by Ellen Wood
Lord Hartledon hardly heard the words, as he stood leaning against the open casement, gazing into the dark and misty past. No man ever shrank from a prison as he shrank from Hartledon.
“I cannot leave London at all just yet. Thomas Carr is remaining here for me, when he ought to be on circuit, and I must stay with him. I wish you would go anywhere else, rather than to Hartledon.”
The tone was so painfully earnest, that a momentary suspicion crossed her of his having some other motive. It passed away almost as it arose, and she accused him of being unreasonable.
Unreasonable it did appear to be. “If you have any real reason to urge against Hartledon, tell it me,” she said. But he mentioned none — save that it was his “wish” not to go.
And Lady Hartledon, rather piqued, gave the necessary orders on the following day for the removal. No further confidential converse, or approach to it, took place between her and her husband; but up to the last moment she thought he would relent and accompany her. Nothing of the sort. He was anxious for her every comfort on the journey, and saw her off himself: nothing more.
“I never thought you would allow me to go alone,” she resentfully whispered, as he held her hand after she was seated in the train.
He shook his head. “It is your fault, Maude. I told you I could not go to Hartledon.”
And so she went down in rather an angry frame of mind. Many a time and oft had she pictured to herself the triumph of their first visit to Calne, the place where she had taken so much pains to win him: but the arrival was certainly shorn of its glory.
CHAPTER XXII.
ASKING THE RECTOR.
Perhaps Lady Hartledon had never in all her life been so much astonished as when she reached Hartledon, for the first person she saw there was her mother: her mother, whom she had believed to be in some remote district of Ireland. For the moment she almost wondered whether it was really herself or her ghost. The countess-dowager came flying down the steps — if that term may be applied to one of her age and size — with rather demonstrative affection; which, however, was not cordially received.
“What’s the matter, Maude? How you stare!”
“Is it you, mamma? How can it be you?”
“How can it be me?” returned the dowager, giving Maude’s bonnet a few kisses. “It is me, and that’s enough. My goodness, Maude, how thin you look! I see what it is! you’ve been killing yourself in that racketing London. It’s well I’ve come to take care of you.”
Maude went in, feeling that she could have taken care of herself, and listening to the off-hand explanations of the countess-dowager. “Kirton offended me,” she said. “He and his wife are like two bears; and so I packed up my things and came away at once, and got here straight from Liverpool. And now you know.”
“And is Lady Kirton quite well again?” asked Maude, helplessly, knowing she could not turn her mother out.
“She’d be well enough but for temper. She was ill, though, when they telegraphed for me; her life for three days and nights hanging on a shred. I told that fool of a Kirton before he married her that she had no constitution. I suppose you and Hart were finely disappointed to find I was not in London when you got there.”
“Agreeably disappointed, I think,” said Maude, languidly.
“Indeed! It’s civil of you to say so.”
“On account of the smallness of the house,” added Maude, endeavouring to be polite. “We hardly knew how to manage in it ourselves.”
“You wrote me word to take it. As to me, I can accommodate myself to any space. Where there’s plenty of room, I take plenty; where there’s not, I can put up with a closet. I have made Mirrable give me my old rooms here: you of course take Hart’s now.”
“I am very tired,” said Maude. “I think I will have some tea, and go to bed.”
“Tea!” shrieked the dowager. “I have not yet had dinner. And it’s waiting; that’s more.”
“You can dine without me, mamma,” she said, walking upstairs to the new rooms. The dowager stared, and followed her. There was an indescribable something in Maude’s manner that she did not like; it spoke of incipient rebellion, of an influence that had been, but was now thrown off. If she lost caste once, with Maude, she knew that she lost it for ever.
“You could surely take a little dinner, Maude. You must keep up your strength, you know.”
“Not any dinner, thank you. I shall be all right to-morrow, when I’ve slept off my fatigue.”
“Well, I know I should like mine,” grumbled the countess-dowager, feeling her position in the house already altered from what it had been during her former sojourn, when she assumed full authority, and ordered things as she pleased, completely ignoring the new lord.
