by Ellen Wood
She need not have added to her height; she was tall enough without it; as was seen when she rose to receive Lady Oswald. A straight-down, thin, upright figure, without crinolines or cordings, her grey damask dress falling in wrapt folds around her as she held forth her mittened hand.
“I hope I see you better, Lady Oswald.”
The tone was unnaturally high: you may have noticed that it is so sometimes in deaf people. Lady Oswald, with her weak nerves, would have put her hands to her ears had she done as she liked.
“I am not well to-day. I am worse than usual. I have had a most unpleasant shock, Miss Davenal; an upset.”
“A what?” cried Miss Davenal, putting her hand to her ear.
“An upset.”
“Bless my heart!” cried Miss Davenal; “did your carriage run away?”
“Tell her, Sara,” groaned Lady Oswald. “I shall be hoarse for two days if I call out like this.”
“Lady Oswald has had some unpleasant news, aunt. She has received notice that they are going to run the railway through her grounds.”
Miss Davenal caught a word or so, and looked terrified. “Received notice that they are going to run a railway through her! What do you mean?”
“Not through her,” said Sara, putting her lips close to the deaf ears. “Through her grounds.”
“But I’d not let them,” cried Miss Davenal, hearing now. “I’d not let them, Lady Oswald.”
“I won’t,” screamed Lady Oswald at the top of her voice. “I have sent for Mr. Oswald Cray.”
Miss Davenal was dubious. “What good will that do? Is it to pelt upon them? I hate those wicked railways.”.
“Is what to pelt upon them?”
“The clay. Didn’t you say you had sent for some clay?”
“Oh dear! Sara, do make her understand.”
Poor Sara had to do her best. “Not clay, Aunt Bettina; Mr. Oswald Cray.”
Aunt Bettina nodded her stately head. “I like Mr. Oswald Cray. He is a favourite of mine, Lady Oswald.”
“As he is of everybody’s, Miss Davenal,” returned Lady Oswald. “I’d have remembered him in my will but for offending the Oswald family. They are dreadfully prejudiced.”
“Pinched!” echoed Miss Davenal. “Where’s he pinched?”
“Prejudiced, Aunt Bettina. Lady Oswald says the Oswald family are prejudiced.”
“You need not roar out in that way, Sara; I can hear, I hope. I am not so deaf as all that comes to. What’s he prejudiced at? — the railway? He ought not to be, he is one of its engineers.”
“Not Mr. Oswald Cray, aunt The Oswald family. They are prejudiced against him.”
“If you speak to me again in that manner, Sara, I shall complain to your papa. One would think you were calling out to somebody at the top of the chimney. As if I and Lady Oswald did not know that the Oswald family are prejudiced against Oswald Cray? We don’t want you to tell it us from a speaking-trumpet; we knew it before you were born. I don’t think he cares for their prejudices, Lady Oswald,” Miss Davenal added, turning to her.
“He would be very foolish if he did. I don’t. They are prejudiced, you know, against me.”
“I think the world must be coming to an end, with all these rails and stations and sheds,” fretfully spoke Miss Davenal.
“The news has made me ill,” said Lady Oswald, who liked nothing half so well as to speak of her own ailments. “I was getting better, as Dr. Davenal can tell you, but this will throw me, back for weeks. My maid has been giving me red lavender ever since.”
Miss Davenal looked at her with a puzzled stare.
“That is poison, is it not?”
“What is poison?”
“Red lead.”
“I said red lavender,” cried Lady Oswald. “It is very good for the spirits: a few drops taken on a lump of sugar. Red lav-en-der.”
Miss Davenal resolutely shook her head. “Nasty stuff!” she cried. “Red lavender never did anybody good yet, Lady Oswald. Leave it off; leave it off.”
“I don’t touch it once in a month in an ordinary way,” screamed Lady Oswald. “Only when anything beyond common arises to flurry me.”
Miss Bettina stared at her. “What common is flooded? It is dry weather.”
Lady Oswald cast a helpless look at Sara. “Flurried, Aunt Bettina,” said the young lady. “Lady Oswald said when she was flurried.”
Miss Bettina was not in the least grateful for the assistance. She pushed away her niece with her elbow. It was in fact next to high treason for Sara to attempt to assist Miss Davenal’s deafness. “I should not allow things to flurry me, Lady Oswald. I never was flurried in my life.”
