“I didn’t want to talk about her leaving in two days. I know she’s leaving, we made plans to fly back and forth, but I don’t want to bring it up.” I set the barbell down and take a drink of water.
“I get that, but you don’t have to treat her like shit.”
“How do I tell her that I don’t want to discuss it without pissing her off?”
“I wish I knew the answer to that question. Abby’s terrified of leaving too. She’s worried that the long distant relationship isn’t going to work because you’ll get bored and find someone better.”
“Who would be better than her? No one. I haven’t looked at another woman since she came into my life. I’d be lost without her.” I can’t believe we’re having this conversation. I start to laugh, and Max looks at me like I’ve lost my mind. “You realize that we are two men—two men talking about feelings and relationships.”
“I know. I’ve been hanging out with Rob and Aaron too much this trip. Fuck! There I go again. I seriously need to do something manly. I can offer you some advice—talk to her even if you don’t want to do it. She needs reassurance. I don’t know what happened before I got there, but her self-esteem and self-worth seem almost destroyed.”
It takes me another forty-five minutes of working out to realize that I want to be with Abby and not Max. We ride the elevator together to Sarah and Abby’s room, and I follow him in. She’s watching a movie with Sarah and my heart sinks when I see her eyes puffy and red from crying. Sarah gets off the bed to allow me to go to Abby’s side. She snuggles up to me, and I kiss her.
“You smell awful,” she says, laughing.
“I know I’m sorry. I wish I’d done things differently this morning. I’m just not good at talking about these feelings. I’m a guy.” I shrugged my shoulders as Max and Sarah sit on the other bed watching us. “I can’t promise that you being in Pennsylvania and me being in Florida will be easy, but we’ll just be us. We’ll talk every day, text, and play our damn video game together. The only thing that’s changed is that we love each other, and we’re going to see each other in person, at least, every four to six weeks.” She’s crying again, and I even heard Sarah sniffling.
“It just sucks that our time together is flying by so quickly. I’m not ready to say goodbye.”
“We’re not saying goodbye. We’re just saying ‘see you soon.’ And we are going to see each other soon. Trust that. Trust me. Trust us.”
“I’ll try, but I’m going to need reassurance about this.”
“And I’ll attempt to give that to you, but I’m a guy.” I remind her again. “So, what are we doing today?”
“What is there to do before we go back to the cold temps?” Max asks me as he gathers up clothes to take a shower.
“Um, we can go to the beach, get drinks and eat. There’s fishing on the pier, and so much more. If you have an idea of what you want to do, we can do it, I’m sure.”
“Beach.” Abby says, and I smile at her. I know she’s loved being able to go to the beach every day.
“I guess it’s the beach.” Max rolls his eyes. I figure that he would do what Abby wants. I can tell that Abby is going to have me wrapped around her finger too. We make plans to meet up in an hour.
Abby and I get back to our room, and I ask Abby to take a shower with me. She throws her shirt at me. I laugh and follow her into the bathroom. I kiss her while she sets the water temperature. I drop to my knees and nudge her legs open. She looks down at me with a haze of lust in her eyes. I can’t wait to get my tongue inside her. I take my finger to her folds and use it to open her up to find her clit. Abby’s head falls back, and she sucks in a breath. I take my tongue out and lick top to bottom. I slide one of my fingers inside her and then out again. I add another finger and move my tongue to her clit. My tongue and fingers are moving at the same pace. Abby’s hands grab my hair in a tight grip. I love when she’s close; her breathing changes and her vocabulary becomes that of a sailor.
“Fuck, Cash. I’m so fucking close. Keep going. Don’t stop.”
“Cum for me, baby. Cum for me.” I start moving my tongue faster and feel her tighten around my fingers. I wish it was my cock fucking her instead of my fingers, but I have all night to bury myself in her. I’m brought out of my thoughts of what I want to do to her tonight by her pulling my hair as she comes. She’s a beautiful sight to behold, flushed cheeks and glassy eyes were enough to get me to shoot my load but I have to get myself under control. I look up at her, and her expression is one that I can’t describe. It’s pure bliss watching her.
