I was so awash with sensation. Then without any warning, he rammed his dick hard into me, the pain so sweet. I yelped and dug my nails into his back but he didn’t let that deter him, he proceeded to thrust himself in and out of me, deepening himself even further with each stroke.
Pounding and grinding, our sweaty bodies rubbing against one another. My hands travelling up and down his sleek back as he moved and sucked at my neck. I felt like I wanted more even though he wasn’t even done as yet. I grinded myself on him as he moved. Hissing and moaning at the feel of him inside me, slamming and thrusting. I want you, I want more! I couldn’t control myself, I began shouting and hollering for him to go harder and faster. Don’t stop! I commanded and he conceded, his breathing and subtle groans heavy.
And after a few short moments, I felt him spilling inside me. Wow, I was dazed and breathing heavily. “It’s been so long.” He panted. I wondered if he meant with me, or sex in general.
He then flipped me over, my ass up in the air. Yes, this is exactly what I want. Fuck me! Now! He rubbed his hand gently on my rear, so calm and then Smack! He slapped hard against my ass, the sting vibrating. But strangely enough, I wanted more. “More!” I shouted and with that, he smacked me again.
I then felt his tongue pressed at the base of my spine, travelling further up my back to the nape of my neck. It made me shudder, my skin prickling. Wow! He then grabbed hold of my hair and yanked my head back, sucking violently at my neck. His other hand travelled down my spine, over one of my ass cheeks, down my thigh and then slowly back up. Growing closer and closer to my sweet spot. “I want you.” He whispered sternly in my ear. The feel of his breath tickled. “I want you, too.” I whispered and bit on my lip in anticipation.
I then felt him put something over my eyes – it was his tie. “What are you doing?” I bit on my lip, suddenly very amused and intrigued. “Shhh!” He hushed me. He then grabbed on to both my wrists, and pulled me forward, tying them to the head of the bed with ribbons that were in the top drawer of my bedside table, leaving me helpless in a Child’s Pose; my knees tucked under my chest and my buttocks resting on top of my heels. I was now blindfolded and tied up, nervous as hell, unsure of what to expect. My senses were at an all-time high.
There it was, the anticipated touch, his fingertips brushing lightly down my back and over my rear. “Ugh! What are you doing?”
“Shhh!” He commanded and spanked me.
“Ugh!” I groaned. Suddenly, I felt his mouth on me. Whoa! He’s eating me from behind? I thought to myself. This was even more intense. He then stuck his finger in me as long, wet strokes of his tongue stimulated my throbbing core. “Oh my goodness.” I couldn’t help but mutter. He then disappeared. I couldn’t feel him. “Where are you?” I whispered.
“Hush!” He admonished and I pursed my lips. He then rammed himself into me and I arched my back upon impact. “Agh!” I yelped. He gripped my hair, pinning my head to the bed and began pounding me, his body slapping hard against my clitoris as he pushed himself harder and harder, wet and sticky from all our juices. Ow! This hurts, but yet it feels so good. I could feel him in my stomach. No! I can’t take this! This is too much. Stop! No, don’t stop! I was awash with emotions and pleasurable pain. He then wrapped his hand around my neck, choking me as he continued to fuck me.
This was no love making, this was fucking and suddenly I became a bit insecure. What is this? First, he breaks up with me to go back with his ex and now he just shows up at my house drunk, and now we’re just fucking! No intimacy – nothing! I can’t even escape it now because I’m tied up. Do I even want to escape it? Fuck it!
“Fuck me harder!” I screamed. And who told me to say those words… he tightened his grip around my neck while he pushed himself deeper, hitting my walls, I could feel myself getting wetter. “Oh yes, just like that, baby.” I screamed and I began to lose all sense of reality. Euphoria beginning to come over me. Nothing mattered in this moment anymore, I felt like I was beginning to climax.
He continued his thrusting and that was it – I was about to cum. Pressure building, spreading from my core throughout my body, that feeling, my toes clenching. “Yessss, don’t stop, fuck me harder!” I began moving with him, feeling myself climaxing and then I was gone! The pressure that built up radiated throughout me, from my fingertips back to my pulsating core. My walls gripping hard on him as he moved. He then slammed hard into me and finally collapsed onto my back, his breathing heavy, I could feel his heart beating against my back. “Oh, yes.” He groaned.