“You can have it,” said Maude.
“They won’t serve it until Hartledon arrives,” was the aggrieved answer. “I suppose he’s walking up from the station. He always had a queer habit of doing that.”
Maude lifted her eyes in slight surprise. Her solitary arrival was a matter of fact so established to herself, that it sounded strange for any one else to be in ignorance of it.
“Lord Hartledon has not come down. He is remaining in London.”
The old dowager peered at Maude through her little eyes. “What’s that for?”
“Business, I believe.”
“Don’t tell me an untruth, Maude. You have quarrelled.”
“We have not quarrelled. We are perfectly good friends.”
“And do you mean to tell me that he sent you down alone?”
“He sent the servants with me.”
“Don’t be insolent, Maude. You know what I mean.”
“Why, mamma, I do not wish to be insolent. I can’t tell you more, or tell it differently. Lord Hartledon did not come down with me, and the servants did.”
She spoke sharply. In her tired condition the petty conversation was wearying her; and underlying everything else in her heart, was the mortifying consciousness that he had not come down with her, chafing her temper almost beyond repression. Considering that Maude did not profess to love her husband very much, it was astonishing how keenly she felt this.
“Are you and Hartledon upon good terms?” asked the countess-dowager after a pause, during which she had never taken her eyes from her daughter’s face.
“It would be early days to be on any other.”
“Oh,” said the dowager. “And you did not write me word from Paris that you found you had made a mistake, that you could not bear your husband! Eh, Maude?”
A tinge came into Maude’s cheeks. “And you, mamma, told me that I was to rule my husband with an iron hand, never allowing him to have a will of his own, never consulting him! Both you and I were wrong,” she continued quietly. “I wrote that letter in a moment of irritation; and you were assuming what has not proved to be a fact. I like my husband now quite well enough to keep friends with him; his kindness to me is excessive; but I find, with all my wish to rule him, if I had the wish, I could not do it. He has a will of his own, and he exerts it in spite of me; and I am quite sure he will continue to exert it, whenever he fancies he is in the right. You never saw any one so changed from what he used to be.”
“How do you mean?”
“I mean in asserting his own will. But he is changed in other ways. It seems to me that he has never been quite the same man since that night in the chapel. He has been more thoughtful; and all the old vacillation is gone.”
The countess-dowager could not understand at all; neither did she believe; and she only stared at Maude.
“His not coming down with me is a proof that he exercises his own will now. I wished him to come very much, and he knew it; but you see he has not done so.”
“And what do you say is keeping him?” repeated the countess-dowager.
“Business—”
“Ah,” interrupted the dowager, before Maude could finish, “that’s the general excuse. Always suspect it, my dear.”
“Suspect what?” as
ked Maude.
“When a man says that, and gets his wife out of the way with it, rely upon it he is pursuing some nice little interests of his own.”
Lady Hartledon understood the implication; she felt nettled, and a flush rose to her face. In her husband’s loyalty (always excepting his feeling towards Miss Ashton) she rested fully assured.
“You did not allow me to finish,” was the cold rejoinder. “Business is keeping him in town, for one thing; for another, I think he cannot get over his dislike to face the Ashtons.”
“Rubbish!” cried the wrathful dowager. “He does not tell you what the business is, does he?” she cynically added.
“I happen to know,” answered Maude. “The Ashtons are bringing an action against him for breach of promise; and he and Mr. Carr the barrister are trying to arrange it without its coming to a trial.”
The old lady opened her eyes and her mouth.
“It is true. They lay the damages at ten thousand pounds!”
With a shriek the countess-dowager began to dance. Ten thousand pounds! Ten thousand pounds would keep her for ever, invested at good interest. She called the parson some unworthy names.