“Temperaments are constituted differently,” returned Lady Oswald.
“Temper!” cried Miss Davenal, as angrily as politeness would allow her, “what has temper to do with it? Who accuses me of temper?”
“Tem-per-a-ment,” corrected Lady Oswald, cracking her voice. “Sara, I must go.”
She rose quickly; she could not stand the interview any longer; but in spite of the misapprehensions they took leave of each other cordially. The same scene occurred every time they met: as it did whenever conversation was attempted with Miss Davenal. It cannot be denied that she heard better at times than at others, occasionally tolerably well; and hence perhaps the source, or partially so, of her own belief that her deafness was but of a slight nature. When alone with the familiar family voices, and in quiet times, she could hear; but in moments of surprise and excitement, in paying or receiving visits, the ears were nearly hopeless.
Neal attended Lady Oswald to her carriage, waiting there at the gate with its powdered coachman and footman, to the gratification of the juvenile street Arabs of Hallingham; the same ever-assiduous, superior servant, quite dignified in his respectability. Lady Oswald believed him perfection — that there was not another such servant in the world.
“Your mistress grows more distressingly deaf than ever, Neal,” she remarked, as he put her dress straight in the carriage, her own footman resigning the office to him with almost the same submission that he might have resigned it to Mr. Cray, had the young surgeon been at hand to assist her in, as he had been to assist her out “She does, my lady. It is a great affliction. Home,” loftily added Neal to the servants: and he bowed low as the carriage drove away.
CHAPTER IV.
OSWALD CRAY.
THE house of Lady Oswald was an old-fashioned red brick mansion of moderate size, two storeys in height only, and with gable-ends. It was exceedingly comfortable inside, and was surrounded by rather extensive grounds. At the opposite end of the town to the station, it might have been thought that that vulgar innovation, the railroad, so especially obnoxious to Lady Oswald, would at least have spared it offensive contact; but that was not to be. There was no accounting for the curves and tracks taken by those lines of the junction, and one of them had gone off at a tangent to skirt the very boundary of her land.
Seated in the front drawing-room, the one chiefly used by Lady Oswald, was a woman of some forty years, attired in a neat green-coloured gown, and cap with white ribbons. This was Parkins, Lady Oswald’s maid, recently promoted to be somewhat of a companion, for Lady Oswald began to dislike being much alone. A well-meaning faithful woman, with weak eyes and weak will, and given to tears on very slight occasions. Parkins had also been lately made housekeeper as well as companion, and the weekly accounts connected with that department threatened to be the bane of Parkins’s life. Add them up she could not; make them come right she could not: and she could get neither mercy nor assistance from Lady Oswald, who had always been her own account-keeper, and never found any trouble in it. Two tradesmen’s books were before Parkins now, and she was bending over them in despair, during her lady’s absence.
“I can’t as much as read the figures,” she groaned; “how, then, am I to add ’em up? Last week there was an overcharge of ten shillings in this very butcher’s book, and my lady found it out, and hasn’t done talking
to me for it yet. It isn’t my fault; all folks are not born with a head for figures. And why can’t tradespeople make their figures plain?”
Had she not been so absorbed by the book and its complications she might have seen the approach of a visitor. A tall and very gentlemanly man of some eight-and-twenty years, with a countenance that would have been remarkably frank and pleasing but for the expression of pride pervading it: nay, that was frank and pleasing in spite of the pride. He could not help the pride; it was innate, born with him; he did not make his own face, and the lines of pride were inherent in it The pale features were regular, the hair dark, the eyes dark blue, and lying rather deep in the head; good and honest eyes they were, searching and truthful: and when he smiled, as he was smiling now, it made full amends for deficiencies, obliterating every trace of pride, and imparting a singular charm to the face.
His approach had been discerned by one of the maid-servants, and she had come to the hall-door and was holding it open. It was at her he had smiled, for in manner he was exceedingly affable. Perhaps the very consciousness of the pride that clung to him, and was his besetting sin, rendered him resolute that in manner at least he should not offend.
“How are you, Susan? Is Lady Oswald within?”