He pulled out and untied me. I could hardly catch my breath. “That was so intense.” I panted as I rolled over to my back, my eyes adjusting to the light. He then plopped down beside me, just peering at the ceiling. I stared at him for a while as he did. Reese? What did you do? What about Heath? Oh my goodness! I am going straight to hell! How could I do this to Heath? My chest began to hurt, I felt like I couldn’t breathe for a moment and tears pooled in my eyes. I tried to hide my evidently flustered appearance, and walked briskly to my bathroom. I locked the door and looked at my mirror. What is wrong with you? I sobbed a little and then washed my face. I began to wonder what I should do now. Do I leave Heath and return to Jake, or do I tell Jake to kick rocks or as we say in Trini, ‘suck salt’?
He looked at me when I walked back into the bedroom. “Jake?”
He smiled at me. Just as he was about to talk, his phone rang. He looked at it and his face changed from the Jake that I knew, to the one that recently broke my heart. Without uttering a word, he began to get dressed. “Jake?” I kept calling out to him but he was basically ignoring me. “Jake?” I grabbed hold of his arm and made him face me. “What the fuck was this?”
“Nothing.” He answered solemnly and bent his head. That word hit like an oncoming train. Heath was right, he just wanted to prove to himself that he still had me under his hold.
“Wow!” My lips quivering and throat burning. I wanted to let the tears go and just cry but I refused to give him that power. “You’re right, this is nothing.” I answered coolly. “Thanks for the fuck!” I smiled and began putting on my underwear and bra. I kissed him and closed my bedroom door behind him. His face was flabbergasted. And that’s how you deal with an asshole.
I turned around and leaned my back against the door, sighed and then slid down to the floor into a seated position. I held onto my head as I cried my eyes out. What did I do? To Heath? Why? I hated myself so much in that moment. I loved Jake so much and because of that love, I hurt Heath. I began wondering if to tell him or not. This would just destroy us. Our friendship – everything. I felt so damn distraught and as if I was in a tug-of-war battle, except my heart was the rope, and Heath and Jake were the opponents.
I wanted to be happy, I really did, but I didn’t realise how much I had fallen for Jake. Spending so much time pining over Heath, then having someone as amazing as Jake was, and now finally being with Heath, I don’t know how to explain it, but it just – something was missing. Heath and I had such an amazing bond, but I couldn’t thoroughly enjoy it due to these stupid circumstances. I knew I loved him for over a year; I met him in the fall of 2013 and we were now nearing Spring Break in 2015. Why couldn’t we have gotten together before Jake? But he wasn’t even sure about his feelings for me until Jake came into the picture. Heath was so busy with Caroline he never saw me in another light, and even if he did, he ignored it. I truly was more in love with Jake, the thought of him alone had the most insane effect on me, but then Heath is Heath! I can’t not love him! Ugh! I hate this!
I fell in love with Jake’s personality; he was so calm, sweet, generous and thoughtful yet a little sarcastic and funny at times, and he treated me with so much respect and love. What was happening between us felt so unreal, I couldn’t believe he was the same man I fell for, the same one that I confided in with almost everything.
I fell in love with Heath because he was bloody Heath; his style, those green eyes, that Australian swoon worthy accent, that an
gelic smile, his wittiness, he was very supportive and he believed in me, he helped me out no matter the cost, and he was someone I could kick back with.
The two of them had their unique personalities that made them so attractive to me, and Heath had always been in my heart, but Jake, our bond, our love that grew, and his allure, I don’t know. I didn’t know how to feel, who to love, even if I could control my heart, despite Jake being a huge douche at the moment, I was so enchanted by him. Fuck it!
I opened my bedroom door and picked up the rest of my clothes that we left scattered in the corridor. I couldn’t wait to leave Dillcaster and head back to Trinidad. Party! Party! Party!
The weekend before Spring Break had finally arrived, and going to school the past week was hell. I saw Jake, he acted as if nothing happened – not surprised – and so did I. I decided not to tell Heath what had happened. I wasn’t about to let Jake destroy the one good thing left of my life.