“I cannot give you any of the details,” said Maude, in answer to the questions pressed upon her. “Percival will never speak of it, or allow me to do so. I learnt it — I can hardly tell you how I learnt it — by implication, I think; for it was never expressly told me. We had a mysterious visit one night from some old parson — parson or lawyer; and Percival and Mr. Carr, who happened to be at our house, were closeted with him for an hour or two. I saw they were agitated, and guessed what it was; Dr. Ashton was bringing an action. They could not deny it.”
“The vile old hypocrite!” cried the incensed dowager. “Ten thousand pounds! Are you sure it is as much as that, Maude?”
“Quite. Mr. Carr told me the amount.”
“I wonder you encourage that man to your house.”
“It was one of the things I stood out against — fruitlessly,” was the quiet answer. “But I believe he means well to me; and I am sure he is doing what he can to serve my husband. They are often together about this business.”
“Of course Hartledon resists the claim?”
“I don’t know. I think they are trying to compromise it, so that it shall not come into court.”
“What does Hartledon think of it?”
“It is worrying his life out. No, mamma, it is not too strong an expression. He says nothing; but I can see that it is half killing him. I don’t believe he has slept properly since the news was brought to him.”
“What a simpleton he must be! And that man will stand up in the pulpit to-morrow and preach of charity!” continued the dowager, turning her animadversions upon Dr. Ashton. “You are a hypocrite too, Maude, for trying to deceive me. You and Hartledon are not on good terms; don’t tell me! He would never have let you come down alone.”
Lady Hartledon would not reply. She felt vexed with her mother, vexed with her husband, vexed on all sides; and she took refuge in her fatigue and was silent.
The dowager went to church on the following day. Maude would not go. The hot anger flushed into her face at the thought of showing herself there for the first time, unaccompanied by her husband: to Maude’s mind it seemed that she must look to others so very much like a deserted wife. She comes home alone; he stays in London! “Ah, why did he not come down only for this one Sunday, and go back again — if he must have gone?” she thought.
A month or two ago Maude had not cared enough for him to reason like this. The countess-dowager ensconced herself in a corner of the Hartledon state-pew, and from her blinking eyes looked out upon the Ashtons. Anne, with her once bright face looking rather wan, her modest demeanour; Mrs. Ashton, so essentially a gentlewoman; the doctor, sensible, clever, charitable, beyond all doubt a good man — a feeling came over the mind of the sometimes obtuse woman that of all the people before her they looked the least likely to enter on the sort of lawsuit spoken of by Maude. But never a doubt occurred to her that they had entered on it.
Lady Hartledon remained at home, her prayer-book in her hand. She was thinking she could steal out to the evening service; it might not be so much noticed then, her being alone. Listlessly enough she sat, toying with her prayer-book rather than reading it. She had never pretended to be religious, had not been trained to be so; and reading a prayer-book, when not in church, was quite unusual to her. But there are seasons in a woman’s life, times when peril is looked forward to, that bring thought even to the most careless nature. Maude was trying to play at “being good,” and was reading the psalms for the day in an absent fashion, her thoughts elsewhere; and the morning passed on. The quiet apathy of her present state, compared with the restless fever which had stirred her during her last sojourn at Hartledon, was remarkable.
Suddenly there burst in upon her the countess-dowager: that estimable lady’s bonnet awry, her face scarlet, herself in a commotion.
“I didn’t suppose you’d have done it, Maude! You might play tricks upon other people, I think, but not upon your own mother.”
The interlude was rather welcome to Maude, rousing her from her apathy. Not for some few moments, however, could she understand the cause of complaint.
It appeared that the countess-dowager, with that absence of all sense of the fitness of things which so eminently characterized her, had joined the Ashtons after service, inquiring with quite motherly solicitude after Mrs. Ashton’s health, complimenting Anne upon her charming looks; making herself, in short, as agreeable as she knew how, and completely ignoring the past in regard to her son-in-law. Gentlewomen in mind and manners, they did not repulse her, were even courteously civil; and she graciously accompanied them across the road to the Rectory-gate, and there took a cordial leave, saying she would look in on the morrow.