“What?” she asks through her heavy eyelids.
“I like looking at you, is that okay?”
“No, that’s not okay so stop it,” she says laughing, taking my fingers and licking them clean. mmm, I love the way I taste.” I groan as I feel her tongue on my fingers. She’s sucking on them and making my dick harder. She must know that I’m getting hard as she drops to her knees and grips my cock. She looked up at me and smiled so sweetly before sticking her tongue out to lick the tip of my cock. My head goes back, and I can’t hold in the moan. I love being inside her because that’s heaven, but this is pure ecstasy. My whole cock is in her mouth, and she’s devouring me like she’s starving. She licked, sucked and even used her teeth for a few minutes. My mind is complete mush as Abby is now tugging on my balls.
“Abby,” I say out loud in a harsh whisper through my teeth.
She stops what she’s doing to look at me, in an annoyed tone, “What?”
“Baby, I’m getting so close. I start to buck my hips insync with her movements. It’s only a matter of minutes before I come in her mouth and she sucks me dry. Abby on her knees with my cock in her mouth might be my one of my favorite memories of this trip.
She’s mine.
Forever.
ABBY
God, this man of mine. I can’t believe how my body reacts to him. The way he touches me talks to me and looks at me. He bends down and kisses me then helps me up. I laugh. He raises his eyebrow at me in question, curious about what has me laughing.
“We came in here to shower and got distracted. The water’s now cold, and we have to meet every one in ten minutes.” He grabs my hips and pulls me into him.
“I loved this distraction, and hope we have many distractions like this.”
We stand there naked, hugging and kissing. We come up for air when we hear a knock on the door. I grab my robe and open the door and see Sarah and Max standing there.
“Really? You’re not ready yet?” Max says as he walks into the room.
“Sorry got distracted.” I tell them, and Sarah smiles knowingly as she starts to gyrate her hips. “Knock it off.” I swat her ass as she walks past, causing her to yelp.
“Take your time, we can wait.” She turns on the TV and flops on the bed.
“We’ll just be five minutes.” I grab my suit and his trunks and walk into the bathroom. Cash is standing there laughing as I throw his trunks at him. “What’s so funny?”
“You. You’re acting like we just got caught by our parents having sex in their bed,” he tells me as I grab a washcloth to do a quick sponge bath.
“Well, we kinda did get caught doing something.” I’m laughing now. It’s funny but embarrassing knowing that Max could have caught us. We emerge from the bathroom with a smile on our faces.
“It’s about damn time. Can we go please?” Max stands and helps Sarah up.
“Sorry, man. We ready to hit the beach or should we grab something to eat first?” Cash asks as he grabs his wallet, cell phone and puts on his watch.
“I’m up for anything.” I reply, and Sarah agrees with me.
“We’ll check out the beach first and then decide from there. I’m going to get Rob and Aaron. Meet you three in the lobby.” Max informs us as the door shuts. The beach is crowded when we arrive so he takes us to a pier that has a carnival going on. We are having so much fun, riding the tilt a whirl, Ferris wheel, playing games trying to win silly
stuffed animals. It was the first time in the last couple of days that no one even thought about us leaving but living in the moment. There was a photo booth that we got in and took silly pictures. One of them had us all laughing in it, where our mouths were hanging open. It was a great time, but Sarah starts yawning as we notice that it’s almost 3 a.m. We head to the hotel, but Cash stops me in the parking lot.
“I want to show you something,” he grabs my hand as we head towards his car. We get into his car and drive down the streets of Miami. We pull up to this building and parks into the parking garage. “This is where I live.”
I’ve wondered when he’d bring me here. “I can’t wait to see where you live,” I tell him as I get out of the car.
“I can’t wait to show it to you. I told Sarah that we won’t be available tomorrow and maybe part of the morning on the next day to hang out, and she said okay.”