Chapter 9
And the party begins… It was Thursday – the day of Jessica and Mimi’s ‘Before Spring Break Pool Party’ in West End Park. School was officially out and I decided to go shopping to find something cute to wear. Heath was back with his dad at Andrews Innovations, his father’s company in San Francisco, to attend a meeting. They were finalizing the decisions over the Creative Director debacle, and he assured me that he would be back in time for the party, so I wanted something to do to kill time.
I parked my BMW in the parking lot at Kings Mall. Slipped on my leather jacket and fixed the lace of my combat boots, smoothing my flat ironed hair down into a middle path, put on my shades and hopped out of the car with my bag in tow. I locked the doors and walked towards the elevator and got in. When the elevator dinged at the second floor, I got out and stepped into what seemed like another world. Easter decorations placed neatly in every possible turn. Giant Easter Eggs were a short distance away from me. Foreigners, like myself, were taking pictures in front of them.
I walked up to the DQ shop and ordered a smoothie. I might as well slurp on something while I shop all by my lonesome. After I got my smoothie, I window shopped through a couple of stores until it was all done. I then went into Che Bonet, a really chic store that I frequented, when I spotted the perfect fit; a black cropped top, mint green high-waist shorts and matching cardigan that would go ever so well with one of my beanies and combat boots – sexy and cute – yes!
After I bought my outfit, I walked into Trinkets ‘N’ Tings to get a few matching accessories; huge hoops – my specialty, a few black and mint green bracelets and a handbag. I was definitely all set.
I wasn’t planning to go into the pool at the party but I’d still carry my bathing suit just in case and it was the same colour as my outfit. I was excited for the first time ever, to go to a college party.
As I was about to leave the store, I bumped into a guy and my handbag fell out of my hand, spilling its contents onto the floor. “Oh sorry.” We chorused upon impact, both darting down to pick up the stuff that fell out. And as he handed me my invitation from Mimi and Jessica, I looked up to thank him, straight into his grey eyes. Wow! He was gorgeous. “Thank you.” I stuttered and he flashed a big white smile at me. “You look familiar.” I paused. He looked down at the invite. “Oh great, you’d be at that party, and so will I.” He winked at me.
“Have we met before?” I questioned.
“Yes, I think I’ve seen you before. I definitely have. Driving a red Camaro, right?”
“Oh yeah, that was my friend’s car. Whoa, whoa, whoa. Wait! You’re the hot guy that I see crossing the road in Charleston all the time.” I began to laugh.
“You remember me? And you think I’m hot?” He asked in disbelief. “You always seem to ignore me.”
“That’s the trick.” I joked. “I’m Reese.” I stuck out my hand.
“Kai.” He shook with anticipation. He was in an army green vest, camo shorts and flip flops. His arms looked really good, too. “I love your accent. Where are you from?”
“Trinidad.”
“Whoa, nice. Well, I hope I see you at the party later.” He smiled, his dimples as deep as mine.
“You too.” I bit on my bottom lip in a bit of a daze as he walked away. Reese! Stop being such a whore! You already have two men on your plate! I snapped out of my daze and walked to Haagen-Dazs. As usual, I ordered berries and cream and sat on the deck outside.
After my day out, I went back home to get ready. The usual; shave, bathe, brush teeth, do my hair, get dressed, apply make-up. And voila, I looked hella cute, too. And then came the bomber, Heath couldn’t make it. I slumped onto my sofa in disappointment. You mean to tell me I got myself all cute for nothing? Ugh! Whatever. I’m still going.
I pulled up in front of Mimi’s massive house in West End Park. Her family was one of the richest in the neighbourhood and she still was pretty humble, apart from her annoying gloats over Jake.
I waited for the gates to open up, then drove up the long driveway, and parked behind one of the many cars along the side. I pulled down the sun visor and looked at my mirror to fix my gloss and make sure that my hair was good. I decided to take off my beanie and I stuffed my cardigan in my bag. I jumped out the car, bag in hand, locked it and walked to the entrance of the party area. I flashed my invite to the security and he let me through.
