I sighed. “Yes, that’s right. I’m going dancing with Nick. And, it seems, we’ll be accompanied by a hoard of sorority girls. Wanna come?”
CHAPTER SIX
After consuming way too many calories on overpriced wedding cake, I arrived at The Oasis. After spending two minutes with me, Nick strode off with the club owner, Elliott Wittle. That left me with the Bachelorette party from Hell. Despite my joking invitation to Matt, I knew he wasn’t going to be coming, but I couldn’t help wishing he would.
“I think the bride needs a shot of tequila.” A girl named Ashley shoved her face into mine, her pupils big and black underneath the strobe lights. “Maybe another round for all of us?”
Her breath smelled like tequila and my nostrils flared.
“I’m okay with my rum and cola still.” Kaitlin waved her glass in front of her friend, who then disappeared up to the bar. “I think Ash is a little wasted.”
I turned to my stepsister, who looked regal in an ankle-length white veil. Was she really going to marry Paul DeWitt, the cheater? I wanted to warn her against a life with him, but didn’t she deserve what she got for stealing him from me? “You sure you don’t want another one? It is your bachelorette party.”
“No, thanks.” She smiled and sipped through a red straw. “I’m perfect.”
As always, Kaitlin looked perfect. She positively glowed in a camel-colored silk chiffon dress that fit seductively over her new 34 DDs. And despite the small fortune I’d spent buying Kaitlin drinks, she didn’t look even slightly buzzed. The perfection drove me crazy. Especially since one of the sorority girls had splashed their red drink on my favorite pink top, leaving a noticeable stain above my left boob.
“Be right back.” Deciding I needed a drink even if Kaitlin didn’t, I snapped my purse shut and headed for the bar. Maybe Nick would be out of his meeting by the time I ordered.
“Wait!” Kim, one of the sorority sisters that had been squealing all night, grabbed Mel’s arm. “The bride needs a Blowjob.”
“Yes, a Blowjob!” A brunette named Heidi grabbed my arm and jumped up and down. Another squealer. “With lots of whipped creee-eam.”
This reminded me of college, only I was now twenty-five and sober. What a nightmare. I wriggled out of their clutches, knowing my eardrums never would’ve handled being in a sorority.
“Wait. I’ll come with you.” Kaitlin scooted up behind me and held my hips as we squeezed through the crowd and made our way to the bar.
I stiffened at the contact. Why was Kaitlin acting like we were best friends? Since the day she’d invaded my home, she’d shown me up time and time again. Now she was marrying my ex. Ten years living in Kaitlin’s shadow didn’t exactly give me the warm fuzzies toward her.
Still, when I turned and looked into her bright-eyed face, I couldn’t help thinking: What if she hadn’t known I’d been with Paul when they’d started dating? What if Paul was a loser all on his own and Kaitlin was just an innocent victim?
After all, I’d assumed Matt was a player, just like I’d assumed Kaitlin had known Paul was cheating on me when they’d hooked up. I’d been wrong about Matt. Maybe I was wrong about her. Shouldn’t I at least make an attempt to find out for sure before I let her marry him?
Ignoring my guilt, I squeezed onto the last empty barstool, leaned against the bar and waved crisp green bills. “I need Blowjobs!” Despite myself, I cringed.
“Actually, don’t tell the girls, but can you just get me a water?” Kaitlin asked, just as her headband popped off, flew back through the air, and landed in front of some guy’s feet, the end of her veil beneath his coffee brown loafers.
“Sorry ‘bout that.” The male voice sounded so familiar that I leaned back on the stool, and peered behind Kaitlin.
Warm brown eyes looked back at me, and my breath caught. Matt.
I shook my head viciously, sure that the one drink I’d had earlier was making me hallucinate. It couldn’t be Matt. I leaned back further in my seat, lost my balance, and fell backward off the stool. I landed on my side with an “oof,” then rolled onto my butt and stared up at Matt and Kaitlin, who both hovered over me.