“And what do you have planned for us for the next thirty-six hours?” I ask as I snuggle up to him, kissing his neck and jawline. He groans with pleasure.
“I plan on making love to you on my bed, fucking you on every surface of my apartment. I want your smell everywhere.” He growls into my ear, and I shiver with excitement. I can’t wait for everything he has planned for me.
“Where are we going to start?” I ask as he opens his door and gestures for me to walk into his home.
“I’m going to give you a tour, and then we’ll shower since we missed it earlier.” A sheepish grin crosses his face. “Then tonight I make love to you all night. I want to worship your body.”
I turn to look at him and smile. “What if I want to worship you?” I ask him.
“Oh, my dear, you are going to worship me. You’re going to call out my name, tell me that you love me, touch me and react to what I’m doing to you. I love you with all my heart, and call me sappy, but when I’m with you all I can think about is making you smile, laugh, and scream my name over and over again.” He puts his hands on my cheeks, and when the tears start to roll down my cheeks, he wipes them away.
“I love you, Cash.” It’s the only thing I can say as I cry. This man is an asshole, pain in my ass but when it’s just the two of us, he’s the sweetest, most romantic guy there is. I’m so blessed by him.
“I love you too, Abby. I hope you never doubt how I feel for you. Now how about that tour?” I nod. He shows me around the apartment; it’s an excellent space that screams bachelor pad. The colors on the walls are either tan or white. The furniture is simple but classy. The furniture was brown, so it matched with the walls. The walls were covered with pictures of his family. I decide that I wanted a bath, asked him to take me to the bathroom. It’s more romantic and intimate. We make love in the bathtub.
He leads me into the bedroom with towels wrapped around us. “Climb into bed and get under the covers, I’m going to get us some wine to drink. I want to talk to him about me leaving, but I don’t want to ruin this night. It’s so frustrating; my anxieties are freaking me out, and I don’t know how just to be in the moment.
“Stop thinking about it and just be with me,” He begs as we climb into bed.
“I’m sorry I can’t help but think, is this the last time I am going to be in this bed? Is this the last time I feel your touch or see you? I have a right to feel this way.” I tell him, annoyed that we can’t talk about this stuff.
“Why must you talk about it now?” He’s getting mad.
“Why must we avoid it? It’s going to happen.”
“I don’t want to talk about it, Abby.” He gets out of bed and throws on a pair of boxers. He walks out of the room mumbling something about just being in the moment.
“Cash,” I follow him wearing the sheet that was on his bed. “Not talking about it doesn’t make it go away. It’s the big elephant in the room.”
“If we don’t talk about it, then maybe it won’t happen,” he replies as he turns to look at me.
“Life doesn’t work that way, and you know it.”
“I know, but I can’t imagine that you won’t be here in three days, and it’s killing me. I don’t want to let you go!” he yells. It looks like he has tears in his eyes.
“You don’t think that it’s killing me too? I don’t want to be without you. I don’t know what I’m going to do. I’ve never felt this with someone and terrified that I’m going to lose you. The whole out of sight, out of mind thing.” I yell back.
“I can’t believe we’re back on this subject. Don’t you understand how much I love you and want to be with you? If I could marry you today, I would.”
“What?!” I squeal.
“Don’t you see, I want to marry you and never part from you. How is that so hard to believe?”
“I guess it just surprised me after being with each other for a week.”
Cash walks over to me. “Abby, we’ve been talking for a year and I knew shortly after that I wanted to be with you. I knew that you were it for me.”
“Wait, did you just propose to me?” I laugh, giddy.
“It depends on.”
“On what?” I ask.
“If you say yes.” He looked at me all mischievously.
“What if I said yes?”
“You would make me the happiest man in the whole world,” He says as he kisses me.
“So what do we do now?” I’m so confused, does he want us to be engaged and get married? “I want to marry you. I don’t have a ring right now. I don’t want to go a day without you.”
“I love you, and I want to marry you. I don’t need a ring right now, but I do want one.” I say, throwing my arms around his neck.
