by Ellen Wood
“Thank you, Isabella.” He stooped down over her again, and kissed her forehead; but she received it coldly as before, her face half averted. “I fear,” he added, “it will give you pain; but it is right.”
“Pain! He little knows or even guesses how much,” said Mrs. Linchmore half aloud when he was gone, “or how much misery he has raked up during the one short half-hour he has been here. I wish he had never come; or rather never thought about the invitation.”
With a sigh she arose slowly, and went to dress for dinner. To be gay and light, with a secret woe gnawing and tearing at her heart strings.
Seated at the glass, Mason brushing and plaiting her hair, the book still in her hand, apparently Mrs. Linchmore read, but it was not so; her thoughts wandered; several times she turned back the pages, and re-read what had gone before.
Presently Amy came in, bringing the flowers she had gathered.
“Come in, Miss Neville. What a lovely bouquet you have brought me. I hope you have changed your mind about coming down this evening, and that we are to have the pleasure of seeing you after all.”
“No indeed, Mrs. Linchmore, I have not. I should much prefer remaining away, unless, as I said before, you particularly wish me to go down.”
“No, you must please yourself entirely, and do just as you like. But I think Mr. Linchmore will be disappointed if you do not. He wished it; as he said you must find it so especially dull all alone by yourself.”
“I do not, I assure you; and have several letters to write to go by to-morrow’s post. I am glad you like the flowers Mrs. Linchmore,” and she laid them on the table with the Camellia.
“Thank you. How beautifully you have arranged them! But the Camellia, why not place it with the rest?”
“I thought you would wear it in your hair as you did the other evening. Is it not beautiful? so purely white.”
“Mason has taken out this Italian spray,” and she took up an elegant silver ornament of Maltese work, “but I do not intend wearing it, neither can I this lovely Camellia; kindly place it amongst the other flowers you have arranged so nicely,” and she gave the bouquet into Amy’s hand.
“What a thousand pities, Ma’am!” said Mason. “It would look beautiful; far better than the ornament.”
“Tastes differ,” replied her mistress. “Thank you, Miss Neville, that will do very nicely; I thought, or rather feared, you would have to take the bouquet to pieces, but you have managed it admirably.”
“I had not secured the flowers so very tightly, or perhaps the string had become loose.”
“How tiresome the weather is, keeping so very cold; everyone seems out of temper with it, and must find Brampton especially dull. I am sure I scarcely know what to suggest as an amusement by way of novelty. Can you think of anything, Miss Neville? for I have exhausted all my ideas.”
“I cannot imagine how any one can find it dull here,” replied Amy, “so many to talk to, and so much to do.”
“Everyone is not so easily satisfied. I am quite weary of it, and think I must give a ball. That will afford a little excitement for some time to come, and please everybody except Mr. Hall; and he can go and look after his parishioners for that day.”
Mason had now finished the last plait, and inquired what ornament her mistress intended wearing in her hair, as she must arrange it accordingly.
Mrs. Linchmore turned to Amy.
“Would you kindly bring the flowers on my work table yonder? and Mason wind the plaits round my head so as to hang rather low.”
Amy crossed the room, and took the flower out of the tumbler. Could it be possible? She examined it closely. Yes, there was no mistaking it. It was the self-same spray Mr. Vavasour had gathered, and offered her an hour or two before; there were the delicate white blossoms he had so admired. A beautiful little flower, or rather spray, it was; but too small, too insignificant to be worn in that rich dark hair.
An unconscious smile hovered on her lips as she returned and gave it to Mason, who turned up her eyes on beholding it. That miserable little piece of green and white to adorn the plaits she had arranged? It was not worthy of a place there, but Mason dared not say so; she merely ventured on the enquiry as to whether Miss Neville had brought the right flower.
“Certainly,” was the reply. “Place it on the left side, and almost as low down as the hair itself.”
But Mason was cross, and pinned it in badly, she would not understand Mrs. Linchmore’s directions.