The Show Goes On by Lupe Fiasco was blasting as I entered the backyard where a swarm of college kids were getting buzzed – neon lights and glow sticks swirling around – and splashing into the pool. Wow! This was the ultimate spring break party. Others were either in the Jacuzzi, or seated around the pool with only their feet in the water or lounging on the chairs on the lawn or at the bar. There were several tables with lots of appetizers laid out. Mimi ran up to me when she spotted me. “Reese.” She called out. “I am so glad you could make it.” She pepped and hugged me. “Here.” She handed me a cup.
“What’s this?” I asked.
“Coconut Ciroc and Pineapple juice.”
“My favourite, thanks.”
“No problem.” She winked and walked off. When I spun around, I bumped into a guy, spilling my drink on him. “Oh my god. I’m sorry.” I apologised. What the hell, am I on a roll today, or what?
“We need to stop meeting like this, Trini.” I looked up at him and began to laugh.
“Kai, right?” I smiled.
“Hey, you remember me.”
“Of course I do.”
“We need to stop meeting like this.” He joked.
“I know right. You had me there for a moment, you sounded like someone I knew. He used to call me Trini all the time.”
“Ex?”
“Pretty much.” I sighed.
“Sorry, sounds like a douche.”
“But I didn’t even say anything about him.” I chuckled.
“He is no longer with you, sounds like a douche to me.” He smiled.
“True.” I blushed and gulped down my drink. Lean On by Major Lazer began playing. “Oh, I love this song.” I began bobbing my head.
“You wanna dance?” He asked in anticipation and I hesitated. “C’mon it’s just a dance, Reese.”
I rolled my eyes. “Fine.” I put my hand in his and let him lead the way. We began to dance and drink. We walked up to the bar and got more shots, taking shot after shot. Beauty and a Beat by Justin Bieber began to play and I was beginning to feel tipsy. We decided to go into the pool. I changed into my bathing suit, Kai took off his shorts and vest and we both dived into the pool. I was having so much fun. Everyone around us were dancing around, flashing their glow sticks, or thrashing their hands in the air.
As the evening grew darker, the strobe lights came on as well as lights coloured lights around the pool. Howling (Bme Remix) by Ry and Frank Wiedeman began playing as we took lots of IG pics and selfies. Happy Spring Break!
“Reese.” Kai called out to me, he was at the other end of the pool, a giant red cup in his hand. The water was calm around me and the lights glisten
ed like a disco on the water. It felt magical, and the high that I felt – made it even better.
“Cannon ball!” I heard a ridiculously high pitched voice screech and before I knew it, a boy jumped over my head and into the water, creating a huge splash that rippled straight into my face. I began to laugh. I was completely soaked. My efforts of keeping my hair dry have failed me. “Reese.” I heard Kai call again. And as I tried to swim over to him, a swarm of other boys began cannon balling into the pool, creating an insane ruction of splashy water.
I looked around, the surroundings registering in my mind – Laine, Jessica and Mimi, all clad in polka dot bikinis, were at one side of the pool, soaking their ankles and drinking out of coconut cups, giggling and bobbing their heads to the music. Couples making out in the pool. Boys thrashing the pool noodles at each other. Others dancing on the lawn or at the bar getting as buzzed as I felt.
“Reese.” Kai called out to me again and I smiled at him. I then dunked my head underwater and lurched forward, swimming towards him. “Hey.” I popped out of the water in front of him. We both began to giggle. He was so darn cute!
“Come here.” He pulled me into him.
“What’s that?” I asked as he took a sip from his red cup.
“Hennessey.” He replied and before I could say more, his mouth was on mine and I couldn’t even resist, I felt the slight burn and metallic taste as the liquid seeped into my mouth. I pulled away from him instantaneously, as my senses came back to me. “Whoa… No, Kai.” I resisted.
“You don’t want to?” He asked and I shook my head.
“I’m not available.” I scowled.
“Alright, it’s cool. I’m sorry.” He apologised, his face turning red with embarrassment.
“It’s okay. Let’s just have fun, cool?”
“Cool.” He slugged down the remainder of his Hennessey. The waiters then brought more shots for us and we continued to party, just as I had planned until everything went BLANK!
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