Rancher Daddy

by Lexi Whitlow

  Now that hurts.

  “It’s not like that,” I tell her, but I can tell she’s not listening. "Let's get back to the subject of the passport photos. I don't think it's an accident this little day trip comes after Evelyn’s interview on TV."

  She looks at me for a moment, her expression chilling. “You’ve got me all figured out, haven’t you?” she says, her brows knitted together.

  “I do,” I say.

  “You know about everything I’ve been through, don’t you? The endless campaigns, rolling around the country giving speeches, talking to men groping my ass at dinner parties. Selling this idea of some family I’m not even a part of. You know all about that, don’t you? Except you don’t. You left.”

  “Poor you,” I spit. “That sounds so miserable. Flying around on your jet. Wearing pretty dresses. Looking nice on camera. All so difficult. And what do you get in return? Only your education, a fully paid for apartment, and anything you want from your parents.”

  Her face falls. “Maddox — what happened to you?” She takes a step forward and puts up a hand like she’s about to touch my face. But she lets her hand fall instead. “I know you went through shit. Growing up, and then the military. That couldn’t have been easy. I know my life has been easier. But it’s not what I want. I just want to teach, and write. And be left alone. Instead, I’m carted around and shown off, and I’m living half a life.” She purses her lips. “You wouldn’t have said this shit before.”

  I want to go to her, to hold her, to show her what I want to do to her. But I don’t.

  “It’s not before,” I say instead.

  I think of my mother. I think of losing this job and all it would mean. It’s not worth it for a quick roll in the hay with this girl. Flirting aside, things like this — they never end well. And with what she was doing today, she intends to bolt anyway. And fast.

  She marches off to her bedroom.

  "Where are you going?" I demand, hearing myself shout, not meaning to.

  "Let yourself out,” she says. “I’m done with you."

  Her words leave me cold, an emptiness hardening in the pit of my stomach. I’d assumed she’d come around and tell the truth. I wait for it, standing there like a jackass in the middle of her living room. Minutes pass, and I only grow angrier.

  I start in after her. "I'm not done with you!"

  I enter her bedroom just in time to see her strip off her top, revealing an ample volume of silken cleavage that has taunted my dreams for the better part of a decade.

  "Some men knock before coming into a lady's bedroom."

  “Are you a lady?” I raise an eyebrow.

  Avery shrugs. "If you're planning on staying then you're going to see some pretty compelling evidence."

  "I'm just trying to do my job," I say. It’s lame. I’m losing focus – again.

  "And I'm just trying to go to bed. It's been a long day and I'm tired."

  "You weren't tired a minute ago," I observe. My mouth is dry and my dick is hard.

  How did this turn into me being the one desperate for sex? Stop, you were convinced ten minutes ago that you were going to let this all go.

  "Boring conversations tire me," she says. She slips her skirt off and kicks it across the room casually. "As you can imagine I get tired around you pretty quickly. If you don't want to talk then I guess that's a different matter."

  "How about we talk first?" I suggest, trying to sound seductive. I don't really do seductive, but I’m trying out new material. Avery is a challenge.

  She shakes her head. "I doubt I'd be able to stay awake. You should probably just go."

  Our eyes meet and the look passing between us is enough to let me know that, regardless of her posturing, she wants this as much as I do. She's just a lot better than me at pretending she's not interested. So, who's going to crack? If I turn around now and walk out, will she let me go? Or will she rush after me and drag me back into her bedroom? I think she might. On the other hand, if she does that, I'm not sure I have the self-control to keep asking her questions. It's hard to think clearly with her standing beside the bed in just her lacy lingerie, staring at me with those deep blue eyes.

  "I'm not leaving till you tell me what you were up to today," I say with as much stalwart determination as I can muster. It isn’t a lot.

  Avery shrugs. "Suit yourself. Sleep on the couch."

  "I'm not leaving this room." Good lord, why does this have to be so tedious?

  Another shrug. "The chair's pretty comfortable. Or there's room in the bed." She pulls back the cover, climbs in, then scoots over to make room for me.