In returning she met Dr. Ashton. He was passing her with nothing but a bow; but he little knew the countess-dowager. She grasped his hand; said how grieved she was not to have had an opportunity of explaining away her part in the past; hoped he would let bygones be bygones; and finally, whilst the clergyman was scheming how to get away from her without absolute rudeness, she astonished him with a communication touching the action-at-law. There ensued a little mutual misapprehension, followed by a few emphatic words of denial from Dr. Ashton; and the countess-dowager walked away with a scarlet face, and an explosion of anger against her daughter.
Lady Hartledon was not yet callous to the proprieties of life; and the intrusion on the Ashtons, which her mother confessed to, half frightened, half shamed her. But the dowager’s wrath at having been misled bore down everything. Dr. Ashton had entered no action whatever against Lord Hartledon; had never thought of doing it.
“And you, you wicked, ungrateful girl, to come home to me with such an invention, and cause me to start off on a fool’s errand! Do you suppose I should have gone and humbled myself to those people, but for hoping to bring the parson to a sense of what he was doing in going-in for those enormous damages?”
“I have not come home to you with any invention, mamma. Dr. Ashton has entered the action.”
“He has not,” raved the dowager. “It is an infamous hoax you have played off upon me. You couldn’t find any excuse for your husband’s staying in London, and so invented this. What with you, and what with Kirton’s ingratitude, I shall be driven out of house and home!”
“I won’t say another word until you are calm and can talk common sense,” said Maude, leaning back in her chair, and putting down her prayer-book.
“Common sense! What am I talking but common sense? When a child begins to mislead her own mother, the world ought to come to an end.”
Maude took no notice.
There happened to be some water standing on a table, and the dowager poured out a tumblerful and drank it, though not accustomed to the beverage. Untying her bonnet-strings she sat down, a little calmer.
“Perhaps you’ll explain this at your convenience
, Maude.”
“There is nothing to explain,” was the answer. “What I told you was the truth. The action has been entered by the Ashtons.”
“And I tell you that the action has not.”
“I assure you that it has,” returned Maude. “I told you of the evening we first had notice of it, and the damages claimed; do you think I invented that, or went to sleep and dreamt it? If Val has gone down once to that Temple about it, he has gone fifty times. He would not go for pleasure.”
The countess-dowager sat fanning herself quietly: for her daughter’s words were gaining ground.
“There’s a mistake somewhere, Maude, and it is on your side and not mine. I’ll lay my life that no action has been entered by Dr. Ashton. The man spoke the truth; I can read the truth when I see it as well as anyone: his face flushed with pain and anger at such a thing being said of him. It may not be difficult to explain this contradiction.”
“Do you think not?” returned Maude, her indifference exciting the listener to anger.
“I should say Hartledon is deceiving you. If any action is entered against him at all, it isn’t that sort of action; or perhaps the young lady is not Miss Ashton, but some other; he’s just the kind of man to be drawn into promising marriage to a dozen or two. Very clever of him to palm you off with this tale: a man may get into five hundred troubles not convenient to disclose to his wife.”
Except that Lady Hartledon’s cheek flushed a little, she made no answer; she held firmly — at least she thought she held firmly — to her own side of the case. Her mother, on the contrary, adopted the new view, and dismissed it from her thoughts accordingly.
Maude went to church in the evening, sitting alone in the great pew, pale and quiet. Anne Ashton was also alone; and the two whilom rivals, the triumphant and the rejected, could survey each other to their heart’s content.
Not very triumphant was Maude’s feeling. Strange perhaps to say, the suggestion of the old dowager, like instilled poison, was making its way into her very veins. Her thoughts had been busy with the matter ever since. One positive conviction lay in her heart — that Dr. Ashton, now reading the first lesson before her, for he was taking the whole of the service that evening, could not, under any circumstance, be guilty of a false assertion or subterfuge. One solution of the difficulty presented itself to her — that her mother, in her irascibility, had misunderstood the Rector; and yet that was improbable. As Maude half sat, half lay back in the pew, for the faint feeling was especially upon her that evening, she thought she would give a great deal to set the matter at rest.