I flinched as Kaitlin bent toward me, then felt guilty when she appeared to want to hug me, then rolled my eyes when she reached past me and retrieved her veil, dusting it off. “I’ll be right back,” she said.
I should’ve known better. The only person Kaitlin thought about was herself. It’s not like I’d wanted a hug anyway, so why did it bother me when she hurried off toward the restroom to put her veil back on—leaving me sprawled out on a barroom floor. This was Matt’s fault. I frowned at him. “What are you doing here?”
Matt reached out a hand to help me up. “I’m here with Steve and Erica. They wanted to take me out for drinks since today was my last day.”
I brushed his hand away, pushed myself to my feet, then rubbed my hip, which was sure to have a large bruise in the morning. “So you just happened to come to The Oasis after I just happened to say Nick and I would be here?”
He shrugged, not looking the least bit apologetic. “You invited me, remember? Plus, it’s a public place. You don’t own it.”
I took a step closer to Matt, who looked amazingly hot in slacks and a collared shirt. Major improvement from the sweats he wore to work at Totally Fit—well, when he used to work there. My heart sank, and I lifted my eyes from his chest to his face and squinted at him. “You didn’t tell me today was your last day. It was supposed to be next Friday.”
“Change of plans.” Matt drained his beer bottle, then reach for my hand. “Let’s dance.”
After a year of flirting, he’d spent the last week avoiding my touch as if I had an easily transmitted skin condition. Feeling his hand around mine brought tears to my eyes. “I c-can’t. I’m here on a date.”
He squeezed my hand, let go, then made a big point of looking around the club in a three-hundred and sixty degree turn. “Funny. I don’t see Nick anywhere. One dance.”
It was fast song, so what harm could there be? Feeling nervous in every cell of my body, I followed him to the dance floor, where we pushed our way through gyrating bodies, right to the center. He turned around and faced me.
I lost my breath.
Then he smiled and started dancing.
With a range of emotions shooting through me, I decided to concentrate on what I knew best—dancing. Moving to the beat, I felt my body take over even though my mind kept slipping back to the fact that this guy moving in front of me, dancing in the sexiest way, was Matt. I swung my shoulders in time with the music while simultaneously unable to stop staring at him.
Somehow the first song slipped into the next, then the next, and soon I was lost in the world of dancing—a place where I’d always been able to escape the reality of my life. The music flowed through me, creating a safe place from pain. Somehow, right now, Matt had slipped into that world.
The music died down, then switched into a slow beat. Matt took a step toward me.
I bit my lip, but didn’t pull away when his arms went around me slowly, one and then the other. His chin rested on the side of my head and I closed my eyes as we swayed with the song.
Feeling a hum by my ear, I tilted my head up slightly and realized he was singing. Chills ran through me with each word about loss, regret, and love slipping away.
The song ended way too soon. I stood there, feeling his hands on my lower ba
ck, my hands sliding down his biceps. Fear swept over me, and my stomach knotted. “I should get back to Kaitlin.”
I hurried away toward the group of tipsy girls surrounding my stepsister with a long, white veil draping perfectly over her red hair.
Kaitlin’s eyes flipped to mine. “Who was that?”
She looked up at me with wide eyes, curious and…trusting. Something inside me flipped and I couldn’t stand not knowing a second longer. I pulled her aside from the girls to a few empty chairs by the windows. “Paul DeWitt is my ex.”
“Huh?” Kaitlin lowered her chin, blinking, as if waiting for the punch line.
I’d been right. She hadn’t known. “We went out for several months, and six weeks ago, he broke it off with me.” I hated to do this to her, but she had to know before she married him.
“Did you say I’m engaged to your ex?” Kaitlin leaned closer, put a hand to her belly, then pointed at me. “You’re my maid of honor. Don’t you think you should’ve mentioned this sooner?”
“I thought you knew…” My heart pounded like a drum against my ribcage. She was turning this around on me? Kaitlin had taken everything from me for ten years, including Paul. And she had the nerve to be mad at me?