  "You'd like that wouldn't you?" I say. I’d like that.

  "I think we both would," she admits, a self-satisfied smile creasing her lips.

  "Then answer my question," I insist. I really am trying to be the stronger person here.

  Avery just laughs. "Take the chair. Sheets are in the closet in the hallway. At least get undressed. Sleeping in clothes is the worst."

  I pull my shirt over my head, not bothering to unbutton it first. I really don't know how this is going to play out, but I can feel Avery's eyes on me. She's clearly enjoying what she sees, however much she tries to hide it. Maybe time to go on the offensive again. I take three steps closer to the bed.

  "You remember what I said would happen if you didn't do as I told you?" I threaten.

  Avery rolls over onto her stomach, bearing her ass to me. She's wearing thong panties. She wiggles provocatively in my direction.

  "Go on then. You wouldn't be the first."

  There are so many things I am aching to do to Avery right now. Stepping up, putting her across my knee and giving her a spanking she'll still feel a month from now is definitely ranking in the top three. But I can't, and I don't generally like guys who would do something like that. I stride over to the bed, grab her by the ankles and flip her onto her back. She squeals like a kitten.

  "Go to bed if you're going, I'll take the couch," I growl at her. “But show some self-respect.”

  With that, I march out of the room. She doesn't follow, and my whole body pounds with frustration. I pull off my pants and flop down on the couch. I don't need a sheet. I'm hot enough that the fabric beneath me might burst into flames any moment.

  I stare at the ceiling, my mind racing. It's hard to think clearly while this aroused – all the blood is going somewhere other than my brain. I can't back down after having given her an ultimatum. There has to be some way I can go back in there and give us both the best night of our lives without compromising my authority. Maybe if she were to come out here then it wouldn't be quite such a capitulation.

  I glance towards the door. Nothing. Of course. Avery is in the same position and is just as stubborn as I am. She threw herself at me, and I turned her down. She's not going to do it again. She's waiting for me to crack.

  And so here we both lie. Both in our separate rooms, agonizingly frustrated.

  What the hell for? I've wanted Avery for as long as I can remember. She's grown up into the best-looking woman I've ever seen, and she wants me. And I'm lying here on my own because of pride? Because of a business contract I signed? What the hell is wrong with me?

  I rise and cross the room, grabbing the bedroom door handle and turn. It won't budge. I yank it as hard as I can and when the door releases I find Avery on the other side with the opposite handle still in her hand. We don't wait for explanations. We're in each others’ arms in an instant, and on the bed a heartbeat after that.

  I've never really thought about what ‘good’ sex means. Everybody says it's best with someone you care about. My life being what it's been there's never really been anyone I care about more than the next. Romance and lasting relationships have been conspicuous by their absence. And yet I enjoy sex enough to make me think that this ‘it's better with someone you care about’ stuff is so much Harlequin Romance novel manufactured crap.

  Do I actually care about Avery? It's my job to look after her, but that's no
t the same thing. I'm physically attracted to her but that's not unusual. I love looking at a lot of women, imagining what it would be like to fuck them. I maybe loved Avery in a naive way when we were kids, but that was a long time ago and we are different people now. She irritates and angers me frequently, and some of the wounds she inflicted when we were in school feel as fresh now as when they happened. At best, my feelings towards her are confounding. She makes my head spin. She distracts me. I forget myself when I look into her eyes. I forget everything.

  When our bodies come together on top of her bed, skin on skin, something happens inside me that I’ve never experienced before. It’s not just raw heat, but unsheathed electricity passing between us. Her flesh against me sticks and burns, searing into my own, soldering us together like hot wires – fused. I press her hard into the mattress, shoving my tongue into her mouth, sucking her essence into myself like a man whose been starved. My hands fumble to release her breasts from the bonds of lace and wire, and doing so, I’m weak to my gut and down in my knees, my lips lapping at pink nipples tipping hard in response to my attention.