“No, sir, my lady’s out,” was the girl’s reply, as she dropped a curtsey. “Parkins is in the drawing-room, sir, I think: I daresay she can tell whether my lady will be long.”
He laid on the hall-table a small roll of paper or parchment that he carried, threw off a dusty light overcoat, and took up the roll again. Susan opened the drawing-room door.
“Mr. Oswald Cray.”
Parkins gave a scream. Parkins was somewhat addicted to giving screams when startled or surprised. Starting up from her chair and her perplexing books, she stood staring at him, as if unable to take in the fact of his presence. Parkins believed in marvels, and thought one had been enacted then.
“Oh, sir! how did you come? You must have travelled surely on the telegraph wires?”
“Not I,” answered Mr. Oswald Cray, smiling at her astonishment, but not understanding its cause. “I left London by rail this morning, Parkins.”
“A telegraph message went up for you an hour or two ago, sir,” continued Parkins. “My lady has had bad news, sir, and she sent for you.”
“I had no message. I must have left London previously. What bad news has she had?”
“It’s them railway people, sir,” explained Parkins. “They have been writing a letter to my lady — leastways the landlord has — saying that they are going to take these grounds and build upon them.
I haven’t seen her so upset for a long while, sir. When she got a bit better from the shock and had sent to the telegraph, she ordered the carriage, and set off to tell Dr. Davenal.”
“Do you expect her to be long?” he asked, thinking that if so, he might go about some business he had to do, and come back again.
“I expect her every minute, sir; she has been gone a great deal longer than I thought she’d be away.”
He walked to the window, unrolled the parchment, and began to look at it. It seemed a sort of map, drawn with ink. Parkins, who, whatever might be the companionship she was admitted to by her mistress, knew her place better than to remain in the presence of Mr. Oswald Cray, gathered up her account-book and her pen and ink, and prepared to quit the room.
“Shall I order you any refreshment, sir?” she stopped to ask.
“Not any, thank you.”
She closed the door, leaving him deep in his parchment. Another minute, and the carriage was seen bowling quickly up. He went out to meet it: and Lady Oswald gave a scream as Parkins had done, and wanted to know how he had got there.
“I came down on my own account, Lady Oswald,” he said, as he gave her his arm to lead her in. “My visit is a purposed one to you.”
“I’m sure you are very good, Oswald! It is not often that you honour me with a visit. When you are staying in the neighbourhood for days and days, a simple call of ceremony is about all I get.”
His lips parted with that peculiar smile which made his face at these moments so attractive. “When I am in the neighbourhood, Lady Oswald, business nearly overwhelms me. I have not much time to call my own.”
Lady Oswald untied her bonnet, and threw herself into a chair: only the drive to Dr. Davenal’s and back had tired her. Parkins came into the room to take her things, but she waved her hand sharply, impatient at the interruption. “Presently, presently,” — and Parkins left them alone again.
“Oswald, do you know what a cruel letter I have had this morning? They want to bring that wretched railway through my grounds.”
“Not the railway,” he said, correcting her. “They are proposing to build some sheds upon the boundaries of them.”
“You know about it, then?”
“Yes; I came down to acquaint you, and I am sorry you should, have heard of it from any one else first. I could have spared you one-half the alarm and annoyance it seems to have caused. Look here. This is the plan.”
He spread the paper out before her. He pointed out the very small portion of the grounds, and in the remotest part of them, not in sight of the house, or the parts ever walked in by herself, that was proposed to be taken: he assured her that the projected sheds were but small sheds, for barrows, trucks, and such things to stand under; that they would, in point of fact, be no annoyance to her, that she never need see or hear them. All in vain. Lady Oswald had set her mind bitterly against the innovation; she could neither be persuaded nor soothed, and she felt vexed with Mr. Oswald Cray that he should attempt it.
“It is very well for you to praise it,” she resentfully said. “Your interest lies in the line, not in me. Perhaps they have bribed you to say all this.”
For a single moment his face grew dark, and its haughty pride shone out quite repellantly; the next he was smiling his sweet smile. None knew better than Oswald Cray how rebelliously false the tongue is apt to be in moments of irritation.
“Dear Lady Oswald, you know that it is foreign to my nature to cause needless pain. When this news reached my ears a week ago, for the plan did not originate with me, I bestirred myself to see whether it might not be relinquished; whether, in short, the sheds could not be erected on any other portion of the line. But I find that there is no other portion available so close to the station.”