CASH
I can’t believe I blurted out that I want to marry her. She had to ask me if I proposed to her, I’m such a goddamn idiot. I love her and don’t want to be without her. How do I convince her of this?
“So we are getting married right?” I ask her hoping she says yes.
“I don’t know.” She has a silly grin on her face. I hold up my pointer finger and go around to a drawer. I grab a bread tie and quickly make a ring. I come back to her and get down on one knee, taking her left hand in mine.
“Abigail, you came into my life when I didn’t want to live or function. I was ready to throw it all away. I was a man-whore going from one girl to another barely breathing.” She rolls her eyes and I laugh. “You came to my hotel thanks to our friends’ setting it up for us. I can’t imagine my life without you in it. I need you like I need air. When you’re with me, I feel complete. When I’m without you, I need to hear your voice. I want to be the only person who makes you have multiple orgasms every time we are together. I need to be the last person you see at night and the first one you see in the morning. Abby, my love, please will you do the honor of saying yes to being my wife?” I’m now crying as I pour my heart out to Abby. She doesn’t say anything, and I have to break the silence.
“Abby, are you okay?”
“Cash, I love you. I’m more than okay, and I want to be your wife,” she answers as she gets on her knees to be eye level with me. My hands are shaking so bad that I can’t put the bread tie ring on her finger. She helps steady my hands. I kiss her with all the love I have for her. I break the kiss and help Abby up from being on the floor.
Tomorrow we will talk about being engaged but tonight it’s lovemaking. “Abby, I love you. I can’t wait to be your husband and never be separated from you.”
“Cash, I can’t wait either. Can we talk about this later after we’ve made love all night?” Abby asks as she takes my boxers and pulls them down. I stepped out of them as she takes my hand to guide me to the bedroom. Abby cat crawls into my bed, and the view of her ass and pussy have my cock aching to be inside her. She positions herself leaning against the backboard of my bed, and spreads her legs wide open for me. I lick my lips as I climb on the bed. I grab her ankles and tug. She lets out a shriek when I pull her legs to rest on my shoulders. I tell her to grab the pillows and put under her ass. I lean in and sniff. I growl
ed because I could smell how turned on she is.
“Cash,” she whispers.
“Yes, my sweet girl?” I smirk, knowing she’s going to start begging me.
“Stop smelling me and do something!” I laugh at her. She takes her foot and hits me in the head. “Ow!”
“Are you going to do something or do I kick you again?” She asks highly annoyed now.
“No kicking is necessary. I will devour you.” I dive right into her pussy. I don’t know how she does it but every time I taste her, she gets sweeter and sweeter. God I could spend hours eating her out. Abby’s grabbing at the sheet, her back arching so she can push her pussy harder into my face. My tongue’s assaulting her clit while my fingers are pounding her hitting that spot that gets her yelling Fuck over and over. Abby’s breathing starts to change, and I know that she’s close. I grab her ass and lift her higher off the bed. Abby begins to scream my name as lick up her juices as she falls back on the bed and sighing in pure content.
“Wow. That was amazing.” She is just staring up at the ceiling with a satisfied look on her face. “I guess I should kick you more often if I get that kinda treatment.” I climb on top of her.
“I only do that for my fiancé.” I kiss her neck.
“Good answer but there is a slight problem.” She runs her finger up and down my chest.
“Oh, and what is that problem?”
“I’m still very horny and want you inside me. Like. NOW!” She pushes me onto my back. She’s on top of me and slides my cock into her. She’s rolling her hips and as my hands are behind my head to watching the beautiful view of Abby. Abby’s moving faster, so I match her speed. She’s close again so my hands are on her hips so I can pound her harder to get her off. Abby is trying to control her breathing and deny herself an orgasm, but I can’t have that. She arched her back and screamed out in pleasure. She falls on top of me. I kiss her sweaty face.
“Ready to go again?” I nibble her ear trying to get her attention as her breathing becomes normal. I watch her face as her eyes take a sideways glance at me, and her face just lights up when she smiles at me.
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