  Avery moans, her back arching beneath me, her eyes pressed shut.

  I’ve waited my whole life for this.

  My tongue traces the line from between her breasts down to her navel, then lower. I smooth my hands around the fullness of her milky soft, pale hips, then slip my thumbs under the band of her lace, low-cut panties. I feel my breath catch in my chest as I slip them down over her thighs. I trace my fingers through the curls guarding her sex. Her hips rock up in response.

  “You’re the most beautiful creature I’ve ever seen,” I murmur into her crotch before burying my face there, finding her salty lips and her hard clit with my tongue. I press fingers in, circling her wet depths while my tongue slathers her clit in attention.

  “Oh...” She moans. “Oh… god...” Her hips rock into my face. I finger-fuck her gently, teasing inside her, tracing her contours, grazing her sensitive folds with the rough part of my thumb.

  Her muscles tighten as I suck and lap her clit, my nose humping her pubis. I feel her vaginal walls tighten against my fingers, then grip hard.

  “Oh god damn...” she whimpers, her hands falling to either side of my head as she pumps against me. She tenses up, shudders emanating from her snatch, then she just thunders hard, rocking into me like the tide coming in, whining, grinning, and then laughing.

  I’ll give her something to laugh about.

  Before her orgasm subsides, I haul myself up, hanging above her. With my already familiar fingers, I guide myself in, past quivering, tight muscles. I have to shove in hard to get past her body’s protestations.

  “Awaah!” she cries as I punch in. It’s a cry of pleasure as much as anything else. Her legs circle my hips and she grips me hard, pulling me in with her strong, soft thighs. I thrust into her, my mind slipping away. Her tightness, the heat that envelops me, is more than can be understood or properly described. I’ve imagined what this moment with Avery might be like, and now I know that my imagination has utterly failed me. I’m wholly unprepared.

  “Oh, god. Maddox. Fuck… fuck me. You feel so right.”

  Her words float on the air like the bells of some cathedral singing to the faithful.

  Her fingers dig into the muscle below my shoulders. Her ankles hook firm at my ass as I thrust into her, forcing my full length past tensed muscles gripping me, shoving onto a mound that meets me with every motion.

  “Oh… fuck… Oh… fuck… Oh… don’t stop… Oh god.”

  Avery stops breathing. Every muscle and nerve in her body tenses. I feel her body gripping my cock, then shudder with irregular spasms. All of a sudden, a liquid explosion pours onto me, the tide of her orgasm flowing out, crashing, pounding hard as she moans, trembling beneath me. It’s the sexiest, most debilitating thing I have ever encountered or witnessed. Her eyes flutter in her skull, her hands, pressed against my back, shake.

  And that is all it takes. One last shuddering ripple inside her, milking my cock, and I break, pounding hard without shifting my focus from her eyes. She meets my gaze and watches me as I cum, hauling into her, heaving my body like a jackhammer on rails. I’m pounding in, filling her up, my cock buried deep into her tender flesh before a terrified thought crosses the last remnant of coherent responsibility lurking like a demon in the back of my mind.

  I haven’t used any protection at all. Oh fuck. Oh fuck. Oh fuck.

  I bury my face in the nape of Avery’s neck, drinking in her scent, tasting her flesh on my flesh as I rock in again, milking the last drop of me into her.

  Oh fuck.

  She takes in a deep breath, then she laughs. Is she laughing at me? Was it bad?

  I pull back, up to a position hovering above her. Her cheeks are pink and there is a wide smile on her face. She’s giggling – but not at me. She’s just laughing.

  She grins at me between snorts of convulsive laughter. “I can’t help it,” she apologizes. “Oh, my god. It feels so good…” Her voice trails off and she laughs louder, wrapping her legs around my hips even harder.

  I’ve heard about this. Never experienced it before, but whatever. If I make her laugh because I make her feel that good, so be it.

  Despite all that, I have more pressing concerns. I pull out and roll over, settling in beside her, pulling her up into the crook of my arm, stroking her hair and her supple, milky white shoulder.