“What are you doing! Mason; I never knew you so awkward. How badly you have arranged it; not in the least as I like.”
“Mrs. Linchmore wishes the spray to hang a little lower,” suggested Amy.
“Perhaps, Miss Neville, you will very kindly pin it; as Mason seems to be so excessively stupid.”
“I never pinned in such a flower before Ma’am,” replied Mason, shrugging her shoulders, while she made way for Amy to take her place, who soon arranged it to Mrs. Linchmore’s satisfaction.
The dress was put on, its rich silk folds falling round her graceful figure. Her dark hair, almost throwing the black lace trimmings into the shade, wound round her small head in thick bands. Very beautiful she looked; and so Amy thought, as she stood gazing at her, while Mason fastened the bracelets round the fair white arms, and drew a shawl round the still fairer shoulders.
“You will find it cold, Ma’am, going down the corridor and stairs.”
“I dare say. Good night, Miss Neville. I regret we are not to have the pleasure of seeing you,” and with a proud, firm step, Mrs. Linchmore went out.
Would she have entered the drawing room so haughtily, had she known she was wearing a flower that had been offered; nay, gathered for her governess! The room was a blaze of light, as with a proud, yet graceful step, a slight, haughty movement, perceptible about the small beautiful head, Mrs. Linchmore bowed, and shook hands with her guests.
Even in that shake there was haughtiness. It was no cordial grasp of the hand, but a slight, very slight pressure, as the small taper fingers met yours, and they were withdrawn, while a smile just curled the corner of the lips, and she passed on; each tiny foot firmly, gracefully, yet proudly planted on the ground: the same mocking smile, the same haughty bend repeated, ere, gathering the rich silk dress in one hand, and dropping at the same moment the splendid Cashmere that had partially concealed her beautiful figure, she leant back, as if tired of the exertion, amongst the soft crimson cushions of the sofa.
“What a beautiful, cold-hearted creature she is,” thought Robert Vavasour, as he watched her.
“What airs she gives herself,” muttered Sotto Voce, a rather pretty woman, and a neighbour, “coming in as if she were an Empress, after we have all been assembled here the last ten minutes! For my part, I wonder she condescends to come at all.”
How fortunate it is opinions differ, as well as tastes; but I am not so sure this lady was singular in hers; certain I am, it would not have caused Mrs. Linchmore one moment’s uneasiness; she did not care a straw what women thought of either her pride or her looks; she knew well that by far the greater number envied her, therefore she could afford to laugh at such speeches; but it was a rule with her — perhaps a studied one — not to make her appearance until nearly all her guests were assembled.
She was never, even when an invited guest, early, but always amongst the late comers; never actually unpunctual, but generally last, when she would walk in as she had done now, haughty and graceful, the perfection of ease in every slow and measured movement, totally unmindful of, or apparently careless and unconcerned at the glances of admiration or the many eyes bent on her as she passed.
Few could have entered a room filled with company so calmly and gracefully, with the lady stamped in every step she took, every turn of the head, every bend of the swan-like throat, or easy, graceful figure: the pretty neighbour might have practised it for hours — nay, days, and failed. It was innate in Mrs. Linchmore: it was impossible to conceive her doing anything awkwardly, or out o
f place. Even now, as she leant amongst the soft cushions, she was grace itself; while a lady near, sat stiffly upright, looking most uncomfortable, though the self-same cushions were behind and around her, inviting to repose and ease.
“My flower is highly honoured,” said Robert Vavasour, as he drew near, and partly leant over the back of the sofa.
“Your flower!” exclaimed Mrs. Linchmore, with a well-acted glance of astonishment.
“It is scarcely worthy of a place amongst those rich dark braids,” added he, softly.
“Ah, yes,” replied she, raising her hand to her head, “I had quite forgotten all about it. It is a lovely spray.”
“It would have looked better in the bouquet. Those braids require no addition to set them off.”
“So Miss Neville said when she pinned it in. I am sorry she has done it awkwardly, and that it does not please you,” said she carelessly, “It is too late to remedy the defect now.”