“Who said I wanted to be your maid of honor anyway?” I blurted, years of frustration coursing through me. “I don’t even know why you asked me when you have a gazillion real friends.”
She jerked backward as if she’d been slapped, then put a hand over her chest. “I asked you because you’re my sister.”
“Stepsister,” I corrected. I didn’t care that she’d be angry. Everything was always about Kaitlin, Kaitlin, Kaitlin!
Instead of anger, I watched as her eyes filled with tears, then her face crumpled as she sobbed. Her shoulders shook and she put a hand over her mouth.
I stared, shocked at her reaction. Where was the anger? The demand for attention?
Instead, Kaitlin stood gasping for breath, tears pouring down her face.
Feeling horrible, my own eyes burned. “I’m so sorry, Kaitlin. I didn’t mean it.…”
“What’s going on here?”
Great. Now, Nick chose to show up.
***
I’d offered to give Kaitlin a ride home, but instead she went with her mob of sorority sisters. I wondered if she was going to confront Paul. I wondered why I cared.
I’d thrown the worst Bachelorette party ever. Worse than that, I’d hurt Kaitlin. Even if she was just my stepsister, she was the only sister I had.
“Elliott Wittle and I scheduled a lunch for next week.” Nick chatted, apparently unaware that I’d destroyed what was supposed to be one of the happiest nights in my stepsister’s life. “He’s interested in expanding The Oasis to southern California. I have an ideal location in mind.”
“Great,” I said, flatly. I’d gone from the worst bachelorette party to the worst date. Could the guy ever talk about anything else besides work?
“Isn’t that…Steve?” He pointed to the dance floor where Steve, Erica, and Matt were dancing and laughing.
My entire body tensed when Erica, who’d been leaning toward Matt, glanced up at me. I hadn’t spoken to her all week and certainly didn’t want to start now. I looked away.
Nick squeezed my shoulder and nudged me forward. “Let’s go dance.”
“No, thanks.” I leaned back, breaking his grasp as he stood up. “You go ahead.”
And he did. I didn’t even care. It made me ache to watch my friends having fun without me. I realized how much things had changed recently. After two years of what I thought was a fun friendship, Erica and I were no longer speaking. She had lied to me, but believing her had been my fault.
I just wanted to go home. As I stood up, Nick glanced my way and I made a gesture that I was heading out.
Hurrying out the door, the cool evening air washed over me, but it was only two blocks to my car so it didn’t matter that I hadn’t brought a jacket. I unlocked Betty and was about to slip inside when I saw Matt coming up the sidewalk toward me.
“What happened to your date?” he said.
I shrugged, wondering why he’d followed me out here. “It wasn’t much of a date, but it’s over.”
“Does this mean you’re single again?”
My heart started pounding and I leaned back against Betty, still holding myself from the cold. “I wasn’t not single.”
He came up beside me and leaned against Betty next to me. “Erica told me what she’d said to you.”
My head whipped toward him. “What?”
His eyes were serious. “Last year, after she and I had gone out a couple times, she said she told you I was a player.”
“She told you that?”
“She apologized, too.” He brushed my hair back out of my face. “She said she thinks what she said kept you from admitting how you felt about me.”
“She’s wrong,” I said, strongly.
He pulled away, confusion on his face.
I stepped toward him and reached for his hand. “I kept myself from admitting how I felt about you. I think…I was scared.”
“Of?”
“You. Me.” I shook my head. “What if it doesn’t work?”
He cupped my face in his hands. “What if it does?”
I bit my lip, tears filling my eyes. “What if I fall in love with you and ten years down the road, you decide you don’t want me?”
He brushed his hand against my cheek. “That would never happen.”
Staring up into his eyes, a feeling came over me and I believed him. A sob escaped, my shoulders shook, and ten years of emotion came pouring out of me. “It happened with my mom. Why not you, too?”