“There’s that piece of waste ground midway between this and the station,” she answered. “Why can they not take that?”
“Another station is to be made there. One for goods.”
“Another station! Do they think to bring all the world to Hallingham?”
“They are bringing a great many lines of rails to it.”
“But they need not disturb my possessions to make room for them!” she quickly retorted. “Surely your interest might get this spared to me!”
In vain Mr. Oswald Cray strove to convince her that on this point he had no influence whatever. Nay, he confessed to her, in his candid truth, that as one of the engineers to the line, he could only acquiesce in the expediency of that part being used for the sheds, that there was no other spot so available.
“I drew this plan out myself,” he said, “partly from our charts of the line, partly from my personal recollection of your grounds. I wished to demonstrate to you how very little a portion of them is, in fact, required. Will you put on your bonnet again, Lady Oswald, and walk with me to the spot? I will show you the exact measure they intend to take.”
“No, I won’t,” said Lady Oswald angrily. “And you ought not to turn against me, Oswald. It is the principle of the thing I go upon; the resistance that, in my opinion, should be universally made to these intrusive railways, which are cutting up the country and ruining it If they wanted to take but one foot of my ground; if they only wanted that dry ditch that skirts it, they should never have it by my consent, and I will hold out against it to the last. Now you know.”
She sat nervously unpinning her ca
shmere scarf, her hands trembling so that she could scarcely hold the gold pins as she took them out. Oswald Cray slowly rolled up the parchment. He had come down from town at a very busy moment, when he could ill spare the time, with the sole hope of soothing the news to her, of putting her in good humour with what must inevitably be. He had received many little kindnesses from her in his life, especially in his boyhood; and he was one to treasure up the remembrance of kindness shown, and repay it if he could.
It may seem a very trifling thing, this project of erecting a few low, trumpery sheds; as may Lady Oswald’s inveterate objection to it. But it is on trifles that the great events of life turn; and, but for this project of the sheds, this not-to-be-conquered refusal, the greater portion of this story need never have been written.
CHAPTER V.
RETROSPECT.
OF some note in the county, though poor for their rank, were the Oswalds of Thorndyke. Thorndyke, their country seat, was situated about five miles from Hallingham, and had been generally made the constant residence of the reigning baronet. It was a fine old place; the dyke surrounding it, or dike, as you may like to spell it — from which the place no doubt had partially taken its name — was of remarkable width. It was filled up in the time of Lady Oswald’s husband; the third baronet of his name; and fine pleasure-grounds might be seen now where unwholesome water had once stagnated. Possibly that water had been the remote and unsuspected cause of the dying off of so many of the house’s children — as they had died in the old days.
The second baronet, Sir Oswald Oswald, lost five children in succession. Two daughters and a son alone lived to grow up: and perhaps it had been as well for the peace of Sir Oswald and his wife had those three likewise died in infancy; for pain they all brought home in one shape or other. They were self-willed and disobedient; preferring their own ways. The son wished to go into the army: his father had the greatest possible aversion to it; but he persisted, and went, in spite of remonstrance. The younger daughter, Frances, married an old man for his rank: Sir Oswald objected to it; the man’s character was of startling notoriety; but Frances took her own will and married him. A few short months only, and she was back again at Thorndyke, driven to take refuge from her husband in her father’s home. The elder daughter, Mary, married Mr. Cray, a gentleman of no account in comparison with the Oswalds of Thorndyke. To this the most strenuous objection of all was made by Sir Oswald and his lady — in their haughty pride they looked down with utter contempt upon Mr. Cray. Miss Oswald disputed the grounds of their objection, urging that Mr. Cray, though of no particular note, was at least of gentle blood and breeding, and though his means might be small, she deemed them sufficient. It was of no use: she could make no impression on her father and mother, she could not shake their refusal of consent, and she married Mr. Cray without it. Public opinion on the matter was divided. Some took Miss Oswald’s part. She was of an age to judge for herself, being, in fact, no longer very young; and there appeared no good reason, save that he was not wealthy, for objecting to Mr. Cray. But her family — father, mother, brother, sister — bitterly resented it, and said she had disgraced them.