“Defect,” said he, rather hastily, “the word is unwisely chosen; it is impossible to find fault. The only defect, since you will it so, is the unworthiness of the flower itself.”
“Do you condemn my poor bouquet also?”
“It is exquisite,” he said, taking it from her hand, “and a great deal of taste displayed in its arrangement; the colours harmonize so well. The flowers are lovely.”
“I suppose they are lovely; everything that costs money is. I used to be just as well pleased once with the wild flowers growing in the hedges. Take care, Mr. Vavasour, you will crush my poor Camellia. See, it has fallen at your feet.”
“Not for worlds!” replied he, stooping and raising it from the ground; “how loosely it was tied in; see, the stem is not broken, but has been cleverly fastened with a piece of thread. I may keep it, may I not?” asked he, as she stretched out her hand for it.
“It is not worth the keeping.”
“Say not so, for I prize it highly. Is it to be mine?”
“Yes, if you wish it,” replied Mrs. Linchmore, with a faint attempt at a smile, while the thought flashed across her mind that she wished she had thrown his flower away.
Then she rose and led the way in to dinner, anything but pleased with the result of her conversation either with Robert Vavasour or her husband, and it required a great effort on her part to fulfil her character of hostess for that evening; and many noticed how far more haughty she was than usual, and how absent and at random the answers she gave.
“So I have the Camellia at last,” thought Mr. Vavasour, “and Miss Neville pinned in the flower I gathered, which she refused to accept; well, strange things happen sometimes; I am certain she never foresaw this.”
And he too moved away and followed his hostess.
CHAPTER X.
A PASSING GLANCE.
“And what is life? — An hour glass on the run,
A mist retreating from the morning sun,
A busy, bustling, still-repeated dream,
Its length? — A minute’s pause, a moment’s thought;
And happiness? — A bubble on the stream,
That, in the act of seizing, shrinks to naught.
What is vain hope? — the puffing gale of morn,
That robs each flow’ret of its gem, — and dies;
A cobweb, hiding disappointment’s thorn,
Which stings more keenly through the thin disguise.”
John Clare.
The eight o’clock train came whizzing and puffing into the Standale station; Standale was a large town about ten miles distant from Brampton, and the nearest railway station to the Park. Charles Linchmore had barely time to step on to the platform, ere it was off again and out of sight, puffing as hard and fast as ever.
“Tom has sent me a horse?” questioned he of the porter.
“Yes, Sir. Waiting for you the last ten minutes, Sir.”
Charles Linchmore passed out, and was soon wending his way along the road to Brampton Park. The moon had not yet risen, and owing to the slippery state of the roads, on account of the heavy fall of snow and recent frost, he rode on leisurely enough.
“Come along, Bob,” said he to a shaggy Scotch terrier, who kept close to the hind legs of the horse; “come along, old fellow, I’d give you a run after your pent-up journey, only the roads are so confoundedly slippery, and her majesty is determined to hide herself behind the clouds to-night.”
The dog wagged his tail as though he understood his master, and kept on as before. He was not much of a companion, but what with an occasional puff at his cigar, and talk to his dog, Charles Linchmore went on comfortably enough. As the smoke curled about his handsome mouth, his thoughts wandered. What were they doing at the Hall? Was Miss Neville still there, or absent as when he last paid his visit? and if there, had any of the numerous visitors found out what a nice girl she was?
“Of course they think her pretty, of that there can be no doubt,” thought he, “and I dare say she has found it out too by this time, and gives herself airs; unless such an example as my brother’s wife before her eyes gives her timely warning, and she steers on another tack. There’s no being up to the girls now-a-days; as to prying into their hearts it’s impossible, and not to be imagined for a moment; they are growing too deep for us men, and beat us out-and-out in deceit and manœuvring.”