“I’m sorry, baby.” He pulled me to him, wrapped his arms around me and held me. “Your mom’s crazy for leaving you. I’m not crazy.”
I buried my head in his shoulder, trying to catch my breath, and his spicy scent flooded through me. His hands skimmed through my hair, and he kissed the top of my head. His gentleness filled me with warmth. I tilted my face up toward him and our lips were a breath away from touching when he leaned back slightly.
“What about The Boyfriend Bylaws?”
I sniffed. “How do you know about that?”
“Erica filled me in.” His hands moved up my back until his fingertips skimmed my neck, sending chills throughout my body. Then, he slid his thumbs over both of my cheeks, wiping them dry. “She warned me if I kissed you without permission from your roommate, you’d lose your car.”
Betty. On my tiptoes, I rested my chin on his shoulder, and stared down at what had been my shiny blue security blanket. I loved Betty, but I loved Matt more. I could call Patti, but I didn’t want to give her the chance to say no because it wouldn’t matter if she did. I wasn’t going to listen. I was ready to start making my own rules.
I tore my eyes away from Betty, gazed back into his eyes, and tilted my mouth toward his. “It’s okay. You’re worth it.”
He pressed his finger against my mouth. “I don’t want you to lose your car.”
It hurt to lose Betty, but it would hurt me more not to kiss him right now. “I don’t care.”
“I do,” he said, and fumbled with something in his back pocket. He pulled out his cell phone, ran a finger across the screen, and held it up for me to see. “That’s why I texted Patti and got permission.”
The bright screen lit up between us and there was a text from Patti’s cell phone number:
If Mel’s willing to lose Betty in order to kiss you, then you have my permission. She loves that car. If she’s okay with losing it…then, she’s finally made the right choice.
Touched beyond belief, I smiled, then threw my arms around him. “You clever guy.”
The corners of his mouth turned upward. “I’d do just about anything to make you smile.”
“Then don’t make me wait anymore.” We moved toward each other at the same time, our noses bumping, until our lips finally met. His mouth was strong and warm ag
ainst mine. I ran my teeth along his bottom lip, pulling it into my mouth, wanting to taste every bit of him.
With my hand on the back of his neck, I brought him closer to me, and he parted my lips with his tongue. I gasped as our kiss deepened and he tasted me slowly, as if to savor every moment. As if this was what he’d been waiting for—and he had, we both had.
When I melted against him, the bubble around me faded, and I was no longer alone.
CHAPTER SEVEN
I got home at midnight to find Patti on the living room sofa, watching a movie.
Patti reached for the remote and hit pause. “So?”
Leaning back against the door to close it, I was still floating from Matt’s kisses. “How did you know?”
Her mouth twitched. “Know what?”
Forcing my legs to move, I came into the living room and sat on the couch next to her. “How did you know he wouldn’t just tell me how I could have him and keep Betty, too?”
Patti gave me a satisfied look. “I’ve known you since you were eleven, Mel. You think I didn’t suspect how you felt about him? How you avoided him like crazy by dating any other available man? The caveat was actually for Matt, so he’d know how much he meant to you as well. You’re welcome.”
I gave Patti a hug. “Thanks, Patti. For being my friend and for The Boyfriend Bylaws.”
She hugged me back. “What can I say? Sometimes a friend’s just got to step in. After all, friends don’t let friends date badly.”
I pulled back and raised an eyebrow at her. “Oh, good. That means I get to work on you now.”
***
Even though it was midnight and two hours later for my mom in Colorado, I dialed her number.
She picked up the phone on the second ring. “Hello?”
“Hi, Mom. It’s Melanie.” I hesitated, wanting to tell her so much, but one thing most of all. “I’ve met someone, Mom. I’ve met The One.”
“Oh, Melanie.” Her voice filled with emotion.
I knew in that instant that it would be okay. That I was ready to listen to her now and accept that maybe she’d divorced my dad for a good reason rather than just not wanting to work things out.