  “We didn’t plan this very well,” I say apologetically. “I didn’t use a condom.”

  Avery sighs. “It’s okay.” she says. “I’m on the shot. And I promise I’m clean. I’ve been pretty boring in the past few years.” She lifts her head and looks up at me.

  “Okay,” I murmur. I tangle my fingers in her hair, like I always dreamed I would when I first met her.

  “And I was planning to escape my parents. With the passport. I still am. But you’re giving me a few reasons to stick around — for now.”

  I laugh. “Yeah. Okay. Thanks for telling me. It only took sex to get it out of you.” I say it nonchalantly, but something seizes up in my gut. Anxiety. Guilt. Anticipation.

  “Pillow talk,” she says, eyes drifting closed.

  My principal just admitted she’s a flight risk — and I let her get to me.

  I think of my mother in her retirement community, alive because of these shitty, awful people. The people who are making their own daughter prep to leave the country.

  Avery curls up inside my embrace, my arms wrapping her up. She settles peacefully, and in a few moments, she drifts, sleeping sweetly. I hold her, still feeling the soldered skin, the searing heat of her body melded into my own. I can’t sleep. I hold her close, listening to her faint trailing, feeling her breast rise and fall in rhythm with my own heartbeat.

  In the early morning, with thin light streaming through the blinds, I stir, finding that Avery has rolled away onto her back, purring next to me in peaceful slumber. I watch her, my head propped up on a bent elbow. Her hair is adorably mussed and a small smile paints her face. I’d like to think I put that smile there. Just looking at her I feel my cock wanting for more.

  I know that if I start again now in the cold light of day, not drunk on my own desire, then that's a decision I can never undo. I can't protect her while being her lover. I’ve crossed every line there is. I have broken every rule in the book.

  There's another concern lingering in my head too. I know how she treats men. I know there's a long line before me who thought they mattered. She said herself that lying was part of sex. Last night she seemed to be as invested as me.

  But there’s the issue of this job. There’s my mother.

  And there’s the distance between us — the years spent apart, where we both became different people.

  She’s the client. And I’m the help.

  I run it all over in circles in my head. Avery. Her passport. Her parents. My mom.

  By the time the sun is fully risen, I’ve convinced myself that this meant n
othing at all to her. It was fun. It was one time. And that was all.

  Now I have to let her know that it meant equally little to me, or I lose my authority as her bodyguard. Protecting her has to come first. That’s the only reason I’m here.

  I slip out of bed, gather up my scattered clothes, and I head out before she stirs.

  I look at my phone before I head out. The foundation dinner is coming up in a week. And there’s no way I can continue this with Avery if I want to get her there and make this job work.

  Chapter Ten

  Avery

  Maddox Bryant is even more of an asshole than I had originally thought. And that’s saying something.

  I go over the evidence, again. For the thousandth time this week.

  1. He ditched me on the night of my high school graduation.

  2. He took a job with my parents, who are also assholes.

  3. He showed up out of the blue after seven years just to stalk me and collect a paycheck for it.

  4. And finally, he gave me the best sex of my life a week ago, and now he refuses to talk to me.

  I had myself convinced that last part was just fine up until tonight. He’s kept mostly to himself. I’ve stayed in my apartment, working on my dissertation. And when I’ve gone over to the beach, he’s stayed back a thousand feet at all times. That seemed okay. It seemed not hurtful. Not purposeful.

  Now it’s the night of the foundation dinner, and I know he’ll be on my ass all night long. I won’t be able to avoid him. For some reason, it’s made something inside of me break open, like a flood.

  I sink down onto the floor next to my bath. The hot water is still running, and I reach up and turn it off.

  I scroll through my phone and read the text again.

  And then again.

  Then I type out another text to Maddox and delete it. Then I do the same again. He’ll be here any minute.

  I check the time.

  We’ll be late, and he’ll be in here, yelling at me. I’ll have to hear his voice.

  And that will make me look at my texts again. And write another one. And delete it again.