“She has magnificent hair,” thought he after a pause, “I suppose it’s all her own — just the colour I like, though she has a ridiculous fashion of binding it up about her head. Perhaps she thinks it makes her look like a Madonna;” here he took a long puff at his cigar. “Well, I could not fall in love with a Madonna, it’s not my style, and I do not think she is like one either; an angel’s eyes don’t flash like hers do sometimes. Perhaps Robert thinks his wife an angel, there is no accounting for tastes, but if Miss Neville has grown one iota like her, I’ll—” here he paused again, “I’ll have a flirtation with her, and — and then go back to my regiment.”
The idea made him savage, and throwing away his cigar, he halted until the groom who rode behind came up.
“You can ride on, home, Tom, I don’t want you,” said he, and then he listened to the clatter of the horse’s hoofs on the hard frosty ground, until they faded away in the distance out of hearing.
“We are all selfish,” mused he, “that man would have ridden more slowly and carefully had it been his own horse. I dare say though, I am just as selfish if I only knew it.”
He lit another cigar, and rode on some miles without interruption, until stopped by the Brampton Turnpike Gate.
“Hulloa!” called he.
But no notice was taken of his repeated shouts, although a faint gleam of light shone partly across the road from a slight crack in one of the shutters, showing that some of the inmates were at least awake.
“Confound the fellow!” muttered Charles as he called again.
When the door suddenly opened, and the figure of a man stood in the doorway.
“I tell yer I can undo it very well myself, and will too, so just stand fast,” said he in a thick voice, to somebody inside the cottage, while and with anything but a steady gait he managed somehow between a shuffle and scramble to get over the one step of the cottage, — lifting his legs at the same time, as if the steps was so many feet, instead of inches high, — and reach the gate. Here, steadying himself by leaning both arms across the top, he looked up to where Charles Linchmore stood.
“I say young, man!” exclaimed he. “What do yer mean by hollering and bawling in that way? Havn’t yer any patience. If ye’re in sich a mortal hurry, why don’t yer take and jump the gate? Eh!”
“Open the gate, you blockhead, or I will make you,” exclaimed Charles, angrily.
“Speak civil, can’t yer? I ain’t going to open the gate with them words for my pains.”
Just then the moon emerged from behind a cloud, and shone full on Charles Linchmore’s face. The man recognised him in a moment, notwithstanding his tipsy state.
“In course, Sir, I’ll open, who says
I shan’t? Bless yer sir, I’ll open it as wide as ever he’ll go. Dang me! if I can though,” muttered he, as he fumbled at the fastening.
“Bring a lanthorn, Jem, can’t yer,” called he, turning his face towards the cottage, the door of which still remained open. “Bring a light; yer was mighty anxious just now to come out when yer wasn’t wanted, and now yer are, yer don’t care to show yer face.”
He had scarcely finished speaking when another man emerged from the cottage, a hand was placed on the lock, and with a clatter the gate swung back to the other side of the road.
“I’ve half a mind to give you a sound horsewhipping,” said Charles, passing through, followed by Bob, the latter venting his displeasure in a low suppressed growl, “but I hope your wife will save me the trouble, so I shall reserve it for some future opportunity.”
“Thank yer Sir. She takes to it kindly she do, and don’t want no ‘swading.”
“I hope she will give you an extra dose of it at all events,” said Charles. “Is that you, Grant?” he added, addressing the other man. “It’s scarcely safe for you to be out so late, is it?”
“You’ve heard all about the trial then, Sir?” questioned Grant.
“I read an account of it in the papers, and was sorry enough for poor Tom.”
“Most everybody was Sir, and the parson gave us a fine discourse the Sunday after his funeral; but somehow preaching don’t heal a broken heart, and Susan do take on awful at times; she haven’t forgotten him, and it’s my belief never will.”
“Poor thing! Her husband’s was a sudden and sad death, shot down like a dog by the poachers. The gang are still prowling about, so they say.”
“Yes, Sir, and will do more mischief yet, they’re a bad, desperate set, the lot that’s here this year.”
“I suppose you are keeping this man company, or looking after him in his drunken state. You would scarcely be going home alone at this late hour of